Golden Stage

【zero】

The four fields are chilling, the blood light reflects the red half of the sky, the wind blows the grass low, and the corpses of broken arrows appear everywhere.He was carried by the blood-smelling long wind, flitting lightly across the vast grassland beyond the Great Wall, and arrived at the man's side.

There was an armor-piercing arrow stuck in the man's chest, the arrow was deeply embedded in the heart, the blood stained the snow-white collar under the armor red, and there was only a slight ups and downs in the chest, and it seemed that he would not live long.

His face is hidden under the helmet and blood stains. Because he is old and has been in the frontier for many years, his face has been weathered and frosted, and his temples are stained with stars. look like.

He knelt down beside the man, trying to reach out his hand to wipe off the smudges on his face, but that hand was easily pierced like air——he just remembered that he had already been dead for an unknown amount of time. Ghost.

The man who was seriously injured and on the verge of death seemed to be aware of it, and opened his eyes slightly, the blood-stained sky was reflected in the pupils, and there was also a nearly transparent shadow.

When the man saw him, he seemed to be startled in disbelief, but then he was relieved, his lips even curled up in a gentle arc, and he murmured: "I finally saw you again..."

"You still..." He stared at the ghost-like person with slack eyes, and his voice was very soft, almost whispering, "...do you recognize me?"

He didn't know what to say, so he raised his hand and gently "touched" the side of his face.

It was clearly illusory, but there seemed to be a gust of cold air blowing past his temples.The man struggled to raise one hand, grasping the phantom hanging in mid-air vaguely, as if grasping the last trace of obsession in his life: "One farewell to seven years... Zhongyan, I'm sorry, but again Sorry for the waitting."

He shook his head, opened his mouth to say something, but didn't make a sound, his mouth shape was: "Don't die."

The man laughed, but the light in his eyes gradually dimmed: "I couldn't keep you, and I couldn't keep Beijiang either, life is life, death is no pity.

"I'll meet you at Riquan, don't think I'm useless. From now on, I won't be some kind of prince and grandson, I'll just focus on loving you... okay?"

Dark clouds swept from the distant sky, and raindrops fell, passing through his empty and transparent body, and falling on the man's face, like a handful of cold tears, washing away the blood and dust on his face.

The hand lost its strength, fell from the air, and fell softly to the side.

"Don't die..." He finally heard his hoarse voice squeezed out of his throat, "Don't die, Ah Feng..."

【one】

"Abong..."

"Are you awake?" Someone got up from the side and said loudly, "Call the doctor!"

Fu Tingxin was pulled back to the mortal world by the severe pain, and he raised his eyelids with difficulty. The snow-white walls and lights, the faint smell of disinfectant, and the mixed voices quickly enveloped his five senses.He suddenly fell from the dream into the mortal world, and was so noisy that he wished he could faint again.

He blinked, and quickly adapted to the light and scenery in his field of vision, and he began to feel sensations in all parts of his body. He tried to bend his index finger, gradually regained control of his body, and at the same time began to pay attention to the surrounding environment and people - all of this It happened so naturally and methodically, as if it was an instinct that had been honed and engraved in the bones for many years.

The next moment, a tall young man opened the door and strode into the ward, followed by doctors and nurses trotting behind him. Fu Tingxin suddenly raised his eyes when he heard the movement, and met his gaze unexpectedly.

Although he was much younger, it would never be mistaken for him. It was a face that had only appeared in his dreams.

The hallucinatory sound of pattering rain sounded again, and the desperation and pain that followed were so real, like the water breaking a bank, submerged in an instant, and Fu Tingxin almost forgot how to breathe.His mood fluctuated violently, his eyes were spinning, and the monitoring device at the bedside immediately issued a "didi" alarm.The man was originally fixed by his gaze, but at this moment, the movement brought him back to his senses, before he had time to think carefully about his gaffe just now, he hurried to the hospital bed: "Why..."

Before he could speak, Fu Tingxin raised his head dripping with cold sweat, and grabbed his hand.

The infusion needle was pulled away with the adhesive tape, bringing out a tiny line of blood, which fell on the snow-white quilt like plum petals, but Fu Tingxin seemed to feel no pain, and grabbed his hand tightly, the veins on the back of his hand were bulging , blood flowed to the cuffs, but still tried to sit up from the bed unrelentingly: "Ah Feng..."

The doctor hurriedly said: "Hold him! Don't let him move!"

The man looked tall and thin, but he was very energetic. After listening to the doctor's words, he pushed Fu Tingxin back to the hospital bed, but his movements were not gentle.When he leaned closer, Fu Tingxin saw his bloodshot eyes through the lens, the eyes were full of anger, like the huge force pressing on his shoulders, and even seemed unreasonably sinister.

He gritted his teeth and asked in a low voice, "Who are you calling?"

Fu Tingxin was dumbfounded by his question.

I don't know if he was angry, but the man's voice was trembling slightly, and Fu Tingxin inexplicably felt that he was going to cry in the next second.

"Who is 'Ah Feng'? Do you know that you almost died? Still thinking about him!"

【two】

After all the fuss, the ward was quiet again.

Fu Tingxin was lying straight on the hospital bed, with drips on his hands, bandages on his head, and plaster on his legs. He described it as miserable. He turned his head to look at the figure standing in front of the window with his back facing him, and hummed: "Don't stand there for punishment, are you still angry? I have lost my memory..."

"You—" the angry man turned around and met his half-smiling eyes, his hair softened again, and he hesitated for a long time before saying, "...I'm not angry."

"Yeah, I'm not angry," Fu Tingxin said, "Aren't you tired from standing? Sit down for a while, drink some water, you're welcome."

"..."

Fu Tingxin was unfortunately injured in an explosion and suffered a concussion. He was in a coma for three days before waking up. During the examination just now, the doctor found that his memory had impaired. His own identity, also known as "amnesia".

But what is very different from ordinary people is that he said that he had a dream when he was in a coma. In the dream, he was a general named Fu Tingxin. After he died in battle, he wandered on the grassland outside the Great Wall for seven years.Later, another war broke out on the grassland. The country he belonged to was defeated, and the leader of the army—that is, "Ah Feng" in his mouth—was shot in the chest by an arrow from the enemy. When he was dying, he saw Fu Tingxin.

"The person I dreamed of was the emperor's third son, titled 'Su Wang', surnamed Sun, and taboo 'Luo'. When his mother and concubine were pregnant with him, he dreamed that the Bodhisattva tied a string of wreaths around her neck. , so the name was taken from Yingluo's 'luo'. In order to pray for the blessing of the Bodhisattva, he was given a baby name called 'Afeng'." Fu Tingxin stared at him and asked, "This...friend, what is your name?"

Sun Luo: "..."

"Sun Luo, Ying Luo's 'Luo'," he coughed dryly, and added 300 taels of silver here, "I don't have a nickname."

"If you don't have a nickname, you don't have a nickname. You pinched me so hard," Fu Tingxin recalled the last words of the man in his dream, and said with a smirk, "Seeing how anxious you are, those who don't know think I'll give it to you." Wearing a green hat..."

Sun Luo really wanted to rush up and cover his mouth: "You have lost your memory, why are you talking so much?!"

Fu Tingxin was idle, and it was fun to tease him, but he had just woken up and was out of energy, a few words exhausted his energy, his eyelids fought while he was talking, and his voice weakened: "You sit down , I'll sleep for a while."

"Yeah." Sun Luo went to close the door of the ward, sat down on the chair beside the bed, and pulled the quilt for him, "Go to sleep, I'll watch the IV for you."

Most of Fu Tingxin's consciousness had fallen into chaos, but for some reason, he suddenly whispered vaguely in the hazy sleepiness: "Don't go."

As if a heavy hammer hit a certain place in his heart, Sun Luo stared at his sleepy and haggard face, and after a long pause, he took up the words just now.

"I won't leave." He lowered his head and kissed Fu Tingxin's right hand lightly on the blue needle, and said in a low voice but solemnly: "I will never leave again."

【Three】

Fu Tingxin slept day and night for several days, during which Sun Luo was always by his side. When he was awake, he told him about the family background of the Fu family and the past of the two of them. Sun Luo did all his work while he was resting. deal with.For so many days, Fu Tingxin was not stupid to stay close to each other and wait on him in his clothes. In the whole life he spent in his dream, he and "His Royal Highness Su" were only separated by the status of husband and wife.He knew exactly what Sun Luo looked like when he liked someone.

Being so gentle and considerate, hard-working and hard-working, she definitely fell in love with him secretly and didn't run away.

According to Sun Luo, the Sun and Fu families are family friends. The Sun family is in politics, and the Fu family is in the army. They grew up together. They were good enough to wear a pair of trousers when they were young. They loved each other from kindergarten to high school.After graduating from high school, Sun Luo was admitted to a top domestic university, while Fu Tingxin enlisted in the army.

The Sun family is a big family with fierce internal factional struggles. Sun Luo has no intention of going into politics, and instead took the road of doing business.He started his business when he was in college. After graduation, the company was merged into his uncle's Taihe Group, and he himself became the director of the group.Fu Tingxin passed the selection three years after joining the army and entered a special brigade of the Northwest Military Region.

A few days ago when he was performing a confidential mission abroad, Fu Tingxin was hit by an explosion. He was seriously injured and fell into a coma. He was rushed back to China for treatment.Sun Luo almost went crazy when he heard the news from home. He left his work and rushed to the northwest overnight. He was worried that the medical conditions there were not good, so he asked his relationship to transfer him back to the Capital Army Hospital.As long as Fu Tingxin was in a coma, he stayed in the hospital for as long as possible.

Unexpectedly, Fu Tingxin returned to the world after a narrow escape, but he was forgotten.

In fact, I can't say I forgot.He recognized Sun Luo's face and called him by name, but Sun Luo didn't have the nickname "A Feng".Fu Tingxin's reaction when he was in a coma left a grievance in his heart. The care that people in the dream can get can't be applied to him, an outsider.

Those childish and youthful years were stolen away, leaving only two adults with dusty faces, looking at each other from a distance across a large blank space, looking at each other speechlessly.

【[-]】

That evening, two special guests came to the hospital.Sun Luo went out to answer the phone and waited for a while at the elevator entrance. Not long after, a little Douding, who was not as long as his legs, jumped out of the car and called out affectionately, "Uncle Sun!"

"Hey." Sun Luo leaned over and picked him up, hugged him in his arms, and rarely showed a smile: "I'm taller and heavier than before."

He looked down at the child who came out from behind again, but he didn't expect him to come too. The two looked at each other, and the child greeted him very calmly: "Third Uncle."

Sun Luo is an elder, and he couldn't show his doubts on his face, so he nodded to him and said to the driver who followed behind him, "I'll take the child there."

The driver was an old man from the Fu family, so he naturally recognized Sun Luo, smiled at him cautiously, and consciously went to wait in the corridor.Sun Luo hugged one, led the other, and returned to the ward.Fu Tingxin was turning the Rubik's Cube leaning on the bedside. He was playing with a gun, and his hands were so fast that he almost lost his image.As soon as the little Douding in Sun Luo's arms saw him, he immediately twisted and wanted to get off the ground, and said crisply, "Second Uncle!"

"Hey, who is here?" Fu Tingxin put down the Rubik's cube, smiled and opened his arms to hug.Sun Luo gently put the child beside him, and said, "Be careful, don't touch the wound."

"Second Uncle, my father said you lost your memory," Xiao Douding stared at him watery with grape-like black eyes, "Don't you know me?"

Although Fu Tingxin couldn't remember the past, he had the child's grown-up appearance in his dream.He didn't expect this little thing to know what "amnesia" is, and said with a smile: "Why don't you know, second uncle has forgotten who, and we can't forget our Xiaoshen."

Fu Shen didn't look happy when he heard the words, instead his eyebrows drooped, and he sighed sadly.

Fu Tingxin: "What's wrong baby?"

Seeing that Fu Shen's eyes were covered with tears, he turned his head and said aggrievedly to the child standing at the end of the bed, "Brother, my second uncle really lost his memory."

Fu Tingxin and Sun Luo were all stunned.

The child quickly walked over, took out a handkerchief from his pocket to wipe his face, and comforted him decently: "He knows you. Didn't he call you Xiaoshen?"

Fu Shen said miserably: "But he was not like this before, he always called me a fool."

Fu Tingxin: "..."

Sun Luo covered her mouth tremblingly, and turned around.

Fu Tingxin didn't have much contact with his eldest nephew. He played wildly with him for half a month when he went home to visit relatives the year before last. At that time, there was no kid next to him. Fu Shen was very close to him. To tease him, Fu Tingxin often called him a fool , I didn't expect this little bean bun to be remembered until now.

Fu Tingxin sighed, "I'm really not mistaken about you..."

The child was a little older than Fu Shen, and he could already see the handsome outline in the future, but he was very gentle and patient with the idiot of their family, holding his little hand to coax him: "I don't like the idiot, but Xiao Shen is nice."

Fu Shen came and went, and said softly: "Your name is nice too."

Fu Tingxin was amused by the two of them, and asked Sun Luo with a smile: "Whose child is this?"

Sun Luo's gaze passed over the child without any trace, and said as if nothing had happened: "It's my nephew, named Yan Xiaohan. He is in the same elementary school as Xiaoshen."

As soon as Fu Tingxin heard the surname, he knew there was an inside story, so he thoughtfully did not tell the truth, and teased the two children for a while, seeing that it was late, he urged Sun Luo to send them back.

Sun Luo took one in each hand and sent them downstairs. When he returned to the ward, he saw Fu Tingxin staring at the sunset outside the window in a daze.

After a serious illness, he lost a lot of weight, leaving only a thin layer of skin and flesh covering the bones, but the outline seemed to be cut by a knife, becoming sharper and more arrogant.

This appearance is completely different from the boy in Sun Luo's memory.

Standing in the twilight everywhere, he truly realized what "regret" is for the first time.

I don't know if Fu Tingxin's lost memories can be retrieved, but the time he missed due to a single thought will never be retrieved.

【Wu】

Fu Tingxin's ears are very sharp. Although he was in a daze, he quickly found Sun Luo. He turned his head from the hospital bed: "Send him away? Come and have a rest."

Sun Luo closed the door and sat down beside the hospital bed: "That child Yan Xiaohan is my second brother's illegitimate son. His mother's identity is very complicated, and I can't tell for a while. His mother passed away last year, and my second brother just died." He was brought back without changing his surname, and he probably doesn't intend to let him inherit the family business in the future. If you think he..."

"I think it's good," Fu Tingxin interrupted him, and said casually, "Fu Shen is just a little older, and he is not in a hurry to gather contacts. He can play with whoever he likes, don't think too much about it."

Sun Luo: "Yes."

Fu Tingxin glanced at him, and said, "And it's nice to have someone who grew up together. You see, I've been lying in bed for so many days, and it was you who ran for me. Brothers are nothing more than that."

The mirror was a bit reflective, covering his eyes, but Fu Tingxin clearly felt that for a moment, Sun Luo seemed to dodge.

no.

Sun Luo lowered her eyes, avoiding his sight, and said silently in her heart: "It's not Fa Xiao, I never just regard you as a 'brother'."

【land】

Fu Tingxin suffered a concussion and a leg injury, and he lay in the hospital for three months before he was allowed to leave the hospital. Unfortunately, his amnesia was still not cured, so naturally he couldn't stay in the army.Before he was discharged from the hospital, his superior came to visit once, and the two talked in the ward all morning. Later, Fu Tingxin asked Sun Luo to file a discharge application for him, and completely took off his military uniform.

He was taken back to his apartment by Sun Luo.No one in the Fu family expressed surprise or objection to this.Fu Tingxin was lying on the clean and soft double bed in the guest bedroom, and heard Sun Luo say, "Your injury will take some time to heal, and it's not safe to live alone. It's convenient for me to take care of you here, so don't look outside."

Fu Tingxin nodded while sneering in his heart: "Fake it, keep pretending, I'll see how long you can pretend."

Fu Tingxin only lost his memory, but did not lose his IQ.He can see Sun Luo's thoughtfulness and thoughtfulness, and this person probably means that to him.But in Sun Luo's description, the two are a pair of 24k pure good brothers, harmonious and friendly, and there is no difference between them.

Fu Tingxin almost believed that he had a crush on him and dared not tell him. However, when he was chatting with the captain that day, he overheard the captain mentioning that when he was in the army, in order to avoid specialization, he had not called home or sent a letter for several years.Fu Tingxin felt a little strange, and asked a few more questions, only to realize that he had never mentioned his family background in the team, let alone mentioned Sun Luo as a "good brother" to anyone.

He kept an eye out, and when his elder brother Fu Tingzhong came to visit, he inquired carefully, only to find out that he had completely cut off contact with Sun Luo since he was in the army. At that time, the family thought they had broken up.

This is unreasonable - Sun Luo treats him well as if he owed him in his previous life. If there is no conflict between the two, he can't resist not contacting Fu Tingxin for several years.

After seven years of separation, there was no news of him, but he was able to rush to the northwest as soon as he learned of his injury.It can be said that love is not deep, so why did the two break up?If Fu Tingxin was not injured, could it be that Sun Luo would never have any contact with him again during his service?

Fu Tingxin's mind was wide open, and he wrote and directed eight or nine series of dog blood. He recalled all kinds of experiences in his dreams, and guessed for a long time, until Sun Luo came to knock on the door and asked him to eat. "Come in" was said lazily.

Sun Luo pushed the door open and entered the room, wearing the simplest white shirt and suit trousers, extraordinarily tall and straight, extraordinarily good-looking.He didn't wear glasses when he was at home, and his unshielded eyebrows and eyes suddenly became sharp, but the eyes that fell on Fu Tingxin were very soft: "Get up. The weather is fine today. After dinner, I'll take you downstairs for a walk, okay?"

Fu Tingxin listened to him as if he was coaxing a child, so he became playful for a moment, stretched out his hand, and said, "I can't get up."

Sun Luo amusedly walked over to pull him up, Fu Tingxin supported his upper body unsteadily according to his strength, and as soon as Sun Luo relaxed, he fell back boneless on the pillow.

Fu Tingxin was deliberately playing a scoundrel, so Sun Luo indulged him again. This time, before Fu Tingxin fell down, he grabbed him into his arms and wrapped his arms around his back to prevent him from running away. Unexpectedly, Fu Tingxin was like a finally The giant panda hugged the keeper's thigh, threw himself on him with a whimper, and refused to get up.

The two quarreled in the room, and finally Sun Luo simply carried Fu Tingxin out of the room and put him down at the stairs—because there was a nanny downstairs.

The nanny didn't notice the two of them messing around upstairs, but reminded Sun Luo when setting the meal: "Sir, your cell phone rang just now, it seems that there is a call."

Fu Tingxin was sitting at the table drinking soup, occasionally peeking out of the corner of his eye at Sun Luo who was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window on the phone, listening to him talking to the other end with a completely different calm tone, a guess that he had never thought of before suddenly emerged in his heart ——

Sun Luo probably thought he was homophobic, that's why he didn't dare to contact him, and even when he lost his memory, he only dared to tell him that the two were born in Tieci.

Could it be... Before he lost his memory, he had already confessed to himself?

Then is it too late for him to perform a 180-degree turn for Sun Luo?