Forbidden color

"What's the matter with you and Yan Qing? Why did I hear Xiao Pan say that he's going to study for a Ph. D over there?" Chen Guangyue is a familiar senior brother. It's his birthday today, and he took seven or eight close classmates out to eat and sing K. While several people were crying and howling into the microphone, Chen Guangyue leaned over to gossip with Wen Sirin.

"We broke up." Wen Sirin said bluntly, he shook the beer can in his hand, and drank it up.

Chen Guangyue smacked his lips and looked at him, and said, "No wonder you have been in a trance recently, have you been scolded by Lao Yang?" Lao Yang is their bald mentor.

Wen Sirin smiled and said nothing.

"Actually... Yan Qing has been asking me about you... I think he still cares about you..." Chen Guangyue chose his words carefully, and he was unwilling to meddle in other people's feelings.

"I can't go to Germany, my brother is here." After Wen Sirin finished speaking briefly, he opened another can of wine.

"Tian Tian, ​​he's not young anymore..." Chen Guangyue met Wen Sitian a few times, the child was protected by his brother so thin and tender, it was really not reassuring, "What has he been up to lately?"

Wen Sirin paused while drinking, and said vaguely: "I don't know, let's get busy with dating."

"Children will be independent sooner or later..." Although Chen Guangyue was two years older and had a single mother, he couldn't understand the feeling of raising a baby.

"...he's been quite independent recently." Wen Sirin's eyelashes drooped, covering his black eyes like ink, he didn't know what he was thinking.

"Don't drink it up, alas..." Brother Chen Guangyue looked at him, muttering in his heart, love and love are really harmful. Since breaking up with Yan Qing, Wen Sirin has been in a bad state, and she still has to take her with her. My child, it looks much more unrestrained and unrestrained, he hesitated for a moment, and said, "There are so many little girls who like you in school, you don't have to hang yourself from a tree, it's really impossible..." He wanted to say A young boy from the next yard came to inquire about Wen Sirin's contact information. Seeing Wen Sirin's cold eyes, he shivered and stopped talking.

This junior looks too sharp, but he is quite scary when his face is expressionless.

I don't know why the weak girls are not afraid at this time, and they rushed forward one after another affectionately.

Chen Guangyue sighed to himself that no one appreciates the treasure left in the sea, and opened a can of beer with a completely different melancholy from Wen Sirin's, and drank with him in the smoky private room filled with lights and lights.

In the end, Wen Sirin was still sober, but Chen Guangyue was already lost in the alcohol. He wrapped his arms around Wen Sirin's neck, like a confused gorilla, staggering and walking while crying about his tragic life.

"My birthday wish has not come true for three years in a row... Wu Qianran went to Switzerland with that art student, and Fan Xiaoxue got married right after graduation. When will I have a girlfriend..." Chen Guangyue said emotionally At the place, orangutan tears flowed out, all wiped on Wen Sirin's white T-shirt.

Wen Sirin listened to the noisy nonsense in his ears, but his mind was empty, as if he was in a vacuum, and everything around him could not enter his thoughts.

The long and narrow road seemed to be caught in a lens whose focal length was constantly changing. He tried his best to see the cluster of bright yellow lights at the end, sandwiched between the dark and silent bushes on both sides, which was his staggering end point.

Chen Guangyue hanging on his body was still whimpering and talking, Wen Sirin came back to his senses a little, adjusted Chen Guangyue into a human posture, and said helplessly: "Brother, can you still walk home? I really don't need me to see you ?”

"No need..." Chen Guangyue cried for a while, and he became sober again. He straightened his waist and said, "I'll walk a little longer alone, maybe there will be an affair, and I won't be able to play with you next to me..."

Wen Sirin smiled, there seemed to be two figures standing at the entrance of the corridor in front of him, he narrowed his eyes slightly, the halo of the street lamp hung over their heads, making him unfocused and his vision blurred, but the figure pressed against the wall It's so familiar, his soft and fair side face, the black and thin forehead hair, the thin fingers holding each other, and the white shirt with a slightly moving hem, which he washed and dried by himself yesterday.

When Xu Qingyang was still hesitating how long it would be more appropriate to kiss and say something after the separation, he was pulled away by the collar of his back collar with a sudden and terrifying force, and was thrown aside.

That strength and acceleration almost made him experience the feeling of weightlessness.

He staggered two steps and stood still while leaning against the wall. Before he could wake up from the enchantment, he heard two eager voices shouting at the same time.

"Wen Sirin, what are you doing!"

"elder brother!"

He raised his head, Chen Guangyue grabbed Wen Silin's veined arm with a panicked face, and pushed him back hard, while Wen Sitian behind him grabbed his brother's clothes, his face pale.

"Master, senior brother..." The anger that surged up just now disappeared immediately when he saw Wen Sirin's bloodshot eyes, and he was shocked by the roiling anger and madness inside, and Wen Sirin seemed to be irritated Like a hungry wolf, he unconsciously took half a step back.

It was only natural for him to be treated as a disciple by someone who took him to live at the door of his family's younger brother on the spot.

Chen Guangyue was so frightened that he was completely sober, and Wen Sirin looked like he was about to beat someone, so he quickly blocked Wen Sirin with his body, and calmed down the atmosphere by saying, "Don't scare others at night, children..." With a wink, he motioned for him to take Wen Sirin home.

Before Wen Sitian could move in the future, he was grabbed by the wrists of both hands and dragged into the corridor.

He gasped in pain, Wen Sirin stared at Xu Qingyang with terrifying eyes, he even saw the meaning of threat from it, he didn't dare to resist, let him pull himself, turned back and whispered to Xu Qingyang: "You first Go back... ah!" Wen Sirin suddenly exerted force on his hand, and he cried out in mourning.

"Brother, I..." Xu Qingyang wanted to explain at least a few words, but was interrupted by Chen Guangyue: "Okay, it's too late today, kid, you go back first, and next time you can play with Tiantian, be obedient." He looked With Wen Sirin's state, it is impossible to reason with him in a good manner.

Xu Qingyang stopped making a sound, stood there and watched Wen Sirin grab Wen Sitian and carry him upstairs.

Taking advantage of the short time when he went upstairs, Chen Guangyue kept smoothing things over. When he was about to enter the door, he grabbed Wen Sitian and whispered: "Tiantian, your brother drank alcohol today. He has been in a bad mood since he broke up with Yan Qing, and his behavior is abnormal. It's inevitable, don't be as knowledgeable as him, he loves you too."

Wen Sitian lowered his head slightly, and nodded silently after a while.

He is so irritable, it is really because of Yan Qing, he has always been his fuel bottle, no wonder he can't control his temper.

When Chen Guangyue left, the sound of closing the door seemed to be reverberating. Wen Sitian stared blankly at Wen Silin's broad back for a moment, his voice was feeble and weak, floating like smoke in the quiet apartment: "Xu Qingyang didn't do anything. Wrong thing, you are not satisfied with me, don't vent your anger on him, he is very innocent."

Wen Sirin didn't speak, and only after a while did he sneer mockingly.

He turned his head and looked down at the weak looking Wen Sitian.

Wen Sitian tried his best to look directly into Wen Sirin's deep eyes. They were bottomless and his emotions were unclear. Coupled with the smell of alcohol all around, it seemed that a confrontation between fire and darkness was brewing.

"You want me to make friends, I will, and you want me to stay away from you, and I will do my best, and I will use up the condoms that were given to me. Except for getting Yan Qing back for you, there is nothing I can do. Done……"

Wen Sitian's voice was dry and ethereal, like a prisoner who was driven to a dead end, making the last desperate struggle.

"Xu Qingyang doesn't owe you anything. As I said, he didn't ejaculate in it, and he won't in the future. Why are you angry with him?"

"I don't need you to give up Yan Qing for me. Since you love him so much, go to Germany. I can live a good life myself."

Wen Sitian spoke so calmly, apart from the salty taste at the corner of his mouth, he thought he had evolved into a robot.

He didn't feel any pain, neither did his hands hurt, nor did his heart hurt. The knife he poked was much more refreshing than Wen Sirin's.

"If I miss you, I'll go to Germany to see you. Just don't drive me out... Then you will be happier than now?" He sobbed unconsciously, "I don't need you to love me anymore, Brother, you go to Germany."

He was wrong from the very beginning. His entanglement with Wen Sirin was not a normal person's pursuit, but a taboo burden. Wen Sirin had his own lover, and he didn't have the extra ability to have an affair with his own brother.