Shen wheel

On the third day after the funeral, Qiu Yang still didn't come home, and his parents didn't call him. During this time, Cheng Yu was very depressed and didn't speak. Sometimes he just sat on the sofa and looked at Grandpa Cheng's room. In a daze, Qiu Yang bought a meal and he just ate a few mouthfuls. The school took a long vacation, and he didn't even go to the daily training.

Qiu Yang has been waiting for him to speak, even if he wants to beat someone, curse someone and cry, no matter what, as long as he is willing to speak out, he can do whatever he wants.

Qin Zhoumu and Xu Zeyuan knew about this after the death of Grandpa Cheng, and they came to help with the funeral. Qiu Yang still remembered Qin Zhoumu telling him when he left: "He's not in stable condition, you should watch it. "

This day Qiu Yang went out to buy food as usual, and when he returned with the food, he found that Cheng Yu was not there. When he went out, Cheng Yu was still sitting in the room, but he disappeared when he came back. Qiu Yang put down the food like crazy I ran around the room, but there was no one there. Even if he wanted to go out, he would at least lock the door.

Qiu Yang stood in the living room for a while, and gently pushed open the door of Grandpa Cheng's room, then Qiu Yang walked to the big cabinet at the foot of the bed, and opened the door of the wardrobe.

"Ayu."

"Am I so useless?" Cheng Yu curled up in the cabinet with his knees in his arms, and asked Qiu Yang.

"Can't do anything."

"I think I should be able to accept this fact, but I have thought about it a lot these days, and I can't digest this matter myself."

Qiu Yang squatted in front of him, and said in a deep voice: "Then digest together, don't do this, I'm quite scared."

"Why is it so difficult to live?"

"It's time."

Sometimes life and death have to be experienced, because the time is up, and what we can do is to be ourselves in a limited life. It is fine to cry when we are sad. As long as there are people by our side, nothing will be too difficult.

Cheng Yu didn't say much, and at the end he couldn't make a sound. After crying, he went to sleep, and when he woke up, life continued.

When Qiu Yang woke up, there was no one around him, and the quilt was neatly folded. Qiu Yang got up in a panic and jumped off the bed. When he jumped to the door with a wave of anti-human operations, he saw his ears aligning with his nose. Pushing the green hair forward against the ground, Qiu Yang froze for a moment.

"Are you awake? Wake up and roll over to eat breakfast." Cheng Yu came out of the kitchen after washing his hands, picked up the green fur from the ground and put it into the large water tank specially bought for it.

"Ayu you?"

"Okay." Cheng Yu threw a clean towel on Qiu Yang's face and said, "Go wash your face and brush your teeth."

Qiu Yang frowned and still didn't believe it. Seeing his hesitation, Cheng Yu kicked him twice, "Are you a masochist? I have to kick you twice to believe it."

"Ah? Oh! I'll go right away." Qiu Yang entered the bathroom with a towel like a mentally retarded person.

While eating breakfast, Qiu Yang kept poking his chopsticks to look at Cheng Yu. He always felt that something was weird, so he couldn't help asking him, "Have you thought about it?"

"Well, I'm going to sell the shop."

"The school..." Qiu Yang felt that Cheng Yu might have the idea of ​​dropping out of school again.

"Tao, before his death, my grandfather told me that I must go to college, you know? He said that he has taught school for decades, and his only regret is that his family has no children to go to college."

"Grandpa?"

"Without any children, he lived alone after his grandma passed away, and he didn't have much contact with his relatives."

"I used to be used to digesting everything by myself, and when I figured it out, I would be fine. I know you are having a hard time, but grandpa is really important to me." Cheng Yu put down his chopsticks and said solemnly : "I couldn't accept it for a while. It was less than half a month from the onset of illness to my death. These days, everything I see is gray, and I don't know what I am doing."

Qiu Yang put down his chopsticks and took Cheng Yu's hand on the table, "I also have something to tell you."

"What?" Cheng Yu tilted his head in confusion.

"My family knows about us."

Cheng Yu frowned: "Got it?"

"Well, in fact, I was taken home by my mother and locked up that day, and then my brother let me out."

"Your parents beat you?"

"No, my mother locked me up without food or drink, nothing else." Qiu Yang lied, his father didn't know where to get the feather duster that day, if Qiu Zhen and Qiu Qiao hadn't stopped me, Qiu Yang would have continued Stubbornly refusing to accept softness, his father might really be able to beat him up, and his father's character is to take the soft rather than the hard, but Qiu Yang went against him that day.

Qiu Yang's personality is half followed by his father and half by his mother, and no one can screw him when he is stubborn.

"Stupid, where did you get those injuries on your body?" Cheng Yu smiled, "Don't lie to me, I'll go home with you after dinner."

"What?" Qiu Yang opened his eyes wide and thought he had heard wrongly. Cheng Yu finally regained some of his popularity, and he was willing to speak out with a little expression, but he was so thin after staying up late for half a month.

"You have been beaten alone, but you can't be scolded alone."

"Then if my parents don't agree, let's engage in underground love? Brother Yang will take care of you!" Qiu Yang said with a cheap smile, now he can still joke, Cheng Yu doesn't know if he is really sure Still relieving the atmosphere and stress.

The stone in Qiu Yang's heart finally fell to the ground, and he knew that Cheng Yu would not be defeated so easily.

After breakfast, Qiu Yang took out a sportswear from Cheng Yu's closet. He wanted to wear nothing else, because Cheng Yu only had sportswear, and the last person wore a sportswear and went out like a strong man with his wrist broken.

On the way to Qiu Yang's house, Qiu Yang asked Cheng Yu: "If my parents want to drive you out, just poke me and I'll pull you and we'll run away."

"Where are you going?"

"As far as I can run, I will be beaten. If they are still angry, they can only take their time."

"Where's your brother?"

"They shouldn't embarrass us, and I think my mother may be venting her anger, and my father is really angry."

"Don't think about it, let's talk about everything when we meet." Cheng Yu didn't know why he would go home with Qiu Yang, what would he say in front of his parents?

He thought of so many words along the way, but when he actually saw them, everything was different from what he thought.

Qiu Yang's mother, Zhao Shujing, is half a strong woman in the workplace. No matter where she goes, she always has the aura. His father, Qiu Qingping, lives up to his name, wearing glasses and being gentle. Cheng Yu has no idea what it would be like for him to beat Qiu Yang.

Before Qiu Yang went home, he called his brother, and Qiu Qiao risked offending his parents to persuade him, so when Zhao Shujing and Qiu Qingping saw Cheng Yu, they didn't treat each other coldly, but their faces were not very relaxed. , and no one spoke.

There were six people at the dinner table, and the atmosphere was so oppressive that people couldn't breathe, but Cheng Yu knew that he couldn't run away at this time. If he ran away, he and Qiu Yang might be finished. Qiu Qiao's temper followed Qiu Qingping's, looking very gentle. Qiu Zhen and him They are two extremes, and Qiu Yang is like the transition zero in the middle of positive and negative numbers. The family has different personalities, and it is completely impossible to guess what to say without offending others.

If he couldn't handle it, he had to deal with it bravely, but after the meal, his parents still didn't make a statement, didn't even say a word, neither agreed nor opposed, and didn't blush and force them to break up, Qiu Yang felt Mostly because of the reason why Grandpa Cheng Yu had just passed away, no one wanted to say harsh words, because Cheng Yu looked really bad, and when he changed his clothes before going out in the morning, he found that Cheng Yu's clothes were a size too small, One can imagine how he survived this period of time.

"I actually met your mother." When Qiu Yang sent Cheng Yu out, the two walked towards the station together.

"When?"

"When I was in the hospital, you came to see me that day. I went upstairs and saw her in the corridor, and she kept looking at me." Cheng Yu remembered the way Zhao Shujing looked at him in the hospital that day, and Cheng Yu couldn't understand it.

"I think you've guessed it pretty well, my mother is that kind of strong woman, my father is gentle like an old artist, my eldest brother and second brother are two extremes, and of course your brother Yang is the most suitable for your significant other. "

"Why such a big face?"

"You don't care about a big face, do you? The station is in front of you. Can you do it by yourself?"

"Go away." Cheng Yu took two steps forward, then turned back when he remembered something, stretched out his hand in front of Qiu Yang, and said, "Give me two yuan for the ride, I didn't bring any money."

Qiu Yang took out a red leather one from his pocket and stuffed it into Cheng Yu's hand, and said quietly, "My brother gave me the private money."

Cheng Yu couldn't help wanting to kick him again: "It's only two yuan, enough to go home."

"Come on, I don't have two dollars, I'll give you five dollars, and buy some candies for the rest of the way." Qiu Yang touched his pocket and took out five dollars and handed it to Cheng Yu, who took the money and turned around to go station.

"Wait, come back." Qiu Yang called to stop Cheng Yu, then quickly walked over and took off the scarf around his neck and wrapped it around Cheng Yu's neck.

"It's not cold in the car."

"It's cold to walk, you can't be sick at all, when are you going to school?"

"Next Monday, next week's final exam, after the end of the winter vacation."

"Well, I'll look for you tomorrow and tell me where I want to go. I've finished my major exams, and I'll go back to school when the school exam results come out next semester."

"Let's go to the club tomorrow." During this period of time, Cheng Yu hadn't even touched his roller skates, and it was hard to say that he finally got more rewards from roller skating, but suddenly fell into a downturn because of Grandpa Cheng's death.

Some things don't feel important if they are taken lightly, such as other people's opinions or something, but for Grandpa Cheng's expectations, whether he is alive or dead, Cheng Yu will fulfill the same.

Roller skating is still his belief, and the group of "opponents" are still waiting for him to regain his strength and return to the game. Cheng Yu can't be decadent, and he will live his life as a single person in the future, no matter what.

Qiu Yang waited for him to get in the car before turning back. On the way to his house, he kept thinking about the future, more or less he should have made preparations.

There is still a long way for them to go, so where will they go?