Lin Zhengqing

41.

The next day, when Bai Haoyu opened the door and saw the two people outside, he knew that the relationship he had just coaxed back was in danger again.

Bai Haoyu said: "Dad, brother, why are you here?"

"Your brother told me everything."

Bai Haoting said: "Go in."

Bai Haoyu glanced inside, sighed, and said, "Come in."

They have all come to the door, what else can I do.

Seeing Bai Haoting coming in, Lin Zhengqing gritted his teeth, this person still came to him.He could barely accept his sister's coming here, but the two of them couldn't solve it with just one or two words.

Lin Zhengqing turned around and poured tea for the two to calm down his emotions.

He turned around and said with a smile, "Please sit down."

Papa Bai sat on the side, looking at them seriously.

There were four people sitting around the table. If this wasn't his home, he wouldn't be here. He didn't want to interfere with what they liked to talk about.Whether it's his business or not.

Papa Bai said: "Haoyu, I don't agree with you being together."

Lin Zhengqing looked down at the cup on the table, even though this was his home, they still didn't take him seriously.They came only to find their own son.

Without any buffer time, Bai Haoyu was very upset, and the same thing happened again.

"Dad, do you disagree with me being with boys, or with Zhengqing?"

Bai Haoting said: "Haoyu, you like girls."

"But I like him now." Bai Haoyu said.

"Both of them disagree." Bai's father said angrily: "Everyone is here today, so let's make it clear that your mother has just had an operation, so we must not provoke her. Moreover, you, we absolutely disagree."

Bai Haoyu looked at Lin Zhengqing, sighed and said, "Dad, let's talk about it when we go back, okay?"

"Then you will come back with me tomorrow. Don't come here. Look at you, what do you look like now?" Papa Bai gave Lin Zhengqing a deliberate look.

Lin Zhengqing held his breath in his heart, these two people just came to find fault, didn't they?Seeing rhubarb outside, I really want to make rhubarb bite.

"What's wrong with me now?" Bai Haoyu said helplessly, "Dad, your son, I'm in my twenties, not my teens, I'm not as old as you want me to be, can you respect me?" ?”

Papa Bai patted the table and said, "You mean what I say doesn't work anymore?"

"Dad, can you be reasonable?" Bai Haoyu was very tired.

Bai Haoting said: "It's not good for anyone when you are together. People here won't accept it, and we won't accept it either."

"Why must others accept it?"

"Haoyu," Bai Haoting said with a heavy tone, "You have a family and a career, so you can't ignore it."

"Then you are right to force us to break up?" Bai Haoyu was also full of anger.

Papa Bai looked at Lin Zhengqing and said, "What about you?"

"Me?" Lin Zhengqing smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "Bai Haoyu is your family member, can you just say no to him?" The implication is, can you control me?

Lin Zhengqing still respects them three points until now, no matter what, they are all Bai Haoyu's family members, although this attitude is unbearable.

Papa Bai said, "But your attitude is very important."

"Isn't Bai Haoyu the most important thing?"

Papa Bai stared at him, and Lin Zhengqing also looked at him, without flinching.

Bai Haoyu watched as the two of them just got together, one head and two older.Patting Lin Zhengqing on the shoulder, he said, "Dad, do you really want me to make a choice?"

"It's not a choice! You must go home."

Bai Haoyu shook his head and said, "That's nothing to talk about, you guys go back first."

"Haoyu's troubles are of no benefit to you." Papa Bai said in a flat tone.

"Dad, are you threatening me?" Bai Haoyu said calmly.

"go back."

"dad."

Papa Bai had sex with Bai Haoyu again, and Bai Haoting was staring at Lin Zhengqing.

Lin Zhengqing said: "Why do you insist on us breaking up?"

"Because you can't get married, you won't have children. Because the country's laws don't recognize you. Because you will be judged when you go out," Bai's father said, "What status do you live together? If you want surgery in the future, who will you be?" Can you sign it?"

Lin Zhengqing smiled uncomfortably, and said, "Yes, what you said is correct."

This road is already so difficult, why do you still pursue it so hard?

Bai Haoyu said: "Dad, have you ever thought about my feelings? Have you ever asked me what I want?"

"What do you want?"

"I just want to be with the person I like, it's as simple as that."

"The person you like is not necessarily the one you will spend your whole life with," Papa Bai said, "What's more, you won't be able to live your whole life."

"Why do you think so far? We can be together for as long as we can?" Life is too long, he just wants to think about the present, and he doesn't want to think about things that are too long-term. Not necessarily, isn't it good to have a good time now?

"Isn't it enough that you have been together for a few years?" Papa Bai said.

"Dad. Are you still being reasonable?"

"Is it all right to be reasonable? Will your status quo be changed if you are reasonable? Can you get married if you are reasonable?"

Bai Haoyu wanted to roll his eyes angrily.

Bai Haoting said: "Mom wants you to go back. She made an appointment for you to meet your friend's daughter." To put it bluntly, he arranged a blind date for him. "You haven't been with your family these few years, shouldn't it be time to go back and be with your parents?"

"Brother, do you know you are cruel?"

Lin Zhengqing stood up suddenly, and said calmly: "You guys continue to chat, I'll go out for a walk, and call me back after chatting."

This is his home, but he doesn't want to stay anymore, with these two people here, even at home is not comfortable.

Bai Haoyu grabbed him and said, "Dad, brother, you go back first, can we two chat?"

Papa Bai glared at him and said, "What else is there to talk about?"

"In the final analysis, isn't it about me and him?" Bai Haoyu said.

Bai Haoting pulled Bai's father and said, "Dad, let's go out first."

The two left just now, Bai Haoyu went out and closed the door, came back and wanted to sit next to Lin Zhengqing, Lin Zhengqing stood up immediately, took three steps back, and said: "Bai Haoyu, are you coming to tell me Break up?"

"Zhengqing." Bai Haoyu emphasized his tone, and said, "Are you forcing me too?"

"You guys are forcing me." Lin Zhengqing said angrily, "Your family members have already come to your door. Could it be that I'm forcing you? Am I the one forcing you to make a choice?"

"Zhengqing." Bai Haoyu wanted to get closer to him.

Lin Zhengqing resisted him very much, so he took two steps back and said, "Don't come here, don't touch me."

"Sorry, I apologize to you on their behalf."

"Apologize?" Lin Zhengqing smiled wryly, and said, "Why do you have to apologize? Aren't they right?"

Bai Haoyu rubbed his forehead and said, "Calm down, can we have a good talk?"

"Haoyu," Lin Zhengqing said with a choked voice, "Let's break up." After saying the word break up, tears fell down.

"Why did you break up?"

It's all over, what else is there to say.

"Haoyu, I'm not strong, I'm very fragile in my heart, I can't bear it." As he spoke, tears kept streaming, Lin Zhengqing wiped the tears from his cheeks, and said: "Your brother is right , I have no family, no career, no education, no ability, I should not stay with you. If you fall out with your family for me, I will feel guilty and sad for the rest of my life. I have no family, but you have , I know how painful it is to lose a family member, I went through it twice, not like you have to go through it."

"No, Zhengqing, no."

"The family has raised you for more than 20 years, and I have only been with you for a few years. They gave you everything, but I can give you nothing." Lin Zhengqing was a little speechless, paused, and said again: "Your father is right, we are together, we have to bear too many things, I am afraid, I don't have the courage to face it, you go, go, all these problems will be solved."

"Zhengqing." Bai Haoyu said, "Do you know what you're talking about?"

Lin Zhengqing squatted down, hugged himself, and said: "I know, they all came to my door, they all found my house, I am very scared, Haoyu, do you know? I feel like I have no place to hide , if they say something here, I will not be able to live in my hometown, I will not even have the only concern for my parents. I am very scared, I feel that everything about me has been put in front of you, and I have been Putting it on the bright side, I don’t have any privacy at all.”

Bai Haoyu walked over cautiously, wanting to hug him.

Lin Zhengqing looked up at him with tears all over his face.

"Zhengqing, I'm sorry."

"Haoyu, I can't watch you go on a blind date, I can't watch you with other girls, I've tried it once, it's hard, I don't want to go through it again," Lin Zhengqing said intermittently: "But , I, Haoyu, you go back, leave me alone, I can, as long as, be quiet. I can, let go of you slowly. "

"Zhengqing, have you ever thought about my feelings?" Bai Haoyu squatted in front of him, and said, "You didn't consider my feelings, didn't you force me to ask what I thought, what am I, a tool? ? Is it something that you give in to each other?"

Both of them fell silent, Lin Zhengqing wiped away the tears on his face, forced a smile, and said, "Haoyu, ask yourself, do you really still like me?"

"Aren't you even sure if I like you or not?"

Lin Zhengqing put his hand on his heart, just like he did that day, and said: "I just think that you don't like me that much."

"Zhengqing," Bai Haoyu held his hand, and said, "Why? Why do you think so?"

Lin Zhengqing pulled out his hand and said, "Is this place really suitable for you? Your wish to come here has come true, and our village has been changed. Have you ever thought about going back to live in the city? You really don't want to stay Are you by the side of the family? Aren’t you afraid that the child will be raised and the relative will not be there?”

"Does it have anything to do with whether I like you or not?"

"You are just worrying about me, you want to go back." Lin Zhengqing said slowly: "Haoyu, are you tired?"

Bai Haoyu doesn't speak, living together for so long.It is a lie to say that he is not sure about the thoughts of the people around him. Lin Zhengqing knows that what he thinks will not surprise him.

He has been thinking for the past few days whether he still likes Lin Zhengqing, or maybe he really doesn't like Lin Zhengqing that much as he said?

Are you less nervous about him, or are you more interested in what you think here?

"Zhengqing, I still have feelings for you, can you really not feel it?"

Lin Zhengqing sighed and said, "I really miss you."

Bai Haoyu hugged him and said, "Then why do you want to drive me away?"

"Your family doesn't accept me, you have no way to disobey your mother," Lin Zhengqing said: "It's hard for you to have such a trouble with your father and your elder brother."

"Give me a moment, okay?"

"You can't change. Your family is a hurdle I can't get over. I really don't want them to set foot in my house again, you understand?"

"sorry."

Bai Haoyu was called over by his father, and he was not allowed to stay here overnight.Lin Zhengqing kissed him on the cheek when he was leaving, and said, "Haoyu, I will miss you."

The next day, when Bai Haoyu came back, there was no one to see, and the door was locked again.

When he was about to climb over the wall, Lin Zhicheng came over and grabbed him, saying, "Don't climb over, he's gone."

"Let's go, where did you go?"

Lin Zhicheng shook his head and said, "I don't know."

Bai Haoyu grabbed his clothes angrily, and said, "Why didn't you stop him?"