Forbidden color

It's because they've all been drinking that it's so absurd.

Even though Wen Sirin was dazed by alcohol, he could still clearly recall Wen Sitian's watery eyes and red tongue for countless times. It's all unopened and clean.

When Wen Sirin pressed him under her body, how sincerely she hoped that the person in front of her who made his bestiality flourish was Yan Qing, not his younger brother.

Not his flower buds, small white poplars, and pomegranate flowers on the tip of his heart.

He didn't make it to the last step, and the remaining trace of reason made him even more desperate after waking up.

If he can firmly push Wen Sitian away, he can continue to maintain his brotherly and respectful appearance after he wakes up;

If he really slept with Wen Sitian, he could also attribute this sexual farce to alcohol.

The subconscious made the most stupid and cowardly choice, he didn't really intrude in, but held Wen Sitian's legs tightly together, venting his unreconciled desire.

He attributed everything to Wen Sitian, but he couldn't completely deceive his sincerity of wanting to do something but not daring to do it.

Every scene where he needs to make a choice makes him extremely bored, just like he has quarreled with Yan Qing countless times about going abroad. If no one asks him to leave, he can continue to be calm without analyzing himself and examining his heart. Feng Qing, without guilt, stay in the place where Wen Sitian is.

He will never have to face that layer of hazy window paper.

This world is really absurd. Obviously everyone can't accept the twisted and abnormal relationship, but they work together to force him to recognize his dark heart.

Wen Sitian was confused, and under his yelling, he ran away crying all the way, and was caught again and again by his crazy jealousy. He swore that he really wanted Wen Sitian to leave and live a normal life, but And swinging back and forth between possessing him and letting him go all the time, always pampering and deceiving herself like a young lady who is losing weight.

Eat the last bite and you won't get fat.

He was obsessed with his out-of-control heart, and he struggled with evil thoughts all day long. When he came back to his senses, he realized that he had broken Wen Sitian to pieces.

The high concentration of regret has already made Wen Silin numb. The only thing he can do now is to pick up the broken Wen Sitian, embed it in his heart, and nourish it with the blood of his heart, waiting for someone who doesn't know when. results will come.

Wen Sitian slept peacefully beside him, the sound of breathing was in an unfettered rhythm, neither fast nor slow, peaceful and peaceful, as if there were endless snacks in the dream, no need to rush, no need to fight, just enjoy the dream wholeheartedly .

He looked free and happy, as if he had been held in the palm of his hand and grew up.

But Wen Silin knows how much Wen Sitian has suffered, he will always think of the thick stack of case books inadvertently, scribbled records of Wen Sitian's hidden childhood, no matter how many sweet candies he uses now, he will make up for it. Wounds that don't last.

He used to smile every time he saw himself, as if he had just crawled out of a honeypot, but he might have just cried, hid himself to wipe away his tears, and washed his face carefully twice; After finishing the medicine, he locked away his heavy emotions, and entertained him with the smile he had accumulated for a long time, but he didn't know anything.He only has a bunch of hasty promises and short-term favors. For those rules that seem ridiculous now, he really wants his Tian Tian to live a safe and smooth life without any injuries or hardships, but...

Wen Silin's hands trembled uncontrollably, and he grabbed Wen Sitian's unconscious right hand and pressed it against his chest.

He felt the pain, the pain was unbearable.

How much he wanted to wake Wen Sitian up and tell him about the promises and love that were too late to say, instead of piling up in his heart and slowly moldy, but he closed the door forever.

He didn't know whether Wen Sitian would understand what he meant to him again, and whether he would still regard himself as the most important one.

But he didn't want to force it any more, he didn't ask for anything, he would rather Wen Sitian do what he likes ignorantly and according to his feelings, love the person he loves, and just wait for him behind.

Wen Silin tossed and turned until the middle of the night, and only slept for three or four hours before being disturbed by the excited Wen Sitian.Today is the National Day, and there are many celebrations held in various places. The reason why he came back in such a hurry was because he had promised Wen Sitian to take him out to play.

He was very happy, everything was interesting to watch, he was so excited that he wanted to fly, Wen Sirin had to hold his hand tightly to prevent him from flying away to other places while he was not paying attention.

They watched the parade holding hands, bought a string of flowers that could be hung around their necks, and the stall owner also gave away two biscuits in the shape of a Merlion. Wen Sirin remembered that when she was a child, she took Wen Sitian to go shopping. The shopkeeper would often give some snacks because of the cuteness and likability of the little Wen Sitian, just like a discount coupon for an event.

The two had a little quarrel over whether to ride the Ferris wheel. The main reason was that Wen Sitian only wanted to stop at the highest point, but also felt that the Ferris wheel was slow. In the end, he found out that he really didn't care. Not only could he not control the world, he could also Unable to control the Ferris wheel, I had no choice but to give up.

For dinner, Wen Silin took him to eat a very expensive sirloin steak. It was a high-end restaurant recommended by a local classmate as a good date for couples. However, Wen Sitian didn't know the goods. The meat was delicious, and he asked for a serving of rice with a smile. Wen Sirin didn't expect him to have such a drama, and couldn't help but respond to his request under his cute smile, so he summoned the waiter cheekily. He thought, they It's already weird enough, as long as Wen Sitian doesn't get disturbed, he can keep being weird with him.

Perhaps for Wen Sitian, a restaurant for lovers is far less attractive than a dessert shop, so it's better to take it as a reward for taking him to eat delicious food.

On the way, they ran into Lin Tracy and Wen Silin's two classmates, both of whom came for the fireworks show at night. Lin Tracy's son, Ajia, shared half a package of meat jerky with Wen Sitian, and he kept yelling at him along the way. The sound of exhorting to eat.

The surroundings were full of fun, and Wen Sitian was in high spirits. He led Wen Silin, who was like a pet dog, and wandered there all the way according to his own wishes.

His cheeks are round and white and tender, like a fresh mangosteen that has been peeled off its shell, having absorbed enough nutrients, he is concentrating on being carefree.

Wen Sirin looked at him from behind, showing a gentle and bitter smile.

Wen Sitian has not changed, he has always been a person who is easily satisfied, he wants very few things, so little that Wen Silin can't remember why he made him suffer so much in the first place.

At his uncle's house, he found the computer that Wen Sitian had used when he was a child. It was full of outdated computer games and video music, as well as his loyally remembered blog username.Wen Sitian is very wary of the world, and he easily guessed the password to spy on the 14-year-old Wen Sitian.

It contains his mediocre and lovely daily life, most of which are gloomy and treacherous stream-of-consciousness poems. Wen Sirin doesn't know how many explicit loves he has deleted from his parents, and what remains are just trivial things that bloom and rain.

The only thing that mentioned him was the sentence "I can't see him this summer, so wait until next winter."

"Boom—"

Huge fireworks exploded as if enveloping the world, Wen Silin came back to his senses, looked up at this beautiful scene together with Wen Sitian, Wen Sitian whispered unconsciously: "Wow..."

He marveled at the sight he had never seen before, dragged Wen Sirin to run into the crowd, and let go of his hand without paying attention.Wen Silin called his name and followed two steps, and saw Wen Sitian's head hidden in the crowd of people.

"Tian Tian——" he yelled loudly, and pushed his way through the crowd to look for him. The surrounding lights were flickering and shoulders were rubbing shoulders. He lost his eyes for a moment, and Wen Sitian slipped away to nowhere.

Cold sweat broke out from behind immediately, and the fireworks filled the night sky for a long time. He stood blankly for a moment, and shouted: "Wen Sitian——"

His hissing and shouting were drowned in the explosion of fireworks and the hustle and bustle of human voices. The overwhelming excitement suppressed his voice like water-soaked yellow mounting paper. His legs were almost weak, and he looked around in a panic while shouting. , accidentally bumped his head against the flashing neon signboard, and the child who was noticed laughed out loud.

He had no time to estimate the sharp pain on his forehead, Wen Sitian didn't know his way, what if he got lost?

Wen Sirin was extremely afraid that Wen Sitian would get out of his sight, especially in such a noisy and unfamiliar environment, something would happen to Wen Sitian, it's not like he didn't have an accident!If he is in danger again...

Stress disorder made Wen Sirin almost suffocate, he shouted Wen Sitian's name like crazy, his mind went blank, he knocked over the bicycle parked by the side of the road, and ran forward staggeringly.

He could almost hear the choking in his throat, he couldn't bear to do it again...

Someone suddenly grabbed his arm and dragged him to a stop. When he turned around, he saw a strange man said something in Malay to him. Calling him from a distance, seeing Wen Sirin stop, he also stopped, squatting down to help the knocked down bicycle.

Wen Silin stood still for a moment, and rushed towards him. He was already extremely tired and frightened, but at this moment his vision went dark, and he knelt on the ground, which startled Wen Sitian. He dropped his bicycle and went to give Wen Sitian a hug first. Rin was grabbed by the hand and yelled: "Can you stop running around?!"

Wen Sitian trembled in fright, and looked at Wen Sirin timidly and suspiciously. Wen Silin's hands were stronger than shackles, almost breaking his fragile wrist bones.Wen Sirin, who was always gentle and doting, now had red eyes, trembling lips, and yelled at him as if sick. He was scared and angry at the same time, struggling to pull his hand out.

Wen Silin closed his eyes and gasped for a few breaths. When he opened his eyes again, he saw the familiar expression on Wen Sitian's face again, cowering and fearful, like a flower hit by a hailstorm.

Realizing that he was out of control, he swallowed his saliva with difficulty, loosened his strength and rubbed his wrist with his thumb, lowered his voice to the softest volume, and said, "Don't be afraid, Tian Tian, ​​brother won't be so loud..." He stretched out his left hand to touch his face, but Wen Sitian shrank subconsciously and avoided it.

He still had a look of reproach and worry on his face, feeling aggrieved that he was called out for nothing. After a while, he blinked his reindeer-like eyes, and put his face on Wen Sirin's hand.

"...don't let go of my hand, okay?" Wen Sirin's voice was still trembling slightly, trying to pretend to be cheerful, "don't run to a place where brother can't find...Tian Tian..."

He regretted the fright he caused to Wen Sitian, but he was too scared.

Wen Sitian didn't understand why Wen Sirin's eyes were wet, so he stretched out his hand to touch his forehead, the wound was bumped, and a little blood smeared out, he whispered: "It doesn't hurt..."

"Hmm..." Wen Silin choked with sobs, but still said with a smile, "Touch Tiantian and it won't hurt..."

He hugged Wen Sitian and pressed on his chest, as if he wanted to push his flesh and blood back into his body again.

Wen Sitian seemed to feel his sadness, and patted his back lightly. There were grand fireworks in the indigo blue night sky, reflecting in his clear eyes.

The author says:

Every time I am more than 3000 words!Sometimes it's almost 4000 words!Isn't this an amazing achievement! [It can be seen that there is no other place that can be great...????????

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