Rebirth of Rebirth

Mo Yun was startled as soon as he opened the door.

The room was dark, only the moonlight outside the floor-to-ceiling windows showed the thin figure of the young man. Most of his body was hidden in the darkness, and he looked extremely lonely.

Beiyu has lived in Mo's house for nearly a year. Many people, including the housekeeper, know that this young master has a habit that he must never break, that is, he must turn on the lights when he sleeps at night, not just for sleeping at night. , at no time can he stay alone in a dark room. This young man who seems to be fearless except for Mr. Mo is very afraid of the dark. If he is left alone in a room without light, he will You may panic, or even lose control and collapse.

For this reason, Mo Yunqing paid special attention to this point. He even developed the habit of always having a light on in the room as long as the child was sleeping next to him. It is normal for people to be afraid of the dark, but when it comes to him Age, this level of fear is a bit like a mental illness.

Mo Yunqing knew that there was a heavy shadow in the child's heart, maybe it was because of his not-so-good family, maybe it was because he was abused when he was young, in short, no matter what the reason was, it would not be a good thing, and it often happened in an instant. Darkness can make the child anxious, even panic.

It was the first time for him to stand alone in a dark room like this, at least it was the first time for Mo Yunqing to see him staying in such a room so peacefully.

Isn't he afraid?

Facts proved that he was scared, because Mo Yunqing just took a step forward, and the boy who was standing there quietly turned around in surprise, "Who?!"

"Baby, what are you looking at here alone?" The man's figure in the darkness looked tall and deep, but his voice was unbelievably gentle, "Why don't you turn on the light?"

"I..." Just as Bei Yu said a word, seeing the man walking towards him step by step, he suddenly took a step back.

Behind him was the floor-to-ceiling window, and there was no way to retreat, and his back was directly pressed against the window.

"Are you afraid?" Mo Yun said softly, "What are you afraid of?"

What Mo Yunqing said was right, Lu Beiyu was clearly afraid, when Mo Yunqing walked in front of him, he could almost see his trembling pupils by the moonlight.

Mo Yun lightly raised one arm and put it behind him. There was already only a narrow distance between him and the window. This posture almost trapped Beiyu in his arms. The young man's thin body was only wearing a bathrobe. , The freshly bathed body exudes a sweet fragrance - even without shower gel, the aura emanating from him is enough to seduce a woman to go crazy.

Bei Yu tried to push him, but he didn't push.

"Aren't you worried about me just now? Huh?"

Mo Yun lowered his head slightly, and whispered something in his ear, the ending was hoarse due to the rise of some desire, which almost gave people a breathtaking feeling in the dark.

Reason made Beiyu want to avoid him, but he couldn't move in the man's warm breath, and Mo Yun's low and low voice with a slight smile made his heart tremble.

It was a feeling I had long been used to in my bones. No matter how much I tried to avoid it, my body still subconsciously wanted to get closer, and even hoped that he would get closer to me...

It must be because of what happened today that made his mind confused.

"I heard that when you heard about my accident, you were so frightened that you didn't even bother to change your shoes and went downstairs... Were you very scared at that time, afraid that I would die?"

It was clearly a teasing tone, but it was very serious when he said it in the man's mouth. The warm breath made his ears slightly warm, and Bei Yu couldn't help but tilt his head, "...I didn't!"

Mo Yunqing seemed to smile, and licked his ear lightly, "Really?"

Bei Yu didn't speak, he was motionless, but Mo Yunqing could still feel how stiff his shoulders were, including the slight trembling of his deliberately suppressed breathing, which was like a soft feather touching the tip of the man's heart, bringing Bursts of numbness that can't be ignored.

Mo Yun moved his eyes lightly to his face, and was suddenly taken aback.

Bei Yu lowered his head, a drop of tears snaked down his face and onto the man's arm, Mo Yunqing seemed to have been burned suddenly, his heart was burning with pain, he held Bei Yu's chin with his fingers , looking down into his eyes, "Crying?"

"no!"

"Then what is this?" Mo Yun leaned over to hold the teardrops on his face in his mouth, letting the bitter and sweet taste spread all the way to the bottom of his heart.

This strike seemed to directly hit the young man's sensitive self-esteem. Without hesitation, he stretched out his hand heavily and pushed Mo Yunqing away. He raised his hand and wiped his face fiercely. Under the moonlight, his eyes were cold and angry, but Mo Yunqing still looked Out of the fragility that was trying to hide.

"...Are you angry?" Mo Yunqing didn't care about his slightly rude refusal, instead he took a step back, stood there and looked at him with a slight smile, "Okay, it's my fault, don't look at me like that Look at me, baby, you will misunderstand me like this."

"You have not misunderstood." Bei Yu stared at him coldly, "I just don't want to see you now."

Mo Yunqing looked at him helplessly and connivingly, "That's not what your eyes said."

"...That's why you misunderstood."

Just now in front of so many people, he was still holding on to him like a kitten, but now his fur was blown up for no reason. Mo Yunqing felt that he was thinking about something that he didn't want others to know, so much so that he The appearance of the sensitive child flustered a little.

And his tears are the best proof.

Only when he is caught off guard, can he see the most real emotion in his heart, which is too late to hide. The so-called anger is just a fragile mask, and Mo Yunqing can see through it almost without any effort. This gave him a very bad feeling—the secrets in this child's heart that were never touched by others must have made him very tired.

Bei Yu narrowed his eyes and looked at him. He still couldn't get used to looking at things in an environment without light, but unexpectedly, he could see Mo Yunqing's face very clearly. Obvious scars and dark red blood stains made the woman's handsome face look indescribably charming.

Mo Yunqing suddenly said heavily: "...Do you know what I thought of at the second the bomb exploded?"

Before Beiyu opened, Mo Yunqing immediately said: "I was thinking what would you do if I was really killed by the bomb?"

Bei Yu was stunned.

"You haven't arrived yet. Although you have a formal position in the company, you still can't handle many things by yourself, and you haven't had time to teach you many things. You never trust others easily, and you don't even have a relative by your side. If you If I die, who will you rely on?" Mo Yunqing approached him under the girl's dazed gaze, with a low voice, "...if I die, who will protect you for me?"

You are like a baby exuding a seductive aura, how many people are eyeing you, wanting to get you, or destroy you, you are still so young, you have not grown enough to protect yourself, if I die, you How to survive in this cruel world?

Mo Yunqing is not afraid of death. He knew that he was in this family since he was very young, and he could be killed by unknown people anytime and anywhere. He was always prepared for this kind of thing, but today at that moment , He was so terrified that he couldn't help himself—what he was afraid of was that after his death, he wouldn't be able to see his most beloved baby, and he didn't even have time to properly arrange the child's future.

Bei Yu looked at Mo Yunqing without blinking, as if the eyes were helpless and panicked when they met for the first time. The only difference was that Bei Yu was so scared at that time, afraid that this man would approach him, but now His fear was all because of—he was afraid of losing this man, afraid that he would really die, afraid that he would be left alone in this world as he said.

He was so afraid of him dying.

Even the hiding in the dark just now was not because he was afraid that he would see his tears, but because he was afraid of seeing him like this, who was injured and smelled of blood all over his body.

It was only at this moment that he finally understood a fact - death is not terrible, he is not afraid of death, otherwise he would not have died so calmly in front of Mo Yunqing.

Often the person who is hurt the most is the one who is left alone.

If Mo Yunqing really loved him that much, how desperate would the Mo Yunqing who watched him die in the previous life be?

Thinking of this, Bei Yu's heart felt like a knife was being twisted. He looked at Mo Yunqing in front of him, and even couldn't help but think about how sad Mo Yunqing would be in his previous life after his death, whether he would cry or hug him. His corpse called his name over and over again, and in what mood did he say "Even if I die, I won't let you leave me", and he didn't know anything after his rebirth, standing in the current Mo Yun In front of Qing, he accepts his love like a child...

Today's Mo Yun is not willing to let him suffer a little harm, but what about him in his previous life?Is it the same as now?

If he hadn't experienced what happened today, I'm afraid he would never have thought about it.

——Even if he knows that only his death can completely solve the problems and troubles between the two of them, only his death can restore Mo Yunqing to the previous Mo Yunqing, and he can also make himself in the twisted vortex of the Mo family Li was completely relieved, but he forgot that all of this had a premise, that is, his death brought only benefits to Mo Yunqing.

But in the end, what did he ignore?

Why did he want to let Mo Yunqing watch him die in front of his eyes?

That young man named Qin Fei...is everything true?Was there really no other solution than his death?Could it be that he himself can't bear it, can't bear the darkness every day, can't bear the torment of that relationship, can't bear the rumors from the outside world...

"what happened to you?"

Bei Yu suddenly raised his eyes, and then tears rolled out of his eyes in strings, hot tears all over his face.He wanted to speak, but his throat seemed to be blocked by something sharp, and he couldn't speak a word because of the pain. His lips trembled for a long time before he forced out a few words: "...I'm sorry .”

These three words seemed to suddenly open a gate hidden deep in his heart. Missing, regret, sadness, remorse, despair... all the emotions that had been suppressed in his heart all rushed out at once, making his feet Almost unable to stand still, she threw herself into Mo Yunqing's arms and burst into tears.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I was wrong... I'm sorry..."

Since bringing him to Mo's house, this is the first time Mo Yunqing has seen him cry so hard. Beiyu has always been very stubborn and refused to show his fragility to others easily. See, what's more, he was crying so heart-piercingly, almost crying blood, Mo Yunqing didn't know why he was crying like this, what did the three words "I'm sorry" he said mean, Bei Yu's crying It literally broke his whole heart.