818 The Ex-Boyfriend I Abandoned [End Times]

Jing Tianrui has been in a bad mood ever since he found out about Liang Wenyao's death. He was drunk and dreamy every day, living a decadent life. Even when he saw the little gray wolf cub raised by the white wolf grow up, he didn't show anything superfluous. The expression on his face was just looking at a certain direction from time to time, thinking about something obsessively, and a few smiles appeared on his face occasionally, but more often, it was tears that fell without knowing when.

His figure has lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye. The half-grown boy looks even weaker at this moment. This is seen by everyone, and he feels very uncomfortable.

Everyone wants to persuade them, but they don't know where to start.

In fact, everyone knows Liang Wenyao's thoughts about Jing Tianrui more or less in their hearts, but because we are in the end of the world, there are always fatal accidents, so Liang Wenyao never told him about it, and everyone understands it very well.

And seeing that the child Jing Tianrui didn't notice the other party's thoughts at all and was indifferent and only regarded it as the friendship between brothers, they also agreed with Liang Wenyao's approach. After all, twisted melons are not sweet. Jing Tianrui, with his personality, might not even be able to be a brother.

At first, I thought everything would be like this, but when I heard the news of Liang Wenyao's death, even if the child was affectionate, he shouldn't be too sad, and the sadness will be relieved after a few days.

But I don't think, good luck tricks people, this child unexpectedly put his heart on the other party at some point, and when he learned the news of the other party's death, his heart was ashamed and grief-stricken.

Drinking alcohol every day to soothe her worries, her body became thinner day by day, her complexion became worse and worse, and she no longer looked like she was full of vitality before.

Someone couldn't see it, and wanted to persuade him, but before he could say a few words, the other party went crazy when he heard Liang Wenyao's name, and kicked him out. Since then, his mental outlook has deteriorated day by day .

Everyone saw it in their eyes, but they were anxious in their hearts.

But this heart disease...

Everyone looked at each other, quite at a loss.

I hope that time can really dilute everything and smooth out the scars in this child's heart.

Liu Hu looked at Jing Tianrui's closed door, and couldn't help sighing, "He looks like this, it reminds me of me before..."

"What before you?"

Huo Bin's voice suddenly rang in his ears, startling him, he turned his head suddenly, and bumped into Huo Bin's eyes full of ridicule and distress, recalling that he and Jing Tianrui At the moment, he didn't look much better, his face flushed, and he was a little embarrassed, but more, it was a kind of emotion.

He pursed his lips, lowered his eyes, and said nothing.

Seeing Liu Falcon's mood suddenly sinking, Huo Bin stretched out his hand and held him in his arms, resting his chin lightly on the crescent of his neck, stroking his back, comforting him softly: "It will be fine."

"……I know."

Liu Falcon was silent for a moment before replying sullenly.

An unknown light flashed in the light-colored gray pupils hidden in the darkness.

They thought that giving in and not pursuing it would be able to maintain this calm appearance and prevent them from being affected by the turmoil of the battle, but things went against their wishes. They forgot that giving in will often only make greedy people press harder and harder.

Huo Bin lowered his eyes to cover the flashing murderous intent in his eyes.

It's time for reckoning.

Dark waves were surging, and the storm was about to come. Some people in the base looked up at the gray sky and smelled a little danger.

Song An stood at the door of Jing Tianrui, listening to the sound of wine bottles rolling inside and the occasional sobbing, his heart was so dull that a feeling of anger that hated iron but not steel arose spontaneously, and he kicked He opened the door of Jing Tianrui's room and rushed in.

"Who let you in, get out!"

The nerves paralyzed by alcohol did not care who came in, the anger of being disturbed suddenly burned his reason, he picked up an object casually, and threw it over.

Accompanied by the sound of the wind, a wine bottle suddenly shattered at Song An's feet with a "pop", and the sharp glass shards exploded.

Song An was not afraid, and rushed to him with a brisk walk, holding his collar tightly, forcing him to look up at him.

Seeing that familiar face full of frustration and decadence, and the tears all over his cheeks like hideous scars, Song An felt distressed and resentful.

"Who are you showing this picture to? Liang Wenyao? Wake up! He's dead! He's dead! He can't come back!"

Song An roared loudly, repeating the fact that Liang Wenyao was dead, tearing open Jing Tianrui's unhealed wound over and over again, trying to use pain to force him to recognize the reality and wake up as soon as possible.

"Don't you use your brain to think about it? Is Brother Yao's death an accident?! It's not like you don't know that zombies don't attack humans now! They all walk around us, have you forgotten! In this case Yao How could brother be injured by zombies?! Use your pig brain to think about it!"

"You mean..."

There seemed to be a thunderbolt flashing across his mind in the haze, and the nerves that had been paralyzed by alcohol for a long time finally cleared up. He turned his somewhat dull brain, stared blankly for a long time, and finally understood the meaning of Song An's words.

He stared blankly at Song An, with confusion and shock in his tear-filled eyes, "You mean, he, he was..."

Jing Tianrui raised his head abruptly, a frightening cold light bloomed in his dim eyes.

"Don't you want to know who killed brother Yao? Don't you want to cut that person into pieces with your own hands?! Who do you want to show to you by putting on this appearance! Do you want brother Yao to feel sorry for you or to make him feel bad? Those murderers behind are laughing!"

Seeing that he had come to his senses, Song An loosened his grip on his collar, looked at the other party's expression of strong hatred in a daze under his own words, sighed lightly, and suppressed the pain in his heart. Feeling distressed, trampled on his soft wound once again, forcing him to grow up quickly.

"Forget it, what's the use of telling you this? As you are now, even if I tell you who killed brother Yao, you can't avenge him. You should continue drinking. When you die, you just go to see brother Yao. Then tell him that because of his death, you drank to drink away your worries, but you failed to avenge him until your death."

"No! I can do it! You tell me, who is it, who is it!?"

Just when Song An pretended to turn around and leave, Liang Wenyao grabbed him suddenly, his red eyes were burning with raging hatred, and the sudden burst of brilliance was dazzling.

But Song An shook his head in his expectant gaze, "I don't know either."

Then when the color in his eyes gradually dimmed, You said slowly: "But it's the people above."

"The people above?"

Jing Tianrui repeated subconsciously, as if thinking of something, he slowly let go of Song An's hand and muttered to himself.

"Yes, the person above, his task is assigned by the above, yes, it must be, yes, yes, the person above, yes..."

After figuring out the key point, Jing Tianrui's eyes gradually released a certain kind of brilliance, like a sea of ​​flames and a mountain of knives, shining with bone-biting hatred.

Everything that followed was logical. Under Song An's suggestion, Jing Tianrui withdrew from the White Wolf Squad, took refuge in Huo Bin's father, and was placed in the rotten mud, but in just a few days, it was as if he had been completely reborn. All day long, he eats and eats sweet swords, intrigues, counts all tricks, and fights for power, but even so, he is willing to do so.

Occasionally, he would stop what he was doing and stare blankly out of the window. Suddenly, all that appeared in his empty mind were the appearance and scenes of that person and that person when he was with him. Bit by bit, he vividly remembered .

The more desperately you want to forget, the clearer the past will be, reminding yourself time and time again of the reason for everything you do now.

Lovesick to the bone, every time I think of it, it is like a sharp knife, cutting on my heart over and over again, cutting open the scabbed wound, revealing the festering carrion inside, dripping with blood, the pain pierces my heart, but it is also unforgettable enough.

That person's every frown, smile, and every move was finally firmly engraved in his heart, and it would never fade away with time, but because of this, he finally lived like that person.

"Is it really okay for him to be like this?"

Song An finally couldn't help asking, seeing Jing Tianrui treating him so cruelly, he still couldn't bear it after all, seeing how he became stranger day by day, and became more like Liang Wenyao's man day by day. Jing Tianrui, he couldn't help but start to wonder if it was wrong for him to force him like that.

Liu Hu was silent for a moment, and then slowly said: "Instead of letting him go into exile, it's better to give him a hard push and force him to grow up. This way, it's good for everyone."

"Really……"

Song An spoke slowly, with a little confusion in her tone, and she didn't know who she was asking.

'Maybe. '

Liu Falcon lowered his eyes, feeling a little uncertain in his heart.

"He will have such a day sooner or later, don't blame yourself."

Huo Bin looked at the sullen Liu Falcon, rubbed his hair, pressed his head against his shoulder, turned his head and kissed the corner of his forehead, and comforted him in a soft voice.

"No matter how slow he is, he will sooner or later discover the loopholes in those people's words. With his strong temperament, he will not have a second choice except to withdraw from the team and kill them himself, and then escape from the base while looking for people and waiting to die. Yes, instead of doing this, it is better to let him see the reality clearly from the beginning, and force him to grow up quickly, although the way makes people feel distressed, but in the end, there is no harm."

"But I always feel that it is too cruel and selfish for us to do this to him."

After all, they owed him.

Liu Hu buried her head in Huo Bin's arms, feeling depressed, and her heart was full of self-blame and guilt.

Huo Bin looked down at him, hugged him even tighter, and sighed: "In fact, he is much smarter and more sensible than you think. If he is not willing, none of us can force him."

After finishing speaking, he added, "He did it voluntarily."

"I know, but I just... feel distressed. He is still young and shouldn't bear so much."

Liu Falcon lowered his eyes, looking a little gloomy.

Huo Bin looked at him, opened and closed his lips several times, finally bowed his head and kissed the end of his eyes lightly, and let out a sigh that dissipated in the air.

"It will be fine."

The author has something to say:

Abuse?

well enough?

My aunt has been here for the past two days, and I'm not feeling well. Maybe that's all for the update. Let's see you next week. It's the end next week. Are you happy?

There will be some episodes after the end, but I don’t think there will be episodes about Jing and Liang, well, that’s all, good night.

I've already talked about this, so can't you leave me a comment!

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