After the new consort

"It's true that they don't live together," Feng Suzhen looked at Tianxiang in surprise. She didn't expect Tianxiang, who never liked reading, to be so sensitive to the artistic conception in poems, so she went on to explain: "Although Tang Wan is Lu You's wife, Because of Lu You's mother's dissatisfaction, the marriage was broken up within a few years, and later they all married separately. Ten years later, they met unexpectedly in Shenyuan. When I went back to Shenyuan, I saw this poem, and wrote it below: The love of the world is thin, the love of human beings is evil, and the flowers are easy to fall in the evening when the rain is sent. The wind is dry at dawn, and the tears are left behind. Difficult! People are different, today is not yesterday, sick souls are often like swings. The sound of horns is cold, the night is fading, afraid of people asking questions, swallowing tears and making up joy. Conceal, conceal, conceal. Not long after writing this poem, Tang Wan Passed away, and the love tragedy of the two of them has been handed down to future generations along with these two poems, and is always praised by people."

The atmosphere seemed to be affected by the sadness of the story, and the two of them fell silent for a while, but after a while Tianxiang said angrily: "What is there to praise! If he really loves and respects his wife, how can he be separated so easily? It’s all about loving himself, since that’s the case, why bother to make such an unforgettable gesture of old love after each of them gets married, it’s just artificial!"

Feng Suzhen was shocked by her sudden anger and turned her head, but she did not deny that Tianxiang was right. When she was lamenting about this love, she also secretly complained about Lu You's selfishness, but because everyone was moved by Chaitoufeng's Affectionate, but never said it directly to anyone, never thought that one day someone would point it out so confidently, looked at Tianxiang with a touch of admiration in his eyes, and simply agreed with his heart: "Yes, Lu You and his later wives and concubines had seven sons together. Girl, it would be a bit ironic to say that love is deep. However, after all, Tang Wan and his childhood sweetheart have met again for many years, and there is nothing wrong with being emotional for a while."

Tianxiang didn't take it seriously, and retorted unceremoniously: "He thinks he is sincere, and he shows off his talents to deceive his guilt, but why doesn't he think about it? What would Logan think in his heart when he saw it, and what would others think? Of course a man doesn't care, it's nothing more than a suave, Tang Wan is a girl, it's not easy to remarry in the first place, doesn't this make her more criticized by others!"

Feng Suzhen didn't expect Tianxiang to think of this, and secretly lamented that Tianxiang was far from being careless and careless on the surface. Seeing her righteous indignation, a burst of pity surged in her heart, and she raised her hand and poured a cup of tea to her and said, "What do you think?" It is indeed reasonable, but fortunately, Zhao Shicheng, Tang Wan's later husband, treated her sincerely, and until Tang Wan passed away, he did not continue her marriage, which is a relief."

Tianxiang took the teacup, looked up at Feng Suzhen, saw the pampering and indulgent look in her eyes, and felt soft in her heart, but she still shook her head and said: "If Tang Wan is really ruthless to Lu You, why bother to take that risk? Since She still has Lu You in her heart, so what comfort can there be to be with another person all her life, no matter how good that man is to her, he is not what she wants after all." She looked at Feng Suzhen with burning eyes and said: " Love is like the throne, it can only be yes or no, there has never been a No. [-] pick.”

Feng Suzhen turned around, and said bitterly: "I didn't pass the exam, but I just lost my name and retake the exam in the next year, but once the throne fails, it will be forever, not to mention that the one I love is the one I love, so how can I be willing?"

Tianxiang took a step forward unwillingly, walked around in front of her and said stubbornly: "So what if there is no redemption, life is a hundred years, sooner or later there will be a day when you die, at least you have tried to fight for it, even if you die without regret, it is better than clearly wanting but holding back for the rest of your life." In the heart, torture each other."

Feng Suzhen subconsciously wanted to refute, but felt that Tianxiang's words stuck in her heart, and she seemed to be speechless, and could only stare blankly at her eyebrows that were close at hand, her heart felt sore.

Tianxiang saw her face full of desolation and rain, her heart softened and she couldn't bear to make things difficult for her any more, she turned around and sat back at the table as if nothing had happened, and said: "Oh, how many years have passed, and it has nothing to do with me, it's all your fault, net Isn't there something special about talking about hypocrites to piss me off?"

Feng Suzhen naturally understood her intention when she heard the words, turned her head to look at Tianxiang gratefully, restrained her expression and thought for a while and said: "If you talk about single-mindedness, I am afraid that the most difficult thing to be single-minded throughout the ages is the emperor, but Tang Minghuang used the emperor's style Zun only favors Yang Yuhuan, which is considered an exception. Although he was not a good emperor in history, he was a good lover to Yang Yuhuan. So much so that Bai Juyi later wrote the first poem that has been passed down through the ages "Song of Everlasting Sorrow" is a story dedicated to commemorating the two of them..."

Tianxiang looked at Feng Suzhen's talking sideways, secretly smiled and said: This nerd, I am afraid that only when he talks about learning can he turn back to that handsome, confident, calm and steady young man.It is also this figure that seems to be shining brightly, so that I can hardly take my eyes off. When she talks and laughs, she occasionally casts her eyes on her, and the faint smile in her eyes seems to cast a star into the lake of her heart. Stones, instantly arouse thousands of ripples, which cannot be calmed down for a long time.But I can't tell when it started, this face that is all over the country, when facing me, there is only a hasty escape and forbearance, and even choose to leave far away, which made me wonder for a while, is it right? Really should let each other go.But how can I let go, she is in the palace, in the mansion, in the street, in my dream, as if everywhere I go, there is her shadow everywhere, why don't I know, it is just Because my heart is full of her, so I live day by day in these countless phantoms.

Until one day, when Chen Daoyi passed away, the young talent who hadn't even reached his thirties was so cold that he couldn't wake up again. Zhang Shaomin's pointed voice echoed in his ears: "The world is impermanent. Today is Chen Daoyi." Brother, I don't know who it might be tomorrow, and I don't know if Brother Chen has any regrets?Looking at the coffin, as if the person lying there was himself, this deep-seated lovesickness didn't even have time to tell her, how could he not regret it!Or if it was her lying there... just thinking about it, my chest hurts so badly that I can't breathe. At that moment, I finally realized that I can't just let go, and I can't just miss each other so vaguely, even if the ending is bruised and bruised , I have to solve this mystery by myself!Hearing that Brother Huang is going to send someone to the south, he might as well go for him in person. Who else would be safer than going by himself?With one thought, I couldn't wait for a moment, left Zhang Shaomin and the troublesome guards of honor behind, and rushed to Jiangnan alone at the fastest speed. Bigness is nothing more than this person, this body, and this heart.

It's easy to spend time at leisure, and the whole afternoon flows quietly between two people and a few poems. It seems that Feng Suzhen hasn't talked like this for a long time, but for Tianxiang, such a comfortable time seems to be a lifetime. beg.So the next morning, the two of them still stayed in tacit understanding and did not go out. Feng Suzhen looked at Tianxiang who was quiet and obedient in front of her, smiled and was about to speak, but there was a light knock on the door outside.

"Yanran? Why are you here?" When she saw the cautious Meng Yanran appearing at the door, Feng Suzhen couldn't help being stunned for a moment, but she immediately turned to let her into the room.

When Meng Yanran entered the door, she hesitated and said: "Feng—" When she saw that Tianxiang was still sitting in the room, the address she said suddenly broke in mid-air.

Turning around and looking at Feng Suzhen, she hurriedly looked away, lowered her head and said in a flustered voice, "Daddy asked me to tell you about opening a girls' school, and he agreed."

"Women's school?" Tianxiang glanced at Meng Yanran, then turned her gaze back to Feng Suzhen and asked, "Is this your idea?"

Seeing Feng Suzhen nodded in agreement, Tianxiang frowned dissatisfied and said: "Hey, don't you think that if you like reading, other girls like it, right? It's very unlucky to be forced to go to school even if she doesn't want to study. of."

Feng Suzhen saw her face full of bitterness and hatred, thinking of Tianxiang who was forced to study, she couldn't help showing a doting smile, and softly coaxed her without realizing it: "Don't worry, I won't force you to study Yes. But at least let everyone have a choice, even if you still don’t read, it’s because you don’t want to read, not because you can’t.”

Tianxiang snorted, and muttered dissatisfied: "That sounds good." Turning around, seeing Meng Yanran still standing aside, she sized her eyes up and said, "This is Ms. Meng, right? I heard that your family is also a scholar. Shijia, it happens that we have nothing to do and are reading poetry, let's sit down and listen together, lest I be cheated and don't know." He turned his head and gave Feng Suzhen a sideways glance.

Seeing that she was still so upset, Feng Suzhen curled her lips and said indifferently, but she also said to Meng Yanran: "Tianxiang is right, if Yanran and you have nothing to do, why don't you sit down together."

At this moment, Meng Yanran's heart was already full of turmoil. She had already felt very embarrassed when she came to find Feng Suzhen. Surprised, Tianxiang knew Feng Suzhen's identity all along, but the way she looked at Feng Suzhen that day was clearly full of yearning, how could this be?Could it be that she had misunderstood, or... For a moment, her mind went blank, but her heart was in a mess. When she came back to her senses, somehow, she had already sat down at the table with the two of them.