I still love you

Xu Mu curled himself up on the sofa and cried for a long time, Xiao Si wanted to go up to comfort him, think about it and forget it, let him cry, maybe it would be better if he cried.

Xu Mu didn't know how long he had been crying. He was tired from crying. He lay on the sofa, staring at the ceiling with empty eyes. What was he thinking?

It was getting dark, and Xiao Si got up and turned on the light in the living room. Xu Mu's mood seemed to stabilize a little. He sat on the sofa with his arms around his knees, "How did he die?" Xu Mu was extremely hoarse.

Hearing Xu Mu's voice, Xiao Si took a glass of water and handed it over, but Xu Mu didn't take it, Xiao Si put down the water, sighed and said, "The day before the wedding, there was a serious car accident, and I was rescued in the hospital. One night, although he was rescued, he did not survive the critical period." Xiao Si looked at Xu Mu.

"Can I go and see him?" Xu Mu lowered his head and said.

"I heard that the ashes were scattered in the sea by his elder brother, but I don't know the exact location." Xiaosi said.

Xu Mu closed his eyes weakly, his face pale.

Xiao Si stepped forward, seeing Xu Mu like this, he was a little scared, "Should I take you to the hospital?" Xiao Si asked.

Xu Mu shook his head feebly.

Xiao Si raised his arm, looked at his watch and said, "Some things are already a foregone conclusion. If you want to open some, I'll order a takeaway, and I'll have something to eat later." After speaking, Xiao Si turned around, picked up his phone and started ordering takeaway.

Half an hour later, the takeaway came, and Xiaosi patted Xu Mu on the shoulder, "Xu Mu, eat something."

Xu Mu lit a cigarette and shook his head at Xiaosi.

"How about some porridge?"

Xu Mu took a puff of cigarette, "Little Si, I can't eat, you can eat it yourself."

Xiao Si sighed helplessly, "That's up to you."

After eating, Xiao Si comforted Xu Mu for a while, and then went to take a shower. Xu Mu was lying on the sofa alone, and he remembered the scene where he accompanied Meng Hao to practice guitar on the playground in the evening.

That evening, Meng Hao had just finished learning guitar and went back to school. Xu Mu was waiting for him at the school gate. The two walked side by side on the school playground. Meng Hao said, I just learned a song today. How about listening to it? So they Sitting down on the playground, Xu Mu opened the guitar and started to play. He sang while playing, "I love you, I love you, just like a mouse loves rice,,,,,,,,"

The evening sun shone brightly on Meng Hao's body that evening. The handsome young man was playing an unprofessional tune and singing affectionately. Xu Mu was silently by his side. In the future, I never thought that someday they will part ways, and Yin and Yang will be separated.

Thinking of the past, Xu Mu was exhausted physically and mentally. He got up and walked onto the balcony, looking at the vast night sky, he said to the night sky with a hoarse voice, "Meng Hao, where are you?" There was a hint of helplessness and despair in the exhausted voice.

After taking a shower, Xiao Si looked at Xu Mu who was standing on the balcony in a daze. He poured a glass of milk and handed it over, "How are you doing? Your body is important."

"I can't drink it." Xu Mu's voice felt tired.

"Then lie down and sleep for a while," Xiao Si said, "I have already made the bed for you, and you will sleep in that one later." Xiao Si pointed to the room opposite him.

"Go to sleep and leave me alone,"

"You are like this, how can I rest assured to sleep," Xiaosi looked at Xu Mu and continued, "Xu Mu, listen to me, go to bed for a while."

After a long time, Xu Mu said "En", then turned and walked towards the room.

Seeing Xu Mu walk into the room, Xiao Si sighed helplessly.

The next morning, Xiao Si got up and opened the door to see Xu Mu sitting on the sofa in the living room. The dark circles under his eyes were heavy. He probably hadn't slept all night. I don't know how Xu Mu survived this night.

Seeing Xiao Si get up, Xu Mu stood up, "I'm ready to go home."

"I'll give it to you." Xiaosi said.

"No need," Xu Mu said as he picked up his luggage and prepared to go out.

Xiaosi stepped forward and grabbed him, "I'll see you off, I haven't seen you in so many years, I don't want to give you any face."

Xu Mu lowered his head, tears streaming down his face, "Xiao Si, is Meng Hao really dead?"

Xiao Si patted Xu Mu's shoulder comfortingly and said, "Wait for me to change my clothes."

After changing his clothes, Xiao Si took Xu Mu's luggage and got into the car, "Your home address?" Xiao Si took out his mobile phone and entered the navigation.

"No, I'll just take the high-speed train."

"I haven't seen you for so many years, I want to go to your house for a cup of tea, and I don't give you any face." Xiao Si said, in fact, he was worried that Xu Mu would go home alone, and Xu Mu's current mental state seemed to be abnormal.

Xu Mu was very tired and he didn't bother to argue with Xiao Si, so he reported the address to Xiao Si.

After driving for half a day, Xiaosi finally sent Xu Mu home safely. After staying at Xu Mu's house for 5 minutes, Xiaosi said, "The company has urgent matters, so we have to leave." Walk.

After Xiaosi left, Xu Mu didn't say a word, no matter what his parents asked, he just walked into the room with red eyes.

For the next few days, Xu Mu didn't do anything, just slept at home every day and didn't eat any food. Seeing her son like this, Lu Mei got angry and didn't know what to do?

On this day, Xu Changsong, Xu Mu's father, woke up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom. He heard his son crying faintly in his room. When he opened Xu Mu's room, he saw beer cans and cigarette butts all over the place. Xu Mu hugged his knees and curled up. Weeping softly on the floor.

Xu Changsong suddenly lost his temper. He strode up and brought up Xu Mu, "I raised you up so much, so I let you live like this." He went up and slapped Xu Mu across the face.

Lu Mei hurried over when she heard the voice, she grabbed her husband and said, "The child is in a bad mood, why are you beating him, why don't you just let him rest at home for a few days?"

Xu Changsong was furious, "If this goes on like this, he will be useless, let him go to work tomorrow," he gave Xu Mu a stare and went back to the room.

Lu Mei looked at her drunken son lying on the ground, tears came into her eyes, she helped her son to the bed with difficulty, covered the quilt, wiped her tears and went back to the room, her son has grown so big, she has never seen Xu Mu so decadent Pass.

Early the next morning, Xu Mu was pulled out of bed by his father Xu Changsong, forced him to eat breakfast, and then kicked him out of the house to go to work.

Xu Mu was sitting in the garden downstairs with his bag. How could he be in the mood to go to work? Looking at the morning exercisers coming and going in the garden, he really hoped that Meng Hao would be among these morning exercisers. He, but as soon as he stretched out his hand, he touched his handsome face.

Suddenly, Xu Mu's eyes froze, and he followed his gaze. Not far from him, a tall and thin young man was standing there. Staring at Xu Mu not far away, the two looked at each other, Xu Mu was stunned for a long time, suddenly Xu Mu stood up, ran towards the young man, then hugged him and wailed loudly, the young man also held tightly Hugging Xu Mu tightly, listening to Xu Mu's crying, tears flowed down the cheeks of the young man.

After a long time, the young man patted Xu Mu on the back, "Xu Mu, stop crying, I'm back."

Xu Mu hugged the young man and did not let go. He cried and said, "I thought you were dead. If you don't come back, I will not be able to live."

Meng Hao patted the person in his arms lightly. At this moment, he really realized that as long as he could see Xu Mu again, as long as they could be together, all the hardships he had gone through were nothing.