[Ghost Slayer: Blade] My big move is locked!

I didn't expect that Tanjiro was injured so badly that he slept for seven days and nights before waking up.

He said that he slept for more than a month last time, and I also slept for more than a month, but I didn't see it with my own eyes, and I didn't feel it. This time he slept for a few days, and I stayed with him, and I started to feel serious.

I watched him wake up, stretched out his hand to touch the bandage on his head in a daze, frowned and hissed in pain, I quickly grabbed his hand and took it off, saying: "Don't move around, be careful of the wound collapse."

"It still hurts a bit, but don't worry, it's all right." He smiled at me comfortingly.

Obviously he was the one who was hurt, but he was still needed to comfort me.

"You woke up after sleeping for seven days, do you feel any discomfort now?" I gently touched his hair, not daring to touch his head, always feeling as if I would hurt him if I touched it.

"They say there's nothing wrong with it! Look," Tanjiro reached out and grabbed my hand, put it on his head, and said to me with a smile, "It doesn't hurt at all now!"

"Yeah!" I rubbed his hair, and I was so infected by him that I smiled.

"Let me tell you, Nezuko can already act in the sun!" When I mentioned this, I still couldn't help being excited, "It's great!"

"Yeah!" Tanjiro leaned on the pillow and looked at me with a smile, "I don't know whether she is slowly turning back into a human or gradually evolving into a ghost...so I am entrusting others to help with related investigations .”

I looked at him suspiciously and asked, "Others mean...?"

"It's Ms. Tsuse." Tanjiro looked at me with trusting eyes and said, "Although I say you can't tell others, Umeko is an exception. I trust Umeko."

Then he told me how he met Ms. Zhushi and Yu Shiro who were ghosts and how he was helped by them. His words were full of gratitude and admiration.

I nodded to show that I understood, and said, "Don't worry, I won't say anything, and then Tanjiro, you should also be careful not to slip up all of a sudden."

Tanjiro said: "I understand. By the way, Umeko, I remember what you said before when I came back... What is it?"

"..." Hearing him mention it suddenly, I couldn't help being stunned for a moment. Many images that I had suppressed gradually emerged in my head, and my emotions became inexplicably lost. Suspicion, but since he took the initiative to ask, I have also decided to tell him everything, so I can't go back on my word.

And the other party has always trusted me so much, telling me everything, and I still have something to hide from him, it is really unreasonable.

"What should I do? When you said it suddenly, I panicked." I sighed in a daze, "I don't know where to start..."

"Eh?" Tanjiro was stunned for a moment, then began to wave his hands and said empathetically, "Then don't say it for now, since it bothers you so much...it's okay, just say it when you want to say it again."

I stared at his transparent crimson eyes speechlessly, and suddenly asked, "Tanjiro, can I hug you?"

"Eh?!" Tanjiro was stunned for a moment, then a blush suddenly appeared on his cheeks, and he hurriedly said: "This, this is too sudden...! Hugs or something... But if Umeko wants to—"

He took a deep breath, widened his eyes and opened his hands to me, "Yes! I'm always ready."

"Yeah!" My nasal cavity suddenly felt sore, I kicked off my shoes and climbed onto the bed, put my arms around his waist, buried my face in the crook of his neck, felt the warmth of the body temperature, and took a deep breath In his breath, he immediately smelled Tanjiro's scent.

"I'm sorry, I'm so worthless." I resisted the urge to cry, but still said in a nasal voice, "Every time I need you to comfort me, even though I'm the older one, I still can't help it." to rely on you..."

"It's okay, I think Meizi has done a good job!" He patted my back lightly and slowed down his voice, "If Meizi feels that she can't support herself anymore, it doesn't matter if she can rely on me. Elders should not rely on people younger than her, and I am the eldest, and I am used to being relied on by others, not to mention that Meizi has helped me a lot all the time. I feel very honored to be able to let a strong person like Meizi rely on her. "

"Tanjiro, you..." I widened my eyes in surprise, I really don't know what he thinks, am I a little selfish, I always think about problems from my own perspective, but I never think about it from his side Pass……

I felt him raise his hand and touch my hair, "Although it's not right to say this, I still want to say: it's great, being able to be relied on by Meizi means that I can already help Meizi! I can too I have grown enough for you to rely on! I have been worrying about how to help Meizi, and I will feel a little happy."

"Thank you..." I tightened my arms and buried my head in his arms, almost crying, "Thank you..."

How can you be so nice?

If you have been so kind to me, I will make progress.

"Tanjiro, let me tell you everything about me." I sniffed, and rubbed his forehead with attachment, "Everything, everything you want to know... I'm sorry, it's been so long I'm hiding it from you."

"No..." "Ah, that's right!" I suddenly raised my head from his arms, "Your injury is not healed yet, did I press on your wound just now?!"

Tanjiro lowered his head and touched his abdomen earnestly, "Well, I didn't feel any pain, so it shouldn't matter."

"That's good!" I breathed a sigh of relief, then flattened the pillow against his back, squeezed his shoulders and pressed back, "You'd better lie down, I always feel uneasy."

Tanjiro lay down obediently, and even shared half of the pillow and quilt for me.

I also lay down, sleeping next to him, very close, with hands touching, my breath was filled with a strong smell of medicine, which could almost overwhelm the smell on his body.

After thinking about it, I leaned over and put my arms around his waist and said, "No, I still want to hug you."

"Okay." He turned sideways and stretched out his hand, gently wrapping my shoulders around my shoulders and even hugging the quilt.

I stared at the sunken collarbone under his collar, but I didn't have any thoughts in my heart. I just dug out the memory that had returned in the deepest part of my mind. Without Tanjiro, I don't think I would ever bring it up again... about that day.

"Let me start with my master, Kiyomizu-dera Bridge. I'm not very good at telling stories, but I still hope you can listen to them as stories and don't get into it too deeply." I thought about it, tried to organize my words and said, "How should I say it?" Well... She is the previous Yu Zhu of the Ghost Killing Team. You know, everyone who can be a Zhu Zhu is very strong. She is naturally strong, but also naturally arrogant. She is very difficult to get along with and very strict... ...but at the same time, a very gentle person, like an oyster with a pearl in it."

"I treat her like a family member, just like Tanjiro you said, my family must be very good! Because I said that I like cherry blossoms and don't want other flowers, and then she really gave me cherry blossoms, Although I didn't receive what she gave me in person... I thought it would be a long time, and I could go on like this under her wings forever, but I later learned that it is impossible, the world There is no place in the world that can be safe forever, and there is nothing that cannot be taken away. How naive I was at that time, I thought that what was my own was my own, and even if I left it where it was, no one else could take it away. In the end, I was wrong. In the end, I didn't hold anything..."

I finally shed tears, choked up and said: "I killed my family with my own hands. My knife and hands are covered with blood. I can't wash it off. Is she still looking at me? She is Didn’t she still expect me to fulfill her last wish? She said that I was her most proud disciple, but I am not! I am ashamed of her, I failed to do what she said... I gradually can’t tell whether I killed her or not. Whether it's a human or a ghost, I'm afraid, I can't hold the knife in my hand, I can't face my heart and the expectations of others, so I can only cowardly choose to quit the ghost killing team..."

The author has something to say: Why did Terabashi let his apprentice Shigu kill him?Except that only Shiyu rushed there at that time, and because she had already been turned into a ghost, all aspects began to develop towards that aspect of the ghost, such as gradually forgetting everything, and her thoughts began to become cruel, indifferent and selfish... All the dark sides burst out , become chaotic and evil, but she still remembers killing Wu Mi, Wu Mi is a thorn she will never forget, even if she goes to hell, she will remember that this ghost killed her whole family and fiance, and took everything away from her, She is willing to give everything in order to kill Wu Mi, and she will do it by any means. She even hates all the ghosts related to Wu Mi, wishing to kill them all.Then because of being turned into the most hated ghost by Wu Mi, and then the pain and hatred that she had been bearing alone in her heart began to be uncontrollable, so Shi Yu killed herself and at the same time stabbed the thorn in her heart fiercely, she Let Shi Yu remember that he became like this because of Wu Mi, and all despair stems from Wu Mi, so Wu Mi must die, must kill Wu Mi, absolutely.

While she was coldly planning to let Shi Yu kill her beloved Master with her own hands, and use her own death to arouse Shi Yu's hatred towards Wu Mi, at the same time, she couldn't bear and mourned that Shi Yu should not bear her own hatred.

But in the end she was ruthless, so Terabashi was really ruthless, no matter to herself or others.

Then come back here again, Shi Yu was chasing Wu Mi's trail, and then she was plotted against by ghosts on the way, injured, and lost her memory. If she hadn't met Tan Tan at this time, she might have died, or even if she was rescued by others, she would have been killed. When she brought it back to the headquarters, she was just as muddled, and when her memory came back, she would still go looking for death without any worries (beating Wuyan to avenge Siqiao), and felt that even if she died, it would be enough to cause some trouble for Wuyan. She never thought that she could beat Wumi to death, but at least she did it, and she has no regrets.

This is her end.

Similar to Butterfly Ninja, with hatred, contributes value, and ultimately sacrifices himself.But she will be even worse, and there will be nothing left in the end. Even if the ending is good, but she is gone, so I can't see it.

So, I was really lucky to be able to meet the right person at that time and at the right time, and to be able to change some things that were originally planned.

Then, Terabashi's character is actually quite extreme, but she is very good at hiding it.

Both her parents and her fiancé were killed by Wu Mi, only she escaped when she went out.

She hated Wu Mi, and also hated herself.

She is very strict with Shigure in terms of sword skills and morality. She can't understand her laziness and her character of being a big brother who will expand everywhere when she has some skills. When learning sword skills and breathing, she even guided Shigure intentionally or unintentionally, forcing her to grow up. In short, it is really not easy for a woman who is ruthless but strong to reach this stage.

In the end, Terabashi actually likes Shigu very much, and even feels that sometimes Shiyu is his former self, without any haze, who can stand in the sun and laugh wantonly, envious and jealous.