Mi Xia [Net King]

Hirano Bixiang said in a low voice: "When my parents left me, I used to think that the whole world collapsed, and life didn't have any meaning. But in the end, I could only stand up, go on bravely, and make myself strong to indestructible."

"My life continues their deepest blessing." She chuckled and said, "It's not a burden, but a continuation. I'm... trying to make myself do it. Be brave, trust, grateful, and face life with a smile, I think , all the warm feelings in this world are what they didn't come to give me in time, but they want me to experience it, and this is also a gift given to me by fate."

"Because I really love them, this kind of love is the same as they love me."

The gentle and deep voice is full of gratitude, the tip of the tongue lightly touches the root of the teeth, the timbre is slow and distant, like the echo of the wind passing through the vast wilderness, it is obviously a very sad and sad feeling, but it makes people not have the urge to shed tears On the contrary, after a long period of trembling, one's heart calms down to an incomplete and satisfying rhyme.

The face of the child in her arms was close to her shoulders and collarbone, she felt the tears seeping into her pajamas, and she sighed slightly in her heart, with a smile still on her face: "Don't cry, this is not something that needs to cry. No matter how much sorrow has passed, and the heart is free, there is no need to grieve any more."

However, it is obviously very lonely.He couldn't speak, he just felt so uncomfortable.

She took his head out of the socket of his shoulders, wiped his tears, then lowered her head, and kissed his eyes tenderly: "I feel envious, such a true feeling? So you feel the same and shed tears? Don't be afraid, it's just Other people's lives... don't shed tears for me, I will be sad too."

He stretched out his hand and wiped his eyes with the back of his hand carelessly, until it turned red.

"I'm homesick, I...I miss it." He took his hand away, and there was still fluid welling up in his eye sockets.No matter how resentful and disgusted he was with that family, he tried his best to forget about it, but he still missed it, and in a certain corner of his heart he still worried about it. He liked Hirano Bixiang so much. , I like this courtyard and this house so much, but he is more convinced than anyone else that he can go back.

Because, he has always been very clear that this is not his world.

"I haven't met them a few times. They sent me abroad since I was a child, and I haven't seen them a few times throughout the year." The child was a little emotional, incoherent, with sad but bright eyes, and muttered softly, "Obviously...but I didn't even see their faces, and later, I didn't look forward to it."

"And then?" Hirano Bixiang answered with a smile.

"...but I'll still miss them," he said.

Ben is a very smart child, and he is so smart that he can understand it with a little bit.

In the young and ignorant years, the image of the closest person is so full and full.What I yearn for, but all expectations are gradually wiped out in the boundless cold reception, the cold heart cannot be warmed up, and the childish illusions are shattered and will not return. He began to grow up, but he also had a hard and indifferent shell like them .

But beside her, it was always so warm.You don't have to think about anything, and the tense heartstrings can be smoothed to the most relaxed arc.

The little child hugged her neck tightly with his hands, and the feeling of being enveloped by her arms felt reassuring as if he didn't have to be afraid of anything anymore.

"Well, you have to speak up, you have to tell them that you care about them." Hirano Bixiang said.

"Many times, it's not the story itself that's wrong, but the silence..." She suddenly laughed, "Little villain, you're so smart, how can you pay what is not worth delivering? Emotions need to be interactive, and unilateral giving is like There will always be a day when there is no fuel for the flame to go out, and if you miss them so much, you must continue to miss them on the premise of reaping the same miss. So, it’s not that there is no, it’s that you don’t feel enough.”

You expect the people you miss to smile at you the way I smile at you and hug you like I hug you.

He sniffled his nose in a low voice, and he was a little dazed, then slowly understood what she meant, and pursed his lips: "Probably...?"

"Tell me?"

The child blushed, and felt shy after thinking about it: "It's like a magical feeling, you know they love you, even if they don't appear in front of you, even if they talk to you with a straight face, you know, They love you."

So unscrupulous, so unconcerned, wanting more, complaining and annoyed like longing for candy that I can't get, but secretly smiling in my heart, because I have what I have, because I know no one will care .

Then he hugged her and started to feel sad again.

"Why are you crying again?" Hirano Bixiang was a little puzzled.

Because I like you that much.Because I have everything and you lose.

I know you don't need it, but your loneliness will make me feel extremely sad.

Hirano Bixiang said that you have to learn to express your inner feelings.You have to learn to trust the people you love, she said.

Just listening to her soft and simple words, you will feel that your heart is full of courage.

I want to go back, I have to tell them what I want, whether it is a walk in the garden with me, or a simple meal with me... I love you so much, please stop your busy pace , give me a little attention.

The tennis uncle, Diao Erlang, squatted aside and watched the children swinging their rackets. He felt so full of energy and high spirits, which was too contrary to the previous few days. It was a bit unbelievable.

Originally, when this kid was learning tennis, he was still hesitant and playing with tickets. He seemed to want to see what the game looked like, just like the candy in someone's hand. You will also want to taste it when you see it.He scoffed at this kind of mentality the most. It would be good if he didn't teach the brat a lesson, let alone teach him patiently. He was willing to be this tutor because he saw that the talent of this poor kid was really great.

But seeing it now, I actually felt a little hot in my heart.What can be called the teacher's joy than a student who is not only talented but also determined to play tennis?

Hirano Bixiang stayed with teacher for dinner, and for the first time heard teacher Ren praise the child.

She also laughs.Then I felt an inexplicable feeling that I was witnessing my destiny stepping into orbit.

He is more determined than anyone else that he will succeed, so sooner or later the unimaginable height she has seen will be empty for him.

The translation work I received two months ago has been completed. After proofreading several times and confirming that it is correct, Bixiang Hirano called the publishing house and prepared to deliver the manuscript.The child is going to tennis lessons on time, and he nodded after listening to the words. He is no longer so clingy to her as he was a while ago, and he has to see her uneasiness in everything he does.

When Hirano Bixiang went out, the uncle tutor was carrying the child and was about to go out, and rushed to the tennis court to find a place in high spirits.

The sun was just right, she was walking on the street holding an umbrella, she smiled slightly as she looked at a cluster of tulips with wild bees flying by the roadside, and then her heart moved.

It turned out to be such a lucky thing to meet someone.

Those places that were once blank can be filled so completely, before he appeared, she didn't even dare to hope.

After talking with the editor, I was so happy to buy vegetables and go home.Before the person came back, she cleaned up the living room, cut some flowers and plants in the garden to decorate the vase, and then went into the kitchen to cook a big meal.

Life slowly diverged from the route, but it made each other fit more perfectly.

When she was in the study, he watched TV in the living room. When she went out to Pinzhen to work part-time, he studied tennis with the teacher at home, ate and slept together, and walked back and forth along the ancient streets. It feels beautiful to be cared for, to wait for others The feeling is also very beautiful, when you like someone, you know that the other person also likes you, and the joy in your heart can even surpass everything else.

This child brings you endless hope.

When a lady saw her latest flower arrangement, the tenderness in her eyes could overflow.It was so warm, she said, and reminded me of my child, who was also so radiant and loving.

The owner of the Camellia Club is a very elegant and intellectual old lady.Pinzhen was originally the property of her husband. After her husband passed away, she took over Pinzhen.When drinking tea and chatting with Hirano Bixiang, she also smiled with relief, saying that I finally see love in your works.

Respect comes with looking up. Hirano Bixiang’s communication and understanding with the world has always been alienated from bystanders. Because she has been deeply hurt, she will restrain her dedication and emotion, so she will instinctively protect herself from Get hurt again.Loveliness has to be delivered with all your heart. With love, it means that there is finally something in this world that can make you no longer guard, and can make you willing to reveal the softest part of your heart to the world.

Hirano Bixiang suddenly felt that this was really beautiful.

What does it feel like to be elated?Seeing him, it was as if a bulging flower was uncontrollably blooming in her heart, shaking its petals tremblingly, telling her to be full of joy.

"It would be great if I had such a child." Hirano Bixiang looked at him, and there was also a kind of pride in her heart to see her child grow up.

The child looked at her for a long time without saying anything, but his ears turned red with embarrassment.

Her existence almost satisfied all the expectations he had for his mother.

Then that day, she made dinner, and saw no one in the restaurant through the glass next door.

I thought I was still playing with rackets in the garden and went out to call for people.

Hirano Bixiang found the outside from the inside, found the inside from the outside, stood in the empty room for a long time, sat back on the kitchen chair, waited until the dinner was completely cool, waited until the moon was on the willow branches, and waited until the sky was silent and slow Slowly turning to dawn, there were clear and melodious chirping of birds on the branches of the garden, and the hands of the wall clock idling all night and running forward without a break, before finally accepting the fact that he had left.

It came suddenly and silently, but it was so peaceful and quiet.

God let him come here at a certain moment, and he had to leave anyway.Now, it's time to leave.

Hirano Bixiang threw away the food, finished washing the dishes in silence, wiped her hands, made a phone call in the living room, apologized to the tutor uncle, and told him that because of an emergency, the child was brought back to Tokyo by relatives, and she would not have tennis lessons in the future I'm sorry I didn't even say goodbye.The uncle was almost mad, but in the end he could only nod helplessly, asking her to warn him not to relax and continue practicing tennis.

Walking to the gate, she raised her head in front of the porch, the sun was shining brightly, the birds were singing and the flowers were fragrant, and the world was so lively and bright that people couldn't help but be joyful and loving, and then she smiled softly.

You see, at the dislocation of time and space, I met you in this summer.

——Meeting you is a mercy bestowed on me by God.

The author has something to say:

4.8

The first chapter of "It's God's mercy to meet you" is over.

In the next chapter, the uncle will be 15 years old~ The full text is not cruel, don't worry.

Xiao Jingwu who met Bixiang was really lucky, but Bixiang who met Xiaojingwu didn't feel the favor of fate.

I am very glad that everyone likes the younger sister and the uncle~ Well... The original intention of writing this article is probably to write a very warm and warm story~ And then there are only these two people in the whole story.