21 days before marriage

Shen Tuo hung around outside for a long time, until he drank three or four cans of beer, and still felt ashamed to go back.

He was really frightened by himself. The scenes just now reappeared in his mind repeatedly like a movie, so vivid and clear... The touch of Liu Zizhan's warm skin was all between his fingers, as well as the touch of Liu Zizhan's warm skin during the intimate contact just now. The familiar smell of oneself.Until now, his hands are still trembling slightly, and his heart is still beating wildly, completely uncontrollable.

His moral integrity has been shattered to the ground. At this moment, his mind is full of how he desperately wants to see that person again, but he is so scared to death. He has never been so timid in his life.She was afraid that she would do something more outrageous in the future, and she was even more afraid that Liu Zizhan would break up with him and never see each other again.

He was terribly frightened.

It was getting dark slightly, so it was not a problem to hide outside.After thinking over and over again, I finally mustered up the courage.If Liu Zizhan wants to be beaten or scolded, let him do it, Shen Tuo thought, anyway, I will definitely not agree to a clean break.

After hesitating, he went back to Liu Zizhan's apartment and rang the doorbell.Someone came to answer the door, Shen Tuo was stunned, and the man who appeared in front of him was a strange man... We had only been separated from that guy for half a day, what happened?

"Excuse me, who are you looking for?" the man asked kindly.

When Shen Tuo heard this, he immediately felt upset.Depend on!Are you right?He tilted his head and looked up and down, and said angrily, "I live here...and who are you?"

The man was startled, and Liu Zizhan's voice came from behind him, "Nie Bin, he's my friend. Let him in."

Shen Tuo's stomach tightened up and down, and he stared at Liu Zizhan with fire in his eyes.Liu Zizhan was very calm, and simply introduced the two of them, "Shen Tuo, my middle school classmate...this is Nie Bin, my friend."

Nie Bin smiled and let Shen Tuo in, "So it's Xiao Zhan's middle school classmate, please come in."

Completely anti-client-oriented.

Shen Tuo walked up to Liu Zizhan, bit his ear and said, "I just ran away for a while, and now I have an extra friend...... Liu Zizhan, you are so fucking good at playing!"

Liu Zizhan remained silent, and gently pushed him away.Nie Bin continued to say without blinking, "Xiao Zhan, since today is a coincidence, why don't you call your classmate and let's go out to eat together. Shall I treat you?"

"No need." Shen Tuo replied coldly, "The food in the refrigerator has already been bought, and Liu Zizhan and I will eat at home."

Nie Bin was taken aback, and looked at Liu Zizhan.Liu Zizhan said lightly, "I don't really want to move, why don't I eat outside next time."

Nie Bin looked at him tenderly: "Xiao Zhan, is there something wrong with you? ...Why don't you go to my brother's hospital for a detailed examination tomorrow? That way I can rest assured."

Liu Zizhan shook his head, "Don't bother, you know I'm most afraid of going to the hospital... Don't worry, I'm fine."

"Then shall I stay with you today?" Nie Bin said. "We haven't seen each other for a while."

Shen Tuo had been watching coldly.Upon hearing this, I couldn't bear it anymore, jumped up and said, "I'm sorry buddy, we don't have any spare rooms!"

......

As soon as Nie Bin left, Shen Tuo immediately became furious, "Who is this guy? Is it your boyfriend or your girlfriend with sex?"

Liu Zizhan looked at him, "Do I need to tell you about my private life?"

Shen Tuo became even more angry, "I never hide anything from you, but you are always sneaky and don't tell me anything. It's been like this since I was studying in university... who the hell do you take me for? ?!"

"Then who do you take me for?" Liu Zizhan said with a touch of loneliness on his face, "Shen Tuo, can you tell me clearly now?"

Shen Tuo stopped immediately, "I...Of course I regard you as my best friend..."

"Good friend?" Liu Zizhan laughed at himself, "Then can you tell me why you kissed me just now?"

"Also, why are you angry at Nie Bin?"

......

Shen Tuo blushed and was speechless for a long time.

"You can't say it yourself, can you?" Liu Zizhan walked to the window, looking so lonely amidst the lights of thousands of houses.

"Shen Tuo, in fact, I am a very simple person, and I never force people or things." He turned his back to him and said softly, "But this time, I think we should break up."

Shen Tuo was startled, "No...I don't agree!"

Liu Zizhan looked out the window, his mind was far away.

For a moment, Shen Tuo suddenly had a panic about losing him, "Liu Zizhan, don't break up with me...I can't explain clearly now, because my mind is really messed up now. I don't know myself What's the matter..."

"Shen Tuo."

"Ok?"

"go home."

Shen Tuo felt that a hole had been cut in his heart suddenly, and blood flowed out in moors. "I won't go back." He bit his lips tightly, "I told my mother that I will wait until you remove the thread before leaving."

"Then I'll ask Nie Bin to stay here every day."

"Liu Zizhan!"

"Do you want me to do this before you leave?"

"Okay! You go call!... If he dares to come, I will beat him once!" Shen Tuo hugged him fiercely from behind, "You force me! If you force me to death, you will Are you better?"

Liu Zizhan trembled slightly, "Shen Tuo, as I said, I can't last much longer...We'll meet again in the future before it's too late."

"What are you talking about in the future!" Shen Tuo's eyes were moist, "Can't you fucking see...I can't live without you...I like you."

"What did you say?"

"I said... I fucking like you!" Shen Tuo gritted his teeth.

Liu Zizhan closed his eyes, his chest rose and fell slightly.He adjusted his breathing and turned around slowly. "What do you mean by that?...Did you forget that you are getting married soon? Chu Yuan, and your mother, what are you going to do with them?"

It's not that I forgot, but that I couldn't take care of it.Although Shen Tuo's mind is muddled at the moment, one thing is certain.If you want to keep yourself and Liu Zizhan from getting in touch with each other forever, it is better to kill him directly.

"Leave them alone. I'll just ask you, how do you feel about me?...I really want to know." Shen Tuo said in a muffled voice.

"If you say it, you really can't be friends, don't you care?" Liu Zizhan smiled wryly.

"In this way, do you think we can still be friends?" Shen Tuo gritted his teeth, "Just tell me clearly, do you have me in your heart?...If not, I'll die!"

Liu Zizhan looked at him tenderly, and sighed softly, "Shen Tuo...have you been blind for so many years?"