Forbidden color

On the weekend after the National Day, it was time for follow-up visits. Wen Sitian took the bus for two and a half hours from the school to the Second City Hospital.

Luan Jian routinely asked him about his recent medication, patted him on the head with satisfaction, and said, "Why are you doing so well recently?"

Wen Sitian gave a rare childish smile, flicked his two pointed white teeth, and asked, "When can I stop taking the medicine?"

"Don't mess around, you have to stop taking the medicine step by step." Hearing this, Luan Jian warned with an expression on his face.

"I know, why don't you ask me." Wen Sitian looked very lively today, looking around in the office, leaning over to look at the photo of Luan Jian's girlfriend on the desk.

"You have a criminal record, I have to keep an eye on you all the time."

At the end of the follow-up consultation, Luan Jian sent him to the door, pondered for a moment, and said: "Wen Sitian, apart from genetic factors, people's depression is always caused by unresolvable facts in the final analysis. You have always refused to say, I feel powerless to help you."

Wen Sitian had the urge to tell Luan Jian about the matter. This was not a matter of a day or two. How could he not want to talk about it? It's just...

His doctor looked at him worriedly from behind round lenses, and added: "It's okay if you don't want to say it, but I hope you understand that I am your doctor and your friend, and I will always stand by your side." side, you know?"

Wen Sitian nodded. He sincerely thanked Luan Jian for his patience and concern for him. After hesitating for a long time, he made up his mind and said, "Next time... I will tell you next time."

Walking out of the hospital gate, the setting sun was already slanting, and he was carrying a small box of biscuits that Luan Jian gave him in his hand. He walked lightly, stepping on the shoulder of the red brick road, and walked home. Dirty stray animals He followed up tentatively, was fed crushed biscuit crumbs, sniffed it with his wet little nose, and dispersed again in disgust.

He didn't please the children, and he didn't feel lost as before. He continued humming a ditty while walking. Suddenly, a cry of "Hey——" came from far and near. Before he could look up, he was caught A little guy who was attacking quickly knocked to the ground, and things rolled to the ground.

Wen Sitian was dizzy from the bump, and was startled when he looked up and saw the person opposite. It was Xu Qingyang, whom he hadn't seen much for nearly two months, pulling a little girl with ponytails.

"Wen Sitian, are you okay?" Xu Qingyang ordered the little girl to stand still, and rushed to help him.

Wen Sitian was still a little dazed, until Xu Qingyang picked up the biscuit box and medicine that had fallen on the ground and handed them to him, then he came back to his senses and hurriedly said, "Thank you..."

"What are you thanking me for? It was this little thing that ran around and hit you." Xu Qingyang tugged at the little girl and said to her, "Xu Xinxin, please apologize to her. You are lawless without your mother."

"Brother, I'm sorry..." The little girl blinked her eyes and apologized while covering her red face.

"It's okay... Did you hit it?" Wen Sitian still didn't dare to look at Xu Qingyang's expression, and asked the little girl softly.

Xu Xinxin shook his head, and took another look at Xu Qingyang. Seeing that no one was going to hold her accountable, he ran towards the fitness machine not far away like a little monkey, leaving the two of them a little embarrassed.

Wen Sitian thought for a long time, "uh" for a long time but didn't know what to say.He said all the words of apology, Xu Qingyang must not be uncommon, even if he didn't accept it, it was reasonable, if he chased after him to ask for forgiveness, wouldn't it be more annoying?

If Xu Qingyang was willing to beat him up, he would feel better.

"Are you taking your younger sister out to play?" Wen Sitian couldn't find anything to say, and managed to say something for a long time.

"It's my niece, take her back from the specialty class." Xu Qingyang replied.

"Do you want to eat this?" He suddenly remembered that he still had cranberry biscuits presented by Luan Jian in his hand.

"Uh, no more..." Xu Qingyang also sounded slightly surprised.

Well, leftover biscuits don't make the sum.

Xu Qingyang saw him tearing up the plastic bag with his head lowered in distress, and sighed slightly. In fact, he saw Wen Sitian from a distance. He was brisk and cheerful, and looked much happier than those two months at the seaside. up.

Maybe it's with the one he loves.

He thought sullenly, after seeing each other for two months, Wen Sitian seemed to have been irrigated with water-deficient flowers, full of vitality, with a radiant complexion, as if he had been well taken care of, he looked at his water-red Lips blurted out: "You have someone you like, why do you still let me kiss you..."

Wen Sitian wasn't ready yet, and he didn't expect him to suddenly ask straight-forward, his face flushed, and he whispered after a long time: "I thought I couldn't be with him, so I wanted to find someone else to date... I didn't mean to I lied to you..." He subconsciously defended Wen Sirin, hiding his bad behavior.

Then I am the "lucky one" chosen by Wen Sitian?Thinking of this, Xu Qingyang suddenly felt a sense of honor. He quickly shook his head, tried to keep a straight face, and interrupted this strange idea.

Although this love that hasn't started makes him feel sad, but he is a bright and happy boy, and he won't sink for too long because of it.Maybe it's the difference in appearance, Wen Sitian is not like his buddies who usually hang shoulders with him, he is very strong and strong, and has a strong healing ability, so he has a kind of affection for Wen Sitian, and he always feels that he will be fine if he is hurt a little. It will be broken, and seeing that he has been safe and sound, I will be much more relaxed.

There are so many interesting things in the world, such as basketball, video games, a skateboard team that roars like ghosts, so many gentle and kind girls, and a little niece who is like a monkey, his energy will not be concentrated A failed love affair.

Although he was still a little wronged, he didn't want to burden Wen Sitian too much, he looked much weaker than himself.Xu Qingyang thought about it, and decided to be more magnanimous, and took the initiative to say: "Okay, I'm not angry with you, really." When he saw Wen Sitian raised his head, he showed the familiar sad expression again. He continued, "Whether you like it or not is something that people can't control."

"You must have agreed to let me kiss because you thought I was very nice, right? Sigh... I kissed a girl for the first time, and she ran home crying... When you were with me, you always She looks like she's about to cry at any time..." Xu Qingyang rubbed the back of his head, "I don't blame you, I'm just afraid that you'll be embarrassed."

Wen Sitian looked at his calm and sincere face, and murmured: "Xu Qingyang, why are you so nice..."

This time it was Xu Qingyang's turn to blush, he heheed twice, and covered up: "It's okay..." He raised his eyes and saw Wen Sitian's tears filled his eyelashes, he was very moved, and hurriedly said, "Oh... you Why do you always feel that others are going to blame you, don't be so narrow-minded, you have been like a thief who is afraid of being caught for the past two months."

This must be his brother's problem, Xu Qingyang slandered, Wen Silin was so fierce, that's why Wen Sitian always looked pitiful.

"Then...then I can buy you whatever you want." Wen Sitian tried his best to make up for him, "You can do whatever you want me to do."

Xu Qingyang looked at the two big dimples, thinking of the afternoon when he saw them for the first time, restrained his urge to stroke them, remained silent for a moment, and still smiled and said: "Then You have to call me the next time you go out to play." He thought for a while, and added, "Don't peek outside the basketball court anymore, others will think you have a crush on me."

Wen Sitian nodded with a blushing face, and smiled like a flower blooming.

This was the first time in a long time that Xu Qingyang saw him smiling so sincerely, without the dripping melancholy behind him.

Xu Qingyang watched Wen Sitian's back away, and then remembered how many boxes of medicine he had in his hand. He didn't know if he was ill. Remember to ask him next time.

The trouser legs were pulled, Xu Xinxin had had enough fun, licked the ice cream and asked him, "Xu Qingyang, why are you frowning? You look like an ugly orange."

"Your uncle and I are broken in love, do you still have a conscience?" Xu Qingyang kicked her lightly, "Give me a bite!"

"Liang, Liang, Liangpier~" She ignored her, and ran towards the small stall with joy.

Xu Qingyang smiled, facing the crimson Huoshaoyun, and ran forward after the little ancestor.

Wen Silin took Chen Guangyue's ride and went to the city center to buy Wen Sitian the cake he specified, and Wen Sitian was taken aback as soon as he entered the door.

His worry-free younger brother was sleeping on the cold floor with his butt pouted, and a rag was thrown not far away. He was probably tired from wiping the floor halfway, and he just lay down and didn't want to get up.He has a strange problem, if he doesn't wake up from the place where he fell asleep, he will be in a bad mood and be depressed for a long time, so Wen Sirin didn't dare to carry him to bed and had to roll him up with a quilt.

Wen Sitian, who seemed to be sleeping in a swaddling baby, might have dreamed of something good, her eyebrows were stretched, her lips were slightly opened, and a little red tip of her tongue could be seen, carefree and fearless.

When he is awake, he is always like a docile and vigilant prey. Although he is still very good at acting like a baby, he is more and more aware of his words and expressions, so as not to anger anyone.

Only at this time, he is no longer like a bottle of carbonated drink that has run out of air, leaving only a small puddle of sweet water without waves, but like a soft cake roll, unsuspectingly taking his best part All exposed.

Wen Silin lowered his head to kiss him, and Wen Sitian responded in a daze, slowly opened his eyes, put his arms around Wen Silin's neck, and said in a sticky voice: "Brother, you smell so delicious...it smells like chocolate..." Wen Silin Rin smiled softly and asked, "Are you still going to sleep? Do you want to eat cake?"

"Eat." He stretched and rolled off Wen Sirin's body, "I want some tea."

He joyfully carried the cake to the balcony, waiting for Wen Sirin to make tea for him, since Wen Sirin didn't like sweets, he didn't have to keep a bite for him.

"Didn't you not like to eat this before?" Wen Sirin asked.

"Who said... I always like to eat..." He muttered, thinking of the cake he pulled out of the trash can, it was sour for a while, but it was all over, and he ran out with a smile and hugged it. Wen Sirin's waist said, "Brother, I think everyone is a good person."

"What are you talking about without thinking?" Wen Sirin laughed at him.

Wen Sitian was very excited today, and slept through the day again, and at night he was full of energy and haunted Wen Sirin until the middle of the night. He took it to wash it off.

This seems to be the same as before. The house is still the same as before, and the bed is still the same as before. The older brother doted on him very much and gave him whatever he wanted. The former Luan Jian was also so considerate. Xu Qingyang is such a friendly friend, why does he have to ask for trouble?

Wen Sitian fell asleep contentedly, not wanting to spend any brainpower exploring the unpleasant past.

The feeling of getting what he wanted was so fulfilling, he thought, maybe it was just the love movement that was exciting, he smacked his lips, rolled over and squeezed into Wen Sirin's arms, just like a wedding ceremony, how could he prove that his brother belonged to him if he didn't do it once Woolen cloth?

"Have I used up all the good luck in my life, brother?" Wen Sitian often came over to ask some interesting questions in the middle of the night, and Wen Silin pressed him into his arms when he was half asleep and half awake, vaguely There was a "huh" sound, probably because I didn't hear it at all.

"It doesn't matter." He pressed against Wen Sirin's chest, whispering to his heart, "Even if tomorrow is the end of the world, I am willing."