i don't want to have children

Yu He in front of him looked like a steamed crab, his face, neck, and half of his chest were all red.

Although the expression is still calm, it is obvious that the heart is in chaos.

This person is too calm in daily life, and he is easy to handle his doubts and prying eyes, and brushes them off in one stroke.

Now, in this state of inner turmoil, Chu Lingdong gave him a slap in the face.

Yu He's body was in convulsions, and a big smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, but it was extremely reluctant.

"Who am I? I am whoever you say I am. If you treat me as your child's mother, I will be your family. If you treat me as an ignorant bastard, I will be your lover."

Yu He is still a means of four or two to pull a thousand catties.

But Chu Lingdong still pressed on every step of the way.

"Sometimes there will be some inexplicable social anecdotes popping up on the phone. I used to think it was just weird talk, but now I feel more and more that it may really exist."

"What anecdote?" Yu He couldn't concentrate.Ask according to Chu Lingdong's intention.

"Some people experience things like a car accident, or an earthquake, and wake up with the memory of another person. Some say that the soul is swapped with another person, and others think that the sudden stimulus reminds them of a previous life. Memory, which one do you belong to?"

Yu He's throat tightened, "Sorry, I'm a staunch supporter of materialism. I haven't heard of these urban legends, and I don't believe them."

Chu Lingdong's gaze did not waver because of his answer.

Yu He moved his body, but he still couldn't get rid of Chu Lindong. "Can you take your hand away?"

"You don't like me touching you?" Chu Lingdong asked.

"I don't like it or not, I'm worried about the baby in my stomach." Yu He gave a standard answer.

"When did you become so concerned about children?" Chu Lingdong said, "When you were only two months pregnant, you also had bleeding once. At that time, the doctor told you to stay in bed for a week, but the next day, you I went to the bar to drink with Ding Xiaoqian. At that time, why didn't I see you worried about the child."

Yu He's heart is also very broken for the original owner Xu An's debauched behavior.

Facing Chu Lingdong's questioning, it took Yu He a while before he could say a word. "People change."

"So, you don't like me touching you now?" Chu Lingdong's hand moved again.

In fact, he had never touched Xu An before.It was Xu An's smell that fell into his nose, which made him feel uncomfortable.

But with Xu An's behavior pattern of always leaning on him, if he really touched him like this, he should be flattered, not frightened like this.

Chu Lingdong's question left Yu He speechless, but his whole body shuddered slightly at his actions.

This is just a common provocative gesture among lovers, but Yu He's reaction is too strong and abnormal.

This is because he is too sensitive and inadaptable.

Chu Lingdong's mood improved inexplicably.He let go.Pull up the quilt for Yu He.Tuck him in again carefully.

"In the afternoon, what were you doing shopping?" Chu Lingdong changed the subject.

"I want to buy some clothes." At this moment, Yu He's tense nerves suddenly relaxed.Hiding under the blanket gave him a sense of security.

"Didn't buy it?" Chu Lingdong's mobile phone did not prompt Yu He's card swiping record.

"I didn't see anything I liked."

"I'll ask the secretary to buy some clothes for you tomorrow." Chu Lingdong said.

Yu He hesitated for a while, then agreed. "good."

Although he didn't want Chu Lingdong to buy anything for him, but he was exhausted now, and he no longer had the energy to bargain with Chu Lingdong.

Chu Lingdong glanced at the book on the bedside. "There is a library card for provincial library in the study room. If you have a book you want to read, you can borrow it yourself."

"Yes." Yu He replied obediently.

The two were speechless for a while.An awkward silence filled the air.Chu Lingdong still stared at Yu He, but Yu He just lowered his eyes and looked towards an unknown place in the sky.

For a moment, Chu Lingdong hesitated whether to leave or not.But Yu He was obviously nervous.

Silence was like something with shape and quality, pressing heavily on the chests of the two of them.

Chu Lingdong stood up.

"You go to bed early. I'm leaving."

I will temporarily let go of the individual today.

Just, temporarily.

From an angle where Yu He could not see, Chu Lingdong frowned.Like melting ice and snow.

After Chu Lingdong left, Yu He's whole body softened into a ball of mud, and his back was covered in cold sweat. In 27 years, it was the first time that she was modeled like this.At this age, he is still ashamed of himself for this kind of thing, which makes Yu He more troubled.

He got up from the bed and took a shower in the bathroom.The whole body is still hot.

Yu He's sexual consciousness, which had been suppressed for more than 20 years, seemed to awaken all of a sudden.

The next morning, Chu Lingdong kept his promise and asked his assistant Wu Ruanruan to bring clothes to Yu He.

The clothes are well matched, the brands are also big, and the price of the hang tags is not expensive. They are all brands that Yu He is reluctant to buy.But the styles are all warm and practical winter clothes.

Sweaters, coats, scarves.Moreover, the color is dull and conservative, which is extremely inversely proportional to the gaudy clothes of the original owner.

How much Chu Lingdong must have hated the original owner's taste.

Facing Yu He's deceptive face, assistant Wu Ruanruan put on an embarrassed smile, and said guiltily: "Mr. Chu told me that the clothes should be practical and warm enough. So, I bought this kind of clothes. I don't know if you like it or not."

As he spoke, he stuck out his tongue and complained in his heart: This is really not my taste.

In fact, Chu Lingdong made one more confession: Don't buy fancy ones.

Wu Ruanruan pondered in his heart for a while before he realized the boss's true intentions. It seemed that he was worried about the person who was raised at home.

But then again.The original owner went to the company to look for Chu Lingdong at regular intervals. At first, he was a distant relative, but after running around a few times, he became the boss's lover.

Wu Ruanruan didn't like the original owner's purposeful smiling face.

But this time, for some reason, this man seemed much more comfortable to her.Probably because of the leisurely and calm demeanor and the indifferent expression.The whole person is completely new.

Wu Ruanruan couldn't help feeling: It seems that money and love can really change a person.

Wu Ruanruan thought that it was the leisurely life here, and the love of Chu Lingdong made this person who seemed tense all the time relaxed and at ease.

People are really tall, but they have a little stomach.Obviously looks so thin.No wonder the boss told me to buy pants two sizes bigger.

Wu Ruanruan murmured in his heart.

Although Yu He admired that Wu Ruanruan chose all the black and gray in such a brand, but compared to the original owner's strange clothes, these clothes really moved Yu He.

He picked out a black wool fir with a high collar, black trousers, and a black woolen coat.

Looking at myself in the mirror, my eyes lit up.

These clothes look unremarkable, but when worn on the body, they are stylish and show their figure and temperament.

The superficial air of the original owner was gone, and the whole person seemed to have been reborn, looking gentle and elegant, full of nobility.

It seems that people really need clothes, and Buddhas need gold clothes.

Yu He is quite satisfied with himself.

There is only one thing, because the clothes are so well fitted, the belly is more conspicuous.

Yu He put his hand on his stomach, and he couldn't help replaying the scene of Chu Lingdong's hand touching his belly button last night.Another flurry of confusion.

Although he doesn't like Chu Lingdong, he likes men after all, and Chu Lingdong is handsome, so it's normal for his heart to beat faster in that mood.

Yu He gave the correct answer.

Appreciate your posture.Yu He went out.

Yu He drove to Yu Qianli's clinic.The clinic is not far from the villa area, and it is far away from the downtown area, so there is no traffic jam. If you take a taxi, it will take less than half an hour.

Yu Qianli's clinic is still an ancestral business left many years ago, and the four houses have been turned into a small courtyard.The one facing the street is a place where traditional Chinese medicine is boiled, and there is a sign of "Jie Yu Tang" hanging on it.Nowadays, no one would take the medicine and cook it by himself for a few hours. Most of the finished products are made by pharmacies, and patients take them home and put them in the refrigerator to take directly.

One is Yu Qianli's clinic, and the rest is his daily living place.

Due to the high popularity of the clinic, patients or family members come to the clinic every day in an endless stream. Two years ago, with the help of Yu He, the old man also set up an online appointment registration.

The layout of the outpatient clinic is very compact, divided into two rooms, the inside and the outside. Yu Heli sits inside, and the outside is a waiting room and a pharmacy.The four walls are all Chinese medicine boxes.

When Yu He entered, the old man was giving pulse signals in a room inside, so he stepped lightly.As soon as the assistant Chen Min saw Yu He, she came out and asked, "Have you made an appointment?"

Yu He shook his head.

Chen Min was one of Mr. Yu's closed disciples, and the rest of them had established themselves, so he was the only one who followed Yu Qianli as an assistant.

Chen Min saw that there were still four or five patients sitting in chairs waiting in line in the room, with a distressed look on his face: "Why don't you come back in the afternoon. It's almost 12 o'clock now."

Yu He was a little embarrassed, he came here because he wanted to talk to the old man when there were few people, but he didn't expect the old man to be so busy.

Since he went to work, he seldom comes to the clinic.He felt a little guilty towards the old man.

"Okay." He had no choice but to nod and said, but did not leave, and sat down.Seeing Chen Min getting angry: "I'll just sit down and leave."

The old man inside raised his head and said, "Are you in a hurry, young man? If not, just wait until I finish reading these and show you."

"Yeah." Yu He nodded.

Chen Min turned around and glared at the old man.It seems that I will not be able to eat at all today.

The old man was taking the pulse of a young-looking patient, looked at the tongue, and began to prescribe medicine.

"Doctor Yu, you just grab the medicine for me, can I fry it myself when I go back? I heard that other hospitals make Chinese medicine together by throwing it into a pressure cooker. I also know a little about boiling Chinese medicine. The time for each flavor to go down is different. The effect is also different. I want to fry it by myself, and I have a good idea." Before the young woman came, it seemed that she had checked a lot of information.

"Don't worry about this, our place is different from other places. All medicines are made according to their properties." Chen Min said.

The young woman still looked worried.

"Xiao Chen, grab the medicine." The old man waved his hand and ordered directly.Some patients believe in themselves, so let them spend time.

Psychological identification with drugs also has a positive effect on the condition.

Chen Min took the medicine according to the prescription.There are boxes of traditional Chinese medicine inside and outside the house.After shaking it twice in front of Yu He and grabbing a few flavors, Yu He knew that this was a prescription for a child.It mainly regulates the menstrual flow, warms the uterus, nourishes the kidney and nourishes the blood.It has the effect of ovulation induction.

Chinese people usually use Western medicine when they have a headache and a cold, but for the treatment of chronic diseases, most people still choose Chinese medicine.

Therefore, almost half of the people who come to "Jieyutang" for medical treatment are seeking children.

Yu He helped Yu Qianli catch this recipe when he was seven years old.There are more than 30 traditional Chinese medicines, and the quantity is large. There is one medicine, and Chen Min has a hard time looking for it.

Yu He could see that the next medicine should be... a deer fetus.

Because it is rarely used and there are many cabinets, Chen Min looked around and couldn't find it.

And the medicine happened to be in the cabinet next to him.

Yu He couldn't help but turned sideways, pointing to the box of traditional Chinese medicine with the label on it.

Chen Min didn't know why, so he looked over and saw the Chinese medicine all at once, "Here it is." He opened the box and grabbed the medicine.

He was so busy that he didn't care, how could Yu He know what his next Chinese medicine was.