The son is responsible

Lu Yu staggered a few steps. He supported the pillar of the main hall with his right hand, and leaned gently on the Panlong pillar. He no longer had the strength to get angry, and his deep disappointment came from his heart. This child, all his innocence and cuteness were just pretending to him You see, the darkness in his heart is beyond his imagination.

Is a child who has just been adopted by the imperial concubine already planning to seize the throne?

"Back then, it was Jia Yu who begged the imperial concubine, and you were able to leave the gate of the Leng Palace. He has favored you, and you will repay the favor with revenge. Li Jialin, I despised you too much." Lu Yu seemed to be talking to himself.

Li Jialin leaned on the seat, and laughed out loud, crying and laughing at the same time, tears streaming down her cheeks, I knew it would be like this, I knew Lu Yu would look at me like this.

"Hmph, I'd rather not have that bit of kindness from him." Li Jialin laughed louder and louder, "You say I'm lucky to be the son of a noble concubine, and my mother's family is rich, so I can have a king in the future." Name, but, have any of you ever asked me if I would like to be a prince! Why, why should Li Jiayu make decisions for my life? Clothes and fine food, wealth and splendor, do I definitely want it? "

"Li Jiayu, a person as lofty as he is, and he has never lived in the cold palace. Why do you think that living in the cold palace is suffering? People can eat enough and dress warmly, isn't it enough? Isn't this what people are born for? I Although my mother's status is low, she had friends in the palace before she was alive. The maids and sisters in the cold palace treated me as well as their own sons, and they were never willing to beat and hurt me. The first time I was whipped, it was the concubine De, My good adoptive mother gave it to me. Lu Yu, as the emperor's child, do you have to be respected? To be served by others, the stars hold the moon, hold power, gold, silver, pearls and jade, do you have to get these?"

Lu Yu still murmured to himself, "There is a saying that one does not know one's blessings when one is blessed. Clothing and food, wealth and glory are what many people dream of, but you... because you have had them before, you will disdain them."

"You don't understand, and Li Jiayu doesn't understand either. Back then, just because of Li Jiayu's words, I wanted to be the son of another woman. I wanted to watch my mother's ranking being taken away by Defei's personal maid. To light the fire. I put a small bottle of burnt ashes. I wanted to keep a memory. The imperial concubine hated being dirty, so she gave me ten commandments and ordered people to watch me wash my hands for half an hour. Everyone wants it, I am not dismissing it, if possible, I also hope that I can have both the fish and the bear's paw like Brother Huang. It's just...it's impossible. So, in comparison, I would rather choose my something more important."

Li Jialin raised his face and rubbed the corners of his eyes with his sleeve, but his eyes were still blurred.He is obviously standing at the top of Dajing, the emperor whom everyone respects, at least for now, but his grievances have never been asked by anyone in the past 20 years.

"Then what do you care more about? The throne...?" Lu Yu asked lightly. He was most afraid of hearing a definite answer. He had worked hard for half his life and was about to turn into bubbles.

Li Jialin clenched his lips, trying to force himself to regain his innocent smile. The last thing he wanted was for Lu Yu to see him crying.

"Emperor? I want it. Lu Yu, I want to be the emperor. I chased and killed Lu Zhao. I did everything just to stay by your side. You are the regent, and I can only stay if I become the emperor." By your side. If not, I would rather stay in the cold palace for the rest of my life, so that I can see you leaning on the tree branch to drink every day, hear your flute playing every day, and eat what you bring with you every day. Give me a peach cake for myself."

"Peach Blossom Cake..." Lu Yu thought about it. A long time ago, when he first came to Yongdu from Mengze, he seemed to like eating this thing very much.

Li Jialin walked in front of Lu Yu, his face was so close, his slender eyelashes could almost touch Lu Yu's eyes, he had never been so nervous, he wanted to say the most deeply hidden words in his life.

"I like you, Lu Yu. I liked you when I was very young. The first time I saw you, you fell from the sky like a fairy. At that time, I couldn't take my eyes off again. I You know, a background like mine is not good enough for you. Back then, I didn’t expect anything. I waited every day under the parasol tree in the Leng Palace. I just wanted to see you a few more times, and when you were in a good mood, I could see you again. say something."

Lu Yu obviously didn't understand what his liking meant.

Then let him understand.

At such a close distance, it is impossible to avoid it.

Even if he is hated for a lifetime, the other party can at least know his own feelings.

His lips gently touched Lu Yu's cheek.

That way, that's enough.

Lu Yu, it was you who gave me hope. You buried all the royal family of the Li family, but you left me alone.do you know?That day when you knelt in front of me, holding the late emperor's edict, it was like a dream to me.You said that you want to assist me to become the enthroned emperor, I am so happy, not because I am going to be the emperor, but because you said that you are willing to assist me, so that I can eat and live with you in the future, and I can watch you every day.

You can finally treat me as the only person in your heart.Although I am still the substitute of Prince Jiayu, I am willing to be this substitute. If you want to see the shadow of Prince Jiayu from me, I am willing to be his shadow.

Lu Yu, you want me to be a generation of Mingjun like him, so I will be a virtuous emperor, Lu Yu, as long as you want to do, I will do it for you, even if I give up the throne to Lu Zhao, I would too.

"Lu Yu, it was I who passed on the imperial decree. I imitated the words of Empress Dowager Feng, then stole her Fengxi seal, and gave the cup of poisoned wine that Emperor Jiayu drank. Brother Jiayu already intended to die. He Going down to the tomb of the first king and bringing out the source of the plague infection, he dared not face the hatred of the people, nor did he want to deceive his beloved people, and wanted to die silently in prison. So he asked Meng Qi to help me secretly , otherwise with my status back then, how could I have done everything so smoothly. It doesn’t matter if you believe it or not.” Li Jialin stroked Lu Yu’s pale face, he knew that Lu Yu couldn’t accept it, and he himself had thought about this kind of thing for a long time accepted.

Accepting the ugly in yourself is often more difficult than accepting the ugly in others.

"He has begged many people, but no one is willing to do that. And I was too naive at the time, naively afraid, you will save him at all costs when you come back from Mengze, I am afraid that he will hurt you, so I agreed Him. Of course, I also hate him. He took me out of the limbo. Since I was out of the limbo, you have never appeared again. Lu Yu, I regret it too, and I am very scared. For so many years, I have slept very lightly, and I am afraid of dreaming If you accidentally tell this secret, you will hear it."

"What happened to Lu Zhao is my fault. Lu Yu, can you forgive me? I'm just afraid that if you find him, you won't want me."

Li Jialin stood up, he was standing, already as tall as Lu Yu.He grew up, Lu Yu used to hug him before, he could lie on any position on Lu Yu's body like a baby, and listen to Lu Yu read the memorial to him, but now it is rare, he can only let Lu Yu hug him by pretending to be drunk When he goes back, maybe in the future, there will be no more.

The truth came out, he was still no match for Prince Jiayu's blood after all.

Lu Yu closed his eyes.He had no idea what the person in front of him was doing, his thoughts were completely trapped in memories.

Scenes of the past, like a revolving lantern, hovered before his eyes...

That bastard Li Jiayu drove him back to Mengze again, but he didn't, isn't he just a few assassins who sow discord?His life is not so important.Besides, what does the fight between the royal family have to do with him?It was very easy for him to get a proton identity, and he was able to go out of the house for a while, so he didn't want to go back to Mengze's boring home where he danced with knives and guns all day long, yelling and rebelling, but never really practiced.

Just now, in order to relieve his anger, he forcibly broke into the Eastern Palace, and poached Prince Jiayu's precious wine from the backyard of the Eastern Palace.

Originally, if he robbed it, he would just rob it, but unexpectedly, he ran into several young ministers who were discussing affairs in the East Palace. The ministers were as if they were facing a big enemy, and the son of the rebel family, after arguing with their highness the crown prince, wanted to assassinate him.

They screamed loudly and called all the guards in the Eastern Palace, and the guards chased him all morning, until he ran into Qi An who came to play in his elder brother's house, and was able to escape.

Running to the harem, Lu Yu found a peach blossom tree, opened the wine jar, and prepared to enjoy the fruits all to himself.

Swish swish swish! ! !

Lu Yu poked his head out from the peach blossom tree, and saw a child catching a cat.

"Meow~meow~meow~~~" The child is about ten years old, with light hands and feet, he wants to catch the cat, but hesitates to move lightly. He finds it interesting. Looking at the back of the costume, he looks like a little slave, but he doesn't know why Which palace.

After waiting for a long time, the child finally made up his mind, approached on tiptoe, jumped up, and threw his whole body up.

Have you never learned martial arts?With such a stupid way of catching cats, Lu Yu became more playful. He broke off a small branch and threw it towards the cat.

"Meow~~~" The cat ate the pain, and quickly got out of the small hole in the wall and ran away.

The child flung himself on the dirt floor and fell hard enough that something had just fallen from a tree, or he would have caught the cat.He slapped the dirt on his body, turned around, and looked up at the branches above his head.

Lu Yu on the tree spewed out half a sip of wine.

This child... this face...

Lu Yu was dazed, unable to hold on, and slid down from the branch.Fortunately, he reacted quickly, and threw away his robe. The white robe was used as a belt, holding the branch. He used his strength to move his center of gravity, and his toes landed lightly.

The child seemed to be terrified, and looked at him with big eyes.

Lu Yu put away the wine jar, stepped forward to touch the child's face, there was actually someone in Yongdu Palace who looked so similar to Prince Jiayu, he was simply a miniature version of Prince Jiayu.

brother?

Lu Yu turned left and right, the walls of the cold palace were eerie and cold. The child's mother probably was not liked by the emperor, so she lived in such a dilapidated place with no light.

He poked the child's forehead, "Hey, where's your mother?"

The child ignored him and stared straight at him.

Lu Yu took out the peach blossom cake that he stole from the East Palace and said, "Here, it's very sweet, you must have never tasted it before."

The child sniffled, wiped it off with the back of his hand, and was about to take it.

"No, wash it before eating." Lu Yu dragged the child to the well, where there was a bucket, and the child washed his hands.

Lu Yu sat on the edge of the well, watched the child's delicious food, and poked the child's face. The more he looked, the more interesting the miniature version of Prince Jiayu was.

"Is it delicious?"

The child nodded, and was finally willing to speak. He licked the scum around his mouth, and looked at Lu Yu devoutly, "Thank you Brother Immortal."

Lu Yu spat out the half sip of wine he had just drank.

Immortal brother...

It was he who broke into the East Palace at night, dragged Li Jiayu up from the bed, climbed to the roof of the cold palace, pointed to the small version of Li Jiayu who was sleeping soundly while holding the oiled paper bag of peach cake, and said, "Look...does it look like that?" You! I checked, this child lost his mother when he was very young, and your father probably didn’t know there was such a prince. How could such a cute child live in such a dilapidated place? Look at which concubine, who can’t give birth My child, if you want an adopted son, please say something nice to me."

The person who went around and buried all the roots, the culprit of that bowl of sex turned out to be himself.

What right did he have to resent Li Jialin, this child was the most proud of him in his life.

Lord of Dajing.

Lu Yu opened his eyes and looked up at Li Jialin's face that was very similar to Crown Prince Jiayu's. It was because of this face that he paid attention to this child, but it was definitely not because of this face that he decided to assist him to become the emperor of Dajing.

He, Lu Yu, is not that superficial.

"I never regarded you as Jiayu. You are you and he is him. No matter how similar you look, I can tell the difference. I am very pleased to see you grow up and become a talent over the years. The person I help wholeheartedly, It's all you, Li Jialin. You are the emperor I taught, my pride, my masterpiece, the person I have been watching, it is you... from now on, forever, it will be you."

Li Jialin's heart was ashamed, he thought that Lu Yu would never forgive him, but who would have heard such words.

He couldn't control his hands and feet, and wanted to jump up and hug Lu Yu's neck. He just kissed Lu Yu, and Lu Yu didn't find it annoying. Is there a little hope?

However, as soon as he moved his legs, he was supported by Lu Yu.

He stood straight and heard Lu Yu say, "Li Jialin, remember, you are the emperor of Dajing, you don't have to carefully please anyone, let alone imitate anyone, you are you, the unique Jia Emperor Lin, this world belongs to you, and everyone in the world will prostrate at your feet and submit to you, only obeying your orders, including me."

what!That's not what he wanted to hear at all!Was Lu Yu pretending not to know about the kiss just now?

"When I found Tong'er, I was really happy. I knew that Qi An, the spirit, would try every means to keep the blood of Prince Jiayu. I thought that when the time was right, I would recognize him and return to the Li family. Yu's descendants absolutely cannot live among the people, and you can also have a close family member to accompany you. But I never thought about letting him replace you as emperor, no matter how good he is, even if he is the blood of Prince Jiayu , can’t. The position of emperor, you think anyone can do it, okay?”

How could Li Jialin think that Lu Yu was distracted just now, completely unaware of a soft kiss.He was on the verge of tears and looked like he was moved.Thought he mustered up his courage, but Lu Yu pretended not to know.

Li Jialin faltered and said, "Don't you hate me? I killed the person you love the most."

"Li Jiayu? Favorite?" Lu Yu seemed to have heard a joke, "He is a man, how could I love him? Are you poisoned by Xue Muji's broken sleeve? You should have warned Meng Qi a long time ago. Don't report this kind of thing to you..."

"But you are very kind to him and have always protected him. I know that if it wasn't for your help in Yongdu, he would not have the backing to challenge the Feng family." Li Jialin continued to test.

"that is because……"

Lu Yu himself didn't know his feelings for Li Jiayu back then.

Thinking about it now, that might be called admiration.

Obsessed with Prince Jiayu's talent and strength of character, attracted by him, can no longer see other places clearly, always want him to notice himself, want to follow his footsteps, and catch the distant light.

Fight with him, quarrel with him, drink with him, talk and laugh with him.

Feel sorry for him, take revenge for him, sacrifice his reputation for him, and carry the Dajing Jiangshan community.

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