[Ghost Slayer: Blade] My big move is locked!

"Chop off my head."

She said it anyway.

I lost all strength in my body and knelt down in front of her, crying and walking in front of her, holding her blood-stained hands, bent down and begged humbly: "Can we leave it alone? Are these things okay?! What the hell, what kind of human beings... When I don't hear or see anything, I can't tell you..."

She swung my hand away forcefully, grabbed my collar and dragged me to the ground hard, "Say it again?"

"..." I was intimidated by her terrifying face. I had never seen her with such a strange expression. The way she looked at me was more like a role reversal. She seemed to regard me as a ghost, and her eyes were full of tears. loathing and hatred.

Her fingers moved to my neck, which was icy cold, making me stiff from the cold.

She seemed to be looking at me, but she didn't seem to be looking at me, she murmured softly: "Sometimes... I really wish... to kill you."

I stared blankly at the tears welling up in her eyes, one drop after another slipped down.

She wept silently.

My master, who never showed her emotions, bleeds but does not shed tears like an iron man, cried in front of me for the first time after she became a ghost.

At that moment, I seemed to understand something.

"Shigure," she said, looking down at me, "I'll teach you the last form of Breath of the Rain. You can do one thing for me, okay?"

I pushed her fingers away, sat up, wiped my tears and said, "If I'm asked to kill you, then I won't agree."

"If you don't kill me, how can you explain to other people? Are you going to apologize by harakiri?" She said, "If you let me go, I will forget everything when I become a ghost, and then kill and eat people. In the end, I will also will kill you."

I said, "You won't."

"I will," she said.

"..." I looked into her eyes and asked with hope, "Is there no other way?"

"Don't make me talk nonsense anymore." She pressed my shoulder, "Whether you accept it or not, the ending is already doomed. Shiyu, be obedient."

"I'm sorry, I don't want to hear it this time." I twitched the corners of my lips, twisting the corners of my lips, smiling like crying.

"Don't you understand? I'm running out of time..." She looked at me and said, "I've already reported the news."

"I don't care if you have enough time!" I screamed uncontrollably, stood up, pointed at her tremblingly and yelled hysterically, "I've had enough! I've had enough of you doing this to me! Don't talk to me like this! What does it matter to me?! Why should I do this kind of thing?! Why do you want to become a ghost?! Why do you want to eat people?! Whose fault is this?! Who is to blame?! Why do you want me to kill you?! Don't force me, don't force me, don't force me!"

There are three corpses in the silent room, the clotted and blackened blood sticks to the floor, the air and time seem to be forgotten at this moment, I only hear myself panting, I know that as soon as I close my eyes, There is really only my own breath left in my ear, and there is no other person.

This clear realization made me feel great sorrow and anger.

She looked at me blankly, and I knew that I was like an irrational lunatic at the moment.

"..." I squinted my eyes and panted, "Isn't it good to say what I just said? Why do you insist on making things irreparable? Why are you always so extreme? Can't we figure out a solution together? "

I watched her show me a very rare expression of surprise, and a rare expression of guilt and helplessness, as if a little water of tenderness had finally been squeezed out of a hard rock.

"I'm sorry..." I covered my face, squatted down again, and cried loudly, "I'm sorry, I can't do it."

"I'm sorry." She stretched out her hand to me, but I dodged it, "I'm sorry, Shigu."

"..." I sniffed, my throat was burning and hurting, and my heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys were also hurting badly, as if an invisible hand was twisting my internal organs into a ball.

"I'm sorry, Shigure." She said it again to me.

She took my sun wheel knife, put it in my hand, grabbed my hand holding the knife and raised it across her neck, "I'm sorry."

I shook my hand, and a light bloodstain immediately appeared on her bloodless white neck.

"Help me." She raised her head and looked at me with eyes full of prayer and hope.

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"You killed her."

He said.

I raised my head, looked at him dully, and opened and closed my lips lightly: "I killed her."

"Yes." He nodded in agreement.

"I chopped off her head with my own hands." I couldn't cry anymore, my eyes hurt too much, and I couldn't cry anymore.

I could only whisper in an extremely hoarse voice, dazed and confused, "She turned into a ghost, begging me to kill her. If I don't kill her, she will kill me. If I kill her, she will kill her." I'm free... But, what should I do? Can I be free?"

The ghost squatted down, looked at me kindly and said, "Don't worry, I can relieve you."

"It will be soon..." he murmured with a smile.

I heard the rustling sound of thin vines crawling on the ground and they gradually wound around my body, penetrated my flesh and blood, and took root in the depths.

I couldn't move and didn't want to struggle anymore.

Too tired, both physically and mentally, I can no longer stand up for something.

The two huge leaves of the flower in front of me slowly retracted the barbs and closed them together, revealing a big smelly mouth, drooling, the bright red tongue licked the sharp teeth, slowly approaching me...

There was a soft sound of "噗", a blood flower burst from my abdomen, and several vines entangled and broke out from my stomach, bursting out with teeth and claws.

I vomited another puddle of blood, and my body kept shaking.

My eyes began to darken.

I can no longer feel the pain, only the cold, and the inexplicable excitement and anticipation of death.

"Why are you still alive after killing Master?"

"Won't you feel guilty or sad? Ah, by the way, I heard that she is very strict with you. She seems to beat you and scold you often, so fierce... She wants you to kill her after she turns into a ghost. Are you Wouldn't you be happy?"

"Hahaha, yes, that's the expression."

He raised my chin, the pupils in his eyes shrank like needles, and said in an extremely excited tone, "Ah, I really hate the way you attacked me before, lifeless, decisive and indifferent...it's not as good-looking as it is now , full of despair for life and hope for death, upside-down contradictions, it's simply... wonderful!"

"Just die like this!"

His eyes reflect my appearance, as he said, a face that I don't want to see again, this kind of myself really makes me sick.

I closed my eyes, letting the last ray of light be swallowed up in front of my eyes.

[Finally, the sixth type of Breath of the Rain...]

Don't teach me, I can't learn...

[Kill the ghost dance Tsuji no misery...]

Sorry, I can not do it……

[Then, help me...]

Can't……

……

The hand raised the knife and fell, blood spattered.

At the last moment, she smiled at me, shy and warm, as if this is what she should have been.

"Shiyu, you are my most proud disciple. This has never changed."

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"plum--!"

I opened my eyes suddenly.

It's Tanjiro!

The body began to struggle unconsciously, pulling the vines in the body, and then "wow", there was another mouthful of blood.

"By the way, Tanjiro..." I grabbed the vine in my abdomen and pulled it out forcefully, the blood gushed out and covered my hands, but I couldn't stop, because I still had Tanjirou, and I still wanted to find him.

I clutched my abdomen with difficulty, crawled a few steps slowly, and held the sun wheel knife that rolled down not far away.

"...What?" He sighed in great disappointment, "Is there anything else you haven't discarded? Why don't you hurry up and die? For a waste like you, being eaten by me is the greatest happiness!"

The author has something to say: I don’t bother to write more memories after the episode, so here’s a brief explanation:

Brother Yu was very miserable when he traveled through time. In this era, he didn’t adapt to various things. He was so panicked that he didn’t understand anything and couldn’t speak. He was also thrown away by his biological parents with this body. The illness had nowhere to go, so she almost committed suicide, but was later picked up by her master. After recovering from her illness, she was forced to learn all kinds of knowledge, etiquette and sword skills... However, she was unwilling. The first time she killed a ghost Her feet were soft, and she vomited in fright, and yelled when she was injured, thinking that she was going to die. At that time, she didn't even think about what kind of person she would become_(:з"∠) _

Brother Yu, who has not yet lost his memory, grew up in his mind:

Cowardly, fearful and a little bit aggrieved (because the biological parents of this body abandoned me who was still sick) (this is the first time wearing)

——Helpless, confused about the future and fear of the unknown (brought back by Siqiao) (this is the first acquaintance)

——Don’t want to kill ghosts, fear and disgust (this is the first time to face ghosts, and then she is also quite afraid of Terabashi. She is afraid of killing ghosts, and afraid that Terabashi thinks she is useless and throws her away, but at that time Terabashi didn't mean to force her)

——Later, she was eaten by a ghost and a friend she just met was eaten up. She was too shocked and impulsive and went back to ask Terabashi to learn how to kill ghosts (Terahashi made her realize that since she can't escape, she should face it, and never let it happen. in a weak position)

——At the beginning, I was lazy and skipped classes, and then I was taught to repent, and I studied hard, and I was still talented, but after being praised a few times and killing a few more ghosts, I swelled up (this is the second period of the day and day)

——Siqiao turned into a ghost, and was killed by himself (Brother Yu, the sleepy beast who was at the lowest point of his life, exploded at one point, confused, feeling that life had lost its meaning, and then ran to find Wu Mi on the way to Wu Mi, was conspired, poisoned, injured and lost his memory Picked up by Tan Tan)