Forbidden color

"Hey, do you know where Wen Sitian has gone?"

Xu Qingyang was leaning boredly by the welcome booth, and was asked by Xuemei to help the club recruit new students. Liu Miaomiao had just come out of the library with a stack of books in her arms. When she saw him, she squeezed in unceremoniously. asked.

He hadn't heard Wen Sitian's name for a long time, Xu Qingyang felt uncomfortable, pretended not to care, and said: "I don't know."

It has been more than a week since school started, even if he deliberately ignored Wen Sitian on weekdays, he still found that he did not come to report, nor did he appear in any group meeting.

He hasn't spoken to Wen Sitian for more than half a year.

"...how did I hear..." Liu Miaomiao hesitated, "...he dropped out of school..."

Xu Qingyang raised his eyes, frowned and said, "What?"

"I just heard..." Liu Miaomiao quickly waved her hands and said, "Xiaohan said that when she went to find the teachers of the youth league committee, she heard some teachers chatting, but she didn't hear it very clearly..."

After a moment of silence, Xu Qingyang stretched out his hand to flip through the new brochure, and said in a low voice, "...How is that possible? Don't spread rumors." He flipped through two pages, then threw the brochure back on the table impatiently, It was found that Liu Miaomiao had been staring at him.

"What for?"

Liu Miaomiao thought for a while, and asked cautiously, "...Did you two quarrel?"

Xu Qingyang took a deep breath and said, "No."

"...You guys don't talk now, Wen Sitian seems to have a crowd phobia." Liu Miaomiao's expression was a little sad, "They are all seniors, and I don't know if they will see each other after graduation... It's not a three-year-old child Boy, why are you breaking up with each other..."

Xu Qingyang fell silent, his own life didn't seem to have changed, he still had many cronies and never felt lonely, but Wen Sitian became more and more marginal.Ever since he said those words to Wen Sitian, he always avoided the crowd. If he was seen from a distance on the road, he couldn't avoid it. Wen Sitian would even back away and come out after he passed by.

He knew he was too much, but...

He thought of Wen Sitian's pure and shy appearance on the surface and the picture of him kissing his brother in the snowy winter night. He was not like this, he had never been so softly embraced by someone, and he was desperately standing on tiptoe To ask for a kiss, how could he...

As soon as Xu Qingyang thought of this, anger surged up for no reason. He stopped himself from thinking about it, stood up and said coldly: "We are not in the same way, why is it so strange if we can't get together?"

He ignored Liu Miaomiao's shout of "Ai Ai" behind him, and walked away on his own.

The square was full of curious freshmen, visiting clubs' recruiting activities everywhere, he remembered the first time he met Wen Sitian, it was also such a hot late summer night.

At that time, he had already had a heated fight with the people in the dormitory, and he was going to play basketball shoulder to shoulder.They passed through the rows of club booths on the square, and when the crowds were crowded and the lights were dim, he happened to see Wen Sitian at a glance. He was alone, in front of the animation club, with a fox mask on his face, looking sideways , revealing Bai Yingying's neck and earlobes, like a goblin who hides people's ears.

He was dragged away by his roommate, as if his soul had been sucked away.

He didn't recognize Wen Sitian until the public class happened, and knew that he was a boy...

Xu Qingyang has been uneasy about this for a long time. He feels that his intelligence is not worthy of being admitted to university, so he almost asks to repeat the grade.

Thinking of this, he pulled his hair angrily, he didn't want to take care of Wen Sitian's business anymore, it's better not to even think about it.

However, dropping out of school...

Xu Qingyang clenched his hands unconsciously, was it because of his and his brother's affairs?Still sick?He is so unwell...

He thought that someone would always bring up this matter, but after the start of his senior year, many students left school for internships, and most of those who stayed in school wanted to continue their studies. Except for him and Liu Miaomiao, no one seemed to notice the people coming and going, and Wen Sitian just disappeared out of thin air.

Another week later, he went to play on the refurbished basketball court, and heard the chatter of the people next to him, saying what his uncle had seen and heard when he was patrolling the special police brigade. , private loan sharks colluded with banks, violently collected money, and almost killed people. His uncle personally led a team to rescue people.

"I heard that it was a student in our school. His family members took out usury loans and ran away. Those people tied him up to force his family members to come forward."

"Wow, it's too sad to have such a family? Is he okay?"

"Are you okay? It is said that the leaders of the province have come to deal with it strictly..."

Everyone sighed, Xu Qingyang listened indifferently, raised his head and poured the remaining mineral water into his mouth.

"Who is in our school? Do you know him?" Someone interrupted and asked.

"I don't know, it seems to be injured, and I can only suspend school in the end..."

Hearing the word "suspended from school", Xu Qingyang's attention was caught, he looked up at the group of people, and asked for a long time: "What's your name?"

"I really don't remember." The man quickly talked about other topics, leaving only Xu Qingyang to meditate silently. For some reason, he felt heavy in his heart. After waiting for a while, he was about to get up and leave when he was stopped again.

He turned his head and saw that it was a familiar face who occasionally played together. Once at Liu Miaomiao's birthday party, the two had a bad fight.

The man was a little embarrassed, he wanted to show his favor, and he had nothing to say: "Where are you going to go during the summer vacation?"

Xu Qingyang had a big heart and didn't hold any grudges. He chatted with him casually, and the boy said, "That person last time... I saw that he was looking for you."

"Who?" Xu Qingyang realized right after he finished speaking that he was referring to Wen Sitian.

Wen Sitian looking for him?

"During the summer vacation, he said that he would give you peaches... He was so nervous, he came to the basketball court to find you." The boy said vaguely, "I thought there was something wrong, so let it be fine."

Xu Qingyang said "oh", and the two of them had nothing to say, so they said goodbye and left.

The evening breeze refreshed him. He had been worried all along, and he always felt that something was weighing on his heart, but now he suddenly felt relaxed for no reason.

Wen Sitian really looked for him... Didn't he blame himself?Haven't they reached the point where they can't communicate with each other?

He was thinking a little nervously, Wen Sitian didn't have any heinous faults, if...if Wen Sitian was more generous, maybe they...have hot pot together once, and they can reconcile again.

His mind changed so quickly, as if he had been waiting for a step to step down for him.

Wen Sitian still remembered that he liked to eat peaches... He originally planned to be friends with Wen Sitian...

Otherwise...he should go back to the dormitory and send a message first... After all, he was the first to say something ugly, so he should take a step back...

Xu Qingyang raised his wristband and wiped his sweat. It seemed that there was a solution to the troubles that were vaguely hanging in his mind. He even walked briskly. To try to save his friend, like a young and cheerful wind, full of courage to start over at any time.

"Tick, tick..."

Chen Guangyue had been sitting on the ground for two hours. He didn't dare to play with his mobile phone, and no one wanted to talk to him. He stared at the clock on the wall and was almost hypnotized.

With his back turned to him, Wen Sitian concentrated on playing with a carp streamer. He faced the electric fan and blew it into an undulating strip. He played like this for two hours.

He has lost a lot of weight. He only held a small handful in his hand. Now, when viewed from the back, two thin shoulder blades stand out, and the skin exposed by the neckline is like a layer of ice wrapped around the bones. Thoroughly, pitifully weak.

Chen Guangyue looked at the closed study door, Wen Sirin hadn't come out yet, why did the guest have to talk for so long?

"Tian Tian... Let's watch a cartoon for a while..." Chen Guangyue suggested in a low voice, he leaned over carefully and tried his best to put his big face into Wen Sitian's line of sight, but Wen Sitian just glanced at him and didn't care. He ignored him and continued to fiddle with the carp banner in his hand.

Chen Guangyue waited for a long time without waiting for a response, so he could only sit back and continue to be in a daze, and kept staring at Wen Sitian to prevent him from sticking his fingers on the blades of the electric fan.

Sitting like this until the dusk fell, the light in the room was dimmed, Chen Guangyue was almost falling asleep, the study door clicked open, he was awakened, he got up quickly and turned on the light, expressing that he had been looking at Wen Sitian responsibly .

The fat man with round eyes looked very amiable, Wen Sirin sent him to the door.

"Tiantian...?" The man called softly into the room, but Wen Sitian still didn't seem to hear it.

"He..." Wen Sirin's voice was hoarse and out of tune as soon as he opened his mouth, as if he had cried in secret, he cleared his throat and said, "He doesn't talk much..." His expression was calm, and the gloomy expression accumulated in his sharp eyes On the brow, it is no longer as sharp as before, like a sword that has been gouged out, leaving only a crisp layer.

"He also...doesn't recognize people from the past." Seeing Luan Jian's expression, Wen Sirin smiled slightly, "But he is very polite, so I asked him to come over..."

Luan Jian hurriedly stopped Wen Sirin, and said: "No, don't force him." He looked complicated, looked at Wen Sitian who was hiding in the corner like a kitten, and said, "I'll give you all the medical records he has in mine. After that, can I still come to see him?"

Wen Sirin nodded and thanked Luan Jiandao.

"Who is that person?" Chen Guangyue asked after Luan Jian left.

"Tian Tian's former friend." Wen Sirin explained briefly. He went to the kitchen to cut fruit and asked Chen Guangyue, "Will you stay for dinner tonight? I'll make tomato and beef stew."

"No, I have an appointment for dinner tonight." Chen Guangyue said, ready to leave, he looked at Wen Sirin with some concern, "Are you okay?"

It has been two months, and he would rather see Wen Sirin's expression of pain than to be calm as if nothing had happened. What did that person tell him?

The corners of Wen Sirin's eyes were a little red, his brows were wrinkled together tiredly, his jaw was clenched tightly, as if his whole body was cold, and he seemed to be enduring pain all the time.

Just like his expression when he heard the suspect's confession.

"He kept crying and banging his head on the door. We thought he was making too much noise, so we gave him another injection..." The kidnapper's expression was numb, and his tone was disgusted, as if his soul had died, "I didn't want to harm him... "

The overdose of medical sedatives made Wen Sitian fall into a coma, and he never woke up as before. The prolonged shock permanently damaged his fragile brain.

Wen Sitian doesn't like the hospital, even though he doesn't speak clearly like before and doesn't cry a lot anymore, but Wen Silin knows he doesn't like it, he can see it.

He understood the meaning of Wen Sitian's every move.

So he took him back home temporarily.

Except for Wen Sitian's unusual quietness, nothing seemed to have changed. He always liked to be alone, and he could play with a small branch for half a day.

It's just that he will no longer talk to Wen Sirin sweetly and tenderly when he appears, and he will no longer pounce livelyly to ask for his love.

Wen Sirin stewed the soup into a casserole and came out of the kitchen to find Wen Sitian.

The cut fruit was still put aside, Wen Sitian was tired of playing with carp flags, and was flipping through a colorful picture book. The picture book was very abstract, like paint discs scattered on white paper, and he couldn't even tell up, down, left, and right. It's interesting to watch.

"Why don't you eat fruit? Don't you like it?" Wen Sirin knelt down behind him, and forked a piece of strawberry to Wen Sitian's mouth. He pouted and avoided it, making a voice of reluctance.

Wen Sirin held the fork for a long time, but Wen Sitian refused to open his mouth to eat, he was indulging in a world that Wen Sirin could not understand.

"Tian Tian..." Wen Sirin called out in his softest tone, "Can I hug you, brother?"

No echo.

He didn't give up, but Wen Sitian never looked back. He liked this album very much and had read it many times.

"Tian Tian..." He embraced Wen Sitian from behind with extremely light strength, his voice finally trembled, "I'm sorry..." He couldn't restrain his sobs, but Wen Sitian just unconsciously dodged forward and rolled over to the bottom. one page.

"Tiantian...let my brother hug me..." He held Wen Sitian in his arms, "just one..."

Wen Sitian reached out and touched the psychedelic color on the album, on which there was a drop of clear water.