After the new consort

Tianxiang was startled when she heard that, and she was about to get up immediately, but another female family member continued: "Yes, the skills in this Qingchun class are really not shallow, and the way my sister looks at that young lady really plays the role of a boudoir Chunxin." exactly."

Only then did Tianxiang realize that they were just discussing the scene on the stage, so she quickly suppressed her standing posture, pretended to be holding a tea bowl, turned around and sat back down, but her startled heart couldn't stop at this moment. Can't fall back to its original position.

As if a question that I hadn't thought about was accidentally knocked away, I hurriedly wanted to deny it at that moment, but when I sat down and pondered it carefully, as the scenes of this scene unfolded in front of my eyes, overlapping with memories from time to time, The more Tianxiang looked at it, the more guilty she felt.seem. . .It's really similar, although the young lady on the stage is much more gentle than me, but the secret worries, the running around in and out of the unjust prison, the anxiety in front of the hospital bed, everything seems to be reproducing my own mood, No wonder I felt that the play was so brilliant, could it be that..., Tianxiang didn't dare to think about it, her fingertips holding the tea bowl trembled slightly, and her heart was filled with turbulent waves that she had never experienced before.

Since knowing her identity, I have never thought about those things again, and I took it for granted that we should be friends and confidants, so it was so logical to do my best to save her life, and to be impatient because she didn't care about her body Boredom, joy for going out with her, and even those grievances can only be relieved if she understands them.Now that I think about it, how can I treat her like a simple friend? How is this kind of thinking different from treating Feng Shaomin? !Although I have been angry with her before, angry that she lied to me, but it was just like the past when I was angry with her for ignoring me, angry with her for always attracting bees and butterflies, and angry with her for talking about state affairs every night. Affect more than half of his feelings for her?She was clearly still her, the same as jade-like, elegant and elegant, and astonishingly talented, how could she be different?

So, could it be that my feelings for her have never changed?

"No! How is this possible? She's a woman." Tianxiang's eyelids twitched in surprise at her own conclusion, and she hurriedly denied it loudly, even in her mind that only she could hear.But another voice in my heart broke through the ground like a sprout after the rain, and sighed clearly and endlessly: "So that's how it is."

The people around were still talking about the performance on the stage, and a voice a little closer laughed and said: "This lady is really procrastinating, I feel uncomfortable watching it, isn't it just a bowl of soup and medicine, just push the door in and give it to him , it’s not □□, hesitating at the door for so long that the medicine is cold, it’s really hard to understand.”

With a "bang", Tian Xiang's tea bowl staggered and threw it on the table, without caring to say goodbye to anyone, she stood up and walked out.

Others don't understand this scene, but she understands it more and more in her heart!Is it because of procrastination? It is because I am afraid because I care too much. I am afraid that this action will expose my thoughts that I dare not look directly at. I am afraid that she will understand, and I am afraid that she will not understand, so Only then will she be poured down with tranquilizers!

As if someone was chasing after her, Tianxiang walked more and more anxiously, wishing she could go back to the mansion right away and drive everyone away, she needed to be alone to calm down and sort out the mess in her mind carefully.

On the way back home, the past with Feng Shaomin and Feng Suzhen swept through her mind like a hurricane, making Tianxiang dizzy, but she was approaching the long-neglected truth step by step.The more she wanted to be alone, the more that face that looked like a smile but not a smile came to mind, lingering like a ghost, Tianxiang shook her head vigorously, drank two bowls of tea suddenly, and was about to open her mouth to drink Everyone rushed out, only to hear the voice most sensitive to him at the door: "Why did you come back so early today, and the palace banquet ended so soon?"

The sound was superimposed with the image in her mind, and Tianxiang raised her head violently in her heart, but at the moment she met Feng Suzhen's eyes, she hurriedly looked away, turned her body and asked reluctantly: "You, what are you doing?" coming?"

"I heard that you're back, so I came over to have a look. I just wanted to discuss with you Brother Shaomin." Feng Suzhen noticed that Tianxiang was deliberately avoiding him, and walked around to the opposite side of Tianxiang while replying, and tentatively asked: "What's the matter, Could it be that something happened in the palace?"

Tianxiang lowered her head to see her pacing to the opposite side and stopped, staring at the long gown that she was looking at, the corners of the gown swayed slightly with the movement of the master, the familiar lines moved away from her, and it swayed heavenly Feeling sore in my heart, I tried to pretend nothing had happened, and said: "It's nothing more than drinking tea and watching a play, what can happen, it's you," he couldn't help but cast a glance at Feng Suzhen from the corner of his eye and said, "You don't have to pretend to be anything. People, come and go in and out of my house every day, why are you still wearing men's clothes?"

Feng Suzhen was a little surprised that Tianxiang suddenly raised this question, with obvious dissatisfaction in her tone, could it be that something happened to her that was related to her clothes?Thinking about it, it is true that it is not right for a girl who has not left the court to have unidentified men all the time, so she smiled in a gentle tone: "It was my negligence, then you should rest first, I will take a break now." Go change your clothes and come back to discuss with you later."

From the corner of her eye, she caught a glimpse of Feng Suzhen walking out of the door, and Tianxiang raised her head to stare at this familiar figure, her eyes full of hesitation: "If Xiaosheng got off the stage and changed his makeup, would it still be as exciting?"

That night, Tianxiang quickly knew the answer.

The moment Feng Suzhen in women's clothing appeared in front of Tianxiang, Tianxiang almost forgot to breathe. She just felt that all the scenery she had seen before leaving the palace were not worth mentioning. He wanted so much to reach out and touch it.The heart pounded violently a few times, and every move of the person in front of her, like flames, quickly spread all over Tianxiang's body, setting off clusters of flames, which made her stand up suddenly, but she didn't know how to move.

Feng Suzhen hadn't worn women's clothes for many days, and she was already a little apprehensive. Seeing Tianxiang's expression, a trace of shyness flashed across her face, but this expression was like a pair of invisible hands, just plucking the string on the tip of Tianxiang's heart, Tian Xiang only felt a tremor in her heart, a burst of numbness rose from the back of her neck and rushed over the top of her head in an instant, she couldn't help but clenched her teeth to suppress the slight trembling all over her body.

The atmosphere was subtly awkward for a while, as if the air was mixed with paste, the thick flow could not be opened, and it was so tight that it was suffocating.

So Feng Suzhen first broke the silence and said: "Brother Shaomin is coming this morning, do you remember?" As soon as she opened her mouth, she secretly scolded herself for being so abrupt and talking nonsense, but she had already spoken, so she could only hold on : "I came here just to discuss with you. I'm afraid I need your help on this matter. That's it. Brother Shao Min recently..."

Tianxiang only felt that reassuring voice echoing around her, but she didn't know what she was talking about at all, and her mind had drifted away the moment she saw her.

It turns out that Xiaosheng has changed his original appearance, which is really touching.

It's not like I haven't seen her wearing women's clothing before, but for some reason, tonight is so exciting.I hoped that I just regarded her as Feng Shaomin, but if I changed this outfit, everything would be over.Now that the obvious beauty is in front of her, the longing in her heart is ignited more and more like a prairie fire. It turns out that the real her makes her even more emotional and at a loss.

Just like the appearance of Feng Shaomin at the beginning made me understand that it was not love for Yijian Piaohong and Zhang Shaomin at all, now the appearance of Feng Suzhen made me understand that this feeling has nothing to do with who she is at all.

From hating her and repelling her, to being close to her and liking her, not because of her stunning looks, not because of her knowledgeable wisdom, not because of her superb martial arts, not because of her condescending demeanor, whatever is missing from these, My affection for her has not diminished at all, because she is the unparalleled her in the world, with every bit of getting along with her, and every moment of her experience.

So even if all her advantages are transferred to another person, even better than her, as long as it is not her, it will be in vain; on the contrary, as long as the person in front of her is her, whether it is called Feng Shaomin or Feng Suzhen, how can there be any difference?It turns out that my mind has already reached the depths, but I hate myself for being so confused that I only figured it out now.

As if he had figured out all the checkpoints suddenly, the Lingtai was completely clear, and Tianxiang's uneasy heart finally relaxed. She glanced at the people in front of her from the corner of her eye, her heart bursting with joy, and the corners of her mouth secretly turned up. An arty sour scholar, occasionally has a good sentence: "The person in front of you is the person in your heart", this feeling is really wonderful.

"Tianxiang, Tianxiang! Are you listening?" Seeing Tianxiang's absent-minded look, Feng Suzhen stopped and asked tentatively.

Tianxiang, who was immersed in secret joy, was suddenly called back to her senses, and when she turned her head, she saw Feng Suzhen's face close at hand, she was so shocked that she took two steps back, her cheeks flushed immediately, she turned her eyes away and said: "Ah... ...? I-I'm listening, just tell me what you want me to do!"

Seeing Tianxiang step back suddenly, Feng Suzhen was startled for a moment, then took out a memorial from her bosom, walked a step closer and handed it to Tianxiang, and said: "I have written a memorial for you according to the method just mentioned, you can read it first Let's see if there's anything wrong, we'll discuss it together tomorrow when brother Shaomin comes."

As Feng Suzhen approached, Tianxiang only felt that the right side of her body became stiff, and the breathing sound that she had never noticed before was "buzzing" in her mind at this moment, and she stretched out her hand to take the memorial, but she didn't have the heart to read it at the moment. The blush on his cheeks spread more and more, and he didn't dare to look at Feng Suzhen any more, he took a step forward and turned his back to her perfunctorily, "Well, I...let me see first, what's the matter...let's talk about it tomorrow."