[Hokage] One tit for another
Chapter 50 Companion
The sword slashed in the air, making a swishing sound, and the silver-white light of the sword fluttered up and down in the sun like a butterfly, as if it was too light, turning into a breeze in the forest, leaving no shadow on the ground.
Swinging a knife is easy at first, but when a simple action is repeated tens of thousands of times, even a piece of paper will become extremely heavy.I silently counted the number of times I swung the knife, and finally stopped until I had completed today's goal.His fingers were already in spasm, and he was holding on to the handle of the knife stiffly for a long time without being able to stretch his fingers.
Sweat ran down my eyes, and it was a little stinging, but my hands were so sore that I couldn't lift them up, so I had to pretend that nothing happened, and put the knife back into its sheath.
The curse mark on the back of my neck bitten by Orochimaru is aching again. Whenever this time, it makes me have to accept the fact that I was bitten by a pervert. I can even recall the disgusting feeling of his saliva left on my neck. a feeling of.
I started kicking against the wooden stakes on the side of the training field, making sure that the angle, strength and speed of each kick were perfect.
To be honest, being injured and passing out was too much of a delay. When I woke up from the hospital bed, I felt like I had missed a century.The preliminaries for the third test have ended, Naruto advanced smoothly, but Sakura was eliminated.But what upset me the most was that Li also lost, and was even hospitalized because of his severe injuries. It is said that he will no longer be able to be a ninja.
...It's Gaara that guy!He dared to attack Li.Fortunately, the opponent in the third final was him, so it was convenient for me to take revenge openly and get back the money from the barbecue last time.
Of course Li will not be hit by this little difficulty, and I believe he will be able to stand up again in the near future.When I went to visit him in the ward, Teacher Akai was also there. They seemed not to be depressed at all, but were full of fighting spirit. Li even asked me to fight with full of energy on the spot.
Maybe it was because Li's expression was too dazzling, I couldn't help but agree.
But since I want to fight against Li, I need to train harder. With my current poor strength, how can I be qualified to be Li's opponent?
There is still one month before the official finals, and it is said that it is for everyone to make targeted preparations.
Gaara wasn't important enough for me to modify the practice plan that he had made for him, but everyone did disperse and practice on their own, and Kakashi posted it shamelessly to give me guidance.
Of course my ability allows me to make the perfect plan, but ninjutsu is my weak point, so it would be nice if someone could give me some advice.Seeing that Kakashi was crying and shouting to teach me, I reluctantly agreed.
Kakashi wanted to know my current level, so he offered to observe my practice for a day, and I agreed.
So early in the morning, from the time I climbed the waterfall, Kakashi followed me silently like a ghost, neither speaking nor making big movements, which fully complied with what he said "will not disturb my practice".
There is nothing not to see.
I glanced at Kakashi, who was leaning against the tree and looking at me. I didn't know what he was thinking. I turned around and kicked in the air, and with a click, I kicked the wooden stake that was already crumbling from the kick into two pieces.
I picked up the wooden stake, threw it high into the air, jumped up to catch up with it, and hit it crackling in the air, not only at a very fast speed, but also to control the wooden stake in front to prevent it from being hit Fly out, and then punch the stake down, deeply embedded in the soil.
The bandage that was originally wrapped around his hand was loosened, and it became dirty because of the training, and the edges were worn pitted and fluffed.
The next step is to practice shuriken, which requires a fine touch. I simply tore off the bandages, while carefully recalling the targets hidden everywhere in my mind, as well as every detail about the shuriken.
There is some wind in the woods today, so some kunai that shoot into the blind spot need to adjust the angle. If you use the wind, you may be able to hit the blind spot faster and more flexibly.
I tossed the kunai casually, feeling the texture of this sharp hidden weapon and the breeze it spun.
It's now!
I jumped up and threw out the hidden weapon in an orderly manner, and the kunai went through the air, sharp and sharp, and the shurikens spun along with the wind, drawing arcs in mid-air, colliding with each other, and the sound of jingling was endless .
I threw out the last handful of kunai, turned around and fell.
After being hung and danced with wire by that damn sissy, I have to admit I learned a lot from him, especially with regards to the wire application.
Countless transparent silk threads spread everywhere along with the hidden weapons, forming an intricate net.
The shuriken I throw must not only hit the target, but even the trajectory must not be wrong, because as long as there is a slight mistake, these silk threads will become entangled and lose their effect.
Successful.
I tugged on the thread and watched the tough threads lay death traps among the trees.
Thunder and lightning erupted in an instant, spreading along the network at a speed invisible to the naked eye, and the sharp thunder resounded through the mountains, startling countless birds.
These blue-purple rays of light danced, using the high and low silk threads as the medium, almost covering the entire training field.Not only that, under the stimulation of lightning, these silk threads also turned into sharp knives. I only need to move my fingers lightly, and the silk threads bounce and can cut almost everything.
The lethality is very practical, and the amount of chakra required is very small.
I have lost more than one time in actual combat, and I have to seriously think about my ability to fight. I know too many little tricks, and I need some thrilling big moves. I think this move is very good.
Suddenly, a silk thread burst out from the side, and the entire tense network collapsed completely, with no passage, and the flowing lightning naturally dissipated in an instant.
But everything happened in the blink of an eye, and the silk thread carried a trace of thunder, so when it was ejected, it was extremely fast, and there was no way to dodge it. I tried my best to dodge, but I still managed to let the silk thread, which was like a hidden weapon, brush past me cheeks.
Half of my face was in burning pain, and it took me a long time to come back to my senses. I wiped my face and felt a thin and long wound on my cheek, which was covered in blood from my hand.
...failed again!
It must be that the angle of the kunai over there was inserted into the tree trunk at the wrong angle, and it was not deep enough, so it came out under the vibration of the thunder and lightning.As long as one is loose, the entire network will be paralyzed.
It was dark after practicing shuriken and ninjutsu. Once I calmed down, the surroundings were quiet, and the insects were mixed with the rustling of leaves, which was particularly crisp.
The clouds were so thick that they covered the moon, and there was only a faint light haloing on the clouds.
I threw the last kunai on the ground with a bad face, and I didn't bother to care about the discarded silk threads and shurikens all over the floor, so I turned around and left.
"Sasuke, it's so late, where are you going?" Kakashi stopped me, and he finally came out from the shadow under the tree.His eyes lingered for a moment on the wound on my face, and then involuntarily fell on my blood-stained hands from training.
Indeed, I am not going in the direction of home.
"Running." I threw down two words angrily, and simply jumped onto a branch beside me, and started running at a high speed.
If you don't complete the task, run three laps around Konoha.
Although I didn't shout it out loud, I executed it very seriously.Fortunately, what I proposed today was just running, not something more embarrassing.
The goal I set on a whim last time was to "stand upside down and circle around the leaves", but that day's task was completed.
"Running? It's very late..." Kakashi actually caught up and ran beside me.I don't know if it's because I can't hold back for a day, but now I have a posture of asking the end.
"If you don't complete the task, you have to run around Konoha three times." I had to explain.
And I'm not thinking about jogging, but running at top speed, I want to see if I can last at the fastest speed.
"Kai's method?" Kakashi was obviously taken aback.
"Don't follow me. I'll go back after running, and my training is over." I drove Kakashi away with a bad face.
I was exhausted after practicing for a day, and I had to run circles around Konoha. As a matter of course, when I got home, I was exhausted like a dog, sweat was dripping like running water, my hair was wet, and my clothes were all soaked. On the body, when the wind blows, it is a shock.
I slowed down on the second lap, and almost crawled back on the third lap, and every step was extremely difficult.
I was panting heavily, trembling all over, my thick hair was wet and sticking to my forehead, it was hot and uncomfortable.I stumbled and ran home, and was taken aback when I saw the person standing at the door.
Kakashi?Why hasn't he come home yet?
I was so scared that I almost choked on my own saliva. I coughed and walked past him, and then firmly closed the door with my backhand, locking the figure out.
Is that dead white hair sick?
Well, just ignore him anyway.
I didn't want to talk to him at all, in fact, I was too tired to even talk, I just wanted to take a good bath and sleep.
…Well, the above two things were actually almost combined into one - I almost fell asleep in the bathtub, but in the end strong self-control saved me, when I came out of the bathroom, changed into my bathrobe and wiped my hair At that time, the dead dog just now had disappeared, and I was a hero again!
I don't know if it's because of the moonlight outside the door or the light inside the house, but a silhouette falls on the door, and even if that peculiar hairstyle is just a blurry black shadow, it can be clearly distinguished.
...That dead white hair is really sick, right?
What does he want to do? !
I rushed to the door with a dark face, and opened the door: "You..."
Are you standing at my door in the middle of the night because you want to be the door god?Are you an idiot?The ghost lingers.Hurry up and go home, okay? !
A serving of steaming ramen appeared in front of me and interrupted me.The sweet and sour smell of tomatoes permeated the air, seeming to enliven the whole dark night.
My stomach growled.
I pretended not to hear my stomach's rebellion, after all, I ate very simple lunch and breakfast, and I didn't eat dinner.
"That..." Kakashi didn't seem to know what to say. He held out the ramen in one hand and touched his head with the other. After hesitating, he said, "You didn't have dinner, did you? The owner of Yile Ramen is still willing to make something, and I heard it was you, so he specially put a lot of tomatoes and added a portion of meat."
The corners of my mouth twitched.
How did this group of ninjas live to be so big?
Doesn't he know that eating so late is bad for his health?Especially after just going through an excess of strenuous exercise, rest and hydration in moderation is what I need instead of eating this greasy ramen.
This is definitely the rhythm that puts me in the hospital the next day, right?
And I literally threw up after eating ramen, even if it's tomato flavored!
In fact, I can smell the taste of Ichiraku ramen through the door panel, okay?I can almost analyze every process and seasoning of that ramen after eating. If I have no money in the future, maybe I can make a small profit by selling ramen recipes.
But maybe that box of ramen that was almost under my nose was just too tasty.
And I'm so hungry.
Perhaps it was because he didn't want to disappoint Yile's boss, and didn't want to waste the extra meat and tomato.
Take others with short hands, eat others with short mouths.
In the end, I couldn't help but turn sideways, allowing Kakashi to invade my house smoothly.
I'm sitting on my favorite porch, gobbling up ramen noodles, trying not to make any slurping noises.Kakashi was sitting next to me, holding his hands back, looking at the moon lazily, until I put the empty bowl aside, and he asked, "Sasuke, have you always practiced like this? "
Or else?
I glanced at Kakashi, not bothering to answer this idiotic question.
I'm a little full...
I secretly touch my stomach.
"Sasuke, you are too impatient."
But unexpectedly, Kakashi's voice became serious, and I couldn't help but look up at him, only to find that he was staring at me.
I frowned.
"Sasuke..." Kakashi looked at me, touched his forehead, and said suddenly, "Don't take revenge."
The night is very quiet, the moon hangs crookedly in the sky, the night wind blows, the slender grass leaves shake and rustle.Kakashi's voice was soft and quick, almost drowned in the slight rustling.
For a moment, I opened my eyes wide and looked at Kakashi in disbelief.
"What did you say?"
Kakashi and I looked at each other for a while, as if being distracted by the wind, he moved his eyes away, and repeated in a low voice: "Don't take revenge."
Kakashi's eyes moved back again, he seemed to have thought for a long time, and finally said these words that had been hidden in his heart: "Sasuke, you are too impatient now, more haste than speed, it will ruin you Own."
"I've seen many people who want revenge. They give everything for it. Even if they do it in the end, what they get is not pleasure, but endless pain and emptiness."
"Sasuke, you have a bright future, and you shouldn't sacrifice everything for it. You shouldn't be carrying such a heavy burden. Revenge won't change anything."
Kakashi looked at me, like a stern warning, but also worried and caring, he said very sincerely.The moonlight shone on his silver-white hair, blurring a pale and hazy light, with a gentleness that carried a lot of pain.
I looked at Kakashi as if meeting him for the first time.
This is so...
Are you kidding me? !
He made me give up?Tell me not to take revenge?
My parents are dead, hundreds of lives are now lying in the cold graveyard, the blood is flowing, washing the street, just because it was wiped, so it can be assumed that nothing happened?
After so many people have died, and itachi has suffered so much pain, can I forget everything and live a good life with peace of mind?Because the pain is borne by others, can I live easily?
I know, everyone wants me to live easily, but...
fart!
How can I do it? !
How can I bury everything in the past and start a life that has nothing to do with the past.
weasel...
"You mean, let me forget the blood shed by my parents and kin, and live as if nothing happened?" I looked at Kakashi and asked coldly.
Kakashi froze for a moment, stretched out his hand a little helplessly, wanting to grab my hand: "Sasuke, I don't want you to forget... Your parents must hope that you can live happily, instead of ruining everything for revenge."
Very high-sounding words.
Just like a weasel.
Let me live innocently and happily, let me care about nothing, think about nothing, and do nothing.
The death of such gentle parents, Itachi is more painful than death, how can I live happily?
My happiness...is them!
"Sasuke, you gave up your future just for revenge, is it worth it?" Kakashi asked me loudly, he looked at me seriously, with heartache and worry in his eyes.
"What future do I have?" I opened Kakashi's hand, stood up, and asked rhetorically.
Kakashi was taken aback.
I have never seen my future, all I see is Itachi.
I don't think about my future because it means nothing.But if people must have a future, then Itachi's future is my future.
As I said before, I will bear those sins.
You don't need that megalomaniac to be a hero.
I know that Kakashi is not wrong, whether it is in the book or somewhere, people always say so.
"When is it time to repay the injustice" and "it is rare to be confused in life".
Sometimes it is the best choice to let go, not to worry about anything, and start a new life.
Even I myself don't understand why I persist.
Isn't it just a snake spirit disease?Isn't it just a middle school two?Isn't he just a lunatic who killed the whole family?
But I just can't let it go!
I have already started a new life, and I have looked forward to the future, but the problem is that I can't.
How can I stop thinking about Itachi?
Is this what I want?
Some things and some things will involuntarily come to mind, every moment, as if it happened yesterday.
Saying I have a bright future, everything I want is left in the past.
I looked at Kakashi, and said a word coldly: "Get lost."
"Sasuke..." Kakashi frowned, wanting to say something else.
"Get out!" I suddenly turned up the volume and glared at him fiercely.
I didn't want to be so excited at first, but as soon as the words came out, I realized that my voice was a little hoarse, and the blood rushing to my head made my eardrums rumble.
Kakashi looked at me with complicated eyes, as if he didn't hear my words, he stood there stubbornly, motionless.
That broom-like hair stood straight up in the moonlight, making one want to grab it and shake it violently.
I stared at him angrily for a while, the world in front of me suddenly shook, black and white intertwined in an instant, I quickly turned my head and closed my eyes.
Kakashi came over, pressed my shoulder, and said in a low voice, "Sasuke."
I opened my eyes, Kakashi bent slightly, close at hand, I was startled by the suddenly enlarged face, subconsciously shrunk back, but was caught by him.
"Sasuke, you still have companions."
"Sasuke, you still have us. Isn't it like this among companions? Don't always be alone, even if it's revenge..." Kakashi paused, and said softly, "Don't leave your companions behind."
"We can also help you. Trust your companions more, don't always rush forward alone. Otherwise, you will get nothing in the end." Kakashi's hand gradually tightened, pressing heavily on my shoulder.
The night wind blew quietly.
After a long time, I raised my hand, took Kakashi's hand off little by little, and interrupted him before he could speak: "It's late, let's go back."
I don't know what Kakashi saw in my eyes, he raised his hand to touch my hair, and finally left.
Kakashi left, the smell of ramen was still wafting around, I stood on the empty veranda, my stomach was nauseated by the big bowl of ramen, thinking about what Kakashi said just now, I suddenly sneered.
Talking about revenge...was wrong from the beginning.
I don't want revenge at all, I just want Itachi to live a better life, other than that, if possible, I really want to burn Konoha.
They are companions, why?Would you like to add firewood for me?
The author has something to say: How to say, from the perspective of others, people are always advised not to take revenge, because even if there is revenge, the dead will not come back, but will cause more and more harm and pain.
But for the parties involved, how can they let go of their hatred and forget everything that happened before?
Anyway, I think Sasuke is the most pitiful one in the original book, the most important people in his life: his parents are dead, Itachi controls his life, Naruto just repeatedly wants to bring him back to the so-called "right track", everyone To say he was wrong, no one ever fundamentally understood him and supported him. (Maybe Naruto understands, but maybe Naruto doesn't understand)
It's not that the little angel Naruto is bad, everything Naruto does is to make everyone's life better and the future better.But at the same time, I think Sasuke is right in saying: "How can you understand the pain of loss when you have no parents or relatives?" The feeling of having no relatives from the beginning is different from the feeling of having relatives and then losing them.Especially when he once had such deep and tender love as Itachi, and lost everything in that way in the end.
And the worst thing about Sasuke is that he can't even find a target for revenge.It was my brother who killed his parents, and his brother was for him. The culprit who killed the whole family was Konoha, but his brother loves Konoha, his friend loves Konoha, and even himself loves Konoha... What should I do?He used to be so crazy and hateful, willing to kill his friends and teammates, to make enemies of Konoha, and make troubles in the five major countries, but in the end he got nothing done. He still obediently returned to Konoha, as if everything was for nothing... Thinking about it... abuse.
I think it's not that the Avengers don't understand the truth, but some things are understandable intellectually, but unacceptable emotionally. To put it bluntly, they know that there is a dead end in front of them, but they have to go until they die.
Today is a two-in-one long chapter~ Am I awesome?
And, I'm going to take the high math test, please pray for me... It is said that the performance of learning cancer is that I can pass the QAQ test naked~
Swinging a knife is easy at first, but when a simple action is repeated tens of thousands of times, even a piece of paper will become extremely heavy.I silently counted the number of times I swung the knife, and finally stopped until I had completed today's goal.His fingers were already in spasm, and he was holding on to the handle of the knife stiffly for a long time without being able to stretch his fingers.
Sweat ran down my eyes, and it was a little stinging, but my hands were so sore that I couldn't lift them up, so I had to pretend that nothing happened, and put the knife back into its sheath.
The curse mark on the back of my neck bitten by Orochimaru is aching again. Whenever this time, it makes me have to accept the fact that I was bitten by a pervert. I can even recall the disgusting feeling of his saliva left on my neck. a feeling of.
I started kicking against the wooden stakes on the side of the training field, making sure that the angle, strength and speed of each kick were perfect.
To be honest, being injured and passing out was too much of a delay. When I woke up from the hospital bed, I felt like I had missed a century.The preliminaries for the third test have ended, Naruto advanced smoothly, but Sakura was eliminated.But what upset me the most was that Li also lost, and was even hospitalized because of his severe injuries. It is said that he will no longer be able to be a ninja.
...It's Gaara that guy!He dared to attack Li.Fortunately, the opponent in the third final was him, so it was convenient for me to take revenge openly and get back the money from the barbecue last time.
Of course Li will not be hit by this little difficulty, and I believe he will be able to stand up again in the near future.When I went to visit him in the ward, Teacher Akai was also there. They seemed not to be depressed at all, but were full of fighting spirit. Li even asked me to fight with full of energy on the spot.
Maybe it was because Li's expression was too dazzling, I couldn't help but agree.
But since I want to fight against Li, I need to train harder. With my current poor strength, how can I be qualified to be Li's opponent?
There is still one month before the official finals, and it is said that it is for everyone to make targeted preparations.
Gaara wasn't important enough for me to modify the practice plan that he had made for him, but everyone did disperse and practice on their own, and Kakashi posted it shamelessly to give me guidance.
Of course my ability allows me to make the perfect plan, but ninjutsu is my weak point, so it would be nice if someone could give me some advice.Seeing that Kakashi was crying and shouting to teach me, I reluctantly agreed.
Kakashi wanted to know my current level, so he offered to observe my practice for a day, and I agreed.
So early in the morning, from the time I climbed the waterfall, Kakashi followed me silently like a ghost, neither speaking nor making big movements, which fully complied with what he said "will not disturb my practice".
There is nothing not to see.
I glanced at Kakashi, who was leaning against the tree and looking at me. I didn't know what he was thinking. I turned around and kicked in the air, and with a click, I kicked the wooden stake that was already crumbling from the kick into two pieces.
I picked up the wooden stake, threw it high into the air, jumped up to catch up with it, and hit it crackling in the air, not only at a very fast speed, but also to control the wooden stake in front to prevent it from being hit Fly out, and then punch the stake down, deeply embedded in the soil.
The bandage that was originally wrapped around his hand was loosened, and it became dirty because of the training, and the edges were worn pitted and fluffed.
The next step is to practice shuriken, which requires a fine touch. I simply tore off the bandages, while carefully recalling the targets hidden everywhere in my mind, as well as every detail about the shuriken.
There is some wind in the woods today, so some kunai that shoot into the blind spot need to adjust the angle. If you use the wind, you may be able to hit the blind spot faster and more flexibly.
I tossed the kunai casually, feeling the texture of this sharp hidden weapon and the breeze it spun.
It's now!
I jumped up and threw out the hidden weapon in an orderly manner, and the kunai went through the air, sharp and sharp, and the shurikens spun along with the wind, drawing arcs in mid-air, colliding with each other, and the sound of jingling was endless .
I threw out the last handful of kunai, turned around and fell.
After being hung and danced with wire by that damn sissy, I have to admit I learned a lot from him, especially with regards to the wire application.
Countless transparent silk threads spread everywhere along with the hidden weapons, forming an intricate net.
The shuriken I throw must not only hit the target, but even the trajectory must not be wrong, because as long as there is a slight mistake, these silk threads will become entangled and lose their effect.
Successful.
I tugged on the thread and watched the tough threads lay death traps among the trees.
Thunder and lightning erupted in an instant, spreading along the network at a speed invisible to the naked eye, and the sharp thunder resounded through the mountains, startling countless birds.
These blue-purple rays of light danced, using the high and low silk threads as the medium, almost covering the entire training field.Not only that, under the stimulation of lightning, these silk threads also turned into sharp knives. I only need to move my fingers lightly, and the silk threads bounce and can cut almost everything.
The lethality is very practical, and the amount of chakra required is very small.
I have lost more than one time in actual combat, and I have to seriously think about my ability to fight. I know too many little tricks, and I need some thrilling big moves. I think this move is very good.
Suddenly, a silk thread burst out from the side, and the entire tense network collapsed completely, with no passage, and the flowing lightning naturally dissipated in an instant.
But everything happened in the blink of an eye, and the silk thread carried a trace of thunder, so when it was ejected, it was extremely fast, and there was no way to dodge it. I tried my best to dodge, but I still managed to let the silk thread, which was like a hidden weapon, brush past me cheeks.
Half of my face was in burning pain, and it took me a long time to come back to my senses. I wiped my face and felt a thin and long wound on my cheek, which was covered in blood from my hand.
...failed again!
It must be that the angle of the kunai over there was inserted into the tree trunk at the wrong angle, and it was not deep enough, so it came out under the vibration of the thunder and lightning.As long as one is loose, the entire network will be paralyzed.
It was dark after practicing shuriken and ninjutsu. Once I calmed down, the surroundings were quiet, and the insects were mixed with the rustling of leaves, which was particularly crisp.
The clouds were so thick that they covered the moon, and there was only a faint light haloing on the clouds.
I threw the last kunai on the ground with a bad face, and I didn't bother to care about the discarded silk threads and shurikens all over the floor, so I turned around and left.
"Sasuke, it's so late, where are you going?" Kakashi stopped me, and he finally came out from the shadow under the tree.His eyes lingered for a moment on the wound on my face, and then involuntarily fell on my blood-stained hands from training.
Indeed, I am not going in the direction of home.
"Running." I threw down two words angrily, and simply jumped onto a branch beside me, and started running at a high speed.
If you don't complete the task, run three laps around Konoha.
Although I didn't shout it out loud, I executed it very seriously.Fortunately, what I proposed today was just running, not something more embarrassing.
The goal I set on a whim last time was to "stand upside down and circle around the leaves", but that day's task was completed.
"Running? It's very late..." Kakashi actually caught up and ran beside me.I don't know if it's because I can't hold back for a day, but now I have a posture of asking the end.
"If you don't complete the task, you have to run around Konoha three times." I had to explain.
And I'm not thinking about jogging, but running at top speed, I want to see if I can last at the fastest speed.
"Kai's method?" Kakashi was obviously taken aback.
"Don't follow me. I'll go back after running, and my training is over." I drove Kakashi away with a bad face.
I was exhausted after practicing for a day, and I had to run circles around Konoha. As a matter of course, when I got home, I was exhausted like a dog, sweat was dripping like running water, my hair was wet, and my clothes were all soaked. On the body, when the wind blows, it is a shock.
I slowed down on the second lap, and almost crawled back on the third lap, and every step was extremely difficult.
I was panting heavily, trembling all over, my thick hair was wet and sticking to my forehead, it was hot and uncomfortable.I stumbled and ran home, and was taken aback when I saw the person standing at the door.
Kakashi?Why hasn't he come home yet?
I was so scared that I almost choked on my own saliva. I coughed and walked past him, and then firmly closed the door with my backhand, locking the figure out.
Is that dead white hair sick?
Well, just ignore him anyway.
I didn't want to talk to him at all, in fact, I was too tired to even talk, I just wanted to take a good bath and sleep.
…Well, the above two things were actually almost combined into one - I almost fell asleep in the bathtub, but in the end strong self-control saved me, when I came out of the bathroom, changed into my bathrobe and wiped my hair At that time, the dead dog just now had disappeared, and I was a hero again!
I don't know if it's because of the moonlight outside the door or the light inside the house, but a silhouette falls on the door, and even if that peculiar hairstyle is just a blurry black shadow, it can be clearly distinguished.
...That dead white hair is really sick, right?
What does he want to do? !
I rushed to the door with a dark face, and opened the door: "You..."
Are you standing at my door in the middle of the night because you want to be the door god?Are you an idiot?The ghost lingers.Hurry up and go home, okay? !
A serving of steaming ramen appeared in front of me and interrupted me.The sweet and sour smell of tomatoes permeated the air, seeming to enliven the whole dark night.
My stomach growled.
I pretended not to hear my stomach's rebellion, after all, I ate very simple lunch and breakfast, and I didn't eat dinner.
"That..." Kakashi didn't seem to know what to say. He held out the ramen in one hand and touched his head with the other. After hesitating, he said, "You didn't have dinner, did you? The owner of Yile Ramen is still willing to make something, and I heard it was you, so he specially put a lot of tomatoes and added a portion of meat."
The corners of my mouth twitched.
How did this group of ninjas live to be so big?
Doesn't he know that eating so late is bad for his health?Especially after just going through an excess of strenuous exercise, rest and hydration in moderation is what I need instead of eating this greasy ramen.
This is definitely the rhythm that puts me in the hospital the next day, right?
And I literally threw up after eating ramen, even if it's tomato flavored!
In fact, I can smell the taste of Ichiraku ramen through the door panel, okay?I can almost analyze every process and seasoning of that ramen after eating. If I have no money in the future, maybe I can make a small profit by selling ramen recipes.
But maybe that box of ramen that was almost under my nose was just too tasty.
And I'm so hungry.
Perhaps it was because he didn't want to disappoint Yile's boss, and didn't want to waste the extra meat and tomato.
Take others with short hands, eat others with short mouths.
In the end, I couldn't help but turn sideways, allowing Kakashi to invade my house smoothly.
I'm sitting on my favorite porch, gobbling up ramen noodles, trying not to make any slurping noises.Kakashi was sitting next to me, holding his hands back, looking at the moon lazily, until I put the empty bowl aside, and he asked, "Sasuke, have you always practiced like this? "
Or else?
I glanced at Kakashi, not bothering to answer this idiotic question.
I'm a little full...
I secretly touch my stomach.
"Sasuke, you are too impatient."
But unexpectedly, Kakashi's voice became serious, and I couldn't help but look up at him, only to find that he was staring at me.
I frowned.
"Sasuke..." Kakashi looked at me, touched his forehead, and said suddenly, "Don't take revenge."
The night is very quiet, the moon hangs crookedly in the sky, the night wind blows, the slender grass leaves shake and rustle.Kakashi's voice was soft and quick, almost drowned in the slight rustling.
For a moment, I opened my eyes wide and looked at Kakashi in disbelief.
"What did you say?"
Kakashi and I looked at each other for a while, as if being distracted by the wind, he moved his eyes away, and repeated in a low voice: "Don't take revenge."
Kakashi's eyes moved back again, he seemed to have thought for a long time, and finally said these words that had been hidden in his heart: "Sasuke, you are too impatient now, more haste than speed, it will ruin you Own."
"I've seen many people who want revenge. They give everything for it. Even if they do it in the end, what they get is not pleasure, but endless pain and emptiness."
"Sasuke, you have a bright future, and you shouldn't sacrifice everything for it. You shouldn't be carrying such a heavy burden. Revenge won't change anything."
Kakashi looked at me, like a stern warning, but also worried and caring, he said very sincerely.The moonlight shone on his silver-white hair, blurring a pale and hazy light, with a gentleness that carried a lot of pain.
I looked at Kakashi as if meeting him for the first time.
This is so...
Are you kidding me? !
He made me give up?Tell me not to take revenge?
My parents are dead, hundreds of lives are now lying in the cold graveyard, the blood is flowing, washing the street, just because it was wiped, so it can be assumed that nothing happened?
After so many people have died, and itachi has suffered so much pain, can I forget everything and live a good life with peace of mind?Because the pain is borne by others, can I live easily?
I know, everyone wants me to live easily, but...
fart!
How can I do it? !
How can I bury everything in the past and start a life that has nothing to do with the past.
weasel...
"You mean, let me forget the blood shed by my parents and kin, and live as if nothing happened?" I looked at Kakashi and asked coldly.
Kakashi froze for a moment, stretched out his hand a little helplessly, wanting to grab my hand: "Sasuke, I don't want you to forget... Your parents must hope that you can live happily, instead of ruining everything for revenge."
Very high-sounding words.
Just like a weasel.
Let me live innocently and happily, let me care about nothing, think about nothing, and do nothing.
The death of such gentle parents, Itachi is more painful than death, how can I live happily?
My happiness...is them!
"Sasuke, you gave up your future just for revenge, is it worth it?" Kakashi asked me loudly, he looked at me seriously, with heartache and worry in his eyes.
"What future do I have?" I opened Kakashi's hand, stood up, and asked rhetorically.
Kakashi was taken aback.
I have never seen my future, all I see is Itachi.
I don't think about my future because it means nothing.But if people must have a future, then Itachi's future is my future.
As I said before, I will bear those sins.
You don't need that megalomaniac to be a hero.
I know that Kakashi is not wrong, whether it is in the book or somewhere, people always say so.
"When is it time to repay the injustice" and "it is rare to be confused in life".
Sometimes it is the best choice to let go, not to worry about anything, and start a new life.
Even I myself don't understand why I persist.
Isn't it just a snake spirit disease?Isn't it just a middle school two?Isn't he just a lunatic who killed the whole family?
But I just can't let it go!
I have already started a new life, and I have looked forward to the future, but the problem is that I can't.
How can I stop thinking about Itachi?
Is this what I want?
Some things and some things will involuntarily come to mind, every moment, as if it happened yesterday.
Saying I have a bright future, everything I want is left in the past.
I looked at Kakashi, and said a word coldly: "Get lost."
"Sasuke..." Kakashi frowned, wanting to say something else.
"Get out!" I suddenly turned up the volume and glared at him fiercely.
I didn't want to be so excited at first, but as soon as the words came out, I realized that my voice was a little hoarse, and the blood rushing to my head made my eardrums rumble.
Kakashi looked at me with complicated eyes, as if he didn't hear my words, he stood there stubbornly, motionless.
That broom-like hair stood straight up in the moonlight, making one want to grab it and shake it violently.
I stared at him angrily for a while, the world in front of me suddenly shook, black and white intertwined in an instant, I quickly turned my head and closed my eyes.
Kakashi came over, pressed my shoulder, and said in a low voice, "Sasuke."
I opened my eyes, Kakashi bent slightly, close at hand, I was startled by the suddenly enlarged face, subconsciously shrunk back, but was caught by him.
"Sasuke, you still have companions."
"Sasuke, you still have us. Isn't it like this among companions? Don't always be alone, even if it's revenge..." Kakashi paused, and said softly, "Don't leave your companions behind."
"We can also help you. Trust your companions more, don't always rush forward alone. Otherwise, you will get nothing in the end." Kakashi's hand gradually tightened, pressing heavily on my shoulder.
The night wind blew quietly.
After a long time, I raised my hand, took Kakashi's hand off little by little, and interrupted him before he could speak: "It's late, let's go back."
I don't know what Kakashi saw in my eyes, he raised his hand to touch my hair, and finally left.
Kakashi left, the smell of ramen was still wafting around, I stood on the empty veranda, my stomach was nauseated by the big bowl of ramen, thinking about what Kakashi said just now, I suddenly sneered.
Talking about revenge...was wrong from the beginning.
I don't want revenge at all, I just want Itachi to live a better life, other than that, if possible, I really want to burn Konoha.
They are companions, why?Would you like to add firewood for me?
The author has something to say: How to say, from the perspective of others, people are always advised not to take revenge, because even if there is revenge, the dead will not come back, but will cause more and more harm and pain.
But for the parties involved, how can they let go of their hatred and forget everything that happened before?
Anyway, I think Sasuke is the most pitiful one in the original book, the most important people in his life: his parents are dead, Itachi controls his life, Naruto just repeatedly wants to bring him back to the so-called "right track", everyone To say he was wrong, no one ever fundamentally understood him and supported him. (Maybe Naruto understands, but maybe Naruto doesn't understand)
It's not that the little angel Naruto is bad, everything Naruto does is to make everyone's life better and the future better.But at the same time, I think Sasuke is right in saying: "How can you understand the pain of loss when you have no parents or relatives?" The feeling of having no relatives from the beginning is different from the feeling of having relatives and then losing them.Especially when he once had such deep and tender love as Itachi, and lost everything in that way in the end.
And the worst thing about Sasuke is that he can't even find a target for revenge.It was my brother who killed his parents, and his brother was for him. The culprit who killed the whole family was Konoha, but his brother loves Konoha, his friend loves Konoha, and even himself loves Konoha... What should I do?He used to be so crazy and hateful, willing to kill his friends and teammates, to make enemies of Konoha, and make troubles in the five major countries, but in the end he got nothing done. He still obediently returned to Konoha, as if everything was for nothing... Thinking about it... abuse.
I think it's not that the Avengers don't understand the truth, but some things are understandable intellectually, but unacceptable emotionally. To put it bluntly, they know that there is a dead end in front of them, but they have to go until they die.
Today is a two-in-one long chapter~ Am I awesome?
And, I'm going to take the high math test, please pray for me... It is said that the performance of learning cancer is that I can pass the QAQ test naked~
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