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Between January and February, there was a heavy snowfall in City A. From the heavy snowfall of the first night to the morning, there was still some snow.

Bu Fan opened the window when she got up at five o'clock, and felt the coldness of a few snowflakes floating on her face, and she shivered.I didn't wake up, my head was a little dizzy, and I was very happy to see the snow. I almost subconsciously turned my head to look at the bed, and said something in a rapid tone,

"Xie Zhongnan, look quickly..."

The words "It's snowing" stuck in my mouth and I didn't say it, and I felt a burst of emotion in my heart.Before, she and Xie Zhongnan agreed that when it snowed, she would skip class and go to have a snowball fight and build a snowman, but now when she was walking on the snow, her footprints were covered by snowflakes as soon as they fell.Bu Fan looked at the back of the person in front of him a bit like that girl, and the glistening white on the ground made her eyes hurt a little.

Seeing the familiar figures drifting away, Bu Fan thought that he was lost in this winter after all.

The amount of homework and exams in the third year of high school is unimaginable. Even the lack of sleep due to insomnia will not affect Bu Fan's problem-solving in the slightest. The gap between her and Xie Zhongnan has basically stabilized at one to three points. Li Shan can sometimes Tied with Bu Fan or surpassed her.Liu Cheng can almost stabilize at 550 points, and Lao Zhou looks at them every day from ear to ear.

The results of the second clinic were three points behind Bu Fan and Xie Zhongnan, and Li Shan was one point behind Bu Fan, ranking among the top three in the whole year, but Bu Fan couldn't be happier anymore.After the second consultation, the third consultation, and the college entrance examination, she will never see Xie Zhongnan again.Many years later, when I think about it, it may be just a sentence, or my heart will still hurt, but no matter what, Xie Zhongnan is no longer by my side.

Lao Zhou came to ask Bu Fan why he moved his seat to such a far place by himself. Bu Fan said that it was because they always talked when they were next to each other, and wanted to find a quiet place to spend the rest of their senior year.Lao Zhou walked away very relieved.

Bu Fan is actually very fortunate that the high-intensity pace of life in her senior year can keep her out of reality most of the time, and sometimes she even feels in a trance that Xie Zhongnan and her are just a distant dream.

Only sometimes when she woke up in the middle of the night and wiped her hands full of tears, did she realize that Xie Zhongnan was already like this in her heart, quietly occupying all positions.

Bu Fan put a mirror on the table, and after precise adjustments, he could see Xie Zhongnan's seat, but this principle was learned in junior high school, she could see Xie Zhongnan, and Xie Zhongnan could see her too.But Bu Fan is very magnanimous. Every time he looks at Xie Zhongnan in the mirror, if she happens to look up and see himself, Bu Fan's eyes will not move away, his eyes are not focused, it looks like he is looking at the mirror in a daze.

Although she knew that she shouldn't peek at her like this, but this was her only thought, she just wanted to take a few more glances before they parted, and it was best to engrave Xie Zhongnan in her head.

Mao Ziyi had been secretly in love with Yu Yao for many years and couldn't bear it anymore. On a dark and stormy night, he said a long string of messy confession words to Yu Yao very seriously on the road.

After Yu Yao hid for a week, unexpectedly, she got together with Mao Ziyi.

"Do you really like Mao Ziyi?" This was the first sentence Bu Fan asked after knowing about it. Mao Ziyi is her friend, and Mao Ziyi is a good person.Yu Yao had been entangled with that person for so long before regardless, she didn't believe that Yu Yao could take it easy.

At that time, Yu Yao thought about it for a long time, and said to Bu Fan seriously,

"I have been with Qing Yixiao for so long, and I feel like I am fighting for my breath. I think there is nothing wrong with me, why does he want to do this? So more I am competing, I don't have that feeling of rapid heartbeat. But Maozi Yi, after he confessed to me, I suffered from insomnia for many days. Later, I realized that my mind was full of him, and I couldn’t get rid of it. Only then did I know what I really thought. If he didn’t always call me mentally retarded at the beginning, maybe later There is nothing wrong with Qing Yixiao."

Bu Fan didn't say anything after hearing this, she believed what Yu Yao said, Yu Yao is not the kind of person who must fall in love, especially now in the special stage of senior year of high school.But as long as Yu Yao decides to love, it must be sincere.

Mao Ziyi fully expressed his determination to be with Yu Yao, and took Yu Yao back to his home. It happened that Mao Ziyi's mother planned a birthday party for him, and all seven aunts and eight aunts were invited.Under such circumstances, Mao Ziyi solemnly introduced Yu Yao to all his relatives.

His mother picked up a stick and chased him for two streets, but finally couldn't hold back her son, so she took a bracelet from her hand and handed it to Yu Yao.When Yu Yao told Bu Fan about this matter that day, she burst into tears, saying how much she regretted being with Qing Yixiao for so long and made Mao Ziyi sad for so long.He also said that he must treat Mao Ziyi well in the future.

Bu Fan smiled happily when he heard it, but his heart was bitter.They can talk about the future, they can talk about the future.But Bu Fan felt that her future relationship would be blank. She once loved someone like this, and all the people she might meet in the future would never let her worry about it like this.

When Hu Nan left her former position, she was revived with full blood, and began to deliver three meals every day, rain or shine. Bu Fan didn't bother to say no, sometimes he ate two bites, and sometimes he gave them a share.If she saw Xie Zhongnan looking this way through the mirror, Bu Fan would still smile and talk to Hu Nan.

She felt very disgusted, dumped Xie Zhongnan, and used Hu Nan in this way to make Xie Zhongnan completely give up, but when she thought that Ou Lu would no longer pester Xie Zhongnan, she felt that everything was a meaningful contribution.

Hu Nan stopped in front of Bu Fan's table again, Bu Fan looked at the glasses, Xie Zhongnan was doing a question with his head down, Bu Fan shrugged, since Xie Zhongnan didn't look at it, he was going to reject Hu Nan this time Nan sent something.

But seeing Hu Nan standing for a long time without speaking or doing anything else, Bu Fan moved the table forward, and was about to ask him what was going on, when Hu Nan pulled off the belt of his schoolbag,

"Bu Fan, I...I've made up my mind."

"It's too superficial for me to say that I like you now. I will tell you seriously when I can say this. So from now until the college entrance examination, I will not bother you. I will Study hard and close the gap between our grades. If I stay in the same city or school with you in college, I will start to pursue you formally. I was too naive and thoughtful before, sorry."

Bu Fan was stunned when he heard this long series of words. She was surprised by Hu Nan's sudden ideological awareness, but it must have been cleared up by someone after a long talk with him all night.In fact, Bu Fan really wanted to tell him that there was no need to formally pursue him, because it was useless, but this paragraph made her brain short-circuit for a while, she nodded,

"Ah."

A light flashed in Hu Nan's eyes, and he walked away from the podium with his schoolbag on his back and his back straightened.In fact, Bu Fan was very moved. After all, after living for so many years, meeting such a harmless boy who likes her so cleanly is indeed something worth remembering for a lifetime.

Li Shan can be regarded as a particularly competent buddy. Although Bu Fan has repeatedly emphasized that he does not need to disclose Xie Zhongnan's information to her, he still reports to Bu Fan regularly.For example, Xie Zhongnan went there to see the scenery after class, how many papers he did in class, how long did he sleep after class, etc.

In fact, these steps can be seen in the mirror.The phone vibrated again, Bu Fan took it out, and the word Li Shan appeared on the screen as expected,

——Is there any end between you and Brother Nan? Brother Nan told me the word um in two months. This situation is even more indifferent than before.Who were you arguing about first?Brother Nan?Then don't worry, Brother Nan is definitely thinking about you all his heart, and now he is still buried in his head drawing a villain on the sketchbook, who looks exactly like you.

Bu Fan laughed out loud at this sentence, and looked at the mirror again, Xie Zhongnan still buried his head.She thought Xie Zhongnan was doing papers, but she was so bored that she started drawing villains.

——Brother Shan, you really don't need to worry about it. Don't tell me about your brother Nan, it's not a big deal. I feel a little uncomfortable.

——I think it's really all right, Brother Nan obviously hasn't completely let go.

Bu Fan looked at it and sighed,

--I know.

How could she not know that Xie Zhongnan came in through the front door every day, so let's not talk about it, if he didn't go to the front desk, he had to take a long way around her desk, it was obvious whether he let it go or not.

But she is the one to let go, Bu Fan sighed again,

——Brother Shan, I have to study, stop talking, this problem is mine, and it has nothing to do with Xie Zhongnan.Tell me what's wrong with her again, don't talk about drawing villains.

——Speaking of this, I suddenly remembered the point I wanted to say.She started smoking again recently, but it's not serious. She would go out with us to smoke every day, sometimes she would throw away half of it, and sometimes she would finish one cigarette.

Bu Fan looked at his heart and felt that Xie Zhongnan would only smoke when he was in an extremely bad mood. Once she started smoking again, it could only prove that she could not control her emotions now, then she might drink and hurt her. Own.Bu Fan thought of those hard-to-heal scars, her heart started to beat very slowly, her hands trembled on the screen,

——Li Shan, you must stabilize Xie Zhongnan's emotions and make her happier every day.

- She doesn't communicate with me at all.

——Don't worry about it, just say it, and she will listen.

——Squad leader, it's really not that I don't help with this matter, only you can do it.Just come over and have a good talk with her, the college entrance examination is coming soon, if the mood swings are too severe, it won't work.

Bu Fan stared at the mirror for a while, then replied on the screen,

--I can not.

——You observe for a while, and if you feel that she can't control herself, tell me again.

Bu Fan guessed that maybe it was Ou Lu who went to talk to Xie Zhongnan again. Every time she appeared, Xie Zhongnan would suddenly lose control. Maybe he would think of the scene where the ring finger was broken, or the scene where her mother nailed it to the wall. look.

There can't be Ou Lu, she will think of all the bad things when she sees Ou Lu.

You have to ask Olu.