withered prosperity

Yun Ji ate all the kittens on the plate slowly.

Yan Hai sat across from him, seeing that he was almost done eating, he put a bowl of fish soup in front of him.

Yun Ji glanced at him, picked up a spoon and drank.

Yan Hai watched him drink the soup with his head down.

"What are you thinking?" Yun Ji asked him suddenly.

"I'm wondering..." he said softly, "When was the last time we sat down to eat together?"

Yun Ji thought for a while.

"It's been a long time," he said. "It should be before you go to the House of Commons."

"En." Yan Hai nodded.

"Later you...at that time...do you resent me in your heart?"

"I said I don't hate, do you not believe me?" Yan Hai looked at his hand holding a fine porcelain spoon. It was long and powerful, and the turning point of the joints was especially beautiful: "But at that time, I thought maybe I would go to the House of Commons. , maybe a good thing."

Yun Ji frowned: "What do you mean?"

"At that time, I didn't know how to express my admiration for you, so I did a lot of things that upset you." Thinking of those things in the past, Yan Hai's smile faded a little: "Actually, I also know, you At that time, there were a lot of things to worry about, firstly, I was asked to go to the lower court to let me stop my delusions, secondly, it was for my own good, you think I am not suitable for a place like the cabinet, I am afraid that I will have to confess my life."

Yun Ji didn't expect him to see it so thoroughly. He wanted to speak several times, but he couldn't think of anything to say.

yes!They all said that this person is smart, if he is really that smart, of course he can understand everything... Thinking of this, Yun Ji suddenly became restless.

Yan Hai ate slowly.

Some words, he actually did not go on.

For example, after thinking about it for a long time, he finally figured out why he was so impulsive, and said those words to Yun Ji that would definitely make him drive him away.

He was just afraid, although he didn't know why Yun Ji was so obsessed with becoming the Pavilion Master, but Yun Ji became the Pavilion Master, and would definitely get farther and farther away from him...

Moreover, if he hadn't said those words and hadn't been separated all these years, would Yun Ji really accept himself slowly?

This is the real thing... can't assume, can't think about it...

Now I am full of joy, maybe the next moment I open my eyes, everything will disappear... Just like sitting and eating with the opposite side like this now, it doesn't seem real...

Thinking of the back, his eyes were a little blurred...Looking at the empty plate.

When Han'er came to clean up the dishes, he felt that the atmosphere in the room was different from when he left.

Anyone can see the warmth between them, so when she told the prince, she also said that the two of them should be a couple.

But when she opened the door again and walked in, she was overwhelmed by an invisible weight and couldn't speak.

I don't know why such a change happened in the time of this meal?

But when she saw the empty plate, she felt that she was thinking too much.

"Sir, the dim sum made by the young master is delicious!" She felt relieved. "The girls who live with me, when they saw the rabbits made by the young master, they all praised the young master for his ingenuity..."

I don't know if it was her illusion, but suddenly, the surrounding light dimmed.

Yan Hai suddenly stood up.

"Thank you, girl." Yan Hai stacked the packed food boxes into her hands.

"Oh!" Han'er blinked, thinking that maybe it was because she had not slept too much these days: "Then I'll go down first, I'll be in the cubicle, and I can hear the young master shouting. "

Yan Customs came to the door.

When he turned around, Yun Ji stood impressively behind him.

"Yun Ji." Yan Hai pressed his back against the door, and asked him cautiously, "What's wrong with you?"

Yun Ji held the door, leaned down, as if he was trapped in his arms.

"You..." Yun Ji's voice was a little low: "I told you not to think about it, but you still think about it. I drove you to the lower house, and you went obediently. During these seven years, I ignored you. You just ignore me, what do you know... what else do you know? Tell me and let me hear."

Yan Hai raised his head and met his eyes.

"How many things have you concealed from me..." Yun Ji moved closer and closer, so close that the breathing of the two could be heard.

He could hear Yan Hai's heart beating.

"I know, there must be many more. But..." He said: "It must be true that you admire me."

He put his hand on Yan Hai's chest, feeling the violent beating of that heart.

"Because I'm good-looking?" He grabbed Yan Hai's hand with his other hand, during which Yan Hai flinched, but he didn't allow Yan Hai to flinch, and pressed his hand on his face : "Didn't you tell me just now that you know it's me, and you'll find it good-looking no matter how you look at it. So... can I take it as if you're saying that because it's me, you'll admire whatever it looks like?"

Yan Hai opened his mouth, wanting to speak.

Yun Ji didn't give him this chance.

He bent down and kissed Yan Hai.

For a man in his late thirties, Yan Hai's lips seemed too soft.

Yun Ji bit his lower lip lightly, coaxing him to open his mouth.

His long eyelashes brushed Yan Hai's cheeks, which paralyzed Yan Hai's aching heart.

He was at a loss as to where he was, and who was the person whose skin was touching in front of him, because he was too close, and he was also in a daze.

"Yun...Ji..." In the brief separation of lips and tongue, he called out in a daze.

Seeing him like this, Yun Ji actually thought he was kind of cute.

"Yeah!" He answered in a low voice.

Yan Hai's waist went limp, and he couldn't stop sliding down.

Yun Ji picked him up, supported his waist with one hand, and pressed the back of his neck with the other to force him to bow his head.

Yan Hai put his hands on his shoulders, trying to separate himself from him.

"Don't move." Yun Ji said with gritted teeth.

Yan Hai didn't dare to move immediately.

But Yun Ji changed direction, walked to the table, took a deep breath, and put him down.

As soon as Yan Hai's feet touched the ground, he immediately moved to the other side of the table in embarrassment.

Yun Ji was a little annoyed at first, but when he saw his frightened look, he immediately found it interesting.

"What are you afraid of." He touched his lips deliberately: "I won't eat you again."

"Yun Ji." Yan Hai was not as embarrassed as he had imagined, but instead asked worriedly, "What's wrong with you?"

"What's wrong?" Yun Ji raised his eyebrows.

"Do you feel that something is wrong with you?" Yan Hai asked cautiously, "For example, sometimes your mind is in a state of confusion, and you don't know what you did in the last moment?"

"You said that..." Yun Ji pressed his forehead: "I've really been..."

Yan Hai's face was solemn, and he approached unconsciously.

Yun Ji grabbed his wrist and dragged him in front of her.

"Do you think I was drugged? Manipulated? What a coincidence, I think so too." Yun Ji hugged him into her arms. "I think there's something wrong with the jug of wine you gave me last night."

"That's not..." Yan Hai wanted to argue.

"Otherwise, how would you explain it?" Yun Ji interrupted him: "Why do I think you smell so good, I can't help but want..."

He put Yan Hai on the table and kissed him again.