I am Lin Shiyin, Lin Shiyin from another world.

I have lived in her body for many years. Through the eyes of this "I" but completely different "I", I can still see my parents who passed away long ago.

In this world, I used to be shy, I didn’t like martial arts very much, and I didn’t particularly like people in the world.But because of one incident and one person, she changed a lot.

I fell in love with martial arts, and dreamed of being a chivalrous man in the arena.

She and I took a completely different path.

Both of my parents died, and I lived in my cousin's house. I fell in love with my cousin who grew up with me. I stayed in the boudoir every day, thinking that when I grow up, I can worship with my cousin and become his wife.

I waited for a long time, but only waited for him to abandon me because of his brother.

There is a saying in the rivers and lakes: Brothers are like siblings, women are like clothes.

Of course clothes are not as important as siblings.

I have a delicate mind, and of course I can see the hidden meaning behind his unusual actions.

I only met his brother a few times, and just a few short meetings can make a man who is five big and three rough fall in love.

What you like, doesn't it all like my face.However, my good cousin fell into his trap.

He has been walking in the rivers and lakes for many years, and he has seen so many people, but why is he so blind that he doesn't see that this person is a villain?

He pretended to linger in brothels and prostitutes to make me give up. In fact, I didn't like him very much, but his habit of clinging made me want to marry him.

If he really wants me to marry his brother, what can I do under his roof.

Rumors began to spread among the servants, saying that I was unwilling to be lonely and seduced his brother, and then let him linger in the brothel.

I stay in the boudoir all year round, and I am an outsider. Of course, I have no deterrent effect among the servants. I am just a cousin, not a real lady.

I, who is no longer in his favor, will of course be bullied by the servant who always changes the direction of the wind.

Of course I had to compromise and married his brother.

After getting married, he left Li Yuan with a sad expression, and left Li Yuan to me.

It's really disgusting, you want to repay your brother for saving your life, why do you treat me like an object?I'm probably something he can give to others at will.

I watched his brother turn Li Yuan into Xingyun Village step by step with cold eyes. Look, this is your good brother.

After giving birth to a child, I said that most of my thoughts were on the child, but with such a father, he gradually went astray.

In the end, it led to his martial arts being abolished by the man who left.

As life approached, I realized that my whole life was in the hands of others, first him and then his brother.

The me in this world has become what I will never be able to live.

After learning martial arts, she became cheerful, usually acting like a baby by her parents, and sending letters to her sister whom she met far away in her free time.

She didn't have much contact with his cousin, and even the person she liked was the young man in white who caught a glimpse.

She grew up gradually and lived a happy life. She didn't know what sorrow was, she was still a three-legged cat, and she secretly left home, learned to be a chivalrous man, and went to provoke the bandits.

I couldn't help but smile enviously, she is really a pampered girl, lawless, if my parents were still around, would I be so pampered.

It's a pity that there are no ifs in life.

Fortunately, the girl who doesn't know the heights of the sky and the earth met the young man she had been thinking about since she was young, otherwise this life would be over.

I couldn't help being jealous of her again, how lucky.

She followed the young man step by step, her bright face turned red little by little under the young man's eyes.

The young man held his sword and said calmly, "I'll take you home."

She grabbed the corner of his clothes, and there was a muddy handprint on the snow-white clothes. She withdrew her hand embarrassedly, and said stubbornly: "No, I won't go home, I want to be a heroine, wielding my sword to the end of the world!"

The young man frowned and said, "The heroine who went to the bandit's den with a sword and almost couldn't get out?"

Her pretty face was wrinkled into a ball, and the young man realized that this former younger sister had also grown into a girl who could attract the attention of men.

She rolled her eyes and said flatteringly, "Brother Wu Que, where are you going?"

The young man said: "I'm going to Bianjing."

She smiled and said, "Then I'll go to Bianjing with you, okay? Seventh sister is currently in a women's college, take me to find her."

Her cheeky appearance made the young man somewhat astonished, after all these years, he had no idea that the shy little sister at the beginning had become the cheeky one she is now.

Through her eyes, I saw things I had never seen before.

For the first time, I realized that my behavior of sitting in a well had missed something.

The person who caused my unsatisfactory life is not myself.

I have blamed many people, but the one I hate the most is my weak self. If I had resisted, hadn't chosen to compromise, and expressed my appeal, would my fate have been much better.

Although my cousin is not a good person to spend the rest of his life with, he is a good relative.

If I had told him that I didn't want to marry his brother, but only wanted to marry him, he wouldn't have disregarded my wishes.

In the final analysis, everything is my choice, and who can be blamed, they are just the ones who push me, and it is myself who really walked out of this road.

I feel my life has become a lot easier.

They arrived in Bianjing and went to the women's college that surprised me for a long time.

In this world, women can go to school, or even enter the court as an official. I am a little surprised, because I never thought that as a woman, I can live an independent and free life like this.

She has been in the women's college for a long time. In this college, even the air is free. I saw the independent charm of women.

They are no longer groveling or clinging to men.They talked freely, talking about life ideals, and talking about government affairs.

This is probably a paradise.

Life is fleeting, and she chased after that youth for ten years.

As long as she has been chasing, the young man has been hiding for as long as she seems to be tirelessly working hard for what she wants.

It is said that water drips through stone, even a hard heart will be pierced by it.

It's not that the young people are not unmoved, but the ages that are so far apart are like a deep gully, ruthlessly lying between them.

Not all people can take that step without caring about the secular vision, not sticking to etiquette.

She gradually became depressed under his silent refusal. She chased 99 steps, but he refused to take the remaining step.

She was a little tired, and let go of her childhood dream of wanting to fight the sword to the end of the world, but the reality told her that she was not suitable for doing so.

She came to the women's college again, and like many teachers in the women's college, she voluntarily began to teach those children who were thirsty for knowledge.

She flipped through the books and sorted out a lot of books, and she didn't have time to think about that young man anymore.

Life is not only love, there are many more meaningful things waiting for her to do.

Most of the teachers in women's colleges are never married, and not all men can accept them generously.

But they are also very happy with themselves, especially after learning how to play the horse hanging.

She spent her whole life categorizing all the ancient books before, sorting out the historical books left before and compiling them into volumes.

Her reputation spread all over the country, and when she was dying, she was holding her book and pen in her hand.

She never married, and it seems that the young man also never married.

I accompanied this girl from adolescence to old age, and then to the end of her life.

To see her take another beautiful path, why not look at my other path.

It turns out that I can live like this too.

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