Juntian University Chronicle

When Gongsun Qian heard his confession, he was moved and sighed in his heart. He was so favored by Ling Guang in this life, and his deep friendship would not be erased even if he died.It's just that if things can be so simple, why would he have trouble sleeping at night.

Gongsun Qian took a deep breath to calm the heat in his chest, then turned around, took off his coat and wrapped Ling Guang around him, but he didn't dare to look at him again, and persuaded softly: "Guang'er, you are drunk, You and I must not do this. I know your love for me, but I don't want you to have such a burden, no matter what, Guang'er don't mention the word "death" again."

Ling Guang raised his head and asked timidly, "Qian Lang, do you want to?"

Gongsun Qian shook his head: "Now is not the time."

Ling Guang's heart sank, and he said anxiously: "Aren't you willing?" He did this, if Gongsun Qian refused, what face would he have in the future?

"Guang'er, be good, I will find a way, but this kind of method should not be used." Gongsun Qian frowned.

Ling Guang felt that his eyes were sour and his heart was blocked. He made a great determination to sacrifice himself, but no one wanted him, he got angry, his eyes turned red and he shouted: "I... I ordered you to come and hug me right now! "

Gongsun Qian closed his eyes helplessly, and bowed to salute: "Princess, it's late at night, you should go to bed early, and the next official will leave first." After saying that, he turned around and left in a hurry.

Looking at the back of him leaving resolutely, Ling Guang fell to the ground, why?He finally got this idea from Meng Zhang, but he didn't expect Gongsun Qian to have such an attitude.Is he going to give up?Thinking of all the previous things, could it be that this person is hypocritical?

There was a desolate smile on the corner of Ling Guang's mouth. Yuxuan's mission would leave soon. Thinking of the empress dowager's recent exhortations, he must not be able to escape the fate of marrying far away. If he is forced to marry someone he doesn't like Man, he really has nothing left to miss.

He took off Gongsun Qian's outer robe that was draped over his shoulders, and threw it on the ground together with the thin gauze. Ling Guang opened the closet, took out a purple palace dress with colorful phoenix brocade, and combed his hair carefully. After thinking for a while, he found the purple jade forehead ornament that Gongsun Qian gave him that day, and put it in his hair. Then he walked slowly to the table, smashed the white porcelain teacup on the table, bit his lip, and He slashed hard on his wrist.There was a piercing pain, and blood gushed out.Tears blurred his eyes, Ling Guang groped his way to the bed and lay down quietly.After an unknown amount of time, he watched the blood dripping on the ground and converging into a small dark puddle, and his mind gradually became dizzy.He closed his eyes lightly, perhaps he was relieved after death?

As the night in early autumn became colder, Gongsun Qian walked towards the palace gate with only his middle coat on.It's just that along the way, I always feel irritable and frightened.As I was walking, I stumbled over a corner of the stone wall.He slowed down, thought about it, really worried, finally gritted his teeth, turned his head and ran towards Nuanyu Hall, thinking in his heart, just take a look from a distance, if Ling Guang is fine, he will feel at ease.

The huge Nuanyu Palace didn't even have a single servant. Looking at the bright candles in the room, Gongsun Qian gently opened the door, but at a glance, he saw Ling Guang's thin white arms resting on the edge of the bed. There was a bang in my head, except for this dazzling bright red, I couldn't see anything in front of my eyes.For a moment, he couldn't care about anything else, he rushed forward, picked up Ling Guang, and shouted tremblingly: "Guang'er, Guang'er, what's wrong with you, wake up!"

It's a pity that Ling Guang's consciousness is blurred at this time, although he could faintly hear shouts in his ears, he couldn't open his eyes.

"Come on, come on!" Gongsun Qian yelled like crazy.

After a while, Ziyun hurried in.He knew Ling Guang's plan for today, so he sent all the attendants far away according to his order, so that it would be convenient for him to act.I didn't expect to see such a shocking scene as soon as I entered the room, and I was almost frightened to stay on the spot.

"What are you still doing in a daze, go and get the imperial physician!" Gongsun Qian said sharply, but his trembling voice revealed his full of fear.

Holding Ling Guang's wrist tightly, Gongsun Qian regretted it deeply. If he tried to persuade Ling Guang again, it shouldn't be like this.Knowing that he has such a strong temper, she still cruelly abandons him.If... If Ling Guang really went today, even if he, Gongsun Qian, followed him, on Huangquan Road, he would face his sweetheart with a friendly face?

"Guang'er, it's all my fault, you must hold on." Gongsun Qian kissed his pale lips from blood loss, and whispered softly in his ear: "It's not that I don't like you, my Gongsun There is a lesson to be learned from Qian's heart towards Ling Guang, and it will never change! It's just that we still have family members, but we can't hurt others for our own selfishness, so I didn't agree with what happened today." I can't bear to look at Ling Guang's wound again, Gongsun Qian turned his eyes away, and his tone was filled with unbearable and miserable: "How can I watch you marry someone else? This is more painful than cutting flesh with a blunt knife! But now you and I are tied to the two On the high-sounding banner of diplomatic relations between the two countries, there is nowhere to complain! I don't want to see you in such pain. If there is really no room for maneuver in my heart, you will forget about me and have a good time with that king. Living together, now, I really thought wrong, I am really ashamed of you..."

Ling Guang heard his whispers in his ear, and he knew it in his heart, but he was really ashamed to face Gongsun Qian, so he didn't want to listen any more.Gradually, this body seemed to be uncontrollable, only felt as if walking through a narrow tunnel, saw some blurred images for a while, looked closer, but couldn't reach it anyway.Ling Guang was sweating anxiously, and finally wandered into a place.Finally getting his feet on the ground, Ling Guang hurriedly looked around, this place looked like a huge garden, with Qionghua Yaocao planted all over the garden, and there were hidden pavilions in the distance.

Huh?Wasn't I lying in the Nuanyu Palace, why did I suddenly come to such a place?

Ling Guang wandered around the empty place suspiciously, looked at it for a while, felt bored, turned around, only to find a person sitting in a pavilion not far away.

How about asking him, what is this place?With a thought in Ling Guang's mind, he arrived outside the pavilion in an instant.

Just as he was surprised, the man in the pavilion opened his mouth with a hint of surprise in his voice: "Why are you here now?"

Ling Guang looked intently, and saw that the man was wearing a blue Taoist robe, with a few strands of long beard under his chin, holding a dust whisk in his hand, his face seemed to be covered by something, he was not too far away, but he couldn't see his face clearly.

"Who are you?" Ling Guang thought for a while, making sure he didn't know this person, and asked again: "What place is this?"

The man was in the pavilion, and he didn't come down. He just said, "You even forgot this place."

Hearing this, Ling Guang looked around and wondered, "Have I been here before?"

"Not only have you been here, this is the place where you have lived for an unknown number of years." The man walked up and down in the pavilion, and said after a long while: "Now it seems that it is good to forget it, it is a calamity, so why carry this Heavy past."

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I just cut my wrist... Please pat lightly and run with the lid on the pot┌(?_?)┘