818 The Ex-Boyfriend I Abandoned [End Times]

Have you experienced despair?

Have you ever experienced the feeling of no hope, no future, bleak future, and the vastness of the world but no place for you?

The feeling of drowning in the water, you struggle desperately, your limbs throbbing to break out of the water, but you can only feel your physical strength slowly draining away, and your blood turns cold.

You shivered from the cold, but your body kept sinking.

You want to live and no one knows you're dying, no one saves you, no one knows you.

Only you know that you are drowning in the freezing water, watching the string of blisters appear before your eyes because you are suffocating and trying to breathe.

Your heart starts to sink, you want to cry, you want to ask for help, you want to live, but...

No one can save you, and no one even knows you're drowning in these icy waters.

Although you can clearly feel that the life in your body is passing by quickly.

Your chest began to be dull and painful, your vision began to blur, your limbs became weak and weak, as if you were bound and bound by something, you were tightly shackled, and you couldn't use your strength.

Your eyes start to go black, like a black and white TV that has lost its signal, you try to open your eyes wide, and want to reach out and slap your face vigorously to wake yourself up, but no, you can't.

Your blood is becoming cold, you can't use your strength, your eyes have become dark, and you feel your body being squeezed and bound by something.

The heart roared like a drum, struggling to beat for the last trace of oxygen.

But no, the lungs seemed to have been filled with lead, filled with cement, as heavy as a stone, as hard as iron, and no longer had the vitality and softness of the original.

You are going to die.

You can feel this very clearly, but you can't stop it.

You cannot save yourself.

You can only watch yourself die, your mind is clear, but your limbs are heavy, like chains attached.

You can't do anything.

You can't live.

So, you finally died.

Helpless, but full of hope.

Unwilling, but longing for relief.

In peaceful times, despair is probably a word and emotion that only a very few people can understand the profound taste.

Although people always say they are desperate after all kinds of things happen, in fact, that kind of feeling is definitely not as unforgettable as despair.

When you are broken in love, you feel as if your soul has been pulled out, and your body has been smashed to pieces.

You feel like you've lost the most important thing in your life force, you feel like you're dying in pain and you can't breathe.

Then you said, you can't live without him, losing him is like losing the whole world, you said you feel hopeless.

Your parents passed away, you are alone, you stand in front of the cold tombstone, you cry loudly.

You said that you failed to honor them well when they were there, and when you lost them, you felt that the sky was falling, you felt that you couldn't bear it, you couldn't bear it.

Your heart aches like death, and you say you feel hopelessness.

You gag, you waste your time, you repeatedly hit the wall when interviewing for a job after graduation, and you can't find a job.

You feel sorry for your parents, sorry for your hard work in passing the college entrance examination, and you sit at home and regret it.

Seeing your white-haired parents running around for your future but still no one wants you, you say you feel hopeless.

Your house is desolate, your food and clothing are problematic, enduring the pain, licking your face and kneeling on the side of the road, hoping for alms from well-meaning people.

But because there are too many liars in the world, and too many kind-hearted people who are deceived, the warmth of human feelings is no longer there, and you can't even drink your saliva at the end of the day.

When it rained heavily, even the stray cats on the side of the road were covered with umbrellas, but you could only wade in the rain, you said you felt hopeless.

……

You say you feel hopeless, but you still have something to rely on after all. With the help and warmth of friends, lovers, relatives, and society, you are still alive after all.

There may be pain, there may be suffering, but the seasons change, the flowers bloom in full bloom, you live in this world, there is no war, no hopeless desolation, you are alive, and there is light in your heart.

That light is called hope.

But now, people who have said they have felt despair finally understand what true despair is.

They also finally know how ignorant and happy they used to be.

Countless monsters with blue and white skin, red eyes, and sharp claws are running on the road, opening their greedy mouths, looking for fresh prey, like gluttons who are never satisfied, watching the humans fleeing in a hurry, howling , like roaring, like howling.

They ran wildly on the road, with greedy saliva dripping from the corners of their mouths, and bloody eyes, searching for fresh flesh in the city.

Then, in the desperate and painful neighing of the food, he chewed the piece of meat dripping with warm blood, and carnivaled on the ground covered with flesh and blood.

These monsters were born out of thin air, appeared suddenly without people's awareness, and hunted and killed the human beings living in this world.

They have a human appearance and wear human clothes, but they are bloody and wild, without humanity.

They drink blood like feathers, and like never-tiring machines, they keep running on the way to catch their prey, filling their seemingly insatiable stomachs like a bottomless pit.

They have frequently appeared in major film and television and literary works, making people's adrenaline rise sharply, bloody, absurd, but real, and making people whose spiritual world is increasingly desolate feel excited, stimulated and refreshed.

People named them - zombies.

In film and television works, zombies are often considered to be slow-moving, ugly-faced, possibly with severed limbs and even intestines falling out of their abdomens, and they are all dirty.

But in fact, when the zombies really appeared around them, people discovered that they were not decayed corpses, and their movements were not slow at all.

In fact, they are very agile, running extremely fast, and tireless.

What makes people even more terrified and sad is that, as described in many doomsday texts, zombies are transformed from humans.

Many people saw with their own eyes that the person who was talking and laughing with them just now suddenly changed his face, and the next second, his eyes were red and bloody, and his mouth was biting towards him, with a ferocious expression on his face.

Even if you escape from their mouths by chance, if you are bitten or caught by them and you have wounds left by zombies on your body, then you will also become a zombie within 1 minute.

Then unconsciously and rationally, he rushed towards his partner who had fled with him just now, his mouth was ho ho, his eyes were full of scarlet.

……

On the road, there was a man running away desperately. He was thin, his face was as white as paper, and he was holding a bottle of mineral water and a bag of instant noodles in his arms.

But even if the throat, mouth and nose were dry and painful like fire, there was even a nauseating bloody smell.

His lungs were panting vigorously like a broken bellows, and the pain seemed to explode. He still strode forward with difficulty and perseverance, stepping on his sore and weak thighs due to lack of oxygen, and ran forward desperately.

Behind him, followed by three zombies.

Because of the fast and long running, his physical strength was exhausted rapidly, his running speed began to slow down, his face became more and more ugly, his legs were as soft as noodles, as if the wind could blow him down and send him behind In the mouths of the three zombies.

But even so, he still refused to let go of the burdensome food in his arms.

This is the food that he finally mustered up the courage to run out of the house to the supermarket after being hungry for 2 days, and he must not throw it away!

What if, what if he managed to escape!What if you throw away the food you finally got and escape from the mouth of the zombies, it's not a death! ?

Yes, in the last days, unless you have enough food to hide at home, no one can escape the danger of going out to find food and being chased by zombies.

It's not that no one has tried to deal with zombies by force, but people's physical strength is limited, but zombies are endless.

You knock one down, and several more will pop up around you, as if they can also communicate and ask for help, biting and killing the person who tried to kill their kind.

So after passing countless blood lessons, people gave up the idea of ​​killing zombies by force and then looking for food.

They are just ordinary civilians, with only sticks and kitchen knives in their hands, which have little lethality and consume a lot of physical strength, so they are not worth it at all.

And people found that zombies will be very tired at 1 or 2 in the afternoon, and their sensitivity to people will be greatly reduced. It is safest to run out to find food at this time, although no one knows why.

It can't be that zombies are also sleepy at noon, right? !

However, despite picking the perfect time to find food, the man was found.

Now, he can't run anymore.

But the zombies following him were still full of energy, and their speed hadn't slowed down at all.

Even after seeing him slow down, the speed of catching up even sped up a little. In the eyes of scarlet, only the prey that had fallen into desperation in front of them was left.

They started howling with excitement.

One after another, hooting sounds and heart-piercing panting sounded in this devastated dead world, adding a bit of fear and despair to this dim afternoon.

Hearing the approaching roars and footsteps behind him, the man's eyes were full of despair. His body shook a few times, as if he was about to fall down, but he still insisted on not stopping his running pace.

He knew that once he stopped, there was really no hope of living anymore.

But, he really couldn't run anymore...

The doors and windows of the houses on both sides of the road were locked tightly, and the numb people just stood silently in front of the glass windows and watched him stagger and run on the road, but no one was willing to go out to help.

There is no sympathy in their eyes, only numbness and indifference.

In this world, unless it is a brain-dead and truly powerful person who is full of personal heroism, no one will casually save people, but unfortunately, these people are obviously not in this category.

And the man is obviously very aware of this, so even when he saw the figure in front of the window, he didn't call for help.

It's clear to everyone—

No one can save him.

Unless a miracle happens...

The voice behind him was getting closer and closer, the man's breathing stagnated, his mouth kept breathing heavily, his pale lips trembled and twitched a few times nervously, sweat kept dripping from his pale face, falling into the afternoon There was a rustling sound on the ground scorched by the blazing sun.

His nerves were tense, as if any more stimulation would crush him.

The adrenaline was secreted rapidly, strong emotions stirred in the chest that was about to explode, and a dazzling light suddenly burst out from the ashen eyes full of despair, full of unwillingness and strong desire to live.

With a "boom", something seemed to explode in his brain, his pupils constricted suddenly, and a burst of energy suddenly burst out in his body!

The clear water nourished his flesh and blood that was about to dry up like a spring, and he felt like he was reborn, full of strength again!

A gust of wind blew by, bringing down a withered yellow leaf, which rolled and spun on the ground.

An afterimage appeared in the air, quickly passed the road, and disappeared at the end of the road.

Seeing that the prey that was about to be obtained suddenly disappeared, the three zombies that were excitedly chasing the prey slowly stopped.

Looking at the deserted road, he tilted his head, his dull scarlet eyes seemed to be somewhat humanely dazed.

The people hiding behind the window and watching coldly couldn't help but widen their eyes, lying on the transparent glass window, their hearts were full of disbelief.

Before repeatedly confirming that the person had indeed acquired superpowers suddenly, he was so biu that he could run away without a shadow. After getting rid of the zombies' pursuit, the eyes of the people standing in front of the window with numb faces slowly lit up, looking at the distance where the person disappeared. , a glimmer of hope ignited in my heart.

And such "superpowers" have appeared all over the world, and with the development of the last days, the number is increasing day by day.

This brings hope and light to people living in dire straits in the last days.

After all, there is no unparalleled road.

The author has something to say:

The style of this chapter seems a bit confusing? ? ?

Forget it, don’t care, let’s play a small theater to warm up the scene =￣ω￣=

—The Theater of Mysteries. . .

"Hahahahahahaha, I feel like I'm full of power again!"

huh huh~

……

Zombie A [tilts head]: "Aww?"

What about the weak chicken?

Zombie B [tilts head]: "Oh?"

Ran?

Zombie C [tilts head]: "Ahhhhhh?"

So, my afternoon tea is gone?

Zombies A and B [beat]: "...Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!"

...Eat, eat, eat!Just know how to eat!If it wasn't for you, I would still be taking a nap, you hot chicken!

Zombie C [covers head]: "Woo..."

Blame me again QAQ

Zombie A [tilts head]: "Oh?"

Favorite?

Zombie B [tilts head]: "Oh?"

What about leaving a message?

Zombie C [tilts head] [pats belly]: "... Aww?"

...It seems to be eaten by me?

"!!!"