Forbidden color

Si Tian has no class this afternoon, so she bought a bag of raisins and a fish on the way home. Si Lin has been staying up all night recently to help her tutor with a project. The patent case is more than ten pages long. Gone with the wind, he wants to make a soup to feed his brother.

The apartment was very quiet. They bought the woven floor mats together yesterday. There were two little monsters drawn on it. Si Lin refused to let him buy it, thinking it was too childish, and said, "If others see it, they will laugh at you."

He hugged and refused to let go, and said, "Who will come to our house."

Even if someone does come, the first thing they will be surprised is that the two brothers' house only has one bedroom and one bed, not childish floor mats.

He put the food into the kitchen lightly and walked into the workshop.

Si Lin is still holding his right hand, and has fallen asleep lying on the table, with the coffee that Si Tian made for him early in the morning at his elbow, which has run out.

His eyes were blue, his brows were slightly wrinkled, his thin and broad shoulders were tense, and he looked like he was in a deep but uncomfortable sleep. His handsome eyebrows and eyes were covered by the undulating shadow of the curtains, appearing silent and sharp.

Si Tian embraced him from behind, buried him on his neck and took a deep breath, then kissed his bitter lips, and whispered: "Brother, wake up."

Si Lin moved a bit, let out a lazy "um", and habitually stretched out to embrace the person behind him, seeing that he woke up, Si Tian stuck to his back and shook twice, saying: "Go to bed and sleep. "

Si Lin touched his younger brother, smiled sleepily, hugged him onto his lap, showed him the manuscript, and said, "It's almost finished, I'll take you to eat something delicious tonight."

"Okay, you go to bed first." Si Tian's voice was very soft, as if afraid of frightening Si Lin who had just woken up, she turned half of her face, revealing extremely long eyelashes and fair and round cheeks.

Si Lin's eyes were foggy, as if half of his thoughts were still floating in a dream, and he had no resistance to beautiful things. Si Tian in front of him was like a sweet peach, with a delicious smell. Imprisoned between myself and the desk, to kiss his soft lips.

Si Tian stayed where she was with a little surprise, passively accepting this gentle kiss, Si Lin seldom took the initiative to kiss him, most likely because of his insistence on perfunctory kisses on the forehead, he wondered if Si Lin hadn't woken up , but he had no time to care too much, he indulged in the strength and depth of the kiss, in the small room, apart from the secret and ambiguous sound of water, there was only wind and a little dream left in the warm afternoon.

He was delighted in his heart, and without asking the reason, he let him hug him and press him down on the desk covered with papers.

He let out a whisper like a dream, probably calling "brother".

The movement stopped instantly, and the sound of insects outside the house also became clear. Si Lin suddenly woke up and left Si Tian. There was an indistinct confusion on his face. He took a deep breath and moved his eyes away, not letting himself see his flushing. cheek and lips, and lifted him off her lap.

The cool air immediately rushed in through the hem of his disheveled shirt.

"You...why came back so early?" Si Lin was a little out of words, he stood up straight, his sleeping brows and eyes woke up, with Ying Jun showing his sharpness.

Si Tian didn't speak, he kept staring into Si Lin's eyes, stretched out his messy clothes, and just looked at Si Lin like that.

"I'm going to cook." He suddenly smiled, revealing two shallow dimples, his eyes brightened, "Eat fish at night."

As if nothing had happened, he turned around and left the workshop, taking away Si Lin's empty coffee cup.

Si Lin stood there for a long while, rubbing her forehead and leaning against the table, gritted her teeth and squeezed out a sentence from between her lips: "Fuck..."

Si Lin has a secret that no one, including Si Tian, ​​has ever known since her parents passed away.

When he was a child, he asked his parents to change his name to Zhaomei.

The inspiration was given to him by the old lady at the gate of the compound who basks in the sun all day long with a cattail fan.

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She said that her parents projected the vision of having a son on the name of a daughter. The eldest sister is called Zhaodi, the second sister is called Yindi, and her name is Niandi.

"Then did you have a son in the end?" Si Lin didn't know what it means to "prefer sons over daughters". He was innocent and only cared about whether people's wishes were fulfilled by their eager expectations.

"I was born. I was nine years old at the time. It was winter. My sister took me to steal dried sweet potatoes from other people's houses and knocked out half of my tooth." She laughed tremblingly, revealing half of her missing front tooth, " I ate eggs when I got home. Eggs were so expensive back then. My father somehow thought of a way to boil a dozen of them at once, and they were still red-skinned..."

Si Lin doesn't quite remember what the old grandma said next, he just remembers trotting all the way home, lovingly touching his mother's protruding abdomen, and saying sincerely: "Mom, I want to change my name."

Even though he has been the laughingstock of the family for a long time because of this incident, Si Lin insisted that his parents call him "recruit a younger sister" when there are no outsiders, especially near the mother's womb, until Si Tian was born.

The magic that had placed high hopes on him failed, and Si Lin’s disappointment could not be expressed in words. The adults were all happily holding the newborn baby in the delivery room. He squatted at the door crying with his face covered, how pitiful he looked How pitiful.

He wanted a younger sister, a kind of white girl who could wear shofar braids and wear small skirts. He saved a lot of pocket money and used it to buy flowers for his younger sister. Why is this world like this?

He won't have a sister, he'll have a brother like the other dirty kids in the compound.

No one will understand how sad he is.

The father was overjoyed and finally remembered that he actually had a son. He yelled twice and found Si Lin squatting at the door crying.

In order to comfort his grieving eldest son, his father agreed to Si Lin's request that Si Lin should take his younger brother's name.

At that time, Si Lin already knew more than 1000 Chinese characters, and he put that favorite literacy card under his pillow early on. His sister will be called Tiantian in the future.

Although the mother felt that a boy should not be given such a delicate name, but his father had already made a manly agreement with Si Lin, so he had to secretly change the name when registering for the household registration, and deceived the only year-old Si Lin.

He didn't understand that all newborns were the same, either they were born white and tender, good-looking children, his head got dizzy from being screamed like wild monkeys by Sitian, and after enduring it for a month, he finally He cried and quarreled with his mother: "You might as well give birth to a duck!" His mother was angry at his disrespectful and inconsiderate attitude, and slapped him into the sofa.

Fortunately, after Si Tian passed through the newborn stage, he became his ideal soft and sweet little ball. Only then did Si Lin die down, and began to grow a love for his younger brother, willing to kiss him every day and then come back again. When I fell asleep, sometimes I even hugged him and refused to let go. After I fell asleep, my parents hugged me back to bed one by one.

So far, Si Tian doesn't know that he was born when his brother betrayed his expectations while he endured ridicule.

So he didn't understand why no one in the family would let him change his name.

"Li Dongshun said that I am a girl doll, and only a girl doll is called 'Tiantian'..." Si Tian came back from kindergarten and cried while hugging his mother's leg.

"Who is Li Dongshun?" Mother asked casually while cooking.

"It's Aunt Liu's child, the one who got into a fight with others for buying carrots in the vegetable market last time." Si Tian's face was filled with tears and snot, and his attention was distracted by a word.

"Oh, Dongdong, I don't even know what his last name is." The mother pulled out a piece of paper for Si Tian, ​​who obediently stood there and wiped his face, "You can call him Gousheng from now on, hahahaha, It was taken by Granny Liu, go and laugh at him."

Si Tian didn't know what a dog leftover was, and just as he wiped his face clean, he started to cry aggrievedly: "I want to change my name!"

Mother remembered the same sentence that Si Lin yelled a few years ago, and began to laugh backwards and forwards.

"I want to change my name to Sixiong

, Woohoo. Si Tian, ​​who was not as tall as a stool leg, waved his little paw and asked for a heroic name.

"Sixiong? Why don't you call him a big tiger?" Si Lin, who had just entered the house, heard his younger brother talking stupid again, and retorted coldly.

Si Tian ran over to hug his brother, wiped his tears and nose on his brand new primary school uniform, and murmured, "Li Dongshun bullied me..."

"He bullied you because you are too small, not much bigger than Yong Dong." Si Lin was also a little worried, "Mom, why is Tian Tian so small."

"Because he's a picky eater, picky eaters don't grow up." Mother squinted at Si Tian.

Si Tian groans reluctantly, sticking to Si Lin's body and refusing to get off.

Si Lin picked him up, put him on her lap, and started to do homework. Si Tian was very obedient and obedient. His soft little face rested on the table and slowly fell asleep. Si Lin did two homework and took a look at it. His lovely brother, one arm around his body to prevent him from falling.