[Hokage] One tit for another

When I first met the child, it was not pleasant.

Feng Shang's family has a large property, great influence, and many connections. To use a trendy way of saying, it is black and white who will be the boss.Once his parents died, Feng Shang was still immersed in grief and didn't react. He was almost framed and imprisoned as a murderer. Before the trial, he escaped by pretending to be mentally ill.

In fact, his uncles and aunts didn't care whether he was pretending to be crazy or really schizophrenic. Anyway, whether he was sent to a mental hospital or prison, he, the orthodox heir, could be cleared out.

At that time, Feng Shang, who had just grown up, had been forcibly sent to a mental hospital for two years. Apart from ventilating in the yard every day, he was taking psychotropic drugs to make him drowsy. He was more like a lunatic, able to ignore the cynicism and giggle when his uncle came to visit.

Hatred and unwillingness grew wildly in Feng Shang's heart like weeds.Every time he looked at himself in the mirror, the former vigorous and radiant boy had disappeared, replaced by a lunatic with messy hair and a thin figure.Feng Shang smiled sinisterly, his eyes were bruised and his face was pale, like a ghost in a barren grave.Even he himself doesn't know whether he is a lunatic or a normal person.

When the uncle who had become the leader of the underworld arrived again, Feng Shang started to go crazy with ease. Sometimes he sat there dumbfounded and giggled, and then suddenly became violent and smashed things crazily.The nurses stepped forward to hold him down, trying to inject him with sedatives.

It was at this stall that Feng Shang suddenly saw a small and thin child through the panicked crowd, like a shadow hidden in the corner of the wall, out of tune with everything around him.The child stood there coldly, as if feeling Feng Shang's gaze, he raised his eyes to look at him.

With just one glance, Feng Shang's heart skipped a beat.

The next second, Feng Shang was sedated and carried back to the room in a daze.

That was not a heartbeat, but a fear.

Obviously just a child, Feng Shang felt that he had seen a lot of vicious people since he was a child, but there was no one who could have a pair of cold, unreal eyes like that child.

Those eyes were terrible, even though it was only for a moment, it seemed that they were seen from the inside out.Feng Shang only felt that he was standing naked in the snow, being coldly peeled off inch by inch by those eyes.

The kid looked at him as if he were looking at a clown, a wooden clown jumping on a stage.All his joys and sorrows, all his madness and hatred, all his sorrows and sorrows are just a funny puppet show. He dances and sings hard on the stage, while the child quietly sits on the distant high platform. Look at it, condescending, as if he just stretched out his hand lightly, he can grab the handle that controls him, and fiddle with it at will.

In those eyes, Feng Shang couldn't see a gleam of light, as if it was just a deep abyss that could swallow everything.

Terrible……

Feng Shang was frightened and had a nightmare all night.

When he woke up the next day, he found that he had a new roommate.

Feng Shang carefully looked at his new roommate, but the thin child just sat on the bed blankly, lowered his eyes, didn't say a word all day long, and even rarely moved.

Those captivating eyes were covered, as if they only existed in Feng Shang's imagination.

Autism?Or blind?Or... a fool?

After a long time, Feng Shang couldn't help making many guesses.Do those eyes look more scary just because they are opaque?

Occasionally the nurse would discuss the child, who seemed to be autistic, with a hint of schizophrenia.The child came from an orphanage, and that kind of institution was unable to pay his medical expenses. When a doctor working in this mental hospital found out, he was willing to subsidize him and pay all his medical expenses in advance, so he was brought here.

The next day, Feng Shang pretended to have taken the medicine and was planning to take some activities in the room when there was no one around, but suddenly he heard the door creak, and the legendary doctor who saved the child opened the door and entered.

It was already late at night, Feng Shang lay on the bed and slowed down his breathing, pretending to be asleep, the doctor's gentle footsteps echoed in the silent hospital.

"Don't be afraid, good boy," said the doctor, his voice very soft, and there was a rustling sound.The doctor seemed to be sitting on the child's bed, "You can trust me. I can help you, can't I?"

The doctor paused for a long while, and the hospital in the middle of the night seemed extraordinarily empty and dead.

No response.Of course, that child is like a silent stone, Feng Shang has never heard him speak.

"I know you can see something unusual, but that's nothing. You can tell it, you don't need to hide yourself." The doctor continued, his voice persuasive, with a hint of bewitching.

The pale light in the corridor shone in through the narrow window on the door, and there was still no response for a long time.Feng Shang could only hear the constant sound of breathing, rhythmically ringing in the room.It let him know that his new roommate was still alive, and not the doctor doing a one-man show against the wall.

"You don't want to stay like this, do you?" finally the doctor said.

Until the doctor left, Feng Shang did not hear any response.

Later, during countless late nights when I pretended to take sleeping pills, the doctor came many, many times.

The doctor didn't seem to care about the child's rejection and cold reception at all, he was always so gentle and reliable, his voice was unhurried, and his words drifted through the ward late at night.He also sometimes brings some toys and food that children like, but those things end up gathering dust in the corner.

"Your ability is great, you also want to do something, don't you? Why hide it? Isn't it good to accept yourself?"

"I am your father now, we are a family, you can trust me. Xiao Zuo, speak out, and then we will go home."

Feng Shang lay quietly on the bed, sometimes looking at the starry sky outside the window, listening to the doctor's gentle inducement at the beginning to the hidden threat later.

No matter what the doctor said, the child kept his head down and remained indifferent, making one wonder whether there were other people in his world.He didn't seem to care at all about where he was, about anything.Even if the increasingly crazy doctor cut off his three meals and deliberately took him for "treatment" like electric shock, the child never said a word, like a kind of silent disdain.

Gradually, Feng Shang also understood the whole story. According to the doctor, the child seemed to be able to see things that others couldn't... Maybe it was the future.

The doctor found him in the orphanage, went through the formalities to adopt him, and put him in the hospital for better research.The doctor tried everything he could think of, but apparently, nothing came of it.No one found out what the doctor had done, just like no one knew that the doctor was the child's nominal adoptive father.Everyone in the hospital praised the doctor's kindness, because he worked tirelessly to "treat" the child without any reward.

Sometimes, Feng Shang doesn't even know who is the patient.The kid might be dumb, and the doctor, just a delusional patient, just wearing a doctor's gown from nowhere.

Until one day, Feng Shang heard the child speak for the first time.

The doctor was still coaxing the child to tell everything as usual, but the child was no longer silent. For the first time, he raised his head and looked directly at the doctor.

"I saw...you're going to die."

Maybe it's because I haven't spoken for too long, the child's voice is a little hoarse.

The doctor's words stopped abruptly.

Feng Shang opened his eyes quietly, but just in time to see the child raised his head calmly, looking at the doctor, with a mocking smile slowly appearing on his face.

"You will die," said the child again.It was like a fierce beast that had been taking a nap and finally woke up, revealing its ferocious fangs. At that moment, although the child was sitting on the bed, he seemed to be looking down on everything, like a god, aloof.He looked at the human as if he had picked up an ant, cruelly but indifferently watching the ant struggling helplessly.

A cold killing intent rushed towards his face, like a god of death.What the child said were nothing but facts engraved on the Stone of Destiny.

The doctor subconsciously took a step back.

"I saw it. AE8803." The child said a series of numbers.

The doctor's face changed drastically, and he slammed back against the cabinet with a loud bang.

The child's voice was very flat, like a robot, without any waves.He seemed to see a lot, and just continued: "That's your license plate number, it's white. It's 42:[-] tomorrow morning. At that time, you were passing the Lushui Bridge, and the truck behind you rolled over, and an Audi and Your cars collided. . . . the gas tank leaked, bang . . . ”

The child's eyes rolled, as if there was a vivid picture in front of him, and he asked softly, "Is the logo with four circles Audi?"

No one answered.

Because no one cares whether that logo is an Audi or not.

The doctor was panting heavily, his face pale.

Like knowing what the doctor is thinking, or... Knowing what Feng Shang is thinking.

——Feng Shang didn't know if this was his illusion, the child seemed to glance at him quickly.

The child seemed to be having a conversation, shook his head, and said, "It's useless."

"The future is doomed."

"You can go out earlier and pay attention to the trucks behind the car along the way. You pay too much attention to the rear and don't notice a car going against the road... Then you can live longer. At [-]:[-], you are on the way to the hospital. He stopped breathing on the way."

"Even if you don't take the land-water bridge, it's the same ... It's just a different way to have an accident."

"You can't take the bus, same thing."

"Subway... 33:[-], you should pay attention to the cars on the left when crossing the road."

"You're staying at home, restless. You mustn't have noticed that you left the gas lock on."

The child stopped, he looked at the doctor, no one spoke, but he seemed to hear something wrong, and said softly: "It's useless, you will definitely forget it. Because you have been overwhelmed by the news that you will die You're out of breath, aren't you?"

"Think about it, are you sure you will remember to turn off the gas valve tomorrow?" The child looked at the doctor quietly, with a strange sympathy. He looked at the doctor tolerantly, as if he was looking at a misbehaving child. No matter how hard he struggled, he could only be arrested and sent to school in the end.

"Fate is destined to make you die."

"You..." The doctor took a sharp step forward, his eyes were bloodshot, and he grabbed the child by the neck.

The child didn't seem to care, the words were still flat, and despite the indifference on the immature face, there was a strange innocence and innocence: "Why are you angry? No matter what, the future is doomed."

"You should thank me."

For a moment, Feng Shang had forgotten to pretend to be asleep, but involuntarily widened his eyes. The child looked deeply at the doctor. It seemed that there was an invisible and terrifying force silently expanding in his body. It felt as if a pale snowstorm was blowing towards his face, blurring his eyes, clogging his nose, closing his ears, invading through every inch of his skin, raging wildly in his mind, and silence and blankness swept across his brain.

For a moment, Feng Shang was shivering with cold. He couldn't see or hear anything, and he didn't think about anything. He even forgot to breathe and everything.It was like being submerged in freezing snow.

The only thing that exists in that world is that child.

That child's eyes, that child's voice... are the only thing that exists, the only thing that needs to be remembered, deeply imprinted in the instinct.

"You should thank me."

"I told you the future. You were going to die unprepared, but now you know. You still have a lot to do, don't you? Why not, in these last hours, do what you want What did you do?"

for a long time.

Only then did Feng Shang realize that he had been suffocated for a long time, he was lying on the side of the bed gasping for breath, his whole body was shaking.The doctor has left, as the child said, he is going to do what he wants at the last moment.

The next day, the doctor died—suicide.Doctor slashes wrists at home and allegedly filled bathtub with blood

Feng Shang turned his head to look at the child, looked at him, and suddenly smiled.

What a strange child, what a strange ability, if you can make good use of it, wouldn't it mean you have everything?

Feng Shang regards this child as a springboard for his own start, as an opportunity that he can only meet and never seek, but at that time, how could he have thought that getting and giving are always in direct proportion, he asked so much from that child, and he would What will you pay?

The author has something to say:

Erdan's past 01, this is the capable person who once cured Erdan's disease through fat beating, of course, he is also a poor person who was occasionally talked about by Erdan at the beginning and then completely forgotten 23333

The next chapter is the last chapter, and this article is about to come to an end. The last chapter will be the confession of Erdan, which contains the final true ending.

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A side story about Brother Weasel being a traitor and going back to the village to beat up a fat bastard

An extra episode of Erdan's past life

Two eggs return

HE fifteen questions

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