The sweetness of milk is not as sweet as yours

Chapter95

Maybe he is really old, Qiao Guoan can't sleep well at night, and he can see the past scenes as soon as he closes his eyes.

Fu Zhengming was very mature and stable since he was a child, he was the most obedient and trouble-free child in the class.Because the family lives together, every time after school, Qiao Guoan takes his little hand and takes him back home.If Lin Xi didn't come back after working overtime in the factory, Fu Zhengming would stay at Qiao's house for a while.

The old lady liked children very much. At that time, Chu Xun was just born, but Qiao Tan always ran to Chu's house with the children. With Xiao Zhengming, her wish of holding a baby was fulfilled.

Whatever delicious food the old lady made, she never forgot to give a copy to the basement. Most of the fruits Qiao Tan bought were fed to Xiao Zhengming by the old lady.

There are more photos of Fu Zhengming when he was a child than Chu Xun and Chu Yu combined.

This is why Lin Xi dared to leave the child behind after getting sick. She knew that the Qiao family would not let her son go.The fact is indeed true. The old man and the old lady never treated Fu Zhengming as an outsider. How they brought up Qiao Tan back then, and how they brought up Fu Zhengming later, even got closer.

Fu Zhengming has excellent grades since he was a child, and he never asked anyone to worry about him. The old couple are proud of it.I got the first place in the city in the senior high school entrance examination, I can't wait to tell the world, look, my children are promising.But back home, they never put pressure on Fu Zhengming, as long as he does his best in the exam, his grades don't affect his being a good boy.

After the old lady left, Fu Zhengming was recognized by the Fu family, but Qiao Guoan still told him that the teacher's place will always be his home, and he will never be separated from him.

Qiao Guoan would never be embarrassed to instruct Fu Zhengming on the complicated and trivial matters in life. Even when Qiao Tan and Chu Jianmin passed away, most of the matters in contact with the funeral company were explained to Fu Zhengming.

Also, when Chu Yu came to City A and wanted to transfer schools, he just mentioned it during the meal, and Fu Zhengming took care of everything.After entrusting him to Fu Zhengming, Qiao Guoan didn't think he would be where he is today, but he just felt that Zhengming was a filial child, and he couldn't be different from Zhengming.These two are his boys, and there is nothing they can't trust.

Chu Yu has been attached to his little uncle since he was a child, and Qiao Guoan also knows that although they separated for two years, the relationship returned in the third year of high school.They were close to each other, and they were more clingy than before, and Qiao Guoan could understand it.

But he never imagined that things would develop like this.

That day when he went to deliver fruit, he saw Chu Yu lying on Fu Zhengming's back, looking totally dependent on him. The two pinched their ears, slapped their buttocks and sat on their laps. This was really not like what ordinary uncles and nephews could do thing.

He paid special attention, only to realize that there were too many clues.In fact, the state of these two getting along is already very comfortable, he is used to it, and these two are also used to it, and he would not believe it if he didn't break through the scene of them kissing in the kitchen, not to mention, Chu Yu had brought his daughter with him before. Friends come back.

Thinking about it now, it is estimated that the child was brought back as a cover.

Qiao Guoan lay in the dark and sighed, "Get up first."

Fu Zhengming didn't move, and heard the old man say again: "Tell me carefully, when and how did you start, did you take the initiative or did he take the initiative?"

Fu Zhengming was silent for two seconds, still didn't get up, organized his words, and said in a deep voice: "The year before last, on the eve of the night, I had a lot of entertainment and drank too much. After I came back... You also know that I quarreled with Chu Yu. I provoked him first. , I couldn’t help but take advantage of others’ dangers, he is still young and has just lost his family, and he is greedy for the warmth I give him, so he can’t help being tempted.”

"You also know, do you still know? Know that you can still do such a thing?"

Fu Zhengming was a little bit broken: "Teacher, it's my fault, whether it's for Chu Yu or you, but if you want us to separate, let me break up with Chu Yu, I can't do it."

The old man was breathing heavily, like a dilapidated bellows, puffing and puffing.

The sound of breathing weighed heavily on Fu Zhengming's heart like a mountain, but his back was as straight as an iron plate: "Why don't I be greedy for the warmth he gave me, Chu Yu is like a light, the only bright color in my life It's not that I didn't think about you, but I still trapped him selfishly. Teacher, you can not forgive me, you can even curse me and beat me, but you can't take him away from me..."

He clenched his fist unconsciously, numb from his calf to his knee, but he could still kneel down for as long as he wanted.

But it was about Chu Yu, he would never let go.

The night was too long.

There was only one class in the morning, and the class in the afternoon was scheduled for after three o'clock, so Chu Yu hurried back.

The servant at home was clearing the table, and grandpa was sitting in the living room with his head tilted and stroking the cat, but he didn't even play cards.

Hearing the movement at the door, the old man raised his head slowly.

"Why are you back at this time?"

Chu Yu wiped the seam of his trousers nervously, and said, "Come back to see you, Uncle Fu said that you bumped your foot yesterday, are you okay?"

"Then why didn't you come back yesterday, and ran back today. When you come back, your grandpa's feet will be healed."

Chu Yu picked up an apple, found a knife, and peeled it slowly: "There will be a lecture tonight, and Uncle Fu will come back to see you, isn't that enough?"

The old man stared at him.

Chu Yu couldn't help turning his head to look, but the old man turned his face away again.

Chu Yu cut the apple in half and handed half to Grandpa. Seeing that he caught it, he took a deep breath: "Grandpa, I have something to tell you."

"Let's talk." Grandpa was absent-minded, and a bite of apple was tasteless.

Chu Yu said: "Did you see it that day?"

"See what?"

"I kissed Uncle Fu."

The old man never thought that he would be so straightforward, and almost choked to death on the apple.

Chu Yu quickly comforted him, but was quickly slapped away by the old man.

The servant quickly poured water, and Chu Yu was about to hand it over, but was pushed away again.

"I don't drink."

"Grandpa..."

"Don't call me grandpa!"

Chu Yu's eyes were red, and he grabbed Grandpa's wrist helplessly: "Grandpa, don't say that."

Of this pair, one knelt with iron bones, swearing to die, and the other clutched his arm and tears were about to fall before he could explain what was going on.

Qiao Guoan felt that he might have two more years to live, but he might not be able to survive this year.

Chu Yu: "Uncle Fu..."

"Don't mention him to me again!" The old man couldn't breathe, but now his voice trembled with anger, "How could you, how could you do such a thing, you really want me to die, You still have the face to mention!"

The old man's words were tantamount to condemnation, Chu Yu couldn't bear it, wiped the corners of his eyes, and knelt down beside him.

"Can you leave him? Can you break up with him?"

Chu Yu lowered his head, slowly but firmly shook his head.

The old man didn't speak for a long time, Chu Yu lowered his head and couldn't see his grandfather's expression. He didn't know what to do, and said uneasy: "Grandpa, he is the most important person in my heart just like you, but he is different from you. You are my elder, the family member I want to be filial to, but he is the one I like, the one I love, the one I want to live my whole life with."

The grandfather said sadly: "You just lost your parents and were sent to him by your grandfather. You are greedy for his kindness to you. Do you think this is loving him? This has nothing to do with the relationship between a man and a woman. You will meet someone who really likes you in the future." It's a girl's, Chu Yu."

Chu Yu shook her head: "No, I don't like girls at all. Even if I meet someone else I like in the future, it will only be a man."

Grandpa really wanted to spit out a mouthful of blood.

Chu Yu finally realized that she was pushing her grandpa into a hurry, so she hurried over to give her grandpa a pat on the back.

"Grandpa..." Seeing that grandpa's anger has calmed down, Chu Yu cautiously said softly, "Actually, before I was with Uncle Fu, I knew that I only like the same sex, and I only have feelings for the same sex when I watch movies and comics. "

Chu Yu's voice became lower and lower: "Later, when I was with Uncle Fu, I took the initiative and forced him. He was afraid that he would let you down."

These two regarded him as the heinous queen mother and empress guard, and every word and every word was actually protecting each other.

The grandfather was exhausted physically and mentally, and scolded: "You have mixed up with him, how can you still say uncle."

Chu Yu quickly changed his words: "Fu Zhengming."

Grandpa: "..." Did he mean to change his words?

Chu Yu lowered her head in shame: "I'm used to it."

Grandpa sighed: "Is it really inseparable?"

Chu Yu nodded firmly.

Grandpa: "Grandpa told you to separate from him. Anyway, when grandpa dies, I won't be able to control you. Is that okay?"

Chu Yu looked up in astonishment: "Grandpa?"

"Ok?"

"No..." Chu Yu's heart was clenched tightly, he could neither refuse nor agree, and said almost collapsed, "Grandpa, please don't say that, don't force me..."

"That doesn't work, so what do you want your grandfather to do? Am I forcing you? You are forcing me!"

Chu Yu's throat seemed to be stuffed with a ball of cotton, and when he opened his mouth, there was only a hoarse whine.

Grandpa couldn't bear to turn his head away: "Just like your girlfriend, she doesn't really like her. Maybe she will meet someone else she likes. How can you be with your uncle? You still call him uncle." .Chu Yu, grandpa told you that you have no future with him. Have you ever thought about what others will think of you and poke your spine when you go out? Grandpa is doing it for your own good, you know?"

"No," Chu Yu couldn't stop crying, "That girlfriend...that's not my girlfriend, I don't like others, and I don't care how others poke my spine. Grandpa, I only care about you, I only care about you. I care what you think of me, you also think that Fu Zhengming and I are abnormal, don't you? But we are obviously not related by blood, and his surname is neither Chu nor Qiao."

Chu Yu curled up in pain, he didn't know how to convince his grandpa, he didn't care if outsiders pointed at him, but he couldn't ignore his grandpa's feelings, and he couldn't stand his grandpa treating him as an abnormal person.

Grandpa's heart was also torn to pieces. He had never been so worried when Qiao Tanchu Jianmin left.

He can't bear it, how can he bear it, this is his child.

"All of you..." Grandpa raised his hand and gently placed it on top of Chu Yu's head, his eyes were flushed, "I can't even agree to such a request from Grandpa, and even said I care about Grandpa."

Chu Yu knelt stiffly.

"Get up."

Chu Yu didn't move.

"You want me to invite you?"

Chu Yu didn't understand the other meaning in his words, but was startled by his angry words, hesitated for a while, and got up anyway.

Chu Yu's mind was in a state of confusion, and he didn't realize his grandfather's relaxed attitude at all. He sat aside in panic and misery, and said in a daze for a moment, "I, I'm going back to school."

Grandpa glanced at him: "Skipping lunch?"

Chu Yu shook his head.

Where can he eat.

But Chu Yu didn't go back to school, and he didn't know where he should go, so he walked aimlessly, clutching his mobile phone, and wanted to call Fu Zhengming, the first contact was, but he couldn't click on it , but thinking of his grandfather begging him like that, he couldn't ignore it.

It won't be long, and grandpa will let go.Waiting for grandpa...they can still be together, grandpa is getting old, so he has to take care of grandpa first.

Chu Yu convinced himself over and over again, and finally sent the text message with shaking hands.

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Fu Zhengming frantically looked for Chu Yu everywhere.

Even Fu Yao temporarily put down her work and took her staff to find someone.

Tan Xi made a phone call to comfort Fu Zhengming while looking for someone: "It's going to be okay. Let's find the person first. The old man has already let go. How could he still break up with you? It's probably just a corner."

"Hung up, the line is busy." Fu Zhengming hung up the phone hastily.

Tan Xi: "..."

Fu Zhengming didn't dare to drive by himself, and asked the driver to drive at a slow speed, looking out the window, not daring to miss any corner.

After Chu Yu sent a text message, the phone was disconnected.

Fu Zhengming called all his close friends and grandpa, but no one knew where Chu Yu was.

Fu Zhengming leaned back in his chair and rubbed his forehead wearily.

On the mobile phone, the text message from Chu Yu was simple and dazzling, making Fu Zhengming's eyes scarlet.

"let's break up."

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At ten o'clock in the evening, Fu Zhengming drove back to Dongwang.

Grandpa called him: "Has anyone been found?"

Only the lights on the first floor were on in the villa. Although there were a lot of servants, it was so quiet that there was no one at all.

Fu Zhengming stopped the car, his voice hoarse: "No."

"Don't worry, you're such an adult, you can't lose it, I'll call him at home, this kid, really, how old is he, and he still disappears."

Grandpa hung up the phone.

Fu Zhengming didn't get out of the car in a hurry, but felt exhausted physically and mentally. He took out his mobile phone and dialed Chu Yu's number again, but he still couldn't get through.

After entering the house, Fu Zhengming asked the servant: "Is Chu Yu back?"

The servant shook his head: "I haven't seen Xiao Yu come back yet."

Fu Zhengming took off his coat, walked to the living room, but saw Chu Yu's computer and books were still on the living room table.

He stretched out his hand to look through it, and a sketchbook fell out, and Fu Zhengming was startled.

The servant came over and was about to ask Fu Zhengming if he wanted a midnight snack, but Fu Zhengming suddenly ran out.

Chu Yu sat by the stairs, leaning against the wall and fell into a deep sleep.

All the ghosts and monsters in the dream ran out, he hid everywhere, as if he was looking for something, but he couldn't find anything, just when he was about to collapse, he suddenly heard someone calling him.

"Chu Yu."

The voice was not gentle at all, it was anxious, and a little angry, but Chu Yu suddenly felt relieved, finally knew what he was looking for, subconsciously stretched out his hand, but found nothing.

This feeling of being lost suddenly woke up Chu Yu, but the eyes were pitch black, and a shadow was covering the top of his head, which blocked the light even more.

The tall figure leaned over, pushing him so hard that he could only cling to the wall, his jaw was also pinched hard, and before he could recover, his lips were tightly blocked.

Chu Yu was in a daze for a second, feeling the familiar aura enveloping him, he blinked lightly, and didn't say a word when he was hurt by the kiss.

After a while, Fu Zhengming let go of him: "Why didn't you answer the phone?"

Chu Yu grabbed his arm subconsciously and said with a little guilt, "The phone is out of battery."

But Fu Zhengming didn't listen to this explanation, remembered his previous convictions, and went to get his cell phone.

Chu Yu was finally scared, and rushed over to hug him: "I didn't deliberately not answer your call, I just, I just don't know how to explain it to you."

Fu Zhengming asked in a low voice: "What do you want to explain to me?"

Chu Yu's eyes were filled with steam.

The blank house has no windows yet, and the light shines in unreservedly, but it is not as bright as the light in Chu Yu's eyes.

Fu Zhengming wiped the corner of his eyes: "Are you a fool, Chu Yu? Where did your brain go? How did you get so many points in the exam? Do you know how many people I alarmed to find you after you sent that text message? How many places have you been?"

A look of grievance appeared in Chu Yu's eyes, but he didn't argue.

Looking at him with such eyes, he obviously didn't say anything, but seemed to be accused, Fu Zhengming's heart softened again, and he pressed his forehead: "I know, you went back to find grandpa, didn't you? I don't understand, you care so much about grandpa, why doesn't grandpa love you."

Fu Zhengming said: "You really feel sorry for your Uncle Fu, so don't let him always frighten you and look for you everywhere, okay?"

Chu Yu's tears finally fell down big and big, hugging him, with the joy of regaining what was lost, looking back at him deeply, choked up and said: "I'm obviously waiting for you at home."