The sweetness of milk is not as sweet as yours

Chapter67

Fu Zhengming was sitting on the steps outside the door smoking a cigarette, his back was tall but he was indescribably lonely.

Chu Yu seemed to have seen Fu Zhengming waiting for him in the cemetery that day.

That day he especially wanted to hug his Uncle Fu.They are all the same, the same lonely, poor.

In fact, Mrs. Fu's words were not wrong, they just felt sorry for each other.

He sat beside Fu Zhengming: "I want to go back."

Fu Zhengming quickly put out his cigarette.

Chu Yu looked at him: "I want to go back and pack my things, grandpa asked me to move back early."

Fu Zhengming didn't speak, he just pinched out his cigarette with some regret, and moved his fingers, but the fingers were empty, just like in his heart, nowhere to be found.

Chu Yu saw it, and said again: "Stop smoking."

Fu Zhengming smiled: "Alcohol is not allowed, and cigarettes are not allowed. Isn't it more and more unreasonable, baby?"

Chu Yu said, "You just realized today that I'm unreasonable?"

"I'm already sensible enough in front of you." He paused, muttering softly with red eyes, "Actually, I don't want to be so sensible anymore."

He wanted to do it from the heart, but why was it so difficult.

Fu Zhengming didn't know why he made him cry again, sighed, and finally couldn't help it, and hugged him into his arms: "Uncle doesn't smoke anymore, and he won't smoke anymore, don't cry."

Chu Yu said: "I didn't cry, I drank too much."

When he drank too much, he felt that it was difficult to control his emotions, and those negative emotions rushed out, which made him a little desperate.

He hugged Fu Zhengming back, feeling very tired: "I promised grandpa to move back early, but you haven't promised yet."

Fu Zhengming's mouth was full of bitterness, and he didn't know if the cigarette was broken, so he said with difficulty: "I promise you, I will send you back tomorrow."

Chu Yu leaned in Fu Zhengming's arms and got the answer, but she was not happy in her heart.He closed his eyes, not wanting to move, and his breathing slowly calmed down.

There was wind in the middle of the mountain, and the trees at the door rustled. Fortunately, it was not cold. Chu Yu's hand on his lap was warm, and his cheeks were also hot. Get peach blossoms on your face.

As soon as Fu Yao came out, she saw Fu Zhengming staring at the person in her arms, lowering his head, only an inch away from the corner of Chu Yu's lips, so close that he could touch him.

Fu Yao pushed back Tan Xi who was following, and coughed: "Brother, if Chu Yu is sleepy, wake him up and go back."

But Fu Zhengming raised his head and made a booing gesture.

A complex look flashed in Fu Yao's eyes, and after a while, she sat beside Fu Zhengming.

"elder brother……"

Fu Zhengming reluctantly pulled the corner of his mouth: "See?"

Fu Yao didn't expect him to be so frank, and didn't know what to say for a while.

"How could you...Chu Yu just graduated from high school."

"It's my fault," Fu Zhengming lowered his voice, "He is still young, he doesn't understand anything, he just lost his parents, he was brought by my side, he relies on me, admires me, but he doesn't know how dirty I am as an uncle. .”

Fu Zhengming's pain could be easily seen, the hand resting on Chu Yu's body was even trembling slightly, and the veins on the back of the hand were bulging.Maybe when Fu Yao first realized it, she was unbelievable and did not understand, but now she can't say anything to criticize, she even feels sorry for his brother.It's not good to like someone, you have to like a child who has just grown up and maybe knows nothing about feelings and is absolutely impossible.

"Don't say that..."

Fu Zhengming caressed Chu Yu's cheek: "He will never know, he will return to the teacher's side during the summer vacation."

"I'm sorry teacher."

After being quiet for a while, he said to Fu Yao, "Go to Tan Xi to get the key, and I'll take Chu Yu home."

He hugged Chu Yu.

Chu Yu didn't realize it at all, leaned against him trustingly and softly, and buried her head in his chest.

Fu Yao helped open the car door.

Fu Zhengming carried Chu Yu to the car.

Chu Yu murmured and rubbed his eyes.

"Chu Yu?"

"Uncle Fu?"

Fu Zhengming hummed: "Go home."

Chu Yu was silent for two seconds, but suddenly reacted greatly: "I won't go back."

Fu Zhengming was puzzled: "What's the matter, don't you want to go back and pack your things?"

Chu Yu stared at Fu Zhengming and wanted to say something, but Fu Yao asked outside: "What's wrong, is Chu Yu awake?"

Chu Yu slowly relaxed again, and said, "Forget it."

Fu Zhengming felt inexplicable, but Chu Yu didn't seem to have heard the conversation between him and Fu Yao, so he got up silently: "Tell Tan Xi, I'll take Chu Yu back."

Tan Xi and Fu Yao watched Fu Zhengming leave together, and in the end they both sighed at the same time.

Fu Yao couldn't help but look at Tan Xi.

Tan Xi shrugged: "The two of them are too obvious, aren't they?"

"Okay, let's have a drink? Don't let your cake go to waste."

Fu Yao frowned, followed him back, and suddenly asked: "You said that the two of them are too obvious, not my brother is too obvious, don't you think that Chu Yu also has that kind of meaning for my brother?"

Tan Xi poured wine for Fu Yao: "Based on my many years of love experience, it's about the same."

"But he's just a kid. What does he know? He just lost his parents, so he can only follow an uncle he doesn't know very well. This uncle treats him very well, even better than his parents and grandfather. He obviously It's relying on my brother, treating my brother as a family member."

Tan Xi laughed, and looked deeply at Fu Yao.

Fu Yao shuddered: "You, what are you doing?"

Tan Xi: "Don't be nervous, I just want to tell you, which child sees his parents and seniors with the same eyes as me just now?"

Thinking of Tan Xi's eyes, Fu Yao's scalp tingled and goosebumps arose, and she didn't think of how to refute for a while.

"It's not young. The dilemma between them is how the old Fu will overcome the hurdle in his heart and be with this child. Chu Yu, a young boy, is full of enthusiasm and courage. As long as he, Uncle Fu dares to step With one step, he dares to push Uncle Fu down."

Fu Yao: "..."

Fu Yao tentatively asked: "Don't you think this relationship is wrong?"

Tan Xi Wenyi said: "What's wrong, I don't know what happened, and it goes on and on. If you like it, you should be together. It's not something that hurts nature. What's more, they are not related by blood, and they have no legal relationship. Chu Yu's Uncle Fu is just a polite address, why can't they be together?"

Fu Yao: "Only you would think so."

"That's right," Tan Xi said freely, "There are not many people in this world who can think about it like I do. If either of them can't think about it, then it's impossible for them to be together in this life. Old Fu, it's hard!"

When he got home, Chu Yu was mostly sober, but Fu Zhengming still soaked him in honey water.

"Drink a little so you won't get a headache in the morning."

"Ah."

Chu Yu went to take a shower after drinking, washed off the smell of alcohol, and went to pack her things again.

Fu Zhengming came over to take a look before taking a bath, and then took a look after he finished taking a bath. In the end, he went to the study without saying anything.

Chu Yu grabbed a pair of shoes, which were given to him by Fu Zhengming. When Fu Zhengming turned around and left, he threw the pair of shoes away and sat cross-legged next to the suitcase, not wanting to pack his things at all. He was in an extremely bad mood.

After five o'clock in the morning, Chu Yu pushed open the door, but saw that Fu Zhengming was already sitting by the sofa, and there were cigarette butts in the ashtray. When he saw Chu Yu coming out, he panicked: "Quitting smoking is not quitting alcohol. You won't be able to quit for a while. Lose."

He usually doesn't have that much addiction to smoking, but he relies heavily on nicotine when he is upset.

Chu Yu hummed: "You smoke."

Fu Zhengming pressed the cigarette: "Why do you get up so early?"

Chu Yu: "I'm used to it."

But during the two days of the exam, he was able to sleep naturally until after seven o'clock.

"Did you drink alcohol last night and didn't sleep well?" Fu Zhengming asked.

Chu Yu hummed and went to the bathroom.

When he came out of the shower, he could smell the smell of fried eggs wafting from the kitchen.

Aunt Lin and Uncle Liu left, and there was no one at home to cook, so Fu Zhengming could only cook by himself.

Fu Zhengming ordered two bowls of noodles, the same noodles as when Chu Yu first arrived, and only Chu Yu ate them at that time.

After the two finished eating quietly, Fu Zhengming put away the bowls and chopsticks: "Is everything packed?"

Chu Yu nodded: "It's packed."

When Fu Zhengming came out after washing the dishes, Chu Yu was already sitting on the sofa, playing a small game and waiting for him, beside the two boxes he had brought when he came.

Seeing Fu Zhengming staring at his luggage, Chu Yu explained: "There are too many things to fit in, so take these back first."

He has lived in Fu Zhengming's place for so long, and he already has so many things that two suitcases can't fit them.A single piece of clothing may have to be pulled by a car.

What he brought with him when he came was the same when he left.

Fu Zhengming sent Chu Yu downstairs and helped him carry the box up.

Chu Yu went back to the room to put it away, and when she came out again, Fu Zhengming was no longer there.

Grandpa was sitting by the window peeling edamame.

Chu Yu asked, "Where's Uncle Fu?"

"He's back to the company and he's busy. Let me tell you, he's going on a business trip tomorrow, so don't ask him for anything."

Chu Yuxin was hammered heavily: "Don't look for him if you have anything to do?"

"Oh, grandpa made up this sentence. What can you do? He must have missed a lot of business by accompanying you in the exam these days, so try not to disturb him."

Grandpa stretched himself, unaware of how damaging these words were to his little grandson.

After hearing this, Chu Yu also found it funny.

In the past, he would definitely be able to tell how Fu Zhengming would say "don't call him if you have anything to do".

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Under the urging of all the students, the monitor finally came up with a class reunion plan.

Go to the hot pot restaurant for dinner first, then go to ktv to sing, the time is set on the evening of the [-]th.

Although the plan is old-fashioned, it can take into account most of the students and parents who are always worried about this or that.

There were a lot of people, so the squad leader directly booked Tiantian Hot Pot Restaurant.The squad leader is already very experienced in organizing gatherings. He had expected to have hot pot in the end, so he called the hot pot restaurant in advance, otherwise he might not be able to order it.It was the entire third year of high school who wanted to have a dinner together, and it was uncertain how many classes decided to eat hot pot like them.

Chu Yu left early, and when he arrived, there were not many people there. Fortunately, Xu Kai also came early, and the two chatted a little bit, which was not boring.

When people arrived one after another, Chu Yu slowly widened his eyes.

When they walked in, they were all in pairs, there were men and women, there were women and women, and there were men and women... Well, boys and boys, girls and girls are all serious single dogs, and they can only walk with good friends.However, there were more couples in the class than Chu Yu expected.

Every time a pair of Chu Yu came, his eyes widened a little bit, until Qin Jian came in shyly holding the hand of the art committee member, Chu Yu didn't know what to say anymore.

Xu Kai watched happily from the sidelines: "Is it such an accident?"

Chu Yu thought for a while: "With Qin Jian's personality, how can he be so calm when he is off the list?"

Xu Kai: "We've been together for a long time."

Qin Jian rushed over: "Who has been together for a long time?"

Qin Jian pulled the literary and art committee member to sit opposite him: "Let's sit here."

The art committee member was a little embarrassed, and smiled shyly at Chu Yu.

Chu Yu was curious: "When did you two get together, why can't you tell?"

"Old couples and old wives, I can't tell if it's normal. Besides, Mr. Xu used to be strict and show affection. It's a shame. And I'm in the third year of high school, and I'm not in the mood."

Chu Yu snorted, and Xu Kai said again: "Guess how he chased him down?"

Chu Yu: "How did you chase after him?"

As soon as he talked about this, Qin Jian got excited: "I drank a bottle of Erguotou that day, and confessed to someone when I caught him."

Xu Kai laughed until his stomach ached: "Ask Lin Xi, is that so?"

"No demolition!"

Lin Xi slumped: "He threw up in front of me, and told me he liked me while vomiting. At that time, he just wanted to scold him. But growing up together, he has been scolded countless times. He has long been immune to it." gone."

Chu Yu was surprised: "Are you childhood sweethearts?"

"Envy." Qin Jian pouted, "Wife?"

Lin Xi hammered him aside.

Qin Jian sighed: "Oh, what can I do? I'm a coward. I only dare to confess when I'm drunk. Just this bit of black history has been passed on to everyone."

Lin Xi was dissatisfied: "You still say that the video will be broken the next day after the confession, which makes me so angry. Everyone should know about it, otherwise I won't be able to reason."

Chu Yu smiled, but his heart was a little touched.He thought maybe he wasn't drunk enough last night.

The teacher was not invited to this dinner, just for everyone to cheer up as much as possible.

The squad leader was still so worried: "I ordered wine for everyone, but I must not get drunk at this time, and I have to go to KTV at night."

Everyone shouted.

"No, you have to get Qin Jian drunk before going to the KTV!"

"And Liu Yu!"

"Yes, yes, get them drunk first, leave them here, and pick them up after we finish singing!"

Chu Yu laughed: "Are you Maiba?"

Qin Jian stood up and yelled in disbelief: "Without me as a Maiba, you don't know how much fun you will lose when you go to karaoke, okay, or I will sing a song for you now?"

"Take care of him, sister-in-law, take care of him!"

"Lin Xi, take care of him, don't let him sing!"

"Help, I don't have time to run now."

Lin Xi patted Qin Jian: "Stop flirting!"

Qin Jian was wronged: "You really don't know how much I have put in for the unity of this class."

He was forcibly dragged back to his seat by Lin Xi.

Qin Jian was still not reconciled: "School bully, I'll sing for you when I go to KTV."

Chu Yu said mercilessly: "No."

Qin Jian was heartbroken and covered his chest.

Chu Yu smiled, seeing them laughing and making noise like this, her mood improved a lot for a while.

But after eating about the same, someone suddenly started crying.

It was agreed not to get drunk, but there were still some people who were too strong to drink and got drunk after a little.

"I can't bear you woooooo, I can't bear Teacher Xu, I can't bear Teacher Miao, I can't bear to be the class monitor, and I can't bear to bear such a handsome and awesome school bully. It's my honor to be a classmate with the school bully. Ba, what virtue and ability can I have..."

The crowd laughed.

"Your point is that you don't want to be a school bully."

"Tell me, have you been secretly in love with school bullies for a long time? School bullies are not gay!"

"If you cry again, we will throw you here."

Xu Kai clinked glasses with Chu Yu: "Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow

Chu Yu smiled, it was rare that he laughed without restraint.

Qin Jian couldn't help but said, "Come on, let's touch one together."

"cheers!"

Qin Jiandao: "The first time we saw the school bully, at that time we all thought the school bully might be a Bking."

Chu Yu guessed the meaning based on the words, which meant that he was forcing the king, pretending to be aggressive.

"But I didn't expect that the school bully was so approachable, and he was even easy to talk to. He seemed to agree to any request, although he was cold-faced. But it's understandable to be cold-faced. Which school bully is neither cold nor bad? , who is neither cold nor bad is called a school bully?"

Xu Kai commented: "A bunch of nonsense."

Qin Jian pointed at him: "You are the little dog next to the school bully."

Xu Kai has a thick skin, it doesn't matter: "My honor."

Qin Jian didn't hate him: "I'm also the little dog next to the school bully, the school bully's right-hand man. Speaking of which, we have never shown our strength in school, and the school bully's life is incomplete."

Qin Jian was still brooding when he left the hot pot restaurant: "We don't have a face like Tang Xu."

Chu Yu saw that the school wall was in front of him, maybe because he had drunk too much beer, and his brain twitched: "Why don't we go in now?"

Qin Jian's eyes lit up: "Go in and take a walk? Then let's go."

Xu Kai was funny, but he also responded: "There are many people who go through the school gate and there is no face-to-face. Everyone, Tang Xu, climbs over the wall, okay?"

Makes sense!

Once the three of them add up, they will turn it over as soon as they say it.

other people:"???"

Lin Xi: "..."

Chu Yu took the lead and jumped down from the wall.

But Qin Jian was not so agile, after a while he jumped down and laughed three times: "The school bully is here!"

But as soon as he finished shouting, he heard an angry shout: "You three, it's you again!"

"Fuck, Director He, run!"

Chu Yu was dragged by Qin Jian, climbed up the wall again, squatted on the top of the wall and was blown by the cold wind, and suddenly became much more awake.He wanted to laugh, so he was about to jump off, but he saw a familiar car parked by the side of the road.The car door opened, and a person stepped down quickly, raised his eyes to meet his gaze, saw that he saw himself, and stopped again.

Director He was furious from behind: "You, you three, really don't give me peace of mind after graduation, be careful, be careful!"

Qin Jian and Xu Kai had already jumped down, and everyone in Class 322 was shouting, "Jump down, jump down, school bully!"

There were many pedestrians on the road, including students and adults, all watching this scene curiously.

However, Chu Yu seemed to be frozen on top of the wall. His vision was blurred and his thoughts drifted away. He suddenly remembered that year, when he was three years old, he followed a group of seven or eight-year-old children to climb the low wall of the community, saying that he wanted to pick dates to eat , but couldn't pick it up, got Chu Yu up, and hugged him on top of the wall for him to pick it off.

Fu Zhengming was summoned by his grandfather to come here to find someone to fetch things. When he saw it, his face turned pale with fright, and he hurried over.

The child holding him was unsteady, let go, and Chu Yu fell down.

Everyone thought something would happen to Chu Yu, but Fu Zhengming caught him firmly.

Fortunately, the wall is not high, Chu Yu is not heavy, both of them are fine.

But Chu Yu was so frightened that he burst into tears, hugged Fu Zhengming's neck, hiccupped and called him again and again: "Little uncle, little uncle..."

Later, when he went back, he was still clinging to Fu Zhengming, as long as Fu Zhengming hugged him, no one else could hug him.

That was Chu Yu's only memory when he was three years old.

Maybe it was too thrilling, so it was so unforgettable.

Everyone followed Chu Yu's gaze and looked aside.

Fu Zhengming just paused and walked over slowly.

Xu Kai suddenly thought of something: "Chu Yu may be drunk and dare not dance, he drank a lot of beer in the store just now." Everyone was talking, but he was the only one who kept drinking.

Hearing this, Fu Zhengming raised his head, Chu Yu also lowered his head, and looked at him, with confusion and sadness like a lost deer in his eyes, looking straight at him, as if there was no one else in his eyes.

Fu Zhengming didn't speak, but just stretched out his hand.

Everyone saw that Chu Yu was squatting on the top of the wall and did not dare to jump, but now he jumped off without hesitation.

Fu Zhengming took Chu Yu away without the others even reacting.

In the car, Chu Yu tugged at his collar uncomfortably, and looked at Fu Zhengming.

"Why are you here?"

The small vendors were not allowed to come back after being driven away by the city management. Fu Zhengming came back for entertainment and chose this shortcut. He did not expect to bump into Chu Yu climbing over the wall. When he got off the car, Chu Yu had already turned back.

Fu Zhengming said: "If you don't go through the good gate, why climb over the wall?"

Chu Yu pouted: "I'm a bully."

Fu Zhengming was taken aback when he saw his charming and naive attitude.

"Was drunk?"

"Not drunk."

Almost at the gate of the community, Chu Yu suddenly shouted: "Stop!"

Fu Zhengming was puzzled: "What are you doing parking here?"

"Wrong way!"

Fu Zhengming was sure now that he was really drunk, he didn't even show this drunken state yesterday, it was funny: "That's right, let's stay at Uncle's tonight, if you go back, Grandpa will say you when he sees you drinking."

"No, I don't live at Fu Zhengming's house, he's just an asshole!" Chu Yu rushed to the front seat and grabbed Assistant Yang's steering wheel, "Stop, stop!"

Assistant Yang was frightened to death and stepped on the brakes.

Fu Zhengming hugged him back: "Don't make trouble!"

Chu Yu slapped him across the face: "Go away!"

Assistant Yang sat in front of him in shock.

Fu Zhengming hurriedly said, "You buy him a bottle of water and come back."

Assistant Yang slipped away in a hurry.

"Stop messing around baby, we'll be home in a minute."

"That's your house, not mine." Chu Yu had a sad face, and thought the posture was too awkward, so she simply sat on Fu Zhengming's lap.

Fu Zhengming: "..."

Chu Yu looked down at him sadly, pinched his face with hot fingers, touched it again after pinching, and finally covered it: "Look at me, are you going to kiss me again?"

Fu Zhengming's heart skipped a beat: "Baby?"

"If you are sorry for grandpa, you can only be sorry for me. Don't you have to be responsible for kissing me and acting like a hooligan?"

Chu Yu suddenly accused him.

The conjecture in his heart was suddenly verified. Fu Zhengming's eyes flashed suddenly, he opened his mouth, only to find that his voice was dry and hoarse, regret, guilt, pain and all kinds of emotions poured out like a torrent in an instant, almost washing him down.

Chu Yu's tears fell more fiercely than an open faucet. After saying the first sentence, others rushed out as if they had their own thoughts.

"Fu Zhengming," Chu Yu called him by his first name, his tone was suppressed and sad, at the moment he was so sad that he choked like a child who couldn't get candy, "I'm so sad, I ask myself every day, what do you like? If you don't like me, do you just treat me like a child, but I'm obviously very big."

He is so wronged.

Fu Zhengming's heart was broken, and he wanted to reach out to wipe his tears, but he slapped him away and gave him a glare with wet eyes.

After Chu Yu finished the beating, she pursed her mouth like he was the one being beaten, "But why did you kiss me? After that night, I knew I liked you. But you forgot when you woke up, so I can only mess around by myself." Guess, do you like me? If you don’t like me, what should I do? I can watch you get married and have children, and I want to send you blessings? I can’t do it. If only you could be single for the rest of your life. "

Fu Zhengming's heart beat violently, and he was ecstatic and unbelievable. Chu Yu actually said he liked him?

It was gratifying to the extreme, but there was a burst of bitterness on the tip of the tongue.

Chu Yu couldn't control her emotions at all, wiped her tears hard, lay down on the knees, and said eagerly: "Is it okay, you don't want to get married, I won't get married, I don't want to get married, I don't even know how to fall in love. I You can pretend that you are nice to me because you like me."

Fu Zhengming said hoarsely, "Chu Yu, listen to me..."

Before he finished speaking, Chu Yu blocked his lips.

Chu Yu touched his lips: "I don't want to hear what you say."

Fu Zhengming's pupils constricted, and there was a struggling look in his eyes. He wanted to raise his hand to push Chu Yu away, but when he saw his tearful eyes, he felt that he had sinned so deeply that he couldn't do it at all.

Sensing his intention, Chu Yu pressed on his arm, tilted her head to look at him, and kissed him again.

This time it was no longer a simple touch, but Chu Yu didn't have much experience in kissing, so she was very young, gnawing, gnawing, rubbing off Fu Zhengming's evil fire.

Fu Zhengming couldn't help but say, "Chu Yu... hiss!"

Chu Yu tasted the smell of blood, was startled, and then licked the place where he bit the skin: "Call me, baby, baby!"

He paused every word, and his eyelashes trembled after he finished speaking. He sat stiff for two seconds, then suddenly buried his head in Fu Zhengming's chest, and closed his eyes tightly.

Fu Zhengming was so confused that he didn't notice that he pretended to be dead in embarrassment and called him, "Baby?"

Chu Yu clenched her fingers tightly, her earlobe was red enough to bleed.

Fu Zhengming sat in a daze, with his arms around Chu Yu's waist.

He has always had a resolute character and a clear goal, but at this moment his eyes were empty for a moment. After a while, he hugged the person in his arms tightly and buried his head in his shoulder.

Fu Zhengming's suppressed and hoarse voice rang in his ears: "I'm sorry, baby, I'm sorry..."

Those turbulent and complex emotions almost swallowed him.

But Fu Zhengming knew that his heart was filled with ecstasy and remorse, and he was very sorry that he only found out what he had done today, which caused Chu Yu to suffer so much.

Chu Yu was strangled by him, but she didn't say a word, only a tear overflowed from the corner of her eye.

How much Chu Yu wished that what he heard were not these three words.