Many years later, Quan Zhilong took the hand of Huangfu Shengxian, who could no longer be called a little tiger, to a big tree far away in the suburbs, pointed at the big tree, and said to Huangfu Shengxian, who was already in primary school, : "Your sister lives there."

"Brother-in-law, why is my sister a tree?"

"Your sister is not a tree, she just lives in the ground under the tree, but we can't see her. Your sister is a woman, a very good woman." Quan Zhilong touched Huangfu Shengxian's Small head, said with a smile.

"But, I still don't know what my sister looks like."

"Your sister? She is very beautiful. Haven't you seen a picture of her? She has long golden hair, big eyes, and is very clear. Your sister is very white. You are similar to your sister, and you are also very white. Your eyes They are blue, your sister's eyes are darker than yours, and they are the most beautiful eyes in the world, especially when she is looking at you intently."

As Quan Zhilong talked, he fell into his own memories.Her every frown and smile, as if they had never been far away, remained deeply in her heart, engraved in her bones and blood.

"Honey, I brought Tiger to see you. Tiger has grown up, is healthy, and is getting more and more handsome. Many girls in their school like him very much, and he is less attractive than me. He looks a bit like you, which is why they say the kid is actually ours."

"Do you know? In fact, I really hope that Tiger is our son... Having such a son is also very good, but that is my extravagant wish. I am sorry that I never brought him to see you before. I will come in a year Seeing you once, I really don't want this kid to disturb our private time. But when he grows up and sees your photo, he always asks more questions than his parents. I guess he probably remembers you .”

Quan Zhilong looked at Huangfu Shengxian who was already running around playing, and kept rambling.

"When you just left, I always felt that you were still there, and you would appear from behind me in the next second. I seemed to feel your presence several times, but when I turned around, I couldn't see anything... "Tears flowed down Quan Zhilong's face and fell on the ground. He choked up and continued to speak what was in his heart.

"I know, you don't want to see me like this, but I can't help it. I can't help myself to think about you. I can only use alcohol to numb myself until my mother brings tiger over , Tell me he is your only hope to stay. When I look at that little guy, I think of you, you love him so much, you always rank him before me, every time I think of it, I get angry. But that time, I can't be angry anymore, I just want you to come back and continue to take care of your little brother. As long as you can come back, you can always put him in front of me, really. "

"But you can't come back, you will never come back. You are so cruel! They all say you are an old skeleton, do you really think of yourself as an old skeleton? You will never come back, you are so cold-blooded. "

"It's a rare visit, so I won't blame you. But, dear, I still have to say sorry to you. I'm sorry I only come to see you once a year, I'm really sorry. I can't, I can't convince myself, I'm sorry, I still can’t convince myself that you are no longer here. It’s been seven years, and I feel like you have never been there. In these seven years, I have had happy times, sad times, and happy times , But none of these pictures have you, and you are not present in all the moments I have experienced! Whenever I think of these, I feel that these are meaningless and meaningless."

"But I also know that you won't come to you because you let me just leave it like that, so I endured it, endured it, and until now, I'm used to it."

"I'm so glad that I filed a marriage declaration with you when you were in a coma. Otherwise, I could only see you as a stranger. Thinking about it makes me feel sad. Why are you so stubborn? Sober When I refused to agree to my marriage proposal, I could only use such a trick. But fortunately, fortunately, I did that. "

"However, I still feel sorry. I have never, never been able to hear from your husband once. I am probably the most miserable bridegroom in the world, dear... madam."

Quan Zhilong was already squatting down crying bitterly, unable to control himself, but he kept talking about his past.

"Don't worry about me, you caused me to be like this. If you are really worried about me, come back, okay?! I have heard about your past, and every word he said made me feel, You may come back in a second. But I have been waiting for seven years, how can you resist not coming back to look at me? I can't help it, there are more photos of you at home than our albums. "

"Our group, you know, after you left, life continues. We have also released several albums and won many international awards. Whenever I am very excited to stand on the podium, I can't help but think of you. I have thanked many people, but I have never mentioned you. Do you know why? Because whenever I think of you, I cry. I am Quan Zhilong! How can you cry bitterly on such an occasion? I listen to you very much and don't go to the bar. Every time after receiving the prize, they go to celebrate. Do you know where I go? I will go back to our home and hug Your picture cries to sleep."

"I miss you so much, I really miss you so much. Why did you leave? Why did you leave?! I'm so pitiful that you don't even come back to see me!"

Quan Zhilong broke down again, crying loudly, he could no longer bear this deep yearning.

"You know I'm so good, you will touch my head like before, right? I'm not a domestic tiger! I actually don't like people touching my head, but you are different. I like you, like you Touch. If I knew it earlier, I would let you touch your head a few more times, so as not to forget that feeling now."

"But even though I gradually, began to forget some things, the outline of you in my mind became more and more clear. Sometimes I can't help but imagine, what will you be like when you grow old? It must be a grumpy little old lady And me, the only little old man who can take your temper. We will have a bunch of grandchildren, and it doesn't matter if the children don't come to see us, we have each other anyway. But we are so good, we will definitely not teach that Not filial to your children. Look at Tiger, don’t I teach well?”

How forgetful I am when I am old, but I do n’t forget Acacia.

"Brother Top has been single for so many years, and finally found his other half, but he didn't expect that after going around for most of his life, he was still with his first love. I remember you once said that the reason why first love is unforgettable is because That's a broken beauty. Brother Top is luckier than me, and he has found his once broken beauty. Don't be jealous, I'm not saying that I'm thinking about my first love. I know you can't understand me with your brain What are you talking about, so I will explain it to you. Maknae went to military service this year, and I hope he can become more mature when he comes back. Taeyang and Daesung have their own families, and they are doing well. I think everyone Luckier than me, I am obviously the most powerful Quan Zhilong, but why am I the unluckiest?"

"It's all your fault! If you don't leave, I will be the happiest Quan Zhilong in the whole world!"

"Whether Tiger is raised by me well, you see, you see. He will definitely be a superb gentleman when he grows up, but I don't know which little girl is cheaper."

"My sister and my mother have always wanted me to go on a blind date again, not to wallow in the pain of losing you forever. But didn't you say that? It is very rude to marry someone if you don't love them. I am Little gentleman in Itaewon, no, he should be called an old gentleman now? How could he do such an ungentlemanly thing? My love seems to be dead. Fans say that no matter how cheerful my songs are, they always bring Sad. I really don't want to...but I can't help myself, I just, can't control myself."

"Do you know how hard it took me to control myself not to look for you?" Quan Zhilong never knew that it hurts the most to laugh and cry. "But Jin Minjun said, I can't, I want to stay here and wait for you. As long as I live, there is hope. So I live and wait for you. But I don't know how many more years I can hold on. I am afraid. I am afraid that the day you come back, I have become an ordinary little old man with nothing. When I have nothing, will you continue to love me? I think so. But , can I continue to love you? No matter what, as long as you come back, as long as you come back, even if it's just to see you again."

"If, if you can hear me, come back. I'm... I'm going to give it up. Everyone tells me that it's over and I should move on. And that Kim Min Joon, he told me People who have hope in life also say, I should let go. My wife, I can't hold on anymore. I can't let go, but this pull, I really can't hold on. I really don't know how long I can hold on, Seeing Tiger growing up day by day, I really want to just leave him with you."

"If one day, I really go to you, can I find you? Or have you been reincarnated? Become another person? No matter what, I want to try. If one day, I really go to Don’t blame me for not raising Tiger, don’t blame me for abandoning him. I know, I’m selfish, but I’ve always been so selfish. I’ve given you face by being able to persist for seven years. So, if you don’t want to let If Tiger is abandoned again, come back quickly, come back. Come back, don't...don't abandon us again."

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