in the name of light

Yao Ze was the only one who came, and he asked such questions again. Lin Qingshi knew that he probably didn't come to beat him up this time to blackmail him.

"do not know."

After giving an answer casually, Lin Qingshi wanted to bypass Yao Ze and leave.

But Yao Ze didn't want to give up, and pointed at Lin Qingshi arrogantly, his tone was full of sarcasm: "Lin Qingshi, don't think that I won't touch you because of Bashangchi Ran, you are shameless, even men don't care Let go?!"

"Why should I woo him? Who is he?"

"Why are you moving me again? Do you blame me?"

"Yao Ze, who are we shameless?"

Because today's emotions towards Lin Qingshi were not right, and Yao Ze came to find trouble at this time, his forbearance was gone, replaced by sharp eyes and all the vertical spines on the hedgehog.

Apart from the relationship between blackmail and being blackmailed, Yao Ze and Lin Qingshi have known each other since childhood.

Yao Ze was doted on by his family since he was a child, and his journey went smoothly. The only person who was not perfect was Lin Qingshi from the Lin family next door.

Because Lin Qingshi was praised by Yao Ze's parents by chance, Yao Ze, who has an extreme personality, always disliked him.

For Yao Ze, the young Lin Qingshi was the child of the neighbor's family in what his parents said. Yao Ze, who was selfish and prone to resentment, could easily start to resent him and target him.

But now, being choked by Lin Qingshi, who had been subdued all the time, Yao Ze only felt that his self-esteem had been underestimated.

He blocked Lin Qingshi's way with resentment, and taunted: "Lin Qingshi! What are you so proud of? It's just a father who doesn't love his mother and doesn't love him! He's gay!"

It's true that father doesn't love mother and doesn't love to see light and die, but homosexuality is really Yao Ze's unscrupulous words.

"Snapped!"

Lin Qingshi almost used all his strength to wave away Yao Ze's arm that was blocking him.

He was dissatisfied with Yao Ze unscrupulously uncovering the scars of his family, and he could hardly accept the impact of the word "gay". Lin Qingshi's long-buried psychological problems finally broke out.

"Go away! Go away!"

Lin Qingshi's eyes were very red, his face was blue and white, his whole body was chilling, the cold sweat dripped from his forehead, and even breathing became very difficult.The trembling that was suppressed at first became more and more uncontrollable. The moment he raised his head, Yao Ze almost felt that he might die the next moment.

"good."

"Good, it's alright."

"Relax, take it easy."

Chi Ran came, and he held Lin Qingshi tightly in his arms. The moment he was hugged, Lin Qingshi burst into tears.

Chi Ran wiped the cold sweat and tears off Lin Qingshi's face with his sleeve, and slowly let him sit down.

Lin Qingshi's body was still shaking, his head was resting on Chi Ran's shoulder, and his hands were tightly clutching his shirt.

Chi Ran's lips were very close to Lin Qingshi's ears, and they rubbed against his pinna from time to time. Lin Qingshi's head was buzzing, he couldn't see clearly, he couldn't hear clearly, even breathing was tired, but Chi Ran's warmth , he still felt it.

Lin Qingshi didn't remember anything about what happened afterwards, and when he woke up again, he was already lying in the master bedroom of Chi Ran's house.

...

When Lin Qingshi grabbed him and trembled, Chi Ran felt that his condition was not right.Without further ado, he immediately called the family doctor, described Lin Qingshi's situation at that time, and immediately took him back home.

Chi Ran's family is not in Henghai. Due to their professional background, Chi's parents and elders have lived in the imperial capital all year round, leaving Chi Ran to live independently in Henghai's apartment.

The driver of Chi Ran's family came very quickly, and took the two of them home from Qingya in less than half an hour.

After arriving home, Chi Ran put Lin Qingshi in his bedroom, trying to keep Lin Qingshi in a relaxed posture.

Within a few minutes, the family doctor also rushed over from the clinic, and there was another unfamiliar face with him.

Chi Ran nodded to them, and then took the two of them to see Lin Qingshi.

After examining Lin Qingshi's condition closely, the family doctor judged with a frown: "It is true that there is no new trauma on his body, but what you described on the phone just now...may be the triggering tendency of acute anxiety disorder."

Chi Ran frowned: "Anxiety..."

Another doctor replied: "His performance today can be clearly summarized as a form of panic attack in anxiety disorder, but the more specific physiological situation still needs to be communicated between the psychologist and the patient. At present, we cannot make much judgment. If he If there is still persistent anxiety after that, or it may develop into pathology, then the situation is not very good."

"He will wake up once in a short period of time. I need to have some communication with him to confirm the current situation. After that, I will prescribe a small dose of diazepam to him, mainly depending on how anxious he is now."

After Lin Qingshi woke up, the psychiatrist had a basic communication with him. To the psychiatrist's rejoicing, although Lin Qingshi spoke coldly, he could feel that he was really trying to cooperate.

After the diagnosis and treatment, the psychiatrist did not prescribe Valium for him.

The psychiatrist told Chi Ran: "The panic attack is real, but the estimated anxiety tendency for him may be too much. During the whole diagnosis and treatment process, the patient was a little too rational. If you are with him often, Mr. Chi, Pay more attention to the follow-up situation, and if the situation permits, it is better to bring him to our side for follow-up visits."

...

About two months after this incident ended, Yao Ze and his followers did not harass Lin Qingshi again.

The collapse that day seemed to be just an accident, and Lin Qingshi quickly returned to normal living standards.

It's just that he and Chi Ran are getting closer and closer for some unavoidable reasons. As Tu Yaoao said, Lin Qingshi treats Chi Ran differently than he treats others.Chi Ran, probably too.

"It's great to have such a good friend in your class. It's better than being alone, right? This is hot milk tea, here you are."

On the same Monday, after lunch, the painted jacket brought Lin Qingshi something as usual. While talking, she handed Lin Qingshi the large-capacity thermos in her bag.

She was right in saying that, but the sense of threat Chi Ran gave her never weakened from the very beginning.

"Well, they are good friends."

Without Yao Ze's occasional harassment, Lin Qingshi slept better than before.And Chi Ran was also limited to being a friend under his own reminders again and again.

It seems that things are slowly getting better, right?

It's winter, and Qingya's schedule has been adjusted to winter time.When the weather is cold and the wind is strong, the number of students staying on campus during the lunch break is much less, and only a few sporadic ones will talk about things outside.

Tu Aao was worried about Lin Qingshi's health, so after talking for a while, he helped him go back to the dormitory to put things away.

After coming out of the third-year male dormitory, the two walked towards the teaching building together. There was a small forest between the third-year male dormitory and the teaching building. Another trail in the mile is only 5 minutes away.

The grove is very remote, and there are no night lights at night, but this does not prevent most of the boys from the third year of high school from choosing them.

The danger factor of the path during the day is very low, so Lin Qingshi and Tu Yaoao chose this path without thinking too much.

Chi Ran, who had arrived in the classroom ahead of schedule, suddenly felt a pain in his heart. After looking at Lin Qingshi's position on the side of the aisle, the pain became even worse.

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