Xia Bao

When he got home and put down his luggage, Qin Feng took two deep breaths, his spine was numb: "Mom, I have something to tell you."

Ma Xiuli clasped her hands anxiously, her eyes averted a little, as if she was the one who did the wrong thing: "You said... Qin Yi and the others aren't here?"

"Mom, Qin Xia and I," Qin Feng swallowed nervously, broke the boat, his fingertips were cold: "We are dating each other, yesterday, I was watched by his mother."

"What?" Ma Xiuli raised her head, looked at her tall and strong son in confusion, and repeated as if she didn't understand: "Who are you talking to, Xiao Xia?"

There was a thin layer of dust on the furniture in the room, which seemed less vibrant and more gray.The two of them didn't have time to go upstairs to clean when they came back yesterday, so Qin Xia was taken away by Qin Yi.

Ma Xiuli's eyes widened suddenly, and the arc of reflex was finally in place: "You, what are you talking about?! You and Xiaoxia... both of you are men..."

Qin Feng scratched his hair, twisted his thick eyebrows and spoke firmly: "We both like each other, we don't care about men and women, we will trust each other for the rest of our lives."

Ma Xiuli let out a short gasp, as if her throat was being choked: "Son, are you crazy?"

"I'm not crazy." When he really said it, Qin Feng gave it up.He raised his head and looked into his mother's eyes, without avoiding it: "I fell in love with Xiaoxia, I know you may not be able to accept it for a while, but I love him, just like Dad loves you. Mom, I can't separate from him , Absolutely. Yesterday," the light in Qin Feng's eyes dimmed, "his mother quietly came to City A with him on the train, and when she came home, she happened to be blocking the two of us... We admit it."

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The four occupied one side, sitting silently in the hotel room, with the doors and windows closed tightly.

Qin Feng took a sneak look at Qin Xia who was bowing his head, and only saw the curls on the top of the young man's head, and the white and clean fingers clasped together, which was the greatest beauty in this world.

"Okay, let's talk about it when we come." Qin Yi didn't sleep last night, and the tiredness in his eyes couldn't stop him: "Little Ma, did your son tell you? What do you think about the two of them? ?”

"Ah?" Ma Xiuli raised her head in panic, glanced at Qin Yi and then avoided it: "I think the two children were just confused for a while...the relationship is so good that they can't tell the difference..."

Qin Yi sneered and didn't speak.

"Qin Xia and I," Qin Feng plucked up the courage to speak, with the stubborn and weak insistence of the young man: "It's not a moment of confusion. I love him and he loves me. We will be together forever."

"Did you hear that?" Qin Yi, who knew and digested the news the day before, was obviously much calmer than Ma Xiuli, and raised her chin with her hands on her chest: "Close the door today, don't feel ashamed and you can't run away. Last night When I came back, I asked Qin Xia. They have not been together for a day or two, and they are no longer just friends and brothers."

Ma Xiuli was in a daze, she was shocked when she heard the words, and blurted out: "Then last year's Spring Festival, when you two returned to Donglin, it would be fine?" Thinking of herself who was kept in the dark, she even gave up the big kang to the two of them. Eating and sleeping together, Ma Xiuli's face flushed red.

"Last year's Spring Festival?" Qin Yi curled her lips and said, "It turns out that I went to Donglin for the Spring Festival last year..."

"I went back to visit grandma and grandpa's grave." Qin Xia replied in a low voice and calmly: "Last year was the tenth anniversary."

Qin Xia didn't have a word of reproach, but Qin Yi's face changed, green and red mixed with embarrassment.

"Who am I doing it for?! My family's money is being saved for you to study, and for going abroad in the future. I can't wait to spend every penny in half. How can I go back to Donglin to visit their graves? What right do you have to blame me?"

"I don't blame you." Qin Xia looked up, but the one-night separation felt so distressing in Qin Feng's eyes.His Xia Bao was much haggard.

"You treat me wholeheartedly in your way, what can I say?"

Hearing the faint resentment in the words, Qin Yi was so angry that she almost lost her mind: "It's true that they adopted me, but the family was so nervous a few years ago, and I sent money back when they were sick! Qin Xia, how can you do this Say me?!"

The other three people in the room didn't speak, only Qin Yi yelled madly.

"Your inhuman father doesn't care about anything once he lets go. It's hard for both of us to survive in S City. How did I come here for so many years? Qin Xia, you heartless, have you forgotten?" Qin Yi whimpered Weeping, the face that had been reserved all the time was no longer elegant, and he was in a state of embarrassment: "I have nothing but a house. When you were in elementary school, in order to pay your tuition fees, I went to the roadside stall to sell clothes, and was chased away by the urban management. I ran away, twisted my shoes and ran away... What can I do? I, Qin Yi, will fight for that. The man just doesn't want me, and I still have a son! I can raise my son to become a leader by myself! But you!"

The woman pulled a tissue from the bedside and blew her nose: "What's wrong with you, imitating other people's homosexuality! Qin Xia, you have completely embarrassed me! Are you worthy of my hard work for so many years?!"

Qin Xia stared blankly at his mother, digging her fingernails into her palm and still didn't feel any pain.

Aggressive, mean-speaking, calculating, snobbish.This is his mother, his blood relatives who have no choice.

Qin Xia had never been so close to his father's mind like at this moment.

If marriage means living with such a woman for the rest of her life, she will be accused and reprimanded, labeled as ungrateful, and put on the balance to become a weight, worthy of her contribution.

So what hope is there for such a marriage?What future can we look forward to?

But that man can choose a strong man to cut off his wrist, even if the cowardly man with the infamy on his back escapes with a clean cut, he can't.Qin Xia couldn't.

"Mom, don't talk about it." Qin Xia said with a blank face: "Homosexuality is born, I told you yesterday. I can't do anything if you feel ashamed, but it has nothing to do with others, and I have no choice. If Okay, I'd rather not be born."

Ma Xiuli seemed to be touched, her lips moved, and she looked at Qin Xia worriedly.

Qin Yi's eyes were swollen.She will be strong all her life, never thinking that the biggest disaster is not her husband, but her son: "Qin Xia, your conscience was eaten by a dog? You would rather not be born? Are you hating me?"

"Big sister," Ma Xiuli couldn't help opening her mouth, looking at Qin Yi and then at Qin Xia, she even put her worries about her son behind her for the time being: "What kind of feud can we have overnight? Let's talk about it, don't quarrel , hurt feelings..."

"Shut up!" Qin Yi was on the verge of emotional collapse, and whoever she caught was angry: "It's not your son who seduced my daughter-in-law, he is such an excellent and well-behaved child, can he do such a shameless thing?! A few days ago, he chased S The city is coming, do you want to lose face?"

Ma Xiuli was dumbfounded by the scolding, and she became angry with her mouth open: "You, why did you talk? You didn't ask anything, why did it become my Xiaofeng seducing Xiaoxia? If you want me to say, my son is not innocent. Girl chasing—”

"Mom, don't talk about it." Qin Feng grabbed his mother anxiously, and noticed that Qin Xia's complexion was getting worse. He panicked: "I beg you all to stop arguing, okay? Me and Qin Xia, yes, yes I, I was the one who forced him to—”

"I seduced Qin Feng." The scene was so chaotic, Qin Xia's words still clearly penetrated everyone's eardrums, the calm and calm made people panic for no reason: "Xiao Feng is not gay, I led him to ruin You don't have to argue, I am responsible for all the faults, and it has nothing to do with Xiaofeng."

Qin Feng's eyes were reddened by these words, he was trapped in a cage like a wild animal, and all of them were burned.It hurts, it hurts so much.

Xia Bao, how can you say that about yourself? !

As if being slapped in public, Qin Yi was so stunned that she couldn't lift her head, she couldn't even cry.

After a while, Qin Yi finally recovered her voice: "You come home with me, and prepare to go to Australia immediately!"

"Mom," Qin Xia clenched her fists and relaxed, trying to reason: "One size is one size. Even if you don't let me take the postgraduate entrance examination, I still have one semester to get my bachelor's degree and graduation certificate—"

"What kind of books are you still reading! All the books are in the dog's stomach!" Qin Yi waved her hands hysterically: "You leave immediately, I don't want your diploma! Even if you can't leave the country and graduate, I will support you! I'll set up a stall to collect junk to support you!"

The air was almost condensed, shame, resentment and sadness, all kinds of huge negative emotions filled the small room, almost suffocating.

Qin Xia's biting lips turned white, and the wings of her nose moved quickly: "Mom, tell me to finish my last semester, can I move back to school?"

No one expected that Qin Yi lowered her head and slammed into the wall beside her.It's not for show, it's like being insane.

With a bang, all three of them panicked, and rushed over to pull their arms, pull their arms and hug their legs.

"Mom, Mom!"

"Sister, what are you doing?"

"If you have to force me to death, I won't be able to control you anymore." After a breath of relief, Qin Yi murmured with her eyes loose.Fortunately, the distance was short. Although she made a lot of noise all of a sudden, her forehead was not injured, and it was slightly red and swollen: "Qin Xia, you can either go back with me today, or I will die in front of you."

Qin Feng's heart kept sinking, and that bad feeling became stronger and stronger, but he was helpless, there was nothing he could do.

Qin Xia just knelt at his mother's feet, all the weight was on his immature and thin shoulders, and his voice was as soft as fluttering in the wind: "Okay."

After an hour of flying around, the four of them were exhausted physically and mentally.

"Auntie, I'm sorry." Qin Xia bowed seriously to Ma Xiuli: "You are so good to me, but I failed your trust, failed to take good care of Xiaofeng, and even hurt him..."

Ma Xiuli cried, covered her face and was speechless.

"Qin Xia, what are you talking nonsense about?!" Qin Feng grabbed the hem of his clothes tightly, and big tears fell, and he didn't care about whether he should lose face: "Obviously I chased you, What are you doing?!"

"Xiaofeng," Qin Xia bit her lower lip, raised her eyes to face her lover for the first time today, her beautiful eyes were slightly red: "I am older than you, and this is the situation again. I know that this road is I promise you that there is no way back, it is harming you... If you want to hate, hate me... From now on—”

"Fuck it later!" Qin Feng panicked and interrupted Qin Xia: "You promised me that no matter what difficulties we will face together, you can't do this!" Qin Xia's feeling of confessing something sucks Let him watch helplessly, but there is nothing he can do: "It's okay for you to go to Australia, I'll wait for you! Three years, five years, ten years, 20 years, as long as I don't die, I will wait for you!"

Qin Xia wanted to laugh, but the corners of her mouth grinned and tears fell down first.He didn't want Qin Feng to worry, so he lowered his eyelids and wiped it quickly: "Forget it, Xiao Feng, you will find a girl to date and live in the future, forget about me..."