reborn best friend

That's not a sacrifice, it's just that I simply want to be with you.

I want to learn photography only because of you.

Without you, I don't even know what I will do or want to do in the future.

These are what You Mang thinks in her heart, but she only dares to think about it in her heart, and dare not tell Qiu Shu.

The soft "I like you" just now has exhausted all her courage.

She would rather accompany Qiu Shu silently like this, than to confess her love at the risk of being unable to be girlfriends with Qiu Shu again.

Those who have the courage to confess have a certain degree of certainty, or are very confident in themselves.

There is another kind, which is similar to not having any hope at all, knowing that we will not be together, but just want to tell the other party, I like you.

You Mang doesn't know which kind she belongs to, she only knows that she doesn't want to let Qiu Shu go.

Knowing that the other party was teaching in the next classroom, she also felt irritable.

I want to see Qiu Shu, I want Qiu Shu to be by my side.

Just stay with the other party like this, as long as the other party does not fall in love for a day, she will have a chance.

She relied on this kind of self-deception to endure until now.

It is said that secret love is sweet, because thinking of that person will make you laugh happily.

But You Mang felt that it was bitter and astringent, but he was reluctant to throw it away, so he could only suffer slowly like this.

Sometimes she would think of giving up, but she tried it. It was Qiu Shu who was left cold, but she seemed to be the only one suffering.

So she made a cowardly gesture, and Qiu Shu accepted it graciously.

She not only loves Qiu Shu's generosity and thoughtfulness, but also hates Qiu Shu's generosity and thoughtfulness.

Even if the other party shows a little more dissatisfaction, or asks her why she is cold, she will feel much better.

Because this will prove that Qiu Shu treats her differently.It's different from anyone else.

For example: Ye Jing, Yue Xiaoxiao... and other miscellaneous people around her.

Did Qiu Shu see his own pain?

Maybe she knows, maybe she doesn't know, You Mang doesn't care anymore, she is so humble.

Sometimes she also fantasizes that if she switches places with Qiu Shu, she will definitely treat Qiu Shu very well.

Qiu Shu doesn't need to run around for her livelihood, she just needs to have fun.

But every day when she opened her eyes, such fantasies turned into bubbles and shattered——Qiu Shu didn't belong to her alone, which was really cruel.

She was desperate, but also struggling to have a glimmer of hope.

The two returned to the dormitory in silence, and after staying for a while, Qiu Shu suggested that the two go to the cafeteria to eat something.

You Mang was a little sleepy, but he still followed Qiu Shu to the cafeteria. Qiu Shu was making jokes along the way, probably because he realized something, and finally stopped talking.

In the end, You Mang did not agree to study abroad. She only said that she would go wherever she was admitted in the future, and she would work to earn tuition fees by herself. If it was not possible, she would also have a student loan, so that Qiu Shu didn't have to worry about herself.

Qiu Shu felt that You Mang's attitude was a bit strange, because it was really unpredictable, so he could only let it go temporarily, and planned to pay more attention in the future.The current position is still mainly based on Kai Guimang.

However, the person who makes You Mang unhappy is herself, Qiu Shu is a little helpless.

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The atmosphere of the final exam was tense with a hint of suppressed excitement. When the last exam was over, everyone came out of the classroom cheering.There was a large area of ​​darkness, but calm was restored in a moment, from turbulent to calm, and then ebbed.

But within ten minutes, there were not many students on campus.

Only some student cadres and members of the student union stayed on duty and checked hygiene. Except for the senior three, the first and second graders were officially on vacation.Qiu Shu was called to the office by the teacher, and when she came back, there was no one in the classroom.

She turned on the phone, and Ye Jing left a message with her on Q, saying that she knew she would go with You Mang, so she didn't wait for her.He also said that if he couldn't find anyone to go out to play during the winter vacation, he would call her.

Qiu Shu smiled, switched between Q number and SMS, but found no information about You Mang.

After hesitating for a while, Qiu Shu put the phone back into her pocket - the previous study materials, papers, etc. had already been brought home by the driver, and this time she only needed to carry a schoolbag that couldn't be easier.

When passing Class [-], she walked towards the door of the classroom. There were only two people in the classroom. One was sorting out the cleaning tools at the back of the classroom, making a crisp crashing sound, and left the classroom after sorting out the other party; the other was You Mang , You Mang sat inside by the window. From that position, you can see the old classrooms that were left unused in the school and a small patch of green plants in the distance.

The leaves of the green plants fall off in winter, and people can see the bus station not far away at a glance, and a little further away is the speeding car highway.

You Mang was staring out of the window in a daze, the papers stapled with staples were still on the table, her whole figure was like a puppet, unable to move.

Qiu Shu called her: "Xiaomang."

You Mang still stared out of the window until Qiu Shu yelled again before she realized it.

When she turned her head and saw Qiu Shu, You Mang was obviously stunned, she didn't seem to understand why Qiu Shu was here, it took her a while to recover, she said: "Xiaoqiu, I'm going home today, you don't have to wait for me. "

Qiu Shu suppressed the strangeness in his heart, and said with a smile: "Then I will ask the driver to take you. Where is your home?"

You Mang stared at her blankly, lowered his eyelids and said, "I won't be back until later, don't wait for me."

Qiu Shu walked a few steps into the classroom, and said as he walked, "It's okay, anyway, I have nothing to do when I go back so early."

You Mang watched Qiu Shu gradually approaching her, and she replied in a calm tone: "I will leave school tomorrow."

Qiu Shu stopped a step away from Youmang. She looked at Youmang, and felt that the other party seemed to be back to the last time.At this time, as long as she said "You said last time that you would never ignore me again", You Mang might be able to "return" to normal.

But if she really did this, it would be too cruel, and she couldn't say it.

Qiu Shu thought for a while, and she said, "Okay, I'll go back first. Remember to call me when you get home."

You Mang hummed, thinking: It's like this again, watching her indifferently struggling in pain, just standing at such a close distance.

Qiu Shu stayed in place for a few seconds, then turned and left.

Qiu Shu opened the car door and got in. The driver in front saw her alone, and asked strangely, "Why didn't you see Classmate You? Isn't she with you today?"

Qiu Shu hummed, then stared out of the window in a daze, without thinking about anything, with a Youmang face in his head.

When I got home, Shu Xin and Qiu Tinghong were not at home, only the nanny was there, she lazily called Aunt Zhang, and then went upstairs.Xiao Hei followed her footsteps to find a sense of presence, but in a few days, Xiao Hei grew up a bit.

Qiu Shu hugged Xiao Hei, and said in a complaining tone: "Why do you think your sister is so entangled?"

Lying on the bed with Xiao Hei in his arms, Qiu Shu thought again: Is there more than just You Mang who is entangled?Isn't she struggling too?

In fact, when she was sure that You Mang really liked her, she should distance herself, instead of arrogantly thinking that the other party just misunderstood her feelings for her for a while.As long as he is guided correctly, You Mang can get back on the "right track".

Everything in this world is easy to control, but emotions are hard to control. How can Qiu Shu feel that You Mang will be "corrected"?

From the very beginning, she made this fatal mistake.

As for this winter vacation, Qiu Shu also didn't know what to do, from the previous "letting it be" to the current "taking one step at a time".

"But, why do I feel uncomfortable?" Qiu Shu waved Xiao Hei's paw in some puzzlement, Xiao Hei couldn't get rid of it and barked, and finally couldn't, and gnawed her finger again.

The puppy's teeth are sharp, and it still hurts when it is too hard. Qiu Shu patted the little black head, and said in his heart: It's exactly like your sister, and I want to eat her when I grow up.

Originally, she wanted to hang out with Youmang as before, but Qiushu found out that she overestimated herself. When she didn't receive a call from Youmang the next night, she couldn't bear it anymore and called Youmang.

The call continued until the third one was about to be unable to sit still, You Mang finally answered the phone, the other party was very quiet, Qiu Shu couldn't guess where she was for a while.

These questions are still secondary. Qiushu called mainly to ask other questions, but she just called Xiaomang, and Youmang said, "I'm still working part-time, I'll give you a little later." call back."

As You Mang's voice fell, another stranger's voice came from the receiver, and the other party shouted: "You Mang, come here!"

Qiu Shu paused, and she smiled and said, "Okay, I'll wait for your call."

You Mang didn't answer, just hung up the phone.

Seeing You Mang re-entered the room, Liu Rui asked strangely, "Did your friend call?"

You Mang hummed.

"It's rare to see someone calling you." In fact, it was the first time she saw You Mang's cell phone until today. Liu Rui laughed and said, "You can chat with your friend for a while, anyway, you haven't It's time for work."

You Mang's head was slightly lowered, making it hard to see her expression, she just said in a low voice: "It's okay."

On the other end of the phone, Qiu Shu felt even more uncomfortable, took Xiao Hei upstairs, lay on the bed for a while, then got up to play games.

She couldn't play the game and died many times in the same place.You Mang used to take her through this place easily, but today she couldn't pass it anyway, she was so angry that she wanted to smash the handle.

After thinking about it, I changed to a game CD, the sports car will stop hanging, right?

The result was that he did not hang up again, but it was too boring to run first every time.

In the end, she realized that it wasn't that the game was wrong, but that something was wrong with herself, and Qiu Shu fell into deep thought.

The author has something to say: I am a person who has been subject to a high-level review, so I quickly replaced the content within half an hour, otherwise I have to wait until the high-level review tomorrow to modify it.

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ps, chatting with Ji You today, I said that I want to change to a wireless mouse, because it hurts when the index finger and middle finger press the mouse, and I want to press the mouse with my left hand.

Ji You: Why do your fingers hurt?

Me: Maybe it was overused before.

Ji You: Why do you overuse your fingers?Want to have a yellow accent.

Me: (responses instantly) @#￥%&*...