Forbidden color

There was no wind outside the window, only thin and dense rain. Wen Sitian lay on the window and looked outside, sighing vaguely.

"Why are you sighing?" Wen Silin was amused, and went to rub his face. Wen Sitian was almost as thin as a enoki mushroom, only his cheeks were still swollen and round, "It's raining, shall we still go to see the chrysanthemums?"

As usual, Wen Sitian didn't speak, and stretched out his hand to catch the rainwater, looking very happy.

He was originally worried that taking him out on a rainy day would catch a cold, but...he didn't want to break his promise anymore, even though Wen Sitian might not understand what he said.

He wrapped Wen Sitian in two layers of clothes, knelt down and bowed his head to button him one by one. He wanted to wrap Wen Sitian into a silkworm chrysalis, so that no wind could get in.

Suddenly someone brushed his hair, Wen Sirin raised his head, facing Wen Sitian's deer-like eyes, he was looking at himself with a calm and defenseless expression, smiling, and brushed his forehead away. front hair.

He didn't seem to understand Wen Sirin, he didn't know why his elder brother showed a painful expression, so he imitated Wen Sirin and touched his face.

His hands were cold and soft, as if with an innocent desire to come and comfort his grieving brother.

Wen Sirin looked at him and smiled slightly, then turned her face and kissed his hand.

Maybe it was because of the rainy weather, there weren't many people in the botanical garden, Wen Sitian took a fancy to the straw hat in the car that he bought himself, and insisted on wearing it, so Wen Silin took his hand into the gate of the botanical garden nondescriptly.

He was held tightly in Wen Sirin's hand, unable to run around, sometimes he would stare helplessly at the milk tea, sausage, and ice cream in other people's hands, but he would not ask for it, he just looked at it sadly.

He wanted to eat it before, but Wen Sirin felt that those things were not good for his health. In order not to embarrass him, Wen Sitian always hid his childish little thoughts, but now he would not pretend, and Wen Sirin soon Defeated by his pitiful eyes, he bought him a cone and whispered to the vendor to give him less.

The clusters of chrysanthemums did not arouse much interest for Wen Sitian. Compared with plants, he prefers animals. Chrysanthemums are not like monkeys that can climb up and down trees and beckon to him. He prefers the tropical environment of the botanical garden. Rainforest Pavilion.

They accidentally ran into Yan Qing at the entrance of the museum.

There is an exhibition area for cold-blooded animals in the Tropical Rainforest Pavilion. Wen Sitian was fascinated by the glass, and the lizard stared at its round eyes, and crawled under the leaves to hide.

Wen Sirin and Yan Qing looked at him not far away.

I haven't seen him for more than two months, and Yan Qing has lost a lot of weight. He is obviously a little nervous, but Wen Sirin's face is normal, it seems that this earth-shaking commotion has nothing to do with Yan Qing, and he didn't even look at him a few times .

"Did you come alone?" Wen Sirin asked casually after not seeing Yan Qing for a long time.

"Bring my dad here to relax, he just returned to China." Yan Qing pointed to the distance, where a young nanny was pushing an old man in a wheelchair.

"How are things at home?"

"fine."

Wen Sirin glanced at him, knowing that the so-called "okay" was not much better, but he didn't want to ask more questions, and Yan Qing didn't want to explain too much.

The silence spread again, Yan Qing's expression was complicated, he hesitated for a long time, and then hesitantly opened his mouth: "Tian Tian...how is it?"

Wen Silin kept staring at Wen Sitian, as if he didn't hear what he said. Seeing Wen Sitian chasing the lizard, he bumped his head against the glass inadvertently, looking around with his mouth flattened, laughed, and then said: "It's caused by shock." Brain injury, he is still undergoing rehabilitation treatment, and then find a way to take him to the United States, where the medical conditions are the best."

Yan Qing choked, Wen Sirin was very unstable when the incident happened, Chen Guangyue repeatedly asked him not to show up, and he didn't even have a chance to say sorry to them.

He knew that his apology was insignificant, but that it always weighed heavily on his heart like a boulder.

Seeing Yan Qing's expression, Wen Sirin turned to look at him and said, "I really don't blame you, it's my fault."

"...No! If it weren't for me..." Yan Qing said eagerly, but was interrupted by Wen Sirin shaking his head, and he said lightly: "No one blames you, Yan Qing, and neither will Tian Tian."

Yan Qing stared blankly at his ex-lover, his formerly ostentatious edge was turned away, the blade was all aimed at his flesh and blood heart, leaving only the blunt and smooth back, for fear of hurting the person he wanted to hug .

"I was the only one who could change this result." He said calmly, "Even without you and the kidnappers..."

Yan Qing couldn't understand what he was talking about, but his eyes couldn't help being pitiful, and he said in a low voice: "But after all...he is not what he used to be..."

"What's the difference?" Wen Sirin said meaninglessly, "What he changed may be important to you, I don't care."

Wen Silin took a deep breath, straightened up and wanted to leave, Yan Qing recalled what Wen Sitian had said to him, and cried out: "Then you and him...you..."

Wen Sirin turned to look at him, Yan Qing bit the bullet and said: "Tiantian told me...you...you...with him..." He found it hard to say, as if saying those two words would cut him The mouth is average.

After a moment of silence, Wen Sirin said indifferently: "Yes, that's it. We are together, like brothers and lovers."

Yan Qing looked at him in disbelief. Originally, he still had a glimmer of hope, which was Wen Sitian's wishful thinking. He murmured: "Wen Silin, are you crazy...?"

Seeing that Wen Sirin didn't speak, he tremblingly said: "Do you know what you're doing? Tiantian has already...you..." He took a short breath and tried his best to speak softly. "Others will say that you are messed up... your relatives, friends, colleagues, what will they think of you... Si Lin..." He couldn't say more harsh words, and looked at Wen Sirin almost pleadingly.

He wanted to continue talking, but his eyes widened in surprise.

Wen Sirin's eyes were red, his sharp and handsome eyebrows were slightly frowned, he tried his best to open his eyes to see the tropical green leaves in the distance, but his eyes slowly turned red.

He has known Wen Sirin for nearly ten years, and he has never seen him like this, as if the solid ice has been crushed from the inside, only the outer shell is still struggling to support it.

"You..." Yan Qing was a little at a loss, "I'm sorry, I spoke too harshly, but..."

Wen Sirin suddenly interrupted him, and he murmured in a low voice: "No, I just suddenly thought... what you want to say to me, and those terrible eyes, someone has already done to Tian Tian."

"Since he was very young, he has been living in such fear, my Tian Tian..."

"Every time I go home, he is very happy. He tells me about my academic performance, about computer games, and about loving me, but he never said these things."

Tears flowed down his chin and into his collar.

"He never just smiled at me."

"I was afraid that he would get hurt, so I never let him play in dangerous places, I was afraid that he would get sick, and I didn't allow him to eat junk food. Sometimes I saw him staring at the ice cream of children of the same age, and he looked eagerly... But he never quarreled. To eat, he is so good, I thought I had protected him well."

"But he's always been alone...I...I've never been with him once..."

Wen Sirin couldn't bear it and raised a hand to cover her eyes.

He looks so weak and cries so much, but he never told him about his suffering.

"I want him to be safe and smooth all his life. I want him to live a life that requires the least hardship. I left him a lot of money, and I want to arrange a good job for him so that he can live the happiest life." Wen Sirin's voice Hoarse, "He is my most important and favorite person, but... I personally put him..."

Wen Sitian in the distance turned his head, wearing the straw hat with a flower pinned to it, looking at his brother searchingly.

Feeling that his clothes were ripped twice, Wen Sirin looked back, and Wen Sitian ran back without making a sound, and it was rare for him to say clearly: "Go home, brother."

Wen Sirin rubbed his face, smiled at him, and replied: "Okay, go home." He leaned slightly on his chest and asked, "Do you want to carry you?"

Wen Sitian was silent again, just holding his hand, still innocent and ignorant.

They bought a red lizard model, and Wen Sirin carried him out of the Tropical Rainforest Pavilion and walked all the way to the entrance of the botanical garden.

"When you go to Singapore, you have to take good care of yourself and Tiantian." Yan Qing's expression was still worried, but he didn't say anything more, "If you have anything to do, you can contact me. I still know a lot of students from various countries."

"Okay." Wen Silin nodded, and when he reached the gate of the garden, he said to Wen Sitian, "Goodbye, brother."

Wen Sitian waved to Yan Qing with a childish smile, revealing two small dimples that had not been seen for a long time.

The stacked backs gradually moved away, Wen Sirin turned Wen Sitian on his back, and said something to him, and the two laughed happily.

People around looked sideways from time to time, looking at this weird scene, there might be disgust and ridicule on their faces, but the two young girls looked back several times curiously, and whispered excitedly.

Yan Qing stood where he was, watching them walk into the misty rain.

End.

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