Want to Ascend? Then Fall in Love

The eyes will deceive you, the senses will deceive you, and even your own heart cannot be relied on.

The longing in the bottom of my heart breeds countless illusions, making the boundary between reality and dreams extremely blurred... Everything that was originally firm is shaken at this moment.

If the heart is the cornerstone of all beliefs, it is so fickle and willful, how can the tower of firmness and persistence built on it not be crumbling.

At this moment, Shen Qingxian's tower was on the verge of collapse.What Gu Jianshen had to do was to destroy this "tower" in his heart.

The last time she joined the WTO, what Shen Qingxian did seemed to help Nai regain her self, but in fact it was Shen Qingxian who was really affected.

Gu Jianshen was originally an extremely idealistic person, and losing his memory would not shake his nature.

Most of the confusion when he entered the WTO came from Yuan Nai's memory. Even if Shen Qingxian did nothing, he would slowly return to the real Gu Jianshen and find himself.

But it was obvious that Shen Qingxian would not let him go. He tried his best to help him, but in the end he let himself fall into the quagmire.

Heaven and idealism are completely different.

What the idealist believes in is the self. Even if you know that the heart is fickle and willful, you still have to conquer the demons and control yourself.

Tiandao believes in the Tao. They are also trapped by demons, confused and suffering, but they choose another road. Instead of facing their desires, they rely on the Tao. Destroyed fortress of faith.

This is the difference between him and Shen Qingxian.

Gu Jianshen's heart is the foundation, and Shen Qingxian's Tao is the foundation.

The foundation of his heart was always shaky, but Gu Jianshen's practice allowed him to find a balance in it, like a huge wobbly tumbler that never fell down.

The foundation of the Tao was indistinguishable at first, but Shen Qingxian's practice was like building a house, one brick and one mud, and finally the whole fortress rose from the ground and reached into the sky.

It is impossible to say which practice is better, but it is obvious that they are taking different paths.

Gu Jianshen couldn't build a strong fortress; Shen Qingxian couldn't let himself shake.

The last time he joined the WTO, Shen Qingxian understood Gu Jianshen's ideas too much, which caused the cornerstone of his fortress to be moved.

Just imagine, if the cornerstone of the fortress becomes a tumbler, how can the countless bricks built on it maintain balance?I'm afraid that if the tumbler shakes, the fortress will be in ruins.

So Gu Jianshen changed the mission of the jade slip and coaxed Shen Qingxian into this "god" world.

He first approached him as Jin Yang, then loved him as Yuan, and when Shen Qingxian found something he wanted to cherish, he cruelly pulled it away.

How to make a person question his own heart?

Gu Jianshen knew it very well, because he was shaking all the time, so he could easily make Shen Qingxian feel the panic of not being able to keep his feet on the ground.

If you can’t bear it, then choose to believe in God.

Because compared with the fickle heart, "God" is eternal.And the "god" here is Shen Qingxian's way.

It is vague and indistinguishable, but it exists. It is a belief that will become stronger and stronger as long as it is accumulated slowly.

Gu Jianshen never thought about completing the task of the jade slip this time. He just used another method to defeat Shen Qingxian's sprouting "heart" and re-consolidate his way.

Apparently... well done.

After waking up in Wanxiu Mountain, Shen Qingxian took a long time to recover.

He opened his eyes and looked to the side, it was empty, and there was no one left.

Where did bastard Gu go!

He glanced at the jade slip, but he didn't need to look at it to know that the task was impossible to complete.

They didn't enter the world at all this time, Gu Jianshen lied to him to seal up his memory, and then directly made him an illusion.

In the illusion, he really does whatever he wants, he is also a sunflower, a snow lotus, and a god, and he has such a great time playing!

Shen Qingxian was so angry that he got up and went out of the house. Mu Xun, who was guarding outside, saluted, and said cautiously: "Di Zun said that there is something wrong with Xinyu, so I'll go back first."

Shen Qingxian was furious: Don't run away if you dare to do it!

Seeing that he was angry, Mu Xun didn't dare to make a sound.

Shen Qingxian said: "I'm going to visit the Xinyu."

Mu Xun quickly responded, "Yeah."

Shen Qingxian just raised his foot and put it back, he snorted coldly: "I'm not going, love will come or not!" After speaking, he turned and went back to the room.

Light dyed saint: "..."

Xiao Jin jumped over and asked Mu Xun: "Senior brother, has the Master come out?"

Mu Xun paused, then whispered: "You better not go in, be careful not to be angered."

Xiao Jin opened his eyes wide and said, "Is your lord angry? Who provoked him! I want..."

Mu Xun was afraid that this little idiot would say something bad, so she quickly stopped: "Stop, it's hard for an upright official to break up housework, husband and wife... There are quarrels at the head of the bed and peace at the end of the bed."

Xiao Jin was ignorant and asked, "Did Your Majesty make His Majesty angry?"

Mu Xun pondered and said: "It's hard to say, it's probably just a little fun."

Xiao Jin: "Small interest?"

Mu Xun said: "For example... you are ruthless, cruel, and unreasonable?"

Xiao Jin: "What?"

Mu Xun squeezed her throat and said, "You are more ruthless, cruel and..."

Before he finished speaking, Shen Qingxian couldn't listen anymore, so he snorted coldly.

Mu Xun hurriedly said solemnly: "Go, senior brother will take you to the foot of the mountain to buy candied haws." If he doesn't leave, his skin will be itchy!

Shen Qingxian couldn't help but worry in the midst of being angry: I can't hand over Xiao Jin to Mu Xun, how many children will be taken away!

Xiongzi brought the obedient child down the mountain, and Shen Qingxian, the "old father", was lonely and lonely on the mountain alone.

Gu Jianshen didn't contact him, and he didn't contact him either.

Is he busy?busy!Work hard!Never come to Wanxiu Mountain before he is convinced.

It's a pity that it took only half an hour, Shen Qingxian couldn't bear it anymore...

Fortunately, there was someone who couldn't bear it more than him. Gu Jianshen transmitted his voice to him: "...Lianhua."

Shen Qingxian: "Oh."

The word "Oh" made Gu Jianshen's heart burst with joy, he thought Shen Qingxian would ignore him.

As the saying goes, if you have an inch, you have to take an inch, Gu Jianshen hurried over from his heart.

Sensing his aura, Shen Qingxian immediately filled the entire Wanxiu Mountain with a barrier.

Gu Jian took a step slower, and was "ruthlessly" stopped outside the mountain.

Gu Jianshen said, "Honey, open the door."

Shen Qingxian didn't even want to talk to him!

Gu Jianshen said aggrievedly: "Master, it's very cold down the mountain."

You'd better freeze to death!Shen Qingxian didn't even want to give him a syllable.

Lord Emperor Zun has already begun to lose face: "Lianhua, don't you want me?"

Shen Qingxian: "..." After all, it still couldn't hold on, and a small gap opened in Wan Xiushan's barrier.

Gu Jianshen hurried in, feeling very happy in his heart. Although the barrier of Wanxiu Mountain stopped him from the foot of the mountain just now, it made him feel much more at ease.Because Shen Qingxian's spiritual power is full, not pretended before, but real mellow and long.

——It seems that the backlash he suffered before has been calmed down.

Gu Jianshen leaned over and hugged him by the waist.Shen Qingxian slapped him away, but this time he lost his strength, Gu Jianshen almost broke his bones: "Murder my husband..."

Shen Qingxian turned her head and stared at him: "My husband? Aren't you a god?"

Gu Jianshen said with a sneer: "Okay, don't be angry anymore."

Shen Qingxian turned his eyes away, not looking at him.

Gu Jianshen coaxed him: "It's my fault, I didn't discuss it with you in advance."

Shen Qingxian let out a chuckle: "Your Majesty makes decisions arbitrarily, so there's no need to discuss with others."

Your Majesty... It's been a long time since Gu Jianshen heard it. He knew that he had caused a catastrophe this time, so he said more cautiously: "...I was wrong."

Shen Qingxian was not feeling well when he kept doing little low-down, so he turned to look at him: "Where's the jade slip!"

Gu Jianshen paused, Shen Qingxian stared at him intently, Gu Jianshen had no choice but to take out Xiaohong, in Shen Qingxian's current state, the illusion on the red jade slip could not be hidden from him, Gu Jianshen Shen simply withdrew it directly.

Hongyu Jian showed her real mission: 29, for the sake of Shen Qingxian's belief, she gave up on him.

Shen Qingxian felt a thorn in his heart when he saw it, and he pressed his thin lips tightly: "For my belief, are you going to give up on me?"

Gu Jian was taken aback, and quickly said, "Impossible, I..."

Shen Qingxian raised her head, her clear eyes were full of anxiety: "For my life and death, will you give up on me?"

This sentence stopped Gu Jianshen.

The task on the Hongyu slip actually hides a multiple-choice question: either Gu Jianshen gives up on Shen Qingxian, or Shen Qingxian gives up on his belief.

But obviously, Gu Jianshen didn't want Shen Qingxian to give up his belief, because he couldn't accept that his life was in danger.

Then there is only one choice left, Gu Jianshen wants to give up Shen Qingxian.

Shen Qingxian stared at him, his lips lost their color due to excessive tension, and he asked Gu Jianshen: "So are you going to choose to give up on me?"

Gu Jian lowered his eyes deeply, avoiding Shen Qingxian's sight.

Shen Qingxian forced his face away, forcing him to look at him: "Gu Jianshen, you don't even have the courage to do this, you shouldn't have provoked me in the first place!"

The author has something to say: Is there anything I don't understand [cover face]

The world of robots talks about idealism, which seems to be Gu Jianshen's home field, but actually interferes with Shen Qingxian's way.

The world of Snow Lotus is about the Tao of Shuntian. Gu Jianshen used the illusion to confuse Shen Qingxian, leading him to question his fickle heart, and then believe in the eternal Tao.

The difference between the heart domain and the way of heaven at the beginning of the chapter is also straightforward in this chapter.I have been ambiguous before, because I think it will reduce a lot of suspense, but it seems to be putting the cart before the horse?I haven't said it all the time, but it makes everyone confused about these two worlds?

Well, I have read all the comments, and I have read the criticisms and suggestions carefully many times. I also have a lot of shortcomings, such as writing skills, plots, and characters... It’s not that I don’t want to improve, but the process is slow and clumsy, and it’s difficult to quickly See results [laughs]

In short, let’s continue to sum up experience, and keep trying to continue to grow. Thank you for your company!

PS: This is not a closing speech, it's just a sentimental speech early in the morning.