let go of that man [rebirth]

This day's dinner, Zhuang Jin asked the waiter to deliver it to the room.

He felt very uncomfortable, and his stomach was a little nauseated by the smell of oil. Zhuang Jin didn't intend to ask the waiter to change, and ate the food slowly.Although his body was clamoring to refuse, his reason told Zhuang Jin that eating was a must.

Xu Yan looked at her friend's face and ate a mussel, "It tastes good, don't you like seafood?"

It was dusk.

Through the windows of the cabin, you can see the sea water dyed by the setting sun, shaking and undulating, making people who suffer from seasickness even more uncomfortable.

Xu Yan and Lin Que had finished their short trip and boarded the ship. The cabin where Lin Que was located was some distance away from Zhuang Jin and Xu Yan's. Of course, it was not because Lin Que, as an assistant, was not by the artist's side at this time. The reason, the real reason is... he was getting seasick too.

Zhuang Jin shook his head, his voice sounded a bit erratic, "I like to eat anything."

The children in the orphanage are not so picky.

Xu Yan quickly understood the subtext and made a suggestion: "You've been sleeping all afternoon... It's probably useless to sleep any more. I'll take you to the deck to blow some air?" Xu Yan really wanted to make a phone call to ask Ask my cousin: Are you sure Zhuang Jin can take care of me?Artists and assistants are seasick, so the group purchase package is so neat!

It was only when Lin Que came up that he realized that he would get seasick. As a person who has always grown up in an inland city, Lin Que is very good at boating in parks. He has also experienced such things as boating on the West Lake, but he has never been on the sea. The boat... Although such a big ship cannot be moved by the waves, he just felt that it was shaking...

Xu Yan thought that Zhuang Jin had the same reason.

If someone can call out Zhuang Jin's life in the first 20 years, he will find that it is indeed his first time on a sea boat, and no one can question this.

The sea breeze blows.

Xu Yan brushed her hair smugly, but unfortunately, besides the well-trained waiters and colleagues on the boat, no one appreciated his pose. Instead, Zhuang Jin, who appeared as a sickly handsome boy, attracted frequent attention, especially When Zhuang Jin frowned, the eyes of some female wolves would glow green.

Zhuang Jin turned and returned.

Xu Yan followed quickly: "Is it useless?"

Zhuang Jin shook his head, "I'd better go back to sleep."

The cabin is so big that it can fully accommodate two people, and the bed is also very wide, which is why Zhuang Jin guessed that Starfish Shipping originally planned to set it up as a double room.Rejecting Xu Yan's proposal to stay and take care of herself, Zhuang Jin lay down in his clothes, his eyes flicked over the cabinet, sofa, LED screen... to the suitcase in the corner.

In addition to daily necessities, there are laptops and a few books in the box.

At this time, if you surf the Internet or read books, you will undoubtedly have more headaches, but it is obviously not a good thing to fall asleep like this.

Zhuang Jin looked at the ceiling and was stunned.

For a long time, he didn't think about anything, and the whole person was in a state of emptiness. During this period, he looked at his mobile phone in a daze, and found that it was already 22 o'clock, so he fell asleep neatly.

The next day.

It was already noon when Xu Yan, who turned into a nanny, knocked on the door.

Lin Que stood beside him, still looking sleepy, and said to himself, "If only I were called Lin Ou..."

Xu Yan looked sideways: "Don't think about it, little sparrow."

Zhuang Jin opened the door and made up the knife indifferently: "Does this have something to do with the name?"

Linque: "..."

Xu Yan looked at Zhuang Jin who looked better, "It seems that you have adapted a lot."

"Well, after all, there is a banquet tonight."

With the size of the Windsor Princess, small wind and waves would not even shake the deck. Zhuang Jin knew that his situation should be attributed to psychological reasons, but he couldn't overcome it.In other words, a certain part of him is intentionally letting this go.

Since I was born again, what have I wanted?

Zhuang Jin asked himself this way.

A philosopher will ponder to find an answer, a fool has no questions, and Zhuang Jin is just in between.Unlike those who live but dare not die, Zhuang Jin tried to end his own life—twice, but failed, so he could only try to live.

If there must be a pillar in life, something to be attached to, then Zhuang Jin's choice is obvious, but unfortunately, he is about to know what he wants, and he has not acted.

From a certain point of view, young people have an inexplicable... mourning?decadent?Lukewarm?

For example, there is such a multiple choice question:

You and your lover love each other very much, but various factors prevent you from being together. After repeated struggles, you were eventually separated.If time went back and you were given a chance to choose again, would you still start this relationship?

A. Yes.Don't care about forever, only care about once owned.

B. No.I only hope that we will never meet again in this life.

Zhuang Jin chose B.

Of course, this multiple-choice question cannot completely fit the situation of Zhuang Jin and Gu Qin, but it is enough to explain many things.For example, Zhuang Jin's always indifferent attitude is precisely because of the foreseeable future... In other words, it is because he is not optimistic about this relationship.

Gu Qin is not a person who is good at covering up.

At least in front of Zhuang Jin.

Although 15-year-old Gu Qin hated Zhuang Jin, who was introduced by his mother as his elder brother, he subconsciously put him in the ranks of socializing without pretending to be himself; 18-year-old mature Gu Qin can look at problems more rationally, But she still didn't pretend to be in front of Zhuang Jin.

Although according to various signs, Gu Qin has fallen in love with him, but the road ahead is still difficult... So has Zhuang Jin given up?

No.of course not.

Zhuang Jin was just seducing, luring Gu Qin to sink deeper, luring Gu Qin to say that sentence himself, luring Gu Qin to think that he was the one he fell in love with first, so he tried his best to fight for the future of the two of them, because of this relationship Almost all the resistance came from Gu Qin's side. If Gu Qin faltered, it would be over, and only the fruit that grows on the cliff is so sweet that it is hard to give up, isn't it?

Well, maybe that's cowardice.

No matter how thoughtful and thoughtful the steps are, the essence of this kind of mind is still a negative attitude.

And Zhuang Jin, who was seasick, seemed to... get rid of this state temporarily.

2036年10月1日。18:00。

The banquet hall looks like a palace made of crystal.

The artist enters the venue a little earlier than the first-class guests. At the entrance, you can choose to wear a mask or not. Zhuang Jin chooses the former and chooses a silver-white half-face mask, revealing only the pale chin and pale lips. , he was still weak, but under the illumination of the light, this weakness also seemed to have a delicate taste.

An invitation card can bring a companion. Zhuang Jin was going to abandon Xu Yan who was a smuggler and choose Lin Que, but Lin Que voluntarily gave up this opportunity, saying that he was really not interested in this banquet.

The sparrow's reasoning was this: "What's the fun of having a party where everyone's drinking and almost no one dares to eat?"

Makes sense.

Xu Yan chose a mask out of curiosity and put it on, and said in a low voice, "So we are the prey?"

Zhuang Jin hooked the corners of her lips, and responded indifferently, "Ah." It's an exquisite place for hunting, isn't it.Anyone with this intention is the prey, and the real face of the prey is like a gift after a successful strategy. Anyway, if you can become a star, your appearance will not be too bad...

The hall gradually became lively.

As Zhuang Jin expected, those who came in behind... didn't need to choose at all, they all defaulted to not wearing masks.How did the organizers explain the different treatment of this masquerade banquet?Presumably something like "to make public figures more comfortable living under the spotlight"...

Zhuang Jin smiled and said softly, "Does it look like Game of the Hunt?"

Xu Yan responded: "It really does."

The boundary between hunter and prey is not clear.

Unlike the two of them who are easy to think deeply, more guests simply came to the banquet. Under the sad eyes of the female guests in close-fitting dresses, many male guests began to sweep away the food. Their movements were very elegant, and they could eat The speed is not slow, and the tiramisu area is empty in the blink of an eye.

Well, An Yiyuan and a few boys I met at the gate of Zhongzhou University.

The suits still couldn't hide their cheerfulness.

Zhuang Jin looked for Gu Qin's trace, and sure enough, Gu Qin was not far from An Yiyuan, with an expression of "I don't know them but just happen to be standing here".

I have to say, very realistic.

Picking up a glass of champagne from the passing waiter's tray, Zhuang Jin stood in a slightly dim corner, observing Gu Qin's expression happily, Xu Yan did not know when he followed two shelled king crab legs and a piece of Kobe beef, served Eating and watching while nestling in the companion's place with a plate.

According to the learning machine's information, Gu Qin is known as "other people's child" in a circle with family assets of hundreds of millions. At this time, Gu Qin does look different from usual - more calm and indifferent , has an extraordinary aura.

Should it be said that "Zhuo Zhuo is like a wild crane in a flock of chickens"?

Without any apology for comparing An Yiyuan and others to some kind of birds, Zhuang Jin took a sip of champagne and walked towards Gu Qin.

He stopped quickly.

Of course it's not because of shame or something, but because someone else went there.There is no mask, his appearance and expression can be called sunshine, and his skin is a healthy wheat color. If you are in a TV series, you will know that he is an important character at the first glance.

[Who is this? ]

[The heir of Starfish Shipping, Zhou Sihan's older brother, Zhou Wenbai. ] The information provided by the learning machine is very detailed, [Living in the shadow of Gu Qin since childhood, the elders always use them as materials to compare various aspects, and then come to the conclusion that Gu Qin is the first Zhou Wenbo is the second, and has a very close relationship with Gu Qin Difference. ]

With such an elder who is good at creating hatred, it is not normal for the relationship between the two to be good. ——Unless Gu Qin takes in a younger brother.

The Windsor Princess is undoubtedly Zhou Wenbai's home field.

The learning machine captured the sound wave signal and transmitted the conversation between Gu Qin and Zhou Wenbai. At first, it was just a plain greeting, but within three sentences, it became explosive.

There was a smile on Zhou Wenbai's face: "My parents are very optimistic about you, Gu Qin, maybe you will call me brother soon."

Gu Qin glanced at him lightly, "Oh."

Indifference is often more hurtful than a serious response.However, Zhou Wenbo obviously wouldn't back down easily, but said as if chatting: "I heard that Young Master Gu hired a starlet recently?"

"First is first, second...is nothing."

A strange voice came, with undisguised sarcasm, it was obvious who was talking about, Zhou Wenbai turned his head unhappily——

into a pair of amber eyes.