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Chu Lingdong's phone suddenly vibrated.Putting it on the bedside table, the whole cabinet seemed to be buzzing.Because it was very untimely, Chu Lingdong frowned involuntarily.

I wanted to ignore it, but the other party was unyielding and waited tenaciously.

Chu Lingdong could only stretch out one arm and pick up the phone.After checking the phone, he let go of Yu He, got up from the bed, and walked to the terrace outside the bedroom.

When Chu Lingdong came in again, Yu He had already wrapped himself in the quilt.

Although his face was still flushed and he was a little out of breath, his eyes were much clearer.

Chu Lingdong said it was a pity in his heart.

This time, it was rare for Yu He to fall into his hands so unsuspectingly, and now this opportunity seems to be fleeting.

Chu Lingdong sat down beside him.He could see that Yu He had something to ask.

Sure enough, Yu He hesitated for a moment, but still asked: "What is the urgent matter of the company?"

Yu He was convinced that the phone call while waiting for the bus was the same one as just now.

Instead of thinking wildly, it is better to ask directly.

But why he was thinking wildly, and what he was thinking wildly, Yu He didn't think deeply about himself.

Chu Lingdong didn't want Yu He to know.It's not a big deal, but he doesn't want Yu He to get involved with some people who are not related to Mo.

But when Yu He opened his mouth to ask, he couldn't avoid it deliberately.

Moreover, regarding Yu He's words and questions, he was a little surprised on the one hand, and at the same time felt inexplicably joyful.

Therefore, Chu Lingdong pondered for a while before saying, "It's Chen Lanzhi's call."

When Chu Lingdong mentioned this name, he didn't mention Xu An's mother, but directly called it by name.In his heart, it seems that Yu He and Xu An have been completely separated.

But if Chu Lingdong didn't mention it, Yu He just pretended to be confused.

"Ask you for money?" Yu He asked.

"Ah."

It seems to be related to gambling again.

"Why didn't she come to me directly?" Yu He still cared a little.

Although he is not Xu An, in this body, in Chen Yuzhi's eyes, he is still her son.

Now Chen Lanzhi went directly past her to find Chu Lingdong...

"The last time she came to see me, I confessed that if you have anything to do, you can just come to me directly, and you don't need to contact you."

"She asked how much you wanted."

"Not much. Fifty thousand."

Another fifty thousand.This was nothing to Chu Lingdong.But this time, it's endless.Moreover, if Chen Yuzhi went on like this, his life would be over.

Yu He neither wants to see her oppress Chu Lingdong endlessly like this, from Xu An's point of view, nor does she want this mother to continue to gamble.

But gambling, like drugs, has complicated psychological and physiological reasons, and it is difficult to quit.

"Sorry." Yu He said this for Xu An.

Chu Lingdong looked at Yu He with dark eyes. "I said, you don't have to apologize to me for anyone."

Yu He's eyes drooped involuntarily, feeling a little frightened in his heart.

Chu Lingdong's gaze always had a sense of power.

But now, there is still a message that Yu He cannot decipher.

For a moment, Yu He didn't dare to look at him.

"Has she always been like this?" Yu He swallowed and diverted the conversation.

But this divergence is not so clever.He still expressed that he knew nothing about Chen Lanzhi.

But Chu Lingdong seemed to be used to it, and just said, "I heard from her when she took money from me last time that she was not like this at the beginning. Because she was always short of money, she wanted to gamble. From now on It just got out of hand.”

In Chen Lanzhi's narrative, she became addicted to gambling in order to raise money for Xu An's medical treatment.When Chu Lingdong spoke, he disappeared.

But Yu He knew it in his heart.

Chen Lanzhi's patience and hope in her youth were probably consumed little by little during the process of seeing Xu An's doctor again and again.

Yu He thought for a while.

In general, it is known that gambling addiction is a vice that is related to the will to act.But in some cases, in special populations, gambling addiction and mental illness are closely linked.The obvious feature is that it has a time node and a cause.Either it is a huge psychological pressure, or some special events, and the gambling caused by it is usually related to psychological factors, and there is a feeling of dependence.

Gambling in this case is not just a matter of mental strength and willpower, but also has a direct connection with the brain.

When Chen Yuzhi was treating Xu An's illness, he became addicted to gambling, and since then it has been out of control.There may not be no psychological hint in it.

"She shouldn't have left yet?" Yu He asked.

"It's still in the hotel. Originally, Xiao Wu wanted to transfer money to her. But she said that it's not easy to get it at the end of the year. She needs cash urgently." Chu Lingdong said.Probably owed a gambling debt and was eager to pay it off, and was eager to make money.

"I want to meet her."

"You don't need to see her." Chu Lingdong persuaded slowly.

What Chu Lingdong said was the truth, Yu He and Chen Lanzhi had nothing to do with each other.

Moreover, Chen Yuzhi only wanted money, seeing Yu He was not much different from seeing herself.

"I just said a few words to her." Yu He said.

Chu Lingdong looked at Yu He.Of course I understand, it cannot be as simple as saying a few words.But since this person made this request, he probably has some considerations for Chen Lanzhi.

Chu Lingdong weighed it for a while, "Yes, but the location is arranged in my office."

Chu Lingdong thought too far, he didn't want Yu He to get into any trouble again.Chen Lanzhi didn't know Yu Lanyuan's address, and he didn't intend to let her know.

Chen Yuzhi could bother him as much as she wanted, but Chu Lingdong didn't want her to disturb Yu He.

"Okay." Yu He said.

Chu Lingdong looked at Yu He.The blush on his face has almost faded, and his slightly thoughtful expression is obviously thinking about something.

Chu Lingdong sighed again in his heart: It's a pity.

"I'm going to take a shower." Chu Lingdong stood up.

"Yeah." Yu He sent off with a smile.

When Chu Lingdong came out of the bathroom, Yu He had already fallen asleep.Chu Lingdong shook his head helplessly.

But he also knows how hard this person is now. Some symptoms of pregnancy have begun to appear, and as time goes by, they will only get worse.This person will suffer more and more.

He didn't have to suffer this crime.But God sent him to his side.

Chu Lingdong's big hand gently caressed Yu He's cheek with a gentle expression.

This person, from the very beginning, was tightly entangled with his own destiny.

Although Xu An had been to Chu Lingdong's office several times, it was the first time for Yu He.

Chu Lingdong's company is on the fifteenth and sixth floors of the office building.Because the office building is located in the emerging business district of N City, it was built late, and the concept is avant-garde and fashionable, so the design of the office building is very free and open.Next to it are art galleries, restaurants, cinemas and other facilities.Very convenient.

When Yu Sheng started to take Yu He over, Wu Ruanruan was already waiting in the hall.As soon as he saw Yu He, he brought him in with a smile.

The layout of the staff office area is fully open, but Chu Lingdong's office is set up quite concealed.At the end of the corridor, it is not like the glass partition outside, but the actual concrete wall.

Before knocking on the door, Chu Lingdong opened it.

Wu Ruanruan tactfully stepped aside, and sure enough, Chu Lingdong had pulled Yu He in.

Chen Lanzhi was sitting in the living room outside with her legs crossed.Still yellow and thin, the perm dyed yellow has faded much worse, and it is messy and unkempt.

The windows here are bright and clean, with plenty of sunlight. The entire glazed wall faces the high-rise street outside, which makes Chen Lanzhi feel a little uncomfortable.

She couldn't help feeling inside her clothes, and suddenly remembered that Chu Lingdong had warned her that smoking was prohibited here, so she put her hands down again.

Originally, she planned to take the money and leave early in the morning, but she received a call from Chu Lingdong temporarily.

My own son said he wanted to see her.She was a little surprised.

It's not that she hasn't looked for Xu An, but Xu An always avoids her.

She could understand, too, that the two of them were mirrors to each other, seeing each other as poverty, chaos, and depravity in the past.

In fact, she would rather see Chu Lingdong.A big boss like this doesn't have the time or energy to get in touch with and pester her too much.She knew in her heart that as long as it was not too much, the other party would not refuse her request.

It has been more than two months since the last time I asked for money. At this time, coming to the door again is also within the acceptable range of the other party.

Moreover, she could tell at a glance how good Chu Lingdong was to her son.She is not blind, she is also female.She can tell the difference between acting and real feelings.

What a shit luck.She sighed a little.I am proud of this son in my heart, but I look down on him.

This son, He Dehe Neng, can be so favored by God.

The feeling Xu An gave her was even stranger than last time.Although this son has been drifting outside for many years, he is still a piece of flesh on his body.What kind of temperament she knows best.Like her, her heart is higher than the sky.

It's just that he was lucky to meet someone like Chu Lingdong.Now, people look gentle and gentle, not as tight as they used to be, and they exploded when they said three wrong words.

Chen Lanzhi snorted and laughed.

"The sun is coming out from the west, Ling Dong said you want to see me." Chen Lanzhi glanced at Yu He again with her vain eyes.

Yu He's belly was much bigger than last time.

"I'll come and see you." Yu He said.

Chen Lanzhi muttered, "Look at me, what's so interesting."

After a while, Wu Ruanruan brought tea.What was placed in front of Yu He was a glass of milk juice, which was confessed by Chu Lingdong early in the morning.

"You guys chat for a while, I have something else to do." Chu Lingdong said, stroking Yu He's shoulder, turned around and exited the living room, and entered the inner office.

This is what Yu He and he agreed from the very beginning.If Chu Lingdong was present, Chen Lanzhi would have had an extra step back.

But Chu Lingdong didn't go to the desk, but stood behind the blinds on the glass wall.

Even though he couldn't hear the sound, every move outside was clearly in his eyes.

Chu Lingdong's sudden exit made Chen Lanzhi a little confused.

Can't smoke, always seems to lack something in his hand, Chen Lanzhi is a little restless.

"Say something quickly," Chen Lanzhi said.

She didn't believe that Xu An wanted to see her, but she didn't get the money, so she came here.

"Still gambling now?" Yu He asked.

Chen Lanzhi grinned, she was not used to Xu An talking to her in such a calm tone.In the past, when the two talked, it was like frying a pot.

"Just do a few rounds of mahjong if you have nothing to do," Chen Lanzhi said.

"It takes so much money to play mahjong? It's only been two months, and fifty thousand is gone?" Yu He stared at Chen Lanzhi.

Chen Lanzhi touched the bag again.

It was obvious that she was looking for cigarettes.Chen Lanzhi's state is already prone to anxiety disorder.Restless mood and decreased concentration.Without nicotine, it seems like you can't even concentrate.

"Boss Chu, I want to talk to him." Chen Lanzhi looked behind the glass wall.But nothing can be seen.

Yu He took out a bank.bank.card from his body and put it on the tea table.

Chen Lanzhi was stunned.

"The money you want is with me."

"What do you mean?" Chen Lanzhi lowered her voice.She has been smoking for many years and her voice is almost hoarse.

"I'll transfer the money to you later."

Chen Lanzhi looked at Yu He warily, not knowing what his son was planning.Everyone around her plotted against her, and this son was no exception.

"Later. When is it?"

"But before that, you go to the hospital first." Yu He said.

Chen Lanzhi was puzzled, she would not think that this son was kind enough to ask her to go for a physical examination for her health.This was trying to change the way she didn't want her to ask Chu Lingdong for money.

"What to look at. I'm not sick."

"I have already made an appointment with the doctor for you in advance. I have sent the appointment number to your mobile phone. I will make an appointment for you once a week. After you go, send me the medical records and the prescription drugs prescribed by the doctor, and I will make sure After that, I will transfer [-] to you."

If it costs [-], then Chen Lanzhi needs to go to the hospital five times.

The doctor who made the appointment was the director of the psychology department at the same hospital as Yu He.Dr. Wang has rich clinical experience in mental illness and has studied abroad for two years. It should not be a problem for Chen Lanzhi.

It's just that mental illness is not like other diseases, with a high recurrence rate, and it is not easy to get rid of the roots.

Chen Lanzhi stared at Yu He, and took out the mobile phone from the fake product with the logo of international luxury goods printed on it.

Sure enough, there was a text message prompting: the chief physician of the psychology department of Jishi Hospital has been booked.The time was that afternoon, and she was reminded not to forget to see a doctor.

"What do you mean, you think I'm mentally ill?" Chen Lanzhi cocked her mouth and stared at Yu He playfully.

"It's just psychological counseling. One out of every six people around us needs psychological counseling. It's very common in modern society." Yu He deliberately downplayed Chen Lanzhi's awareness of being a patient.

"It's this hospital again, are you familiar with the doctors there?" Chen Lanzhi looked at the phone and sneered.

"What is this hospital?" Yu He was startled.

Of course, this hospital is the hospital where Yu He worked before, but after Chen Lanzhi said that, Yu He couldn't help asking again.

"Didn't I often see you coming out of there for a while?" Chen Lanzhi glanced at him up and down, "I think you are living a good life like this, and you don't look like you are going to see a doctor. Could it be that there are Your old lover?"

Chen Lanzhi grinned.

Has Xu An ever been to this hospital?

Yu He's heart seemed to stop beating all of a sudden, but after a while, it started beating wildly again.

After Chu Qianzi, another person who had nothing to do with him, but who had some connection with him in his previous life, came into his sight.

But this connection is not so sure.

The hospital, unlike other places, is an open place.Moreover, Tongji is one of the top [-]A hospitals in the country, and it receives more than [-] patients every day, most of whom are from other places.

Xu An had a cold and a cold, so it was not an accident to see a doctor.

Moreover, the most likely reason is that he is still repelling this body, so he went to see a doctor.

But Xu An's personal belongings are only those few items, and Yu He Yu Lanyuan did not find his medical records and medical card.

Did you miss it?

For a while, Yu He's mind was in a mess, so Chen Lanzhi said, "I don't want to talk to you anymore. What about Mr. Chu, let him come out."

"That's what he meant too." Yu He managed to regain his composure and said to Chen Lanzhi.

Chen Lanzhi suddenly couldn't control her temper.This son has been at odds with her since he was a child, and now it is even more inexplicable.

Now, she was very upset, so she wanted to rush out to find a mahjong parlor and play a few rounds of mahjong.

In the past, Chinese medicine said that she had phlegm blocking the heart and stagnation of liver qi.

Of course she was depressed, with Xu An, where could she be at ease.

Chen Lanzhi stood up abruptly.He stared at Chu Lingdong's office.

A wall separated, and Chu Lingdong was right behind.But now, they are wearing a pair of pants to deal with her.

"Do you think this can threaten my mother? You keep the money yourself." Chen Lanzhi grabbed the bag, and walked out of the office like an arrow leaving the string.

Chu Lingdong came out from inside.Just now he had been standing in front of the shutters watching everything outside.Beforehand, Yu He told him that he would have Chen Lanzhi seek medical treatment.

He couldn't hear the content of the conversation between the two, but just watched Yu He's every move.

For a while, Chen Lanzhi didn't know what to say, and Yu He's expression was obviously wrong.Still a little dazed.

Before long, though, he seemed to be back to normal.

"She is very repulsive about seeing a doctor," Chu Lingdong said.

Yu He nodded.However, this is also expected. The more mentally ill a person is, the more he rejects seeing a doctor.Some patients with mental illness are also worried about the pressure from various aspects due to some personal factors or social reasons, and avoid medical treatment and disease.

But with Chen Lanzhi's gambling addiction level, he still has a chance of winning.

"Although she is very repulsed by going to the doctor, gambling is like a drug to her, and it is even more unbearable. Without money, she can't go anywhere." Yu He has a lot of confidence in Chen Lanzhi.

Chu Lingdong held Yu He's hand: "Don't worry too much."

This matter can only be done to the best of human ability, and the rest is up to Chen Lanzhi herself.

Yu He nodded.

Chu Lingdong stared at Yu He, and asked: "Just now, what did she say, you don't look well."

"It's nothing. I just said a few words." Yu He didn't want to talk in depth, so he briefly mentioned it.

Chu Lingdong sized him up and didn't force himself.He just held Yu He's wrist and kneaded it gently.

Touched a cold thing, it turned out to be a watch.

Chu Lingdong lowered his head and looked at his watch: night blue dial, brown strap. "I still have it."

Yu He looked at him inexplicably, "Why don't you wear it after buying it?"

"Yes." Chu Lingdong nodded repeatedly and smiled slightly.

Such a normal thing, because Chu Lingdong's appearance was really delicate, Yu He suddenly felt a little embarrassed.

But why was he embarrassed, which annoyed him a little.

Because it was still early, not yet eleven o'clock.Yu He wanted to leave.Always occupying the office also affected Chu Lingdong's work.What's more, he couldn't wait to go back to Yu Lanyuan and search the house thoroughly.

Although he explained to himself in every possible way in his heart that most of the reasons why Xu An went to Jishi Hospital were probably just ordinary medical consultations, but now that he occupies this body, even if there are only slight clues about his connection with him, Yu He also Don't want to let go.

"Then I'll go back first." Yu He said.

But Chu Lingdong just held Yu He's hand and didn't move at all.

After a while, there was indeed a meeting with the person in charge who wanted to attend, but he was reluctant to let Yu He leave like this.

This was the first time he had come to his office.

"In this way, you sit in the office for a while. I have a meeting, which will end in half an hour. Let's have dinner together at noon."

Although Yu He wanted to hurry back to Yu Lan Yuan.Chen Lanzhi's words weighed on his chest like a stone.But when Chu Lingdong ate together, Yu He couldn't refuse.

And, the first time he came to his office, he had a strange feeling about it.

Most of his contact with Chu Lingdong was in Lanyuan, and he rarely met in other places.

Moreover, Xu An has been here more than once.

Thinking of this, Yu He nodded, "Okay, then you go first. I'll wait for you here."