Lin Zhengqing

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Lin Zhengqing nodded and said, "Okay, I'll wait for you."

It took two years to build these basic facilities, and two years later, their vineyards welcomed the first tourists.Like many places at present, this place has also been transformed into a tourist area, and this small village welcomes a large number of foreigners for the first time.

In fact, too many foreigners coming here is not entirely a matter of good opinion, it will also bring certain problems.But just like the front and back of a coin, things must have two sides.

Lin Zhicheng fulfilled the promise he made to the little girls at the beginning, hired them as tour guides, and worked at his own doorstep.Enjoy the basic construction in your own village.

At night, people in the village gather in twos and threes in the playground and leisure places in the village, chatting, eating, and children playing here.The women danced in the clearing, performing traditional dances or choreographing them themselves.

Bai Haoyu and Lin Zhengqing were sitting in a small corner, in an unobtrusive place, with the wind blowing.

"I really didn't expect that our village could have these changes," Lin Zhengqing said with emotion: "They all said that the Bodhisattva showed his spirit."

"There are more young people returning to their hometowns, and they no longer go out to work alone." Their original goal is finally achieved.

"Yes." Lin Zhengqing said: "The environment here has improved, and the number of people in our village has increased again."

Bai Haoyu put his hands on his shoulders and said, "Let's go out and play. I've thought about it for a long time, and now I'm finally free."

Lin Zhengqing looked around nervously and said, "Where do you want to go?"

Their relationship was not disclosed to the public, and only Lin Zhicheng knew about it, and even Lin Zhigang kept it secret.Lin Zhicheng would know that purely relying on his personal sensitivity.

After all, this is just a small village, Lin Zhengqing dare not take such a big risk.Because if something goes wrong, he can't stay here any longer.Where else could he go after leaving here?

Bai Haoyu felt his tense muscles and said with a smile: "You don't have to be so nervous, I didn't do anything."

The distance between the people here is neither far nor near. I know that everyone is there, but I don’t deliberately go to their side. I just feel at ease in a space where everyone is there.This is probably the space where people get along with each other.

But it's hard for you to tell if someone is quietly watching you. Lin Zhengqing has a strong sense of prevention, so that in the past few years, their affairs have been kept secret.But this highly tense mental state also sometimes makes him feel very tired.

"I haven't thought about it yet, is there any place you want to go?"

Lin Zhengqing shook his head, he knew nothing about the outside world, had no desires, and no thoughts.

"I'll go back and have a look and plan." Bai Haoyu said.

Lin Zhicheng walked over, and he saw the two of them nestled in this small corner from a distance, purposely coming here to act as light bulbs.

The two sat on a small step. Seeing Lin Zhicheng approaching, Lin Zhengqing moved a seat for him and asked him to sit next to him.

"Where are you going to play?" Lin Zhicheng squeezed to Lin Zhengqing's side and asked.

"I haven't thought about it yet, do you have any suggestions?"

"I suggest you stay here and enjoy the farmhouse!"

Bai Haoyu despised him: "You always find your girlfriend to be lazy, and if you want to stay, you should stay."

After being blinded by the two, Comrade Lin Zhicheng finally found a girlfriend, but the girlfriend had a job in the city, and the two would get together occasionally.

Lin Zhengqing also met his girlfriend, and she felt pretty good.

"Why don't you take care of those of us who are in long-distance relationships?"

"Why not," Bai Haoyu said with a smile, "Then let's go out for a while now." It should be your turn to guard.

"Forget it, if you guys want to go out, how can I have any objection." Lin Zhicheng confessed.

The three of them just sat under the night sky, looking at the starry sky and listening to the voices of people not far away.

Lin Zhengqing felt a little sleepy while sitting, and fell asleep as soon as he leaned his head on Bai Haoyu's shoulder.Bai Haoyu put his arms around him, looked down at him, and smiled.

Lin Zhicheng looked back at them.

We have been friends for many years, no matter what, congratulations.

When I knew they were together, I was a little surprised, but also felt that it was inevitable.They are happy together, and Lin Zhicheng will be happy for them, but sometimes when he thinks about the future, he can't be happy.

Sigh, forget it, they still have to settle their affairs in the end, how much can he, an outsider, take care of?

The two bosses are handsome, and girls often come over and ask for photos, and those who are bold will ask for WeChat.Lin Zhengqing didn't like to take pictures with others, nor did they always smile, so no one came to him to take pictures.

He watched Bai Haoyu take pictures with others from behind, and sometimes felt that Bai Haoyu and those girls were a good match, and he didn't know why Bai Haoyu liked him.

He just stared there in a daze, not knowing when Lin Zhicheng had already stood behind him.

"Zhengqing."

Lin Zhengqing was startled by him, he looked at Bai Haoyu in a trance.

"It is you."

Lin Zhicheng glanced over there and said, "Do you want to take pictures too?"

Lin Zhengqing shook his head.

"You don't like Haoyu taking pictures with others?"

"How could it be?" Lin Zhengqing said, "I know they have nothing to do, they just take pictures."

Lin Zhicheng didn't speak anymore, he felt that Dao Zhengqing should be unhappy, but he didn't say why he was unhappy.Forget it, let Bai Haoyu come.

"Brother," Lin Zhigang called him.

"Why?" Lin Zhicheng walked away.

Bai Haoyu was busy all the time, so Lin Zhengqing went back first, sat beside Rhubarb in the yard, staring at the clouds in the sky in a daze.

They have been together for a while, but this relationship is hidden from everyone after all. He did not go back with Bai Haoyu during the Chinese New Year this year. He was afraid that his family would see something.I don't know why I just don't want to go out anymore, I just want to nest in this place.With Bai Haoyu, it's quiet.

I always feel that there will be a sense of security here.

Bai Haoyu said that his brother knew something vaguely, but he didn't say it clearly.Bai Haoting's attitude did not say whether he supported or not.Lin Zhengqing was afraid of seeing his family, because he subconsciously thought that his family would hate him, and his family might think that he had led Bai Haoyu astray.

Although he was always thinking about some things in a mess, when he saw Bai Haoyu, or when the two of them were together, he was very attached to this feeling, and wanted to be with him very much.

When Bai Haoyu returned home, he saw him sitting in the yard in a daze.He found that Lin Zhengqing really liked sitting next to Rhubarb, and then looked at the clouds in the sky. He didn't know what he was thinking, but most of the time his expression was not relaxed, but rather melancholy.

"Zhengqing."

"Yeah." Lin Zhengqing looked at him and said with a smile, "You're back."

He cherishes this feeling of waiting for someone to come home. He has forgotten the feeling of being able to care about someone, and the feeling of someone waiting for him to come home.Now, Bai Haoyu gave him a feeling of home, and Lin Zhengqing almost regarded him as a relative.But the more you cherish it, the more you fear losing it.What's more, he has never been an optimistic person.

Bai Haoyu sat down, patted his head, and said, "Did you miss me?"

Lin Zhengqing leaned his head on his shoulder habitually, and said, "I miss you."

Bai Haoyu hugged him, and said: "I've been outside all day, and my body is covered in mud. You just lean over here, aren't you afraid of being dirty?"

"I'm afraid, I still feel disgusted."

Lin Zhengqing put his arms around him and said in a low voice.

He is very scared, and sometimes he has an urge to ask Bai Haoyu, how long can they be together?Will we break up?But he didn't dare, he was afraid, he was afraid that he would kill him.

When we were not together, I was always afraid that he would leave, and when we were together, I was still afraid that he would leave.Lin Zhengqing hated himself for being cowardly, and also for having so many things going on.

After being together, he tried and worked hard to change, but sometimes he couldn't control his emotions.Especially when seeing someone better than him approaching Bai Haoyu, I always feel that I have been compared to myself.

"Afraid you still hug so tightly?"

"I'm afraid you'll run away."

Bai Haoyu smiled and said, "Where can I go?"

Lin Zhengqing raised his head in his arms and asked seriously: "Why do you like me?"

"Well, I'm afraid I can't tell myself." Bai Haoyu thought about it seriously, and said, "I just like it."

"is it?"

Bai Haoyu bowed his head and kissed him, and said, "What's the matter, are you afraid that I like someone else?"

"If you really like someone else, what can I do?"

That's what he said, but the hand holding him tightened even more.When he talked about liking others, he couldn't help but think, what would he do if Bai Haoyu really liked others?

Afraid, just afraid that he will leave.

I'm afraid because I don't have any confidence in myself.I don't believe that I can influence others and influence other people's decisions.Did not affirm its own existence.

In the past few years, he has gotten used to the life here. It is undeniable that he still does not have a clear answer to the future of the two of them, and he does not know how to go in the future. This should be the source of Lin Zhengqing's insecurity.

The eldest brother's attitude is ambiguous, and he is not sure about the attitude of his family.Bai Haoyu didn't know what to do either.He has always been an optimist, and he believes that when the time comes, there will always be arrangements, and the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge, isn't it?

In this relationship, Bai Haoyu has the absolute initiative.

"I'm hungry," Bai Haoyu said.

Lin Zhengqing smiled and said, "What do you want to eat? I'll cook it for you."

"It will be all right."

Living together for the past few years, Lin Zhengqing had already figured out his tastes very clearly. For him, he even went to learn a lot of crafts.

He wondered if his stomach had gotten used to his cooking skills.

"it is good."

The two live like many lovers, probably the only difference is that they cannot tell others about their relationship openly.