I still love you

On the way, Xiao Jialiang didn't talk, but just looked out of the car window silently, not knowing what he was thinking, and frowned.

Perhaps Chen Zhang was born in business, and he talked a lot. He kept talking to Xu Mu. Xu Mu just responded politely and cooperated, but Xu Mu had to admit that Chen Zhang was eloquent, humorous, and his words were very pleasant. .

At this time, Xu Mu suddenly had a thought, should he give Chen Zhang a chance, and give himself a chance? He wanted to forget Meng Hao, but for six full years, Meng Hao was always in his heart, lingering. go.

Maybe, he should try to accept others, maybe one day he will fall in love with Chen Zhang, and then completely forget the impossible person in his heart.

From the day Xu Mu knew that Meng Hao was going to get married, it was impossible for him and Meng Hao to be together. Some people and some things had to be let go even if they were in pain, such as the love between him and Meng Hao.

After arriving at the destination, the three of them entered the dining room, which was a lively room. After Chen Zhang and the others arrived, the waiter began to serve food. Chen Zhang chose the seat next to Xu Mu and sat down.

Xiaomei hurriedly ran behind Chen Zhang, "Manager, you are the protagonist today, how can you sit here," she said and pulled Chen Zhang's arm, and the others quickly echoed, "Today, Manager Chen treats guests, and the main seat must be you Yes." said Gao Xiaotian, director of the design department.

"No, no, just because I am treating guests today, I should be the host," Chen Zhang said with a smile.

With the support of a group of people, Chen Zhang finally took the main seat. After drinking for three rounds, several people from the business department began to pour wine for Gao Xiaotian in turn. The lively dinner party ended when Gao Xiaotian got drunk.

After Chen Zhang settled the bill and sent everyone away, he looked at Xu Mu behind him and said, "You don't mind taking me home."

"Just show the way." After saying that, he walked towards the parking lot. In fact, when he came out of the box, Xu Mu was about to leave. It was Chen Zhang who held him and asked Xu Mu to wait for him. Xu Mu thought about it and finally did not leave. .

On the way home, Chen Zhang sat in the co-pilot. He drank a lot, but he was not drunk. He looked at Xu Mu who was driving seriously and said, "Xu Mu, how old are you?"

"29 years old," Xu Mu replied.

"I'm 33 years old," Chen Zhang said with a half smile, "I'm in my 30s in a blink of an eye."

Xu Mu didn't speak.

"What do you do when you rest?" Chen Zhang asked again.

"I don't have any hobbies. I usually read books and occasionally play basketball." Xu Mu said.

"I'll play basketball if I have nothing to do. When will we play together?" Chen Zhang asked tentatively.

Xu Mu glanced at Chen Zhang, "Well, no problem."

"That's great," Chen Zhang said happily, then turned on the music in the car, closed his eyes and rested. In fact, Chen Zhang had a lot to say, but he could see that Xu Mu didn't like talking very much. Talking too much troubles Xu Mu.

Back home at night, after taking a shower, Xu Mu was lying on the bed. He seriously thought about what Chen Zhang looked like. He wanted to remember him, but after a long, long time, Xu Mu couldn't help but think of Meng Hao's appearance in his mind. , standing at the door of the boys' dormitory with a springy smile, this was his first impression when he saw Meng Hao.

Xu Mu remembers the first time he met Meng Hao when he was a freshman. When he was about to enter the gate of the male dormitory, Xu Mu saw a tall and thin boy standing there from a distance. The boy was about 18,9 or [-] years old. , with a student haircut, bangs on his forehead just reaching his eyebrows, a long fair face, quite handsome, he just stared at Xu Mu for a long time, then suddenly smiled slightly and said, "You are Xu Ru's younger brother, right? alike."

At that time, Xu Mu was slightly taken aback and said, "I'm sorry, you mistook me, I don't have a sister."

At that time, Meng Hao scratched his head and said for a while, "I'm Meng Hao from the Department of Animal Husbandry and Veterinary Medicine." The youthful young man seemed to have a hint of mischief in his eyes.

Thinking of the past, Xu Mu's empty heart was gradually filled, but when he remembered that Meng Hao was married, Xu Mu's filled heart felt as uncomfortable as a needle prick.

Does that woman also love Meng Hao like herself?It should be that a sunny and handsome boy like Meng Hao is worthy of everyone's love.

Tears flowed from the corners of Xu Mu's eyes. Why is there such a feeling as love in this world? Why?Xu Mu kept asking himself in his heart.

Wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes, Xu Mu lit a cigarette, maybe this was what he owed Meng Hao in his previous life.

When he went to work the next day, Xu Mu had a lot of snacks in his drawer. He glanced at the office, and it should have been given to him by Chen Zhang. ,

I went to the company restaurant for lunch. After Xu Mu finished his meal, he saw Chen Zhang who had already started eating and waved to him with a smile, then pointed to the seat opposite him. Xu Mu understood and walked over with the plate.

"You still like the snacks I gave you?" Chen Zhang looked at Xu Mu and asked.

"You really gave it to me," Xu Mu said after taking a bite of his meal.

"Hehe, if you like it, I'll buy more next time." Looking at Xu Mu like this, Chen Zhang was very happy. After so long, Xu Mu was finally willing to approach him.

From the first time he saw Xu Mu in the company, Chen Zhang's eyes lit up. He was the type he liked. Whether it was Xu Mu's words or actions, they were all just right. It was pleasing to the eye, and it really pleasing to his heart.

"I don't eat snacks very much, don't give them away next time." Xu Mu said

"Well, then what do you like to eat?" Chen Zhang asked

Xu Mu looked up at Xu Zhang, "It's fine if you don't send it off."

"Okay, let's play basketball together that weekend?" Chen Zhang asked again

Xu Mu thought for a while, and said "En".

"That's great," Chen Zhang said happily

In the next few days, Xu Mu could meet Chen Zhang in the staff restaurant at noon every day.

One day, Xu Mu couldn't help asking Chen Zhang out of curiosity, "Don't you need to go out for business recently?"

Chen Zhang lowered his head and smiled, "This month's performance is almost done, so there is no pressure."

Xu Mu let out an "oh" and bowed his head to eat. They didn't notice that Xiao Jialiang sat not far from them to eat every day, watching Chen Zhang chatting happily with him, with a trace of sadness in his eyes.

There was nothing to do on Saturday, so Xu Mu went to the barber shop and cut off the hair that was almost covering his eyes.

When I came home in the afternoon, my mother Lu Mei couldn't help but smiled and said, "Have you cut your hair?"

Xu Mu changed his shoes and said "En".

Lu Mei went up to straighten Xu Mu's clothes, "It still looks good in size, and looks energetic."

Xu Mu smiled at his mother, and went back to the room. When he was in college, Xu Mu always had a straight hair. Meng Hao liked to touch his hair the most and said, "Xu Mu, your hair is so hard that it hurts your hands."

"You don't have to touch it." Xu Muhui turned his head to escape Meng Hao's grasp.

Ever since he left from City A, Xu Mu was intoxicated in the pain of a broken relationship, and hadn't cut his hair for more than half a year, and his eyebrow-length hair has remained until today.