What Comes Around Goes Around

It was completely dark, and when Jiang Ke was hanging the curtains, he caught a glimpse of several pots of jasmine on the bay window and a lot of flowers, and suddenly realized that it was already August, and time passed so fast.

He picked up the fallen flowers, put them together in a pile, took a photo and sent it to Zong Kai.Unexpectedly, within half a minute, Zong Kai called, and before he could say a word, he laughed first.

"What's the matter?" Jiang Ke also laughed twice, "Why are you so happy?"

"Guess what I'm doing?" Zong Kai asked with great interest.

Jiang Ke glanced at the wall clock, it was almost nine o'clock, "Isn't it still working overtime?"

"Why am I happy about working overtime?" Zong Kai laughed, "I'm doing the same thing as you."

"Ah?" Jiang Ke froze for a moment, looked down at the small bouquet of jasmine flowers in his hand, and couldn't help joking, "You also have such leisure time?"

"Just hang the curtains just now to see."

"God, what a coincidence." Jiang Ke said, "I really should meet up today."

"Tomorrow." Zong Kai nodded at the other end of the phone.

Jiang Ke thought that Qin Ziyang would not come back to live in the near future, so he added, "Let's go to your house."

"Okay," Zong Kai laughed again, "You can stay for a few more days."

Until the moment he hung up the phone, Jiang Ke was immersed in a feeling of "love is so beautiful".After taking a shower, he wrapped the jasmine he picked out into a tissue as he did when he was a child, and put it under the pillow, thinking that he would have a good dream tonight.Who knows that there is no sweet dream, but I had a heart-stopping dream.In the dream, Zong Kai broke up with Jiang Ke because he met someone more suitable for him.

When he woke up in the morning, Jiang Ke lay on the bed for a long time depressed before getting up, and even meeting Zong Kai at night could not completely relieve the unspeakable feeling in his heart.

He also couldn't figure out why he cared so much about a rootless dream.Until one weekend in the middle of the year, Zong Kai took him to meet the Chinese-American, and he finally understood——for this unexpected relationship with Zong Kai, he had always been inferior.

To be honest, that was Jiang Ke's first feeling when Zong Kai first mentioned it to him that morning, but he just didn't want to admit it.He and Zong Kai are in the stage of passionate love, why should he ask for trouble?He instinctively chose to ignore it.But on the day they actually met, he could no longer pretend that nothing had happened.

Yu Jingyu arrived early, and waited in the coffee shop for about ten minutes before he saw the person coming in at the door, greeted him with a smile on his face, and exclaimed: "It's been a long time, you're so handsome!"

"Fortunately, you too..." Zong Kai was interrupted by Yu Jingyu's hug before he finished speaking.

Jiang Ke watched coldly from the side, thinking that you, a Chinese, still have to pretend to do this?As he was muttering, Yu Jingyu opened his arms generously and gave him a foreign courtesy, "Zong Kai said he has a boyfriend, I thought he lied to me, but he is also a handsome guy." Although Jiang Ke said it a little It's awkward, but the tone is not annoying.

"Hello." Jiang Ke also nodded and smiled at him politely.

"Just call me Jingyu, let's go and sit over there."

After the three of them were seated, Jiang Ke didn't talk too much because of the complicated mood. He just listened to Zong Kai and Yu Jingyu chatting back and forth, and took a good look at the "rival in love" by the way.To be honest, Yu Jingyu is not the kind of handsome guy with style, but he is clean and looks like a student.

"When did you come here?" Zong Kai asked.

"yesterday."

"Never rest all day?"

"I can't wait to meet you." Yu Jingyu said, winking at Jiang Ke again, "Has he told you? I have always had a crush on him."

Jiang Ke was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect him to mention this by himself.

"Why are you teasing my people? Did I agree?" Zong Kai caught a glimpse of Jiang Ke's unnatural expression from the corner of his eyes, and understood the words for him.

"I don't mean anything else." Yu Jingyu smiled apologetically at Jiang Ke, and said to Zong Kai, "I understand why you don't accept me."

"I remember you didn't talk so much before." Zong Kai pushed his glasses helplessly, and moved the drink that had just been delivered to the table for Jiang Ke.

Yu Jingyu took a few sips of his drink and said with some regret: "I don't know when we will see you next time."

Zong Kai didn't respond, but glanced at Jiang Ke and asked him, "When will you go back?"

"next week."

"Finally a social person."

"Yeah, I can no longer think about what to wear."

Then Zong Kai and Yu Jingyu chatted about some interesting things when they were studying.The more Jiang Ke listened to it, the more unhappy he felt.Inexplicably, he felt that the picture of Zong Kai and Yu Jingyu together seemed more harmonious - obviously he and Zong Kai were a couple, and they got off the same bed in the morning, but sitting here, Jiang Ke suddenly I feel that he is so out of tune with Zong Kai's original world.

In fact, Yu Jingyu did not show any hostility from the beginning to the end, and before parting, he sincerely wished the two of them.But Jiang Ke just couldn't control his wild thoughts.He even wondered if Zong Kai just felt that he was different from the type he usually came into contact with, and wanted to try it out of novelty?When this momentum passes, he will still go back to their world.

When finally there were only two people left, Zong Kai saw that Jiang Ke was still walking with his head sullen and not talking, so he couldn't help asking, "What's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing..." Jiang Ke replied rather perfunctorily.

Zong Kai was silent for a moment and said, "I'm sorry."

"...What are you doing?" Jiang Ke was taken aback.

"Next time you don't like or don't want me to do something, just tell me." Zong Kai felt something from sitting in the coffee shop just now, he guessed that Jiang Ke actually didn't want him to meet Yu Jingyu, But I'm sorry to say it directly, so I'm not in a good mood right now.

"...What are you talking about? It's nothing." Zong Kai broke the point, but Jiang Ke was embarrassed and didn't want to admit it.

Zong Kai didn't repeat himself any longer, and promised in a good-tempered manner: "I didn't think it through this time, and I won't do it next time."

Now Jiang Ke felt even more uncomfortable. He thought why such a good person like Zong Kai would like him?But he obviously didn't feel this way when he was chasing him, what's the matter now?Is it because you are together so you are afraid of losing?Or is it because the more we get to know each other, the more we realize that we are not good enough for each other?

"What do you like about me?" Jiang Ke asked abruptly.

Zong Kai turned his head to look at him, and replied with a smile: "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder."

In fact, what he meant by this was to say that he likes everything about Jiang Ke.But Jiang Ke didn't understand, on the contrary, he was even more confused about this answer.

"Hey, do you want to buy some ingredients, and I will show you tonight?" Zong Kai suggested.He was still somewhat guilty in his heart, and wanted to coax Jiang Ke.

"Whatever." Jiang Ke said absently.

Zong Kai changed his tune and asked, "Or do you want to go somewhere else?"

"I don't want to go anywhere," Jiang Ke said without thinking, "I have no appetite."

Zong Kai didn't know what to say for a moment, the atmosphere between the two froze for a moment, he sighed softly, and said: "Jiang Ke, if you have any thoughts, you can say it, and you can say it if you are dissatisfied with me."

"..." The more frankly he was with each other, the less Jiang Ke wanted to talk.

"What's the matter with you?" Zong Kai simply stopped and dragged him to a stop.

Sometimes, the emotion of inferiority complex is difficult to control. It not only makes people feel that they are not good enough, but also unreasonably surges up a wave of resentment towards the person they originally liked—anyway, getting angry with the other party, It was better than facing the feeling that he wasn't good enough for him.

Jiang Ke couldn't control himself at this time, and said in a irritated tone: "I said I'm fine, can you stop asking me all the time?"

"We are lovers, shouldn't we communicate when there is a situation?" Zong Kai looked at him in confusion.

"Communication... how to communicate?"

"You can say what you think." Zong Kai took half a step forward and got closer to him, "Is there anything you can't tell me?"

"You mean you can say anything?"

"of course."

"... Forget it." Jiang Ke shook his head, moved away a little, and started to walk again.

Zong Kai pulled him, "You haven't said yet."

"Do you really want to hear it?" Jiang Ke turned his head, "Okay, then I'll find someone who loves me unrequitedly and poke you in front of me, and let him tell you that he has loved me for many years, what do you think? "

Zong Kai was stunned by his sudden accusation, but he was thinking in his heart: somewhere in Jiang Ke's body must be hiding an emoticon library, which is very rich in content.Once any emotion comes up, the brain will immediately send instructions to call out the most vivid set from the expression library and hang it on the face.Most of the time it was surprisingly accurate, but there were also times when it was inaccurate, like now, probably because he couldn't figure out his own feelings.At this time, it is often "impatient" who rushes to the forefront.

"...Are you jealous?" Zong Kai asked.

Jiang Ke looked at him, startled.It turns out that this is what it feels like to be jealous.A puff of air was stuffed in the chest, it couldn't go up or down, and after a while, it dissipated a little bit, but after it dissipated, the person felt weak all over, and didn't even have the desire to speak.Just like in the coffee shop just now, he just didn't want to say a word, he was so depressed that he just wanted to stay by himself for a while.

But he also knew that he was unreasonable to treat Zong Kai with this attitude. He clearly agreed to it before, and said that it was okay to meet each other, but now he blamed Zong Kai because he felt uncomfortable.How come he hasn't made any progress since he was a child?Is it like this when something unpleasant happens?

Jiang Ke's mind was in a mess, "I want to go back."

Zong Kai stared at him for a while, silent.In fact, he never minded Jiang Ke's emotionality, on the contrary, he liked him like this.Zong Kai likes all the small flaws that can expose Jiang Ke's weaknesses.Because it will make him feel that Jiang Ke is a real person.But Jiang Ke is so moody today, Zong Kai still feels a little sad.

"Maybe we should all calm down."

Jiang Ke nodded, and waved at him before turning around, "Let's go."

Zong Kai watched his back as he walked across the road, and sighed weakly.How did things become like this inexplicably?