i don't want to have children

Chu Lingdong put the pillow on Yu He's back, and sat down on the edge of the bed.Apparently, he wasn't just talking.

"I'll do it myself." Yu He said hastily.

This Chu Lingdong didn't act according to the rules, Yu He couldn't predict what this person would do next, if he insisted on refusing, he would probably push himself on the bed and apply the massage cream forcibly.

Yu He looked at Chu Lingdong's body.

Yu He randomly picked up one of those bottles and looked at the label.

Yu He opened the bottle cap, and a strong, impactful fragrance came out.Not annoying.

He quickly poured the cream on his hands and rubbed it on his belly.

Yu He once again confirmed that Xu An's skin is really good.White and tender.Although my stomach has grown bigger like a blown balloon, there are no stretch marks on it yet.

Yu He wanted to wipe it a few times perfunctorily, and count it as a job.

But Chu Lingdong's hand pressed up, on his smeared stomach, gently pressing in circles.

"After applying it, massage it for 10 minutes to take effect." Chu Lingdong's voice was still cold.

As soon as Chu Lingdong's hand landed on his belly, Yu He couldn't help but tremble slightly.He combined his legs.Then I felt that this action was a bit girly.

Chu Lingdong's movements were considered gentle and careful.His hands were still cold, and his complexion was also strangely white.The blue veins on the hands looked very clear, as if they were transparent.

Yu He suddenly realized that Chu Lingdong was wearing very thick clothes.The weather in November, at their age, is nothing more than a sweater and a jacket, but Chu Lingdong is already wearing a woolen jacket.Although he mostly wears a suit underneath.

Chu Lingdong's hands stopped.

Just now this person didn't even know where to put his eyes, his whole body was tense, as if he was facing a formidable enemy.Now he was staring at himself again, looking thoughtful.

"What's wrong?" he asked in a soft voice.

"How did you sleep at night?" Yu He asked.

"Very good." Chu Lingdong pressed his belly slowly, pausing, "It's Meng Duo."

Since that experience half a year ago, he has been disturbed by various dreams for many nights.Sometimes it's a reenactment of that event, sometimes it's just a grotesque, messy dream.When I woke up, I was sweating profusely.

After thinking up to this point, Chu Lingdong raised his hand subconsciously, and pressed the position on his chest again.

I know it's just an illusion, but I still feel pain.

"Chest tightness?" Yu He noticed his actions.

"Occasionally." Chu Lingdong said.

"But when I went to the hospital for an examination, there was no problem, right?" Yu He said.

Chu Lingdong nodded.

"Your body is suffering from a lack of energy and blood, you can take some time to grab some traditional Chinese medicine." Yu He explained, "Your complexion is not very good."

Chu Lingdong stopped his movements, and raised his hand to touch his face.

The hands are cold, and the face is also cold.

"What are the symptoms of insufficient Qi and blood?" Chu Lingdong asked.

"Loss of appetite, fear of cold hands and feet, loss of libido." Yu He is now in a [-]% professional state.

But as soon as the words came out, you knew it was wrong.He couldn't help raising his eyes to look at Chu Lingdong.

There was obviously something unclear in Chu Lingdong's eyes, and the corners of his mouth slanted slightly, showing a half-smile expression.

Although it was not a smile, it was enough to make Yu He look sideways.

With a smile, all the gloom and coldness are swept away, and there is actually a bit of softness like the warmth of spring water.

"Ten minutes." Yu He reminded Chu Lingyun.

Chu Lingdong looked down from his stomach.Yu He couldn't help but put his legs together again.If there is someone who sells regret medicine, he very much hopes to swallow those words back in his stomach.

"Lost|decreased sexual desire? How do you know?" This man's lower body is looming in the ambiguous underwear, and it is not difficult to find his shape and state.

Chu Lingdong remembered that three months ago, when Xu An went to his office, in order to prove that he could conceive, he took off all his clothes in front of him.That time, Chu Lingdong saw this body clearly for the first time.

At that time, in addition to shock and anger, there was also a kind of physical rejection of this obviously unreasonable body.

This kind of repulsion did not fade with time, on the contrary, it became more intense after Xu An took the initiative to send it to the door again and again.

But now, he is amazing, he can face up to this body calmly.

Moreover, it is not as annoying as imagined.

Or, to put it further, he even had the urge to take off the man's clothes and study him again.

This change made Chu Lingdong feel strange, and wanted to find out further.

"Why don't we try and see if I am lacking in energy and blood." Chu Lingdong's hand was still touching Yu He's stomach, but the feel and angle of the stomach had changed subtly.Yu He's feeling also changed suddenly.

How to change, Yu He's heart is confused, but his body is clearer than his mind.The tips of his ears were red, and his neck and chest were also crimson.

"I've done everything I need to do, and I've seen everything I need to see. You don't feel shy now, do you?" Chu Lingdong stared at him.

His voice was very low and soft, filtering out all the ice debris inside, it was very moving.

Yu He glanced at him quickly.Subconsciously pull the quilt.But the quilt was covered, but Chu Lingdong didn't take out his hand.

"I..." Yu He leaned back vigorously, but the back was only the headboard of the bed.Escape space is limited.

"What?" A trace of mockery flashed in Chu Lingdong's eyes.He wants to see if this person can find any reason to escape from him.

"I want to go to the bathroom." Yu He finally said.

Chu Lingdong was startled.

This reason...

"As the size of the fetus grows, the uterus also grows, compressing the bladder, and pregnant women will have frequent urination. So..." Yu He finished calmly and moved his body.Keep your body away from Chu Lingdong as much as possible.

He raised his head to look at Chu Lingdong, and Chu Lingdong also looked at him carefully.

Yu He's whole body looks like cooked shrimp, but he is still calm and self-possessed.

This person tried to escape from him for various unimaginable reasons over and over again.Chu Lingdong exerted a little force on his lower abdomen with his hand.

Yu He gritted his teeth.

"I'm...in a hurry." Yu He said.

"Promise me, don't have any contact with Chu Yuming in the future, and I will let you go." Chu Lingdong said.

Chu Lingdong's thoughts jumped too fast, and Yu He couldn't keep up with his rhythm. At this juncture, he didn't expect Chu Yuming's name to appear on the stage.

It's just that at this juncture, this person made this request in this way...

Although Chu Lingdong has always been indifferent and tough.But so far, it's all about the point, and the form is greater than the content.It's not really true to Yu He.

But this time, I don't know which nerve touched him, making him unreasonable.

"I won't go to Chu Yuming." Yu He said.

Of course, he would not take the initiative to find Chu Yuming.But because of the contact of the working relationship, it is another matter.

On the surface, Yu He temporarily compromised.The strength in Chu Lingdong's hands was already too much for him.He couldn't tell if it was really a sudden urge to go to the toilet, or some other feeling that made him unbearable.

Chu Lingdong's eyes were glued to Yu He's face.Crimson and wet, as if dripping water.

Chu Lingdong took out his hand.

Yu He immediately lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

Although he knew that Yu He was making excuses, he could also hear the cunning he promised.But Chu Lingdong decided not to argue with him for the time being.

Sooner or later, this person will be eaten by him.He needn't be too impatient.

He will wait slowly.This person is in the palm of my hand, and I can't fly out.

Chu Lingdong waited for a few minutes, but Yu He didn't come out of the bathroom.It seemed that if he continued to stay in the house, this person planned to spend the night in it.

Chu Lingdong was a little amused, and then reflected on whether he had gone too far.

He knocked on the door in the past: "Pack up, come down to eat. I'll go down first."

Yu He washed his face inside, and came out of the bathroom when he heard Chu Lingdong close the door.

Just for a moment, he felt a sense of exhaustion all over his body.

Because Mr. Chu came out of the blue and wanted to stay for dinner, Mama Li was overjoyed.Although Li Ma is sophisticated and snobbish.But cooking is still a skill.Usually only Xu An can understand high-ranking skills, and Mama Li feels that she is underappreciated.Therefore, she was secretly happy to eat with one more person.

Moreover, Li Ma has keenly grasped some information about Chu Lingdong's attitude the last few times.I dare not say more optimistic ones, but Chu Lingdong's attitude towards Xu An's warming up is still obvious.

Xiao Xu's status has improved, and his work has gained meaning.After all, Chu Lingdong is her real employer.She is also counting on the year-end red envelopes for the New Year.

The meal was still eaten in silence.The only difference is the atmosphere flowing between the two.

In the middle of the time, Chu Lingdong even made a few dishes for Yu He.Yu He still just immersed himself in eating.

All the troubles and worries are not worth the delicious food in front of you.Fuzzy thoughts in Yu He's mind.

After speaking, Chu Lingdong simply asked about Xu An's recent situation and itinerary.But Mama Li received favors from "Jieyutang" one after another. After all, she was short-handed and soft-mouthed, so Mama Li just smiled and said that Xiao Xu was doing well recently, took medicine on time, and didn't move around much.

When saying this, Chu Lingdong looked up at her.Li's mother trembled in her heart, and she trembled, and she dared not write any more.

But Chu Lingdong didn't ask any more questions, and Li Ma breathed a sigh of relief.

After the meal, Chu Lingdong drove away.Yu He also heaved a sigh of relief.