in the name of light

Lin Qingshi's bound hands were tightly clutching the handrails, and the veins on the back of his hands were also faintly visible.

For two months, he has been trying to control the possibility of his anxiety, but now, I'm afraid it really can't be done.

For a moment, his eyes were darkened, his breathing was difficult, and his brain was quickly and violently invaded. In a trance, Lin Qingshi realized that Tu Yaoao had broken free.

Tu Yaoao was never soft when he was ruthless, and when Yao Ze was not paying attention, he broke free from the rope and took off his arm in a few strokes.

After seeing the situation on Lin Qingshi's side, Tu Yaoao hurried over again.

The temperature in the room was on the high side, and it was difficult to see him panting with his coat on. He decisively took off his coat, unbuttoned the collar of his shirt, and gave him medicine as calmly as possible to control his emotions.

At this moment, Yao Ze took the opportunity to run away.

Tu Aao didn't pay attention to him anymore, and was even more worried about Lin Qingshi's situation, which she more or less heard just now.

"...Don't think too much, don't rush, everything will take your time, okay?" She gave Lin Qingshi a smooth ride while observing his current state, but she became even angrier after seeing him, and felt a desire to kill Yao immediately. The urge to kill Ze and Chi Ran.

Lin Qingshi's face was unbelievably pale, and there was no blood in any way. He stood up vainly, but he couldn't stand up at all, and could only fall back to the original position. His hands were hanging powerlessly by his sides, leaning against Kneeling on the shoulders of the coat that supported him beside him.

"Ao Ao... Do I like him now?"

"... "

This was probably the most fatal vulnerability Lin Qingshi had experienced since he was alive.

Falling in love with a person who cannot be liked by him, a person who may betray his trust, is also a man.

...

Chi Ran still didn't sit still in the classroom, and asked for leave with the teacher after only 5 minutes of class, and followed Lin Qingshi's past whereabouts to find him in the school.

As soon as he found the downstairs of the dormitory area, he was stopped by Yao Ze.

Yao Ze had just had his arm removed by the coat, and the pain was so painful that his right hand was hanging down like a zombie, but when he saw Chi Ran, his eyes lit up again.

"Looking for that three-no product? Don't worry about it. He and his girlfriend are as gluey as glue. Also, if you want me to say, you are too ineffective as a friend, right? Follow him late, do you still want him to fall in love?"

"Look, how long has it been? It's been 15 minutes. You came out to find someone. They just took off their pants and started shooting. This time is not enough! Do you think so?"

Seeing Chi Ran's ugly face, Yao Ze resisted the pain in his arm, and added more fuel to the flames: "I just ran into it by accident, the No. A video room in Building 13, tsk tsk, it's really explosive, and Xiao Sanwu can get hard very quickly!"

Speaking of this, Chi Ran really couldn't bear it anymore, he pushed Yao Ze who was in the way and went straight to the audio-visual room.

Pushed away, Yao Ze's eyes darkened, and then he smiled mockingly.

Such a smelly audio-visual room, Lin Qingshi, do you have everything you want now?

But after a while, Yao Ze's face lost expression again.

Chi Ran didn't say a word in the video, but on the actual day, Chi Ran responded.

That day, Yao Ze was hanging out with a few cronies in the booth next door, and that's why he got the video just now.

At the end of the video, Chi Ran pushed away all the wine glasses and people, with an inexplicable confidence in his tone: "Xia Mi? What did that idiot straight man say to you that would cause misunderstanding? Can Xia Mi compare with him?"

"Don't bother him, and don't talk nonsense in front of him. If you can't catch up with my baby, you just wait to die."

"I'm waiting for him to bend for me."

Obviously, there is no difference from the arrogant and lazy moment before, but Yao Ze could tell inexplicably that Chi Ran's appearance clearly liked Lin Qingshi very much.

But so what?What Lin Qingshi knew was true and false was enough to make him collapse.

...

Chi Ran rushed to the audio-visual room at his fastest speed, but stopped a few meters away from the door.

Wait a minute, what will he see?

There was a sense of fear unconsciously in his heart, but everything else was pushing him forward.

Chi Ran patted his face, trying to pretend that he was just passing by casually, his tone seemed brisk, but he still couldn't hide the slight tremor in his voice: "Lin Qingshi, where are you? The afternoon class has already started , you didn't ask for leave and didn't tell you that absenteeism will affect the full scholarship, don't you know?"

As Chi Ran spoke, he approached the audio-visual room. When he opened the door, he was greeted with that terribly sweet smell, as well as the smell of sweat and hormones...

The room was completely dark, and the lamp of the projector had also been dimmed, only the clear light was still there.

Chi Ran persuaded himself to be calm over and over again. He didn't care about the breathing of the two people in the room. He walked gently to the curtains and opened the thick layers of light-blocking curtains.

He did enough mental construction for himself, almost exhausted all his strength, and then he turned his head.

Even though Chi Ran had done mental construction ten thousand times, the dazzling scene in front of him still made him despair.

Tu Aao knelt in front of Lin Qingshi, holding his hand while helping him to block the glare of the light, throwing their school uniforms and their respective bows and ties on the ground.A few shirt buttons were also unbuttoned, both of them were sweaty on their faces, and the sound of panting was several times heavier than usual. Coupled with the smell of the audio-visual room, Chi Ran felt his head ache from the shock.

Especially when he saw the suspected protruding part of Lin Qingshi's lower body, his expression immediately became terrifying.

The calmness and gentleness that had been maintained in front of Lin Qingshi were all broken into pieces, and the violent hostility was mixed in the cold eyes, very similar to the flamboyant Chi Ran in the video just now.

What... Lin Qingshi, I hold you and pamper you so much, and you just give me this in return?

Bright light in the afternoon shines into the house, and with it is the furious Chi Ran.

Even in this situation, Tu Yaoao's eyes did not flinch at all. She covered Lin Qingshi's face and ears even more tightly, and only said one sentence: "Chi Ran, can you get out?"

"Tu Ao Ao! You fucking want me to get out of the person holding me?!"

Chi Ran approached them in two big strides, and fiercely wanted to shake off the coat, but just as he leaned over, a hand with no strength gently stopped him.

Just when Chi Ran was distracted because of Lin Qingshi, Tu Yaoao kicked Chi Ran over at the right time, and after his anger was calmed down, the rest was just a wordless sarcasm: "If you don't go, let's go, trouble!" Master Chi, don't provoke him again."

Lin Qingshi's stop and the smeared force made Chi Ran helplessly watch the two leave, feeling aggrieved, which made Chi Ran even more irritable.

...

Lin Qingshi didn't want to go home or go back to the dormitory, Tu Aaoao could only help him open a room in the express hotel next to the school.

After lying down for a whole afternoon and a whole night, he finally thought about himself clearly—it was thanks to Chi Ran Defu that he truly understood his emotional orientation.

The sweetness and pain in the process are evenly matched, but in the end it only gave a helpless ending.

A rotten stalk of a stand-in, a very unpleasant reason, shattered Lin Qingshi's hope for Chi Ran.

On the way back to school, Lin Qingshi was exhausted—if the trust was so easily betrayed, then Chi Ran would be a "classmate" to him after all.

Didn't he have a good life alone before?

A few days after returning to school, Lin Qingshi treated Chi Ran no differently from others, calm and indifferent, worse than strangers.

On the first day, Chi Ran gave him time, didn't bother him, and waited for him.

The next day, Chi Ran became restless.

On the third day, Chi Ran couldn't bear it anymore.

Monday's video room is a thorn in Chi Ran's heart artery these days. Do you want to pull out the thorn cleanly and let him bleed non-stop, or tell him that the thorn is just your illusion?

The initiative only rests with Lin Qingshi.

Chi Ran felt that his mind was going to be cut in two, one half couldn't forget the scene of Lin Qingshi and Tu Yaoao, his eyes were red with jealousy and possessiveness, while the other half was afraid that it was the truth.

The explanation didn't come, the question didn't come, Chi Ran only waited for Lin Qingshi's dormitory transfer application, and that person reminded him in silent silence that no matter what kind of result it was, it wasn't the one he wanted.

...

Lin Qingshi brought up the dormitory look after school on Thursday. For three whole days, he and Chi Ran were tightly blocked by "air".

The homeroom teacher was a little surprised when he heard Lin Qingshi's request, and asked him suspiciously: "Didn't you and Chi Ran have a good relationship in the future? We are all very happy that you can find a friend who gets along well. Why can't you just two months?" gone?"

Lin Qingshi was taken aback when he heard this, and could only perfunctory the class teacher: "It's not very good either."

How can it be good if you are not honest at the beginning.

The door of the office was not closed tightly. Just as the head teacher wanted to continue to find reasons to persuade him, Chi Ran directly brought the door in.

His face was so dark that Lin Qingshi had never met before, and his attitude was also the most terrifying and gloomy.

He pulled Lin Qingshi up involuntarily, and said "Teacher, let's talk by ourselves." Then he dragged him outside.

Chi Ran's hand was very strong, Lin Qingshi was only thinking about how to break free all the way, and didn't pay attention to where Chi Ran took him at all.

With a "bang", the closing sound of the toilet cubicle brought back Lin Qingshi's thoughts.

It wasn't until now that he was stuck in the men's toilet that he realized the current situation belatedly.

Because people don't come often, the environment of the men's room is not bad, but it still made Lin Qingshi's face turn pale.

Lin Qingshi frantically broke Chi Ran's hand away, only thinking about running away.

This toilet was Lin Qingshi's nightmare, a desperate situation where he almost died with others while holding broken glass.Lin Qingshi originally thought that he would never come to this place again in his life, but now, he found that it had become another execution ground given to him by another person.

Chi Ran pressed him against the door panel of the compartment. When the force was heavy, it could almost crush his shoulders, but when it was light, it was all gentle.

"Are you hiding from me? Why are you hiding from me?" Lin Qingshi's voice was harsher than ever before, but it also contained frustration, weakness and gnashing of teeth, and there was even a little bit of unreachable expectation.

"It's hard to put all your heart on me. Why do you just leave? Why do you look for someone else?! How is Tuaoao better than me?"

"Lin Qingshi, have you forgotten? You were the one who relied on me first!"

"What are you hiding from?"

Lin Qingshi's eyes were red, his body trembled slightly, and when he heard Chi Ran's question, he felt even more sad: "Chi Ran, why are you attacking me?"

You lied to me first...

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