MECHANICAL: Mechanism
Chapter 33
Yan Chi was like a half-hearted little wolf cub, he was quickly and easily attracted attention, and stopped thinking about Erwitt.
In fact, he also felt that his thoughts after feeling hopeless were a bit despicable, as if he had tricked someone who knew nothing about love and took advantage of him.But Elwitt's appearance is really easy to make people feel confident, and even feel that he is the one who is being taken advantage of and oppressed.
So Yanchi gradually realized another benefit of Erwitt's busyness.
When he is too tired, he will reveal more of his instincts, and his direct reactions, which he has no time to cover up with indifference, are always the most interesting.Ban Chi pretended to glance back and forth from his face, noticing that Elwitt was frowning, impatient and tired, and sighed when he sat down.
The behavior that is so common in other people is surprising and fresh when it happens to Erwitt, and I even want to watch it a few more times.
Yanchi noticed the muscular lines exposed from the white or black shirt after he took off his coat, and also saw how the palm-wide military belt tightened Erwitt's waist.Their work and rest patterns are similar, Yanchi always wakes up naturally, and sees Alwitt is putting on clothes, and when his back is facing him, the clear and smooth muscle lines on the back gather and then separate, the back muscles stretch down, getting more and more Narrow, it slides down to the waist and gradually tightens, then falls into the waistband of the trousers.
He raised his hands to straighten his hair, and then pulled the hair that slipped out and merged it into the ribbon. When he turned his face to the side, he looked very graceful, and it was turned into gentleness because of the silence.
Yanchi felt more and more that he was not at a loss.
He remained silent like a wolf cub, slumped on the bed motionless, watching Erwitt change his clothes from under his closed furry eyelids.
Alwitt may not have felt it, but he didn't care. He casually looked at Yanchi, and came over to squeeze Yanchi's fleshy claws after getting dressed, making Yanchi feel more like a pet, and only then went out.
Relying on his cute fluffy appearance, Yanchi pretended to be a fool with peace of mind, and waited for Alwitt to go to work before turning into a human and getting dressed.
His vacation was not long in the first place, so the time passed faster, and it seemed that there were only one or two days left.
Artemis came to contact him in person.
Yanchi didn't understand why the head of the legion personally sent a communication request, but after all, he didn't dare to neglect and quickly connected.
Artemis' face was very ugly: "I hope your army is ready for use."
Yanchi didn't know why, but she deeply realized that Artemis was indeed a man-made human. The frosty expression made her little girl's face full of unexpected majesty and indifference, which was quite similar to Erwitt.
But what he should ask is still to ask: "What happened, Your Excellency Artemis?"
The background of the communication is the office of the head of the legion that Yanchi had met once. Artemis raised one hand to rest her forehead. This action felt very inconsistent with her, but it also showed that the situation was serious to a certain extent: " We need you very much now, you have an arduous task to hunt down those pirates and confirm whether they are in collusion with the Star Alliance..."
Artemis raised his head and stared at Yanchi very soberly: "You understand that this is a very dangerous task, right?"
Without fire support, away from the safe range, follow the pirate fleet to perform reconnaissance missions.
These few sentences have fully explained the mission level, no wonder Artemis' first sentence is to ask whether the army in the banquet pool can be put into use.If not, he might have to go by himself.
Banquet fell into a complicated silence, staring at the equally stern and serious Artemis for a long time, then stood up and saluted: "At your command."
He was already much taller than Artemis, and now he needed him to look up even more when he stood up. The bright daylight fell on the shoulders of the banquet pool, and Artemis was silent, with the ruthless mercy of a god in his eyes.
She examined the resolute expressions of her soldiers, and nodded lightly: "I understand, it seems that you don't know much about the secret army, I will contact Alwitt directly, and when you come back, I will I hope you will take your army and face your journey. We will wait for your return."
Feeling the solemn and stirring atmosphere, Yanchi's heart sank.
He knew that artificial people lacked emotions, and Artemis didn't look like such a heavy person every time he issued a mission and dispatched an army, so he immediately guessed the degree of danger of the mission.
When Erwitt came back at night, Yanchi knew that he was ready, and even looked at Erwitt very tragically, wanting to say goodbye to him formally, or confess his love.
It's not that Yanchi is pessimistic, it's a long-standing tradition. During the war, no one knew whether this separation would become a permanent separation, so every farewell is solemn and solemn, and I hope that if it is the ending, it will not be careless.
Yanchi was thinking about how to start, but Erwitt closed his eyes on the sofa: "Tomorrow, you will follow me to see your legion."
Instantly upgraded to a legion.
Yanchi was surprised: "What? My legion? What do you mean?"
He had to be distracted to look at Erwitte's thick and drooping eyelashes, and he couldn't help being surprised by the statement of Legion, and he didn't know which thing to marvel at.
Besides, every time it was mentioned before, it was all about the army, and the structure and level were unknown, but now it was suddenly referred to as a legion, and Yanchi was really flattered.
The number of military establishments is limited, and under normal circumstances, they will not be deleted or added casually, mainly because it is not easy to coordinate the designation issue and the distribution of materials. If a team uses a new designation, it is almost making history. I didn't expect to bear such a heavy responsibility at my age.
and glory.
Generally speaking, the leader of the legion must be at least at the general level. Yanchi knows that Elwitt's statement means that the highest officer of the legion is indeed correct. , but according to their aggressive speed, it is only a matter of time to fill in the candidates. When the number of people gradually increases, the status of the banquet pool will also rise with the strength and ranking of the legion.
But no matter what, the current Yanchi knew that he couldn't afford it.He was a little hesitant, as if he couldn't grasp the point of refusing to take up the post at this time, but he couldn't help but say: "This is not suitable, I have no experience, and I feel... guilty about opening a legion alone."
It's not ashamed to admit that you can't do some things, and Yan Chi just said it with a little effort, which was easier than he imagined.
Elwitt looked really tired, he raised his eyes to look at Yanchi when he heard Yanchi's words, and said in a low voice, "I have considered this factor, so I decided to directly control your army, and your rank will remain the same. After coming back for the first time, it is appropriate to consider a moderate promotion according to the meritorious service."
This is true.
Although Yanchi had indeed made meritorious service in the battle against the pirates before, but he hadn't had time to calculate the meritorious service and enter the system data. What Elwitt meant was to wait until he came back from this mission to settle it together.According to the degree of danger of the mission, the meritorious service will definitely not be low, and it will be completely justified to increase the rank at that time.
There are not a few people who become majors at a young age because they can match mechas, and then make great achievements and continue to be promoted. The reason why Yanchi still feels light is not because the speed is too fast. The most fantastic thing for him is to command an army.That's why Elwitt said that he would make an exception and go directly under the jurisdiction. Not only did he not feel aggrieved by being the commander of the legion but he was only the second in command, he even felt relieved instantly and breathed a sigh of relief.
Yan Chi is not afraid of making mistakes and taking detours, but he is afraid of leading others and carrying the lives of those who trust him to make mistakes.Once irreparable, he can never forgive himself.
Of course, he is the one who knows best how capable he is, and Yan Chi knows that the situation is getting more and more dangerous.He still can't fully understand what it means if these pirates are indeed related to the Star Alliance, but he also thinks that it is very possible that the level of human technological development on Artemis is no longer a secret to the eye-catching alien civilization.
He can quickly discover the opponent's weakness and defeat it, and of course the opponent can do it too.
Since there is bound to be a war, we must show our swords and not avoid wars. If we want peace, we must obtain it through wars, otherwise we will not be able to preserve the peace that lasts.
Yanchi bit his lip and looked at Erwitt, and after a long time he replied: "I understand. I will not let you down."
It seemed that it was not the first time he said this sentence, but it was the first time he felt so heavy.
Yanchi did not voluntarily strive for this great responsibility and the newborn legion, but had to undertake it.
At first, he didn't realize what kind of responsibilities he would have as the first successfully mutated human being, and what kind of path he would take. All he was worried about was himself and the future, but now he had to take on more.
Yanchi was not afraid, but felt heavy.
The way Erwitt looked at him made Yanchi feel that he seemed to understand all this.
Does he really understand?
Yan Chi couldn't be sure, but just looked at him silently, and slowly changed from a solemn promise to a boyish hesitation: "If I... If I let you down... If I don't come back, you will ..."
He didn't know what he wanted to ask, and his mind was in a mess, but if he didn't ask, he couldn't let it go. He even felt that he had to ask, otherwise he couldn't look away, but he was upset, so he could only choose a word at random: " Will you remember me?"
What did Erwitt remember about him?His name, his appearance, his character, how did they meet, how did he die?
This story didn't seem like a fact, and it didn't seem like what Yanchi wanted, but he knew very well that for Elwitt, remembering a sacrificed soldier was already a very difficult task.
Elwitt seemed a little unsure of what he should say, and looked at him silently for a moment, feeling a little helpless, and raised his hand to his forehead: "I don't think you need to worry so much, I can say with certainty that you won't die from this mission .”
This time it was Yanchi's turn and didn't know what to say, and even felt that he had been caught off guard.
However, this answer is not a complete answer to Yanchi's question, so Alwitt moved and quickly added: "If you can't come back, I can promise you and remember you."
The concerns and fetters of the soldiers are too few, no family, no relatives, no place to come, only home, sometimes flames, sometimes barren mountains, sometimes the vast space.Nobody remembers every fighter's name, much less loves them.
So Erwitt knew what Banchi wanted.He thought a little dazedly, after all, he was only 19 years old. Even now that the general age for joining the army is very low, he is still just a teenager, afraid of death, afraid of being forgotten, and feels that there are still many regrets in life but it is too late to go. When it's done, it's human nature.
And after all, he has a different bond with Yanchi, so agreeing to his request, meeting his expectations, and promising to remember him is what should be done.
Yanchi's eyes were shining brightly, as if there was a pool of water in his mouth, and he seemed to be about to be made to cry by Alwitt. Because he didn't want to lose his composure, he was full of anger, holding his breath, and quickly glared at Alwitt At first glance, I don't understand why he always says such words that are completely unlike him when others have no expectations of him at all. He insists on making people desperate, living and dying for him, being crazy about him.
It's so bad, it's almost evil charm.
Yanchi stopped talking, and the room soon became quiet. He was afraid that the sudden tears would fall out if he blinked his eyes. , Erwitt actually fell asleep.
He didn't know how long it had been since Erwitt had a normal rest, or maybe he had never had a normal rest at all. Artemis' plan kept him busy until midnight, and Yanchi caught sight of Alwitt just like that. Werther's exhausted.
Yanchi's heart became very soft, he couldn't help but look at Elwitt's appearance, and found that he looked a little weak, neither defenseless, nor cold, and even very well-behaved and quiet, like... like It is true that he has entered the same world as him, and without the aura of superiority, it is not difficult to approach.
Like a ridiculous dream.
Yanchi has been familiar with the behavior of eating tofu recently, but this is the first time, he wants to do more things, and wants to get closer to Elwitt.
Although Erwitt said for some reason that he would come back with certainty, Yanchi, besides gaining confidence inexplicably, still had a sense of tragedy, with the grief that I was about to die, Yanchi soon became a thief Leaning down, leaning on Erwitt's shoulder, kissing him secretly.
The night was quiet and peaceful, Yanchi came into close contact with the breath of Elwitt, couldn't help rubbing against his face full of trust and intimacy, then moved closer to his lips, and quietly opened his eyes.Alwitt's thick eyelashes stopped silently, without any reaction.
He felt both reconciled and thankful, closed his eyes and continued to grind, after a while, his face was flushed, and his heart beat like a drum.
Melancholy and tragic, with an unspeakable sweetness, Yanchi looked at Erwitt who was still unaware, just sighed, Erwitt slowly opened his eyes, and met his eyes blankly, The ignorant and shameless asked: "Why are you licking me?"
...Yan Chi was almost scared to death, and then he was almost choked to death by him. With furry hairs on his face, he grew vicious, and replied viciously, "I don't think that's fucking licking!"
He's not a puppy, is he?lick what?What lick?ah!I'm so mad, this incomprehensible dead machine!
If Yanchi was brave enough, he would even want to kick him twice. Unexpectedly, Elwitt was still very curious, and then asked suspiciously: "What is it if it's not licking?"
Yan Chi was completely startled, frightened and ashamed, lost the strength to struggle in the quagmire of fate, accepted his fate, and said impassionedly angry: "It's a kiss!!!!"
"Oh." Elwitt continued to ask calmly, "Why did you kiss me?"
Yan Chi already felt that the stern anger had dissipated, and turned to self-loathing and self-abandonment, as if being stripped naked by the public was as embarrassing as it was almost unbearable, but he forced himself to admit frankly: "Only people who like someone will kiss."
Compared to his complex reaction, Alwitt seemed normal and calm, and continued to ask: "Why do you like me?"
Banquet was dumbfounded.
He didn't think Elwitt was mentally retarded to the point where he didn't know what kissing meant. Even if he had no desires, he should have the corresponding common sense. When it came to this level, he couldn't help thinking more.
How would Erwitt feel about other people loving him?Looking left and right, Yan Chi felt that he would be very impatient, and felt that this was a useless superfluous emotion that would only interfere with his life, very overreaching, and a delusion that could not come true.
But... that's not a delusion, it's just love.
The distance between him and Erwitt was already too far away, relying on these coincidences, approaching him shamelessly, touching him when he knew nothing, already spurning himself, it was sad enough.
Believers who touch the statue without authorization are committing blasphemy and will always suffer retribution.
Yanchi was really going to choke this time, he cleared his throat with difficulty, pretended to be normal, and even smiled hastily, he didn't know that his eyes were full of water, he looked more like a When the little wolf cub was more pitiful and weak, he felt that he treated himself cruelly: "I can't tell, I don't know why, but I...but I hope you like me too."
He heard a bit of crying in the end of his own voice, feeling ashamed and out of control, thinking about it all over again, as expected, he would change when encountering such a thing, sticky and soft, no longer brave, no longer So smart, how could Alwitt love such a person?
Sure enough, Elwitt didn't say anything, just looked at him, both of them were breathing quietly.
The embarrassing silence spread for a while, finally Yanchi couldn't stand the silent rejection and humiliation, and a new anger was born, and he didn't understand why Erwitt didn't just say no directly.What the hell is he thinking, when will this blunt knife finish cutting?
It is always a good tradition in the banquet pool to be vicious when it is unreasonable. He blew up again, and suddenly raised his head and stared at Elwitt viciously: "If you think I am unworthy, you can make your request! You Come and test me! I really, really love you! I will also become very powerful, I will grow up, no longer so stupid, so childish! You test me, you test me, I will definitely passed!"
After he shouted angrily, he felt that he could no longer hold back the grievance and cried out, and immediately jumped up and rushed upstairs without turning his head.
Leaving behind Alwitt, who was yelled at for no reason, staring blankly at the direction in which he disappeared, not understanding how the topic changed from what it is like to like someone to a banquet court, and then he became angry and lost his temper after crying, with his tail between his legs. escaped.
Humans are really complicated.
Erwitt shook his head thoughtfully, not knowing how to solve another complex psychological problem of teenagers.
He really never thought that Yanchi would have such thoughts.
Children who have reached the age will be like this. In the words of Le Lunai's quotations, it is natural for Mu Shaoai to be lustful, but it is natural for him to have this situation, no matter how many times it happens, Alwitt I still feel the strangeness that it has nothing to do with me.
The gap between him and ordinary people is almost as solidified as reproductive isolation.
Yanchi has always had a lot of dissatisfaction with Erwitt, and no one has experienced it more deeply than Erwitt. Of course, he can understand that it is precisely because of Yanchi's unconvinced psychology that he treats him as an independent individual rather than a deified image. , which made Yanchi's impression of him very different...
Alwitt seems to have understood why Yanchi not only fell in love with him, but also yelled at him and lost his temper.
It is undeniable that this feeling is also very strange for Erwitt.
Strictly speaking, he cannot be regarded as a person who has no love experience, but the distance between Le Lunai and Yanchi is almost like the gap between him and Yanchi. Yanchi abandons his shyness and reserve and shouts out his feelings. Alwitt was also considered an accident, and he didn't even know how to deal with it.
People were afraid that he would be merciless, so they refused to speak directly, and always watched silently, watching from afar, even if they felt satisfied.These people couldn't disturb Elwitt, so they couldn't leave anything in his heart, they just made him feel very sorry.
But the banquet pool is much more lively.
He said, you test me, as long as you test, I will pass.
On the contrary, Erwitt didn't understand whether he was qualified to test him, using the name and standard of love.
Not only did he not know what love was, he didn't even know what Yan Chi said was a test.
He didn't doubt Yanchi's sincerity, but whether he had such ability and whether he could not let Yanchi down.
What a cute little wolf cub he is, full of hope, innocent and childish, but one day he will become very strong, he is about to command a newborn army, but because of love, he is hit like this on the eve of war .
Alwitt even vaguely felt that he seemed to have done something wrong, and he shouldn't have opened his eyes at all.
In fact, he also felt that his thoughts after feeling hopeless were a bit despicable, as if he had tricked someone who knew nothing about love and took advantage of him.But Elwitt's appearance is really easy to make people feel confident, and even feel that he is the one who is being taken advantage of and oppressed.
So Yanchi gradually realized another benefit of Erwitt's busyness.
When he is too tired, he will reveal more of his instincts, and his direct reactions, which he has no time to cover up with indifference, are always the most interesting.Ban Chi pretended to glance back and forth from his face, noticing that Elwitt was frowning, impatient and tired, and sighed when he sat down.
The behavior that is so common in other people is surprising and fresh when it happens to Erwitt, and I even want to watch it a few more times.
Yanchi noticed the muscular lines exposed from the white or black shirt after he took off his coat, and also saw how the palm-wide military belt tightened Erwitt's waist.Their work and rest patterns are similar, Yanchi always wakes up naturally, and sees Alwitt is putting on clothes, and when his back is facing him, the clear and smooth muscle lines on the back gather and then separate, the back muscles stretch down, getting more and more Narrow, it slides down to the waist and gradually tightens, then falls into the waistband of the trousers.
He raised his hands to straighten his hair, and then pulled the hair that slipped out and merged it into the ribbon. When he turned his face to the side, he looked very graceful, and it was turned into gentleness because of the silence.
Yanchi felt more and more that he was not at a loss.
He remained silent like a wolf cub, slumped on the bed motionless, watching Erwitt change his clothes from under his closed furry eyelids.
Alwitt may not have felt it, but he didn't care. He casually looked at Yanchi, and came over to squeeze Yanchi's fleshy claws after getting dressed, making Yanchi feel more like a pet, and only then went out.
Relying on his cute fluffy appearance, Yanchi pretended to be a fool with peace of mind, and waited for Alwitt to go to work before turning into a human and getting dressed.
His vacation was not long in the first place, so the time passed faster, and it seemed that there were only one or two days left.
Artemis came to contact him in person.
Yanchi didn't understand why the head of the legion personally sent a communication request, but after all, he didn't dare to neglect and quickly connected.
Artemis' face was very ugly: "I hope your army is ready for use."
Yanchi didn't know why, but she deeply realized that Artemis was indeed a man-made human. The frosty expression made her little girl's face full of unexpected majesty and indifference, which was quite similar to Erwitt.
But what he should ask is still to ask: "What happened, Your Excellency Artemis?"
The background of the communication is the office of the head of the legion that Yanchi had met once. Artemis raised one hand to rest her forehead. This action felt very inconsistent with her, but it also showed that the situation was serious to a certain extent: " We need you very much now, you have an arduous task to hunt down those pirates and confirm whether they are in collusion with the Star Alliance..."
Artemis raised his head and stared at Yanchi very soberly: "You understand that this is a very dangerous task, right?"
Without fire support, away from the safe range, follow the pirate fleet to perform reconnaissance missions.
These few sentences have fully explained the mission level, no wonder Artemis' first sentence is to ask whether the army in the banquet pool can be put into use.If not, he might have to go by himself.
Banquet fell into a complicated silence, staring at the equally stern and serious Artemis for a long time, then stood up and saluted: "At your command."
He was already much taller than Artemis, and now he needed him to look up even more when he stood up. The bright daylight fell on the shoulders of the banquet pool, and Artemis was silent, with the ruthless mercy of a god in his eyes.
She examined the resolute expressions of her soldiers, and nodded lightly: "I understand, it seems that you don't know much about the secret army, I will contact Alwitt directly, and when you come back, I will I hope you will take your army and face your journey. We will wait for your return."
Feeling the solemn and stirring atmosphere, Yanchi's heart sank.
He knew that artificial people lacked emotions, and Artemis didn't look like such a heavy person every time he issued a mission and dispatched an army, so he immediately guessed the degree of danger of the mission.
When Erwitt came back at night, Yanchi knew that he was ready, and even looked at Erwitt very tragically, wanting to say goodbye to him formally, or confess his love.
It's not that Yanchi is pessimistic, it's a long-standing tradition. During the war, no one knew whether this separation would become a permanent separation, so every farewell is solemn and solemn, and I hope that if it is the ending, it will not be careless.
Yanchi was thinking about how to start, but Erwitt closed his eyes on the sofa: "Tomorrow, you will follow me to see your legion."
Instantly upgraded to a legion.
Yanchi was surprised: "What? My legion? What do you mean?"
He had to be distracted to look at Erwitte's thick and drooping eyelashes, and he couldn't help being surprised by the statement of Legion, and he didn't know which thing to marvel at.
Besides, every time it was mentioned before, it was all about the army, and the structure and level were unknown, but now it was suddenly referred to as a legion, and Yanchi was really flattered.
The number of military establishments is limited, and under normal circumstances, they will not be deleted or added casually, mainly because it is not easy to coordinate the designation issue and the distribution of materials. If a team uses a new designation, it is almost making history. I didn't expect to bear such a heavy responsibility at my age.
and glory.
Generally speaking, the leader of the legion must be at least at the general level. Yanchi knows that Elwitt's statement means that the highest officer of the legion is indeed correct. , but according to their aggressive speed, it is only a matter of time to fill in the candidates. When the number of people gradually increases, the status of the banquet pool will also rise with the strength and ranking of the legion.
But no matter what, the current Yanchi knew that he couldn't afford it.He was a little hesitant, as if he couldn't grasp the point of refusing to take up the post at this time, but he couldn't help but say: "This is not suitable, I have no experience, and I feel... guilty about opening a legion alone."
It's not ashamed to admit that you can't do some things, and Yan Chi just said it with a little effort, which was easier than he imagined.
Elwitt looked really tired, he raised his eyes to look at Yanchi when he heard Yanchi's words, and said in a low voice, "I have considered this factor, so I decided to directly control your army, and your rank will remain the same. After coming back for the first time, it is appropriate to consider a moderate promotion according to the meritorious service."
This is true.
Although Yanchi had indeed made meritorious service in the battle against the pirates before, but he hadn't had time to calculate the meritorious service and enter the system data. What Elwitt meant was to wait until he came back from this mission to settle it together.According to the degree of danger of the mission, the meritorious service will definitely not be low, and it will be completely justified to increase the rank at that time.
There are not a few people who become majors at a young age because they can match mechas, and then make great achievements and continue to be promoted. The reason why Yanchi still feels light is not because the speed is too fast. The most fantastic thing for him is to command an army.That's why Elwitt said that he would make an exception and go directly under the jurisdiction. Not only did he not feel aggrieved by being the commander of the legion but he was only the second in command, he even felt relieved instantly and breathed a sigh of relief.
Yan Chi is not afraid of making mistakes and taking detours, but he is afraid of leading others and carrying the lives of those who trust him to make mistakes.Once irreparable, he can never forgive himself.
Of course, he is the one who knows best how capable he is, and Yan Chi knows that the situation is getting more and more dangerous.He still can't fully understand what it means if these pirates are indeed related to the Star Alliance, but he also thinks that it is very possible that the level of human technological development on Artemis is no longer a secret to the eye-catching alien civilization.
He can quickly discover the opponent's weakness and defeat it, and of course the opponent can do it too.
Since there is bound to be a war, we must show our swords and not avoid wars. If we want peace, we must obtain it through wars, otherwise we will not be able to preserve the peace that lasts.
Yanchi bit his lip and looked at Erwitt, and after a long time he replied: "I understand. I will not let you down."
It seemed that it was not the first time he said this sentence, but it was the first time he felt so heavy.
Yanchi did not voluntarily strive for this great responsibility and the newborn legion, but had to undertake it.
At first, he didn't realize what kind of responsibilities he would have as the first successfully mutated human being, and what kind of path he would take. All he was worried about was himself and the future, but now he had to take on more.
Yanchi was not afraid, but felt heavy.
The way Erwitt looked at him made Yanchi feel that he seemed to understand all this.
Does he really understand?
Yan Chi couldn't be sure, but just looked at him silently, and slowly changed from a solemn promise to a boyish hesitation: "If I... If I let you down... If I don't come back, you will ..."
He didn't know what he wanted to ask, and his mind was in a mess, but if he didn't ask, he couldn't let it go. He even felt that he had to ask, otherwise he couldn't look away, but he was upset, so he could only choose a word at random: " Will you remember me?"
What did Erwitt remember about him?His name, his appearance, his character, how did they meet, how did he die?
This story didn't seem like a fact, and it didn't seem like what Yanchi wanted, but he knew very well that for Elwitt, remembering a sacrificed soldier was already a very difficult task.
Elwitt seemed a little unsure of what he should say, and looked at him silently for a moment, feeling a little helpless, and raised his hand to his forehead: "I don't think you need to worry so much, I can say with certainty that you won't die from this mission .”
This time it was Yanchi's turn and didn't know what to say, and even felt that he had been caught off guard.
However, this answer is not a complete answer to Yanchi's question, so Alwitt moved and quickly added: "If you can't come back, I can promise you and remember you."
The concerns and fetters of the soldiers are too few, no family, no relatives, no place to come, only home, sometimes flames, sometimes barren mountains, sometimes the vast space.Nobody remembers every fighter's name, much less loves them.
So Erwitt knew what Banchi wanted.He thought a little dazedly, after all, he was only 19 years old. Even now that the general age for joining the army is very low, he is still just a teenager, afraid of death, afraid of being forgotten, and feels that there are still many regrets in life but it is too late to go. When it's done, it's human nature.
And after all, he has a different bond with Yanchi, so agreeing to his request, meeting his expectations, and promising to remember him is what should be done.
Yanchi's eyes were shining brightly, as if there was a pool of water in his mouth, and he seemed to be about to be made to cry by Alwitt. Because he didn't want to lose his composure, he was full of anger, holding his breath, and quickly glared at Alwitt At first glance, I don't understand why he always says such words that are completely unlike him when others have no expectations of him at all. He insists on making people desperate, living and dying for him, being crazy about him.
It's so bad, it's almost evil charm.
Yanchi stopped talking, and the room soon became quiet. He was afraid that the sudden tears would fall out if he blinked his eyes. , Erwitt actually fell asleep.
He didn't know how long it had been since Erwitt had a normal rest, or maybe he had never had a normal rest at all. Artemis' plan kept him busy until midnight, and Yanchi caught sight of Alwitt just like that. Werther's exhausted.
Yanchi's heart became very soft, he couldn't help but look at Elwitt's appearance, and found that he looked a little weak, neither defenseless, nor cold, and even very well-behaved and quiet, like... like It is true that he has entered the same world as him, and without the aura of superiority, it is not difficult to approach.
Like a ridiculous dream.
Yanchi has been familiar with the behavior of eating tofu recently, but this is the first time, he wants to do more things, and wants to get closer to Elwitt.
Although Erwitt said for some reason that he would come back with certainty, Yanchi, besides gaining confidence inexplicably, still had a sense of tragedy, with the grief that I was about to die, Yanchi soon became a thief Leaning down, leaning on Erwitt's shoulder, kissing him secretly.
The night was quiet and peaceful, Yanchi came into close contact with the breath of Elwitt, couldn't help rubbing against his face full of trust and intimacy, then moved closer to his lips, and quietly opened his eyes.Alwitt's thick eyelashes stopped silently, without any reaction.
He felt both reconciled and thankful, closed his eyes and continued to grind, after a while, his face was flushed, and his heart beat like a drum.
Melancholy and tragic, with an unspeakable sweetness, Yanchi looked at Erwitt who was still unaware, just sighed, Erwitt slowly opened his eyes, and met his eyes blankly, The ignorant and shameless asked: "Why are you licking me?"
...Yan Chi was almost scared to death, and then he was almost choked to death by him. With furry hairs on his face, he grew vicious, and replied viciously, "I don't think that's fucking licking!"
He's not a puppy, is he?lick what?What lick?ah!I'm so mad, this incomprehensible dead machine!
If Yanchi was brave enough, he would even want to kick him twice. Unexpectedly, Elwitt was still very curious, and then asked suspiciously: "What is it if it's not licking?"
Yan Chi was completely startled, frightened and ashamed, lost the strength to struggle in the quagmire of fate, accepted his fate, and said impassionedly angry: "It's a kiss!!!!"
"Oh." Elwitt continued to ask calmly, "Why did you kiss me?"
Yan Chi already felt that the stern anger had dissipated, and turned to self-loathing and self-abandonment, as if being stripped naked by the public was as embarrassing as it was almost unbearable, but he forced himself to admit frankly: "Only people who like someone will kiss."
Compared to his complex reaction, Alwitt seemed normal and calm, and continued to ask: "Why do you like me?"
Banquet was dumbfounded.
He didn't think Elwitt was mentally retarded to the point where he didn't know what kissing meant. Even if he had no desires, he should have the corresponding common sense. When it came to this level, he couldn't help thinking more.
How would Erwitt feel about other people loving him?Looking left and right, Yan Chi felt that he would be very impatient, and felt that this was a useless superfluous emotion that would only interfere with his life, very overreaching, and a delusion that could not come true.
But... that's not a delusion, it's just love.
The distance between him and Erwitt was already too far away, relying on these coincidences, approaching him shamelessly, touching him when he knew nothing, already spurning himself, it was sad enough.
Believers who touch the statue without authorization are committing blasphemy and will always suffer retribution.
Yanchi was really going to choke this time, he cleared his throat with difficulty, pretended to be normal, and even smiled hastily, he didn't know that his eyes were full of water, he looked more like a When the little wolf cub was more pitiful and weak, he felt that he treated himself cruelly: "I can't tell, I don't know why, but I...but I hope you like me too."
He heard a bit of crying in the end of his own voice, feeling ashamed and out of control, thinking about it all over again, as expected, he would change when encountering such a thing, sticky and soft, no longer brave, no longer So smart, how could Alwitt love such a person?
Sure enough, Elwitt didn't say anything, just looked at him, both of them were breathing quietly.
The embarrassing silence spread for a while, finally Yanchi couldn't stand the silent rejection and humiliation, and a new anger was born, and he didn't understand why Erwitt didn't just say no directly.What the hell is he thinking, when will this blunt knife finish cutting?
It is always a good tradition in the banquet pool to be vicious when it is unreasonable. He blew up again, and suddenly raised his head and stared at Elwitt viciously: "If you think I am unworthy, you can make your request! You Come and test me! I really, really love you! I will also become very powerful, I will grow up, no longer so stupid, so childish! You test me, you test me, I will definitely passed!"
After he shouted angrily, he felt that he could no longer hold back the grievance and cried out, and immediately jumped up and rushed upstairs without turning his head.
Leaving behind Alwitt, who was yelled at for no reason, staring blankly at the direction in which he disappeared, not understanding how the topic changed from what it is like to like someone to a banquet court, and then he became angry and lost his temper after crying, with his tail between his legs. escaped.
Humans are really complicated.
Erwitt shook his head thoughtfully, not knowing how to solve another complex psychological problem of teenagers.
He really never thought that Yanchi would have such thoughts.
Children who have reached the age will be like this. In the words of Le Lunai's quotations, it is natural for Mu Shaoai to be lustful, but it is natural for him to have this situation, no matter how many times it happens, Alwitt I still feel the strangeness that it has nothing to do with me.
The gap between him and ordinary people is almost as solidified as reproductive isolation.
Yanchi has always had a lot of dissatisfaction with Erwitt, and no one has experienced it more deeply than Erwitt. Of course, he can understand that it is precisely because of Yanchi's unconvinced psychology that he treats him as an independent individual rather than a deified image. , which made Yanchi's impression of him very different...
Alwitt seems to have understood why Yanchi not only fell in love with him, but also yelled at him and lost his temper.
It is undeniable that this feeling is also very strange for Erwitt.
Strictly speaking, he cannot be regarded as a person who has no love experience, but the distance between Le Lunai and Yanchi is almost like the gap between him and Yanchi. Yanchi abandons his shyness and reserve and shouts out his feelings. Alwitt was also considered an accident, and he didn't even know how to deal with it.
People were afraid that he would be merciless, so they refused to speak directly, and always watched silently, watching from afar, even if they felt satisfied.These people couldn't disturb Elwitt, so they couldn't leave anything in his heart, they just made him feel very sorry.
But the banquet pool is much more lively.
He said, you test me, as long as you test, I will pass.
On the contrary, Erwitt didn't understand whether he was qualified to test him, using the name and standard of love.
Not only did he not know what love was, he didn't even know what Yan Chi said was a test.
He didn't doubt Yanchi's sincerity, but whether he had such ability and whether he could not let Yanchi down.
What a cute little wolf cub he is, full of hope, innocent and childish, but one day he will become very strong, he is about to command a newborn army, but because of love, he is hit like this on the eve of war .
Alwitt even vaguely felt that he seemed to have done something wrong, and he shouldn't have opened his eyes at all.
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