You must love me!

After Lu Zhanyan said this, he kept looking at Gu Yu's face, not wanting to let go of his every expression.He is very nervous now, so he wants to see how Gu Yu will react.

However, this time, Gu Yu, who had always been very generous and natural, suddenly lowered his head after being stunned for a long time, and did not meet Lu Zhanyan's eyes.

Lu Zhanyan suddenly had a bad feeling in his heart, Gu Yu... was a little abnormal...

But it's normal to hear him say something like this all of a sudden...

Lu Zhanyan swallowed, feeling very anxious, and asked again: "Then you..."

Gu Yu didn't answer, he raised his head and glanced at Lu Zhanyan, then quickly lowered his head again, and after a long time, he said, "Brother Yan, do you... really mean that?"

"Yeah." Lu Zhanyan nodded, he licked his lower lip, feeling a little thirsty.

Gu Yu's lips moved, and he sighed, "Brother Yan, actually, I think... well, I've always thought that you are my friend."

you are my friend……

"...Is it just a friend?" Lu Zhanyan's mind went blank.

"Hmm..." Gu Yu kept his head down, making his expression unclear, but Lu Zhanyan knew that his expression would only be uglier than Gu Yu's.

For the next few days, Lu Zhanyan didn't go out, he squatted at home, ate and slept, slept and ate, and occasionally got tired from sleeping, and then got up to play video games for a while.

The whole person is sloppy and looks very depressed.

That night, Lu Zhanyan didn't know how he got back.The conversation between him and Gu Yu ended after that, the two of them finished their meal in silence, glanced at each other, walked out of the store in silence, greeted each other calmly, and left.

Lu Zhanyan didn't know why they were so calm, but he knew that he and Gu Yu would not have any interaction in the future.

Lu Zhanyan didn't know what kind of mood he was in at this time. There must be some sadness, but...it wasn't to the point of dying. Anyway, he didn't shed a single tear, he just didn't want to go out for the time being.

In fact, it wasn't that he didn't think that Gu Yu would reject him. After all, it's normal for a boy to be unacceptable when another boy suddenly confesses his love.

But... Lu Zhanyan just wasn't happy.

All along, Gu Yu has always been obedient to him, as long as it is what he wants and what he thinks, Gu Yu will satisfy him.Perhaps that's why Lu Zhanyan had an illusion, an illusion that Gu Yu also liked him...

During these few days of calmness, Lu Zhanyan carefully recalled his experiences during this period, and it was only then that he realized what Gu Yu's father and Gu Tian said about "Gu Yu has never had any friends" mean.

Gu Yu didn't have any friends before, so after treating himself as a friend, he treated himself so well.

It's just that Lu Zhanyan took Gu Yu's kindness to him as something else...

Damn it, in the final analysis, he was still to blame for being sentimental.

Lu Zhanyan turned off the TV, looked at the mountains of garbage in his home, and sighed. He was very sad, but no matter how sad, life must go on.

Moreover, Lu Zhanyan comforted himself, it was not the first time he had been rejected for confessing his love, and with experience, he adjusted his emotions quite quickly.

Today, he plans to go out for a walk.

In the past few days, Fatty Xue called him several times to ask him out to play, but Lu Zhanyan was not in the mood and rejected all of them.

It was okay once or twice, but after too many times, Fatty Xue began to worry about whether something unhappy happened to his brother Yan again, so he always called and asked some questions on the sidelines.

Lu Zhanyan was incoherently hurt by him, and after a few days of buffering, he was in a better mood, so he agreed to Fatty Xue and went to play with him today.

Before going out, Lu Zhanyan took a good shower, changed into a set of clothes that looked very cool at first glance, made people look energetic and handsome, and rarely looked in front of the mirror for a long time, so he was sure that he would not be caught by Xue After the fat man saw some flaws, he went out in peace.

He didn't want to be known by a third person. He once liked Gu Yu, confessed to him, and was rejected by him.

Lu Zhanyan felt that he couldn't afford to lose that person.

As soon as he went out, Lu Zhanyan called Fatty Xue, "Hello? Fatty, where is the place you mentioned? Send me the address, I forgot."

"Oh, yes, Brother Yan." Fatty Xue nodded repeatedly, but after saying this, Fatty Xue paused, and his tone suddenly became much more cautious, "Brother Yan, do you want me to come pick you up? ?”

Lu Zhanyan: "...No need." Lu Zhanyan has always known that Fatty Xue is really good to him, but sometimes, he treats him too much like a child.

"Oh..." Fatty Xue seemed a little disappointed, "Okay then, brother Yan, I'll send you the address, come here sooner."

"Yeah." Lu Zhanyan nodded, but he didn't hang up the phone right away. He hesitated for a while, and continued to ask: "Fatty, have I, um, been so obviously depressed these days?"

Fatty Xue didn't expect that Lu Zhanyan would ask this. He had been making indirect remarks before, but Lu Zhanyan avoided talking about it, but now he actually came out to talk about it.He thought for a while and replied, "Then what, it's a bit obvious."

"...how obvious?"

Fatty Xue thought for a while, and his eyebrows were all wrinkled. He felt that this question...was very abstract.But since it was his brother Yan who asked the question, he had to give an answer no matter how abstract it was, "Well...you can hear it from the tone of your voice, lifeless, as if you were dumped by someone..."

"..." The corners of Lu Zhanyan's mouth began to twitch, this Fatty Xue... is really fucking good at guessing...

Lu Zhanyan endured and endured, and finally said goodbye to Fatty Xue in a calm tone, "No! Stop talking nonsense, hang up!"

After speaking, Lu Zhanyan hung up the phone.It was then that he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

He had never felt so tired on the phone with Fatty Xue before, and today he had a new experience...

After hanging up the phone, Lu Zhanyan began to walk aimlessly along the street. He was still some distance away from the destination that Fatty Xue told him, but for some reason, Lu Zhanyan just wanted to walk.

Maybe he would feel better if he walked alone, he thought so.

Although Christmas has passed for several days, there is still a Christmas tree with colorful lights and Christmas songs in front of some businesses.

Lu Zhanyan's mood became even worse, and he unconsciously quickened his pace when passing by these shops.

Although Lu Zhanyan lives here, he is not very familiar with many places here. There are even some small shops where Lu Zhanyan only went in before Christmas when he bought gifts for Gu Yu.

Lu Zhanyan walked and watched, his mind was empty and he didn't know what he was thinking.Suddenly, his footsteps stopped, and he looked at the watch shop in front of him. He bought the watch he gave Gu Yu last time at this shop.

For some reason, Lu Zhanyan couldn't move anymore. He even remembered the joy and anxiety he felt when he was playing here.But now, there is no wave in his heart.

Seeing that there was no Christmas tree in front of the store, and there was no Christmas carol coming out of the store, Lu Zhanyan suddenly had an urge to go into the store and have a look.He thought so, and did so.

He walked up the steps in two steps, put his hands on the door, and tried to push the door open.However, at this moment, a person suddenly appeared on the other side of the glass door, who seemed to have bought something and wanted to come out.

At this moment, Lu Zhanyan and the person who was about to come out suddenly looked at each other. The next moment, Lu Zhanyan's expression changed, and he took a step back subconsciously, but he didn't want to almost trip over the steps!

But he didn't have time to take care of this at all, but started to run away.

"Hey! Why are you running!?" When Gu Tian saw it was Lu Zhanyan, she realized that it was an acquaintance, and was about to say hello, when she saw Lu Zhanyan's expression of seeing a ghost, running faster than a rabbit!

Gu Tian was angry at the time, what the hell does this guy mean? !

Without saying a word, Gu Tian started to chase after him, "Stop!" She didn't know why she wanted to chase, but when she saw the person in front run away, she subconsciously chased after her.

The two chased after each other for a long distance before Lu Zhanyan was finally stopped by Gu Tian at a corner.

"Damn it! I, I told you to run away!" Panting, Gu Tian grabbed Lu Zhanyan's arm with a ferocious expression on her face. If she didn't know it, she thought Lu Zhanyan had robbed her of something.

Lu Zhanyan was also out of breath from exhaustion. He didn't expect that it would be fine if he couldn't run against Gu Yu, but he didn't even run against Gu Yu's sister!

At this moment, Lu Zhanyan suddenly felt a huge sense of grievance, how could he be so unlucky!Is it because the surname Gu is born to beat him? !