i don't want to have children

Yu He lowered his eyes from beginning to end, moaning softly.He didn't dare to use too much force, the time for exerting force had not yet come, and he didn't dare to consume his physical strength prematurely.

He just tried to focus on his breathing.

No doctor did a digital examination, and no one could tell him how dilated the cervix was.

He can only rely on his own medical common sense and the homework he usually does to judge.

Now the frequency of contractions every two to three minutes, and the duration of each contraction is 1 minute, so Yu He can judge that the cervix is ​​not wide open yet.

And this period is the longest and hardest stage in production.

Yu He shallowed and slowed down his breathing according to the breathing method, but he still couldn't help humming intermittently.

Every time the pain came, he felt that he was on the edge of endurance, and he could not bear it. But when the next round of pain came, he found that there was still an edge beyond the edge.And he still could only bear it.

For a moment, he even wanted to cry.But crying would not only cause the wound to bleed profusely, but also Chu Lingdong would probably be even more confused.

Although he didn't go to see Chu Lingdong, but a moment ago, Chu Lingdong's pale expression and trembling fingers were deeply imprinted in his mind.

With lowered eyelids, Yu He dared not close them.Closing his eyes will only make him more focused and painful.

Dizzy, he heard Chu Lingdong's voice, "I saw the baby clothes you bought, is our baby a boy?"

Yu He forced himself to share part of his ears and heart with Chu Lingdong.

"Yeah." He hummed in a low voice.

He felt that his whole body was being gently embraced by Chu Lingdong.

And one of his ankles was also massaged lightly and heavily by his hands.

Because of the frequent massages for him, Chu Lingdong's strength control and techniques are already very proficient.

Yu He again divided part of his attention on Chu Lingdong's fingers.

The pain seemed to have subsided a lot for a while.

When another labor pain came, Yu He heard Chu Lingdong ask him softly in his ear, "Have you decided on a name for our baby yet?"

At the same time, Chu Lingdong held his wrist again, and gently kneaded it.

name?

Because of this sudden premature birth, he didn't think of a name for the baby in time.

And subconsciously, he thought that Xu An might not want him to name the child.

Yu He shook his head with difficulty, wanting to express something, but the heart-piercing pain at the next moment dominated all his senses.

Yu He couldn't help but let out a cry.The towel fell from his mouth.

At the same time, Chu Lingdong brought his arm to his mouth, and Yu He bit his mouth desperately.

Chu Lingdong rested his head lightly on Yu He's forehead, and said in a hoarse voice, "Put harder, harder."

Only in this way, he seems to be able to share part of Yu He's pain.

The interval frequency of uterine contractions is getting shorter and shorter, but the time is getting longer and longer, and the cervix should be fully open.

Yu He's whole body seemed to fall into the water, and his whole body was dripping wet.

Chu Lingdong kept whispering in his ear, hugged him tightly with one hand, and massaged his hands and feet with the other.

On the way, I went to lick Yu He's chapped lips a few times due to dehydration.Soothe his dryness and thirst.

Yu He began to hold his breath as much as possible, and after holding his breath for 20 seconds, he entered the next round of holding his breath.

Eyes still downcast, looking down.

Although Yu He never looked at Chu Lingdong from the beginning to the end, but Chu Lingdong's words and touch gave him unimaginable comfort and relaxation.

Although Yu He had learned breathing exercises for childbirth before that, and he himself was a doctor, he tended to be more calm and rational, but in the face of this tearing pain, he was just a fragile mortal.

In addition to breathing and patience, he needs more warmth and comfort from Chu Lingdong.

After the most unbearable period of time, the pain seems to have eased, replaced by a feeling of falling.

At this time, Chu Lingdong's unsteady voice was heard: "Our child's head came out."

Yu He gritted his teeth, held his breath again, and tried hard.

Chu Lingdong hugged his waist tightly, raised it up, and at the same time caught his lower body with one hand.

"Exercise, I'm exerting force." Chu Lingdong said softly.

Yu He tried again, and heard a faint but clear cry.

Yu He's spirit was relaxed all of a sudden, his body softened, and he fell into Chu Lingdong's arms, and Chu Lingdong was holding a baby in one big hand.

The baby was very small, and Chu Lingdong's big hand could almost support him completely.

The whole body is still covered with blood and mucous membranes, wrinkled into a ball.

With her eyes closed tightly, she just opened her mouth and let out a weak cry like a cat.

Still attached to the umbilical cord.

Chu Lingdong hugged Yu He tightly, brought the baby in front of Yu He, and kissed his cheek at the same time, "Our child."

His voice trembled a little.

Yu He looked at the small ball of meat in Chu Lingdong's hand.

There is a wonderful feeling in my heart.

This is the child of himself and Chu Lingdong.

It was produced from this body by him who was pregnant for four months, experienced the suffering from death to life, and great pain.

His senses and nerves have experienced all of this.

At this moment, Yu He has fully admitted in his heart that this palm-sized ball of meat is his and Chu Lingdong's child.

As for Xu An, he didn't feel any apology or anxiety.

Yu He stretched out his hand, and Chu Lingdong handed the child into his hands.

It is small and light, less than four catties.It seems that they still need to stay in the incubator for a week.

However, Yu He believes that this little thing is healthy.After all, there is nothing wrong with every prenatal checkup.And Yu He also has confidence in his own body.

With the meat ball in his hand, it became strangely quiet.

"Bring the medicine box here." Yu He said softly to Chu Lingdong.

The umbilical cord of the meatball is still attached to the placenta.

He needs to do something.

Chu Lingdong put Yu He away carefully first, let him sit comfortably on the car seat, and then went to fetch the medicine box.

"You say, I'll do it." Chu Lingdong said hoarsely.

He is much calmer now.

Before that, he was almost in chaos to the point of collapse.

The feeling that he was helpless in the face of the pain and suffering of the person he loved the most, and he could only stand by and watch, pushed him to the edge for a while.

Fortunately, Yu Sheng reminded him in time.

Let him remember what he can and should do.

And the only thing he can do is to give Yu He the greatest comfort and sustenance.

Now, this person is still weak and exhausted, but his eyes have cleared up.

The sight she looks at herself is soft and full of love.

Just like the way I looked at him.

"Find out the scissors and disinfect them with alcohol," Yu He said.

Chu Lingdong opened the medicine box, found the scissors, and carefully disinfected it with alcohol cotton balls.

Yu He stretched out his hand.Chu Lingdong handed the scissors to him.

Yu He picked up the scissors, and cut off the umbilical cord attached to the baby with one scissors.

"Cotton ball." Yu He stretched out his hand to Chu Lingdong again.

Chu Lingdong took the alcohol cotton ball and handed it over.

Yu He took the cotton ball and sterilized the baby's broken umbilical cord, "towel."

At the same time, he stretched out his hand.

Chu Lingdong found a clean towel from the medicine box and handed it to Yu He.

This time, Yu He just wrapped the meat ball with a towel.Then he held it gently in his arms.

Now, after Yu He had done all this, he was really relieved, but at the same time, he lost all strength in his body.Just now, he just relied on a breath of air to hold on.

Now, he just huddled in the car seat.

His bare belly had completely collapsed.

Although there are still some differences from the normal state, and there are some slight bulges, but the size of the pregnancy is no longer the same.And his legs are still wide open, and some blood seeps out from time to time, and the remaining umbilical cord is still hanging like that.

Chu Lingdong's heart seemed to be stabbed again.

Chu Lingdong reached out and stroked Yu He's face, "Next, what should we do?"

Chu Lingdong's throat was like sand without any moisture.But the eyes looking at Yu He's body were a little moist.

Yu He bent the corner of his mouth and said weakly, "Don't worry, the umbilical cord will be excreted with the placenta in a while."

The whole car was full of blood and fluids, there was no clean place at all.There is no clean place on the whole body of the three of them.

Chu Lingdong took off his coat.

From top to bottom, only this coat is still dry.

He put the coat on the parking space, then picked up Yu He, and carefully put him on the coat.

Chu Lingdong sat down with Yu He, then turned sideways, and put his arms around Yu He's waist.

In this way, he can take Yu He and the child into his arms all at once.

Because of being tired and exhausted, Yu He closed his eyes, quietly enjoying the thoughtfulness and gentleness from Chu Lingdong.

In this rare peace and tranquility, a gentle and fulfilling sense of happiness rose in Yu He's chest.

Ten minutes later, the placenta was eliminated from Yu He's body.

Under Yu He's guidance, Chu Lingdong stuffed clean gauze into his body to stop the bleeding.

At this time, Yu Sheng had already parked the car at the entrance of the hospital.