Forbidden color

When I hung up the phone, the time was displayed close to one o'clock, Wen Sirin let out a long breath, opened the balcony door, and found that Wen Sitian hadn't slept yet, he stared at his round eyes like a vigil owl, and was stunned He stared blankly at himself who opened the door and entered the room.

"Why don't you go to sleep..." After he finished speaking, he remembered that he still owed a goodnight kiss, maybe Wen Sitian was waiting for this.

【Eat or not?If you don’t eat it, I’ll take it away]

Wen Sirin grabbed his hand with a smile and said, "I have to go to the company tomorrow, can you bear it for a day?"

Wen Sitian was reluctant, and even said to show him wearing a sailor suit, stripped naked, pouted, hugged his brother's arms, and played with the buttons of his pajamas.

"I told you not to stay up late all the time, you have dark circles under your eyes..." Wen Sirin touched his lower eyelids, shifted his gaze to his rosy lips, swallowed unconsciously, and said, "Be obedient and sleep , it's too late today."

Seeing him reach out to turn off the light, Wen Sitian insisted on sitting in the dark for a while, but was pressed down by Wen Silin, and fell asleep forcibly.

But he didn't want to sleep. Although his chest was as heavy as a giant squatting beast, he was inexplicably excited. He lay there upright, groping here and there. After a long time, he quietly said: "Brother, I don't want to sleep..."

Wen Silin beside him moved, turned over and hugged him in his arms, his voice was hoarse: "...why don't you sleep? Want to become a fairy?"

He opened his eyes in the dark, although he couldn't see anything, maybe he slept during the day, he was very awake, and whispered: "I feel very good today, you said that we will be together in the future... I am not willing to let you Today is over..." As he spoke, his eyes began to sore again. Since he started to get sick, he has become more and more like a faucet in disrepair, and he can cry at any time. "If today is not over, you will always love me and always miss me. be with me……"

He felt the arms around him slowly tighten.

"But once this day is over and I wake up, you don't know what will become..."

He doesn't like mornings. Not only do he have to face the universal difficulty of getting up in the morning, but more importantly, he has to re-accept the reality of "brother is still not there". In the past ten years, most of the time he has experienced this repeatedly. This kind of pain, and the occasional good mood one day, he is often afraid that after sleeping, he will forget this wonderful feeling when he wakes up.

Even if you can be happy for a short time, you are always afraid of tomorrow's arrival.

What's more, now, he is especially worried about what kind of mental state he will be in when the next day comes.

"If only tomorrow didn't come..." he murmured reverently.

Wen Sitian didn't make a sound all the time, he thought he was asleep, but he heard his slightly hoarse voice again: "Tian Tian...I didn't do well..." Wen Sitian felt a kiss on his ear, "How much do I miss you?" I can do it all over again, and wake up with you every day..."

Wen Sitian shook his head and said: "Don't do it all over again...Although I am a little sad sometimes, I feel that every day is very important. Even if I start over again and have a happier life, I think about everything that happened to us. I am reluctant to exchange every day I spend. Brother, occasionally I think, if only I wasn’t your younger brother, I can buy roses for you in front of everyone..." He sniffled and said as lightly as possible, "But then we won't grow up together, we won't be a family, and you won't name me, hold me and sing, say I'm the sweetest baby in the world ..."

Wen Sirin grabbed his hand and put it on her heart: "Tian Tian, ​​what should I do to make you feel safe? I will not be with Yan Qing, nor will I leave alone..." His The voice sounded like a ghost screaming in a vacuum, stuck in a desperate situation, "Please believe me once... Brother loves you, can't you feel it?"

Wen Sitian pursed his lips and shed tears silently, he murmured: "I know...brother."

He heard Wen Sirin say to Yan Qing's phone, "I have someone." He did all the things he could do for himself. He couldn't control his emotions, thoughts, and morals, and he couldn't guess why he was here. With such emotions to make a decision with Yan Qing, but he tried his best, Wen Sitian couldn't go beyond these to criticize his free brother.

It is often said that one should not devote one's life to any belief, because the belief itself may be wrong.But he has already devoted himself to this belief, and if he wants to pull out and tear off his flesh and blood, who can easily make such a determination?Maybe he was too young at that time, and cast his narrow eyes on Wen Sirin. He obviously didn't ask for much, but he was crushed and sealed. The sacrifice of love is generally thrown into the abyss of immorality that will always be stared at by the world, and even dragged his brother into the water, and the road will go to darkness.

"Tian Tian, ​​don't be afraid of tomorrow. Only tomorrow will we have a chance to get better." Wen Sirin reached out to wipe his wet cheeks, "Let's go see a doctor, help you find your friend back, and go abroad together To see the sea..."

My brother started to make a wish again, he smiled, nodded at this beautiful vision, and said softly: "Brother, have I told you?" His collar was wet with tears, he closed his eyes, "You are the best brother in the world."

The next morning, the sky was still cloudy. When Wen Sirin woke up, he found that Wen Sitian had already got up. He dragged two big black eyes and was spreading egg pancakes in the kitchen. Looking from a distance, it looked like someone's house. child bride.

"Why are you up so early?" Wen Sirin finished washing and ate his brother's love breakfast, without salt, so he didn't dare to say.

"I want to take you out." Wen Sitian didn't have enough sleep, his energy was low, and he was so angry that he thought to himself that he couldn't sleep anyway, so he swallowed it because he was afraid that Wen Sirin would be worried.

Wen Silin asked him to sleep a little longer during the day, and if he couldn't fall asleep, he could play games and watch anime. He regretted not hiding all of Wen Sitian's textbooks, so that he would not become anxious when he saw them.

They bid farewell at the stairs, Wen Sitian adjusted his brother's collar and patted his clothes superfluously, but couldn't find anything else to do, so he kissed Wen Sirin like a sucker and made a "chirp".

Wen Sirin smiled, tilted her head to touch his face, and said, "Goodbye, baby, I'll be back soon."

He walked a long distance and looked back. Wen Sitian was still standing there wearing his sea blue wide-sleeved shirt. This community was old and far away from the urban area. Most of the residents were housewives and older The old man, with lush green plants and gentle years, Wen Sitian's small figure stood there, like an old oil painting, the paint flowed down like tears and solidified into a picture, outside the picture tall buildings gradually rose, wind and clouds Changes, but he always calmly tells his unchanging mind.

Wen Silin waved his hand, he wanted Wen Sitian to go back to the house, it was still raining outside, but Wen Sitian couldn't hear him, besides, Wen Sitian was so stubborn, he never gave up following him because of the bad environment, Wen Sitian Lin looked at Wen Sitian, whose face was blurred, and said in a low voice, "Wait for brother to come back."

I hope Chenfeng can take his words back.

Wen Sitian's mobile phone was still left on the bed, and few people had contacted him. He cleaned up the kitchen and sat on the bed in a daze. For a long time, he found that the breathing light of the mobile phone had been flashing, and there was a new message.

The first one was just sent by Wen Sirin - "I'm leaving the city at night, I'll buy you anything I want to eat, brother loves you."

He touched the words on the screen, thinking about what Wen Sirin should bring back at night, in fact, he has always wanted to taste the taste of snail noodles...

Unable to make a decision by typing, deleting or deleting, Wen Sitian skipped to the next message, planning to return to his brother later.

He almost suspected that he had read it wrong, and the new news came from someone he couldn't think of.

"Tian Tian, ​​what have you been up to lately?" - Yan Qing

Wen Sitian was surprised, he and Yan Qing were not that familiar, the intersection of the two was nothing other than Wen Sirin, why did he suddenly find himself?

Did you lie under the window and listen to the corner last night?

After hesitating for a long time, he typed: "Brother Yan Qing, you are studying at home, what's the matter?"

They chatted a few words about homework, and gradually became speechless.

He saw that the chat window continued to display "the other party is typing...", but no message was sent for a long time. He held his phone nervously, not knowing what was going to happen.

After a long time, a new message popped up: "Your brother said that he has someone, is it true?"

Wen Sitian stared at the message, not knowing how to reply him.

"Can you tell me what kind of person that is?" Yan Qing's typing tone was as gentle as his own, but Wen Sitian felt a trace of sadness inexplicably.

What should he say?Wen Sitian's fingers hovered on the screen and trembled slightly, admitted, describe himself?Or deny it and slap Wen Sirin in the face?

He was afraid to communicate with Yan Qing, even though he knew that the other party was not malicious, he typed in a panic: "I don't know."

Feeling that he had lied, he added: "He didn't tell me, I don't understand."

Yan Qing paused for a long time before sending a sentence of "Yeah." After a while, he said, "Your brother really loves you."

What do you mean?

Wen Sitian was stunned, not understanding why Yan Qing changed the topic again, but he vaguely remembered who said that before.

By the way, it's Xu Qingyang.

He broke out in a cold sweat immediately, threw the phone out as if it was hot, and rushed into the bathroom in a panic.I haven't seen him for a few days, but the self in the mirror looks terrified, his eyes are wide open, as if many manic emotions have been ignited, and he looks extremely bright.But his face is pale and haggard, lacking in blood, and blue blood vessels can be vaguely seen through the thin neck skin. Because of crying all the time, his eyebrows and eyes are a little swollen. kitten.

He obviously felt restless, and the depression in his heart rushed up again. He couldn't flush himself into the toilet, so he simply turned on the shower and took a shower again.

He tried his best to persuade himself not to think about Yan Qing anymore, but his thinking didn't listen to him, he said he didn't know about Wen Sirin's relationship, how could it be possible?Yan Qing must know that he is lying to him... What exactly is Yan Qing trying to say?He scratched his body unconsciously, red marks all over his fair skin.

Chaotic and illogical thoughts filled his brain, and by the time he realized it, he had already run out of the house. He wanted to talk to each of them, Yan Qing, Xu Qingyang, Luan Jian... He had had enough of a His thoughts were running wild, and the unanswered self-speculations almost drove him crazy.

It was very cold, and he ran out wet without drying his hair. The only thing he was lucky about was that he still remembered to put on his pants.