i don't want to have children

"Xiaotian. Why are you here?" Chu Lingdong was quite surprised.I didn't expect to meet acquaintances here.And this acquaintance is Tian Qiao.

"I've been here these two days." Tian Qiao said.

Chu Lingdong remembered that when he was in college, Tian Qiao also cared about photography for a while under his own influence.

Although he is not very hands-on, he often provides him with relevant exhibition information.

Moreover, Li Wei is also Tian Qiao's classmate, knowing that he has a solo exhibition, it is only natural to come to join him.

However, Chu Lingdong couldn't think of any intersection between the two when they were in school.

And during this period of time, there were all kinds of chaos, and Chu Lingdong hadn't seen him, Tian Qiao, for a while.

For the cooperation project between the two, Chu Lingdong handed it over to a deputy manager to communicate with Tian Qiao, and it was basically settled.

Chu Lingdong originally wanted to ask how Tian's preparations were going.But thinking of Yu He, he swallowed the words again.

But before that, this person overturned the jar of jealousy because of Tian Qiao.

Even if it's official business, Chu Lingdong thinks it's better to say less.

"Then you watch it first, let's go around." Chu Lingdong hugged Yu He and was about to leave.

"Xiaodong." Tian Qiao called to stop Chu Lingdong.

Chu Lingdong turned his head.

Tian Qiao looked at Chu Lingdong fixedly, "I have something to tell you."

Chu Lingdong frowned slightly, looking at Tian Qiao.

Tian Qiao's expression was wrong.Very determined, a little desperate.

Tian Qiao is sensitive and fragile by nature, and his mobility is also weak, so he rarely has such an expression.

If Tian Qiao looked like this a few months ago, Chu Lingdong would have no idea.

But Yu He once said that Tian Qiao liked her.

At the company's birthday celebration, because Tian Qiao happened to be there, Yu He, who had always been indifferent and rational, went to war.

This made Chu Lingdong wary of Tian Qiao in his heart.

The closeness between him and Tian Qiao stems from the recognition of each other's identities.He himself was an adopted orphan, and Tian Qiao was an illegitimate child. Chu Lingdong had a little sympathy and compassion for Tian Qiao.

Because of this factor, he has been protecting Tian Qiao since he was a child.And Tian Qiao is also very dependent on himself.

Now, Tian Qiao said that she has something to say to herself...

also good.Chu Lingdong also wanted to take this opportunity to clarify his words.

It would be best if Yu He thought too much.After all, the two still have business dealings.

And if it was true, he would also give Tian Qiao a clear answer.Chu Lingdong didn't like to hide it.

Chu Lingdong looked at Yu He.

"I'll wait for you here." Yu He was straightforward.

No need to think too much, Yu He also knew what Tian Qiao was going to say to Chu Lingdong.

The two played together since they were young, and Tian Qiao secretly liked his childhood sweetheart.

But this childhood sweetheart didn't know it.

Before he can confess his love, Zhuma has someone he likes in his heart.

Of course, this person is himself.

To be honest, Yu He didn't like Tian Qiao at all, but he still felt sorry for him.

He believed that Tian Qiao really liked Chu Lingdong.

Regarding this matter, Chu Lingdong probably didn't pay much attention to it, but there must be a conclusion.

Chu Lingdong hugged Yu He's waist: "I'll be over in a while."

"En." Yu He responded.

The two walked out one after the other.

There is a coffee shop next to the exhibition hall, and Tian Qiao suggested that the two go in and sit for a while.

"No." Chu Lingdong said.

"Afraid that Xu An is in a hurry?" Tian Qiao said.

Because Tian Qiao had planned to open the skylight to speak frankly, Tian Qiao no longer had any scruples in speaking.

"En." Chu Lingdong admitted very readily.

Tian Qiao thought that her heart had been ravaged and made it extremely tough, but when she heard this, she still felt a dull pain.

Tian Qiao smiled wordlessly.

Before entering the battle, he was already defeated.

"You like Xu An?" Tian Qiao confirmed again.

"like."

Chu Lingdong was not a person who was willing to confess his feelings to others.

But today, like Tian Qiao, he wanted to tell the truth.

Now, Chu Lingdong was finally sure that Yu He was right.

It seems that Tian Qiao has always had thoughts about herself.

And I have known him for so many years, but I haven't noticed Tian Qiao's thoughts at all, let alone think about it.

"Xiaodong, you didn't act like this at the beginning. Aren't you annoyed by Xu An? He plotted against you and pestered you. Didn't you not care about him because of the child in his womb?"

"Why did it become like this?" Tian Qiao asked.

Why?If liking and love can be explained clearly with words, it cannot be called love.

"It means that I suddenly like it. Except for him, no one can pretend to be in my heart." Chu Lingdong said.

The emotional experience between him and Yu He is not difficult and complicated, and it cannot be explained clearly in one or two sentences.

Chu Lingdong's straightforward words cut off all Tian Qiao's thoughts.

Tian Qiao was suddenly agitated.He knew that Li Wei's solo exhibition was sponsored by Chu Lingdong, so he had been wandering around here for the past two days, so he was going to meet him here.

Now, apart from official business, Chu Lingdong has no private contact with him.

Being sensitive, he immediately noticed that Chu Lingdong was avoiding him on purpose.

"What if I tell you that I like you too?" Tian Qiao finally uttered the words that had been buried for more than ten years.

Chu Lingdong just sighed lightly: "Don't say I already have someone in my heart, even if there is no one, it is impossible for you and me."

"You don't want to see me that much? I've liked you since elementary school. But I'm a boy, and I've been afraid to say it because I'm afraid you'll be disgusted. Now you suddenly say that you like someone else. This person is Xu An You can accept even Xu An, why can't you accept me?"

Tian Qiao was a little speechless, tears burst out as she spoke.

Only he himself knows that these past ten years have endured hard work.

He even thought that if Chu Lingdong couldn't accept men, he would never make it clear and stay by Chu Lingdong's side for the rest of his life.

However, the appearance of Xu An made his mentality completely unbalanced.

Chu Lingdong looked at Tian Qiao, but didn't do anything.

This festering wound due to his own negligence, now he can only heal if he is determined to clean up thoroughly.

After Tian Qiao calmed down a bit, Chu Lingdong said: "I don't accept it or not. It's just impossible... Don't just focus on me in the future. Look at other people, maybe you will find that I am not suitable for you at all .” Then, he looked at his watch, “It’s getting late, you should go back early.”

Looking at Chu Lingdong's back without nostalgia, Tian Qiao never realized that this man would be so heartless.

Now, in the state of being broken in love, he didn't realize that this was actually Chu Lingdong's greatest kindness to him.

Yu He was still standing in front of the photo of "interrogation in the tent".

Hearing Chu Lingdong's footsteps, he turned around.

Chu Lingdong came over and gently hugged Yu He's waist, "Wait in a hurry?"

Yu He shook his head.

For Chu Lingdong, he could wait no matter how long it was, let alone only twenty minutes.

"What movie do you want to watch later?" Chu Lingdong asked.

"Anything is fine." Yu He said, and glanced outside.

He didn't see Tian Qiao's figure.

It takes a long time for this wound to heal.

The two of them looked at the exhibition hall for a while, and Chu Lingdong thought that Yu He was a little tired, so he took him out in good time.

The two of them found a place to eat first.

Because Yu He has a lot of taboos in terms of diet, spicy, raw and cold, he can't touch them at all, so Chu Lingdong took Yu He to a health porridge restaurant, and after eating two bowls of yam and gorgon porridge with Yu He, he went directly to the movie theater.

Usually, both of them are people who don't watch movies very much.Chu Lingdong had no time, while Yu He had no one to accompany him.

Dare to buy Coke, but Chu Lingdong bought a big bucket of popcorn.

Movies are also popcorn movies.Halfway through the movie, the popcorn was eaten.

Although the movie is hilarious, the two are half-hearted.Movies with only special effects and not much plot can't take up all the energy of the two of them.

Most of the rest of the mind is enjoying the feeling of dating between lovers.

Coming out of the movie theater, Yu He found that Chu Lingdong was driving in neither Yu Lanyuan nor his apartment.

Yu He was a little surprised, it was already twelve o'clock after watching the movie, could there be other programs?

"What is this for?" Yu He couldn't help asking.

"It's so late, what else do you want to do? Sleeping, of course." Chu Lingdong said.

Yu He looked at Chu Lingdong.

This is the rhythm of going to the hotel?

Since it's a date, the final link is of course the hotel.Before coming, Chu Lingdong had already booked a room at the Guanjing Hotel.

The hotel floor is very high, and the room that Chu Lingdong booked is also on the highest floor. From the room, one can have a panoramic view of the lights of the entire city.

Yu He stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, facing the brightly lit TV tower, as if within reach.

Why didn't he realize that Chu Lingdong was such a romantic person before.

In fact, Yu He can't be blamed either.

When you like someone, no matter what he does, it is in your favor.

I even like his breathing.

The room was spacious with a large firm double bed.

There is a set of sofas in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows.

The bathtub is also very big, Yu He regrets that he can only take a shower.

The two took a shower, changed their clothes, and sat on the sofa in front of the window.

Chu Lingdong ordered the meal delivery service, and ordered champagne for himself, while Yu He only had milk.

Although it was late, Yu He didn't want to sleep.

Asleep, I feel a little let down by the lights of thousands of houses in a city, and the time Chu Lingdong spends alone.

Even though Chu Lingdong basically spends the night in Lan Yuan, Yu He still feels that he is not enough.

Chu Lingdong opened the champagne and poured himself a glass of wine.

Yu He, who was drinking milk, looked a little greedy, "Give me a sip."

Chu Lingdong patted his leg, "I want to drink myself here."

Yu He cocked his lips, walked over, and sat on Chu Lingdong's lap.At the same time, the whole person snuggled into his arms.

Chu Lingdong picked up the wine glass, took a sip, lifted Yu He's chin, and passed the wine.

So the two had a deep kiss with the smell of wine.

Because Yu He didn't want to sleep, and Chu Lingdong wanted to keep hugging him like this, so he didn't urge him, but just took a blanket and covered Yu He.

Looking at the night outside and seeing this person in his arms, Chu Lingdong felt that he could sit here all night.

I don't know how long it took before Chu Lingdong said, "Has Ding Xiaoqian contacted you recently?"

Yu He lazily leaned on Chu Lingdong's chest, not understanding why Ding Xiaoqian appeared on this occasion.

However, it is true that Ding Xiaoqian has not heard from him for a long time.

The most recent time was a month ago when Ding Xiaoqian told him that he had found a new job in Yulanyuan.

"No contact. What's the matter?" Yu He asked.

Soon it will be Chenchen's full moon feast, and Chu Lingdong needs to give Yu He an answer in advance.

"I don't want to interfere with your friendship, but try to stay away from Ding Xiaoqian in the future."

Only then did Yu He realize the seriousness of what Chu Lingdong said.

Chu Lingdong would indeed not interfere with his actions.

And if you speak out to stop it, there is only one situation, and that is when your own safety will be endangered.

"What's wrong?" Yu He asked.

But I haven't seen Ding Xiaoqian for a month.He really couldn't think of what was going on with Ding Xiaoqian, and it had something to do with him.

Chu Lingdong didn't answer either, but just picked up the phone, found some photos, and handed them to Yu He.

Yu He flipped through a few sheets and couldn't be more surprised.

There are various scenes in the photos, such as dim bar booths, late night hotel entrances, street night markets...

The two protagonists in the photo, one is Ding Xiaoqian, and the other is Chu Qianzi's husband - Zheng Yu.