such as mans

Bu Fan took out the medicine box from the cabinet in Xie Zhongnan's house, and stared at her bleeding wound for a long time. Bu Fan held a cotton swab in one hand and iodine in the other, but couldn't Knowing what to do, Xie Zhongnan sat on the ground with his back against the sofa, tilted his head and looked at Bu Fan, as if the hand that was bleeding out was not his own.

Bu Fan felt pain when he looked at it. He gritted his teeth and just put the cotton swab on the wound. As soon as it touched it, the whole cotton was red. Bu Fan was so frightened that his hands shook, and the cotton swab fell to the ground.

"What should I do about this? Will there be too much blood loss, or we should go to the hospital."

Xie Zhongnan shook his head with a smile, and took out a bunch of things from the medicine box very skillfully. It only took 3 minutes from the time of hemostasis to the dressing of the wound.

Seeing Xie Zhongnan's familiar operation, Bu Fan's mood dropped by another notch. He wanted to scratch himself and then bandage him. How many times would he have to repeat such steps to be so proficient? The despair that Xie Zhongnan spent alone How sad it is in my life.

"Why are you doing this?" Bu Fan raised his head and frowned at Xie Zhongnan, "You promised me not to hurt yourself."

The other wounds on Xie Zhongnan's hands are all from the past, only this one is a new one, so why did he try his best to restrain himself, and still want to cut the artery so extremely.

"It's time for the college entrance examination." Xie Zhongnan looked at Bu Fan, his eyes were still calm, and his tone was very gentle, which made Bu Fan feel a little dazed.

"You are going to another place soon."

"It's not necessary to keep going any longer. It's always been unnecessary for me to live."

Bu Fan, look at you, how much hope you have given Xie Zhongnan, and how much despair you can make her in the last days.

Bu Fan's eyes turned red, he stared at Xie Zhongnan and muttered,

"sorry."

"What's wrong?" Xie Zhongnan raised his hand and touched Bu Fan's head again.

Bu Fan turned around and hugged Xie Zhongnan. Xie Zhongnan froze for a moment, then reached out to hug her back, and patted her on the back lightly.After a while, Bu Fan let go of her, and handed Xie Zhongnan the admission ticket on the ground,

"Your admission ticket must be taken well."

A trace of disappointment flashed in Xie Zhongnan's eyes, he paused,

"Are you here to give me the admission ticket?"

"Not exactly," Bu Fan shrugged, "I'm here to discuss future universities with you."

"No need," Xie Zhongnan shook his head, "I won't take the exam."

"Why?" Bu Fan stood up with a sharp and excited tone.

"It's the same whether you read it or not, it's meaningless." Xie Zhongnan still had a smile on his lips, and his tone was straightforward without any ups and downs.

"Is it meaningless to be with me?" Bu Fan sat down again, turned his head to look at Xie Zhongnan and asked softly.

Xie Zhongnan glanced at Bu Fan in surprise, then shook his head again,

"Bu Fan, you don't have to blame yourself, everyone has their own choice."

"You're right, we won't have a future, and I won't waste you."

"Xie Zhongnan, look at me."

Bu Fan stretched out his hand to hold Xie Zhongnan's hand hanging on the ground,

"You are my choice."

"I was insane before, and all I said were lies. I like you very much. Every day without you, I feel that I have lost the meaning of life. The first thing I want to say when I wake up every morning is Xie Zhongnan. All right."

"I thought it would make you happier after we separated. But no, I don't know if you are happy or sad, but I am very sad every day, so sad that I want to die."

"Xie Zhongnan," Bu Fan looked into Xie Zhongnan's eyes, "I'm sorry, can you forgive me?"

Xie Zhongnan didn't speak, and Bu Fan was not in a hurry, just looked at her like this,

"If you don't take the test, I won't take the test. I will go wherever you go."

"I thought about it. Apart from me, you have no one else to choose. So if I follow you all the time, I should still have a relatively high hope."

Xie Zhongnan laughed out loud, reached out and touched Bu Fan's head,

"it is good."

"Take the exam with you."

Bu Fan grinned, leaned closer to Xie Zhongnan, put his head on Xie Zhongnan's lap, turned his head and saw Xie Zhongnan's cell phone on the ground lit up.

There are no notes on it.Bu Fan handed the phone to Xie Zhongnan,

"It must be selling insurance. Do you want to talk to him? I often tease people who call me to buy insurance."

Xie Zhongnan took the phone with a smile, stared at the number on the phone screen for a moment, then said in a muffled voice,

"It's my dad."

Thinking of what Ou Lu said to her, Bu Fan was silent for a while, then squeezed Xie Zhongnan's hand that was placed aside,

"Xie Zhongnan, you have to learn to forget and forgive. The past is over, no matter how difficult it is to forget, you must forget it. He is your father, please forgive him."

Xie Zhongnan looked down at Bu Fan, hummed lightly, tapped the answer button, put the phone to his ear,

"Hello," Xie Zhongnan paused, "Dad."

Bu Fan grinned, and I believe his uncle must be smiling too. After so many years, it might be the first time Xie Zhongnan called Dad. I don’t know what kind of person her father will be, and he will hug them when they meet in the future. How do you think, will not like her.Bu Fan's thoughts drifted a little far away. When he recovered, Xie Zhongnan had already hung up the phone.

"Ask me about the college entrance examination."

Bu Fan was stunned for a moment, and then realized that Xie Zhongnan was talking about the phone, she nodded,

"Actually, your father is very kind to you. There are some things... don't think about it anymore."

"Well," Xie Zhongnan nodded with the corners of his mouth raised, then lowered his head and asked, "Ou Lu told you?"

Bu Fan shook his head, closed his mouth and did not speak again.

After each subject, Xie Zhongnan would stand under the big tree at the back door, leaning on the branch and waiting for her. Lao Zhou stood there without moving a step, always wanting to chat with Xie Zhongnan.

Xie Zhongnan was nothing more than um oh, but Lao Zhou still chatted with her with a smile on his face, and when he sent one away, he said that he had forgotten the last subject and was preparing for the next exam, but he still had to ask how he did in the exam.

On the afternoon of the [-]th, the bell for the English paper collection rang. After the invigilator took her paper away, Bu Fan walked out of the classroom slowly.Standing in the yard, I took a good look at the entire teaching building.

Except for the sudden emptiness, I didn't seem to feel much. For a moment, I couldn't remember what the biggest difference between plant cells and animal cells was.

When Bu Fan walked out of the door, he saw Xie Zhongnan leaning on the tree, always giving people the illusion that she had been waiting there for hours.She waved at Xie Zhongnan, ran over and hugged Xie Zhongnan.

Xie Zhongnan patted her head, Li Shan whistled from the side,

"Squad leader, how are you doing?"

"It's okay." Bu Fan let go of Xie Zhongnan, raised his chin at Li Shan,

"What about you?"

"Almost, normal performance."

Lao Zhou smiled so much that both rows of teeth were exposed, and he patted Bu Fan's shoulder with a smile,

"Congratulations, you are liberated."

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw Comrade Black Horse in a showy red running towards this side, Bu Fan waved to him,

"Dark Horse, how is it?"

Lao Zhou also looked at Liu Cheng expectantly,

"How about it, is it stable?"

"It's not stable," Liu Cheng grinned, and slapped Li Shan on the shoulder, "I feel like I can reach five hundred and six."

A group of people gathered together and started discussing English answers. Bu Fan didn't want to listen, and Xie Zhongnan must have no interest either. The two of them backed out secretly and walked out of the school gate.

All in the past, the days of wearing school uniforms are all over.

"Xie Zhongnan."

"Ok?"

"Do you find it difficult?"

"It's not difficult."

"Then do you think we can go to the same university, choose the same major, and be at the same table for another four years?"

"can."

Xie Zhongnan smiled and reached out to touch Bu Fan's head,

"I can do it all my life."

END