Reflection

Because of Si Shengxia's words, the car was quiet for a long time.

"You're right." Xia Cen didn't deny what Si Shengxia said, "I really didn't think of myself as Xia Cen, but..."

"Wei Lingxin is dead." Si Shengxia reminded her from a rational point of view, "No one will believe that you are Wei Lingxin, including Ni Xian..."

"Midsummer!" Xia Cen didn't expect Si Shengxia's words to be so straightforward.

"You used to like her, but you couldn't be together. This is the regret between you two. That's why Ni Xian has always held this regret. He can't forget you, and he can't start a new life." Si Shengxia said more and more seriously, The attitude became clearer, "And because of this regret, you continue to protect her with another identity, or...to protect her, are you really willing to watch her, and one day go to another person's house?" by your side?"

Looking at the still silent person, Si Shengxia put his hands on Xia Cen's shoulders, "You are Xia Cen and Wei Lingxin now. No matter what the reason is, she saw you, didn't she? Don't play someone else, you Understand that you are you and no one can replace you."

"I..." Xia Cen looked back at Si Shengxia, really wondering where she got these reasons.

"What are you?" Si Shengxia was a little more imposing in front of her, "You never thought about using a brand new you to know her, and then using a brand new you to make her fall in love with you and be together..."

"...Together?" Before this, Xia Cen had never thought about it.

But as everything around him changed, Xia Cen also fell into conflict.

She raised her hand to her heart, then sighed: "But I'm not Xia Cen after all..."

Si Shengxia froze for a moment, but didn't quite understand, "Isn't it...?"

"This life is borrowed from God, not my own... I can't always have it steadily." Xia Cen looked at her, and a rosy glow appeared in her dark and beautiful eyes, "I am very afraid that one day, God will be with me." To get this life back, or Xia Cen woke up by himself... What about me at that time? Where should I go?"

Si Shengxia, who was originally an atheist, had never thought about this at all, but these words hit his nerves like enlightenment, "...will it?"

"I don't know." Xia Cen's voice became softer and softer, and he raised his hand to wipe away the tears, "It's because of the unknown that I am afraid, and I feel that every penny I have now is very precious. I always remind myself, deeply Afraid of taking a wrong step... How dare I expect so much from Ni Xian..."

"You..." Si Shengxia blinked subconsciously, she couldn't fully understand, but she could understand the helplessness, the kind of person who couldn't confirm tomorrow, how insecure.

Perhaps, this worry started from the first day Wei Lingxin became Xia Cen.Every night, I am afraid that if I fall asleep, I will never wake up...

Si Shengxia suddenly felt sore, she felt sorry for Xia Cen.

No.

To be precise, she felt sorry for Wei Lingxin who had come back to life.

There is no such thing as a free lunch in this world, perhaps it is not luck to be alive like this, but a kind of... silent torture.

"I'm sorry." Si Shengxia leaned over and hugged Xia Cen tightly in his arms, tears rolled down his cheeks, "I'm sorry, what I said just now was so naive..."

A friend's hug is naturally the best healing medicine in the world. Xia Cen raised his hand and patted her lightly, comforting her: "I know you are doing it for my own good, as you said, why don't I want to get closer to her, But the closer I got, the more afraid I became... I was afraid that this was a test given to me by God, and after I fulfilled my wish, dust will return to ashes, dust will return to dust..."

"No, God won't be so cruel." Si Shengxia got up and held Xia Cen's face with a serious face, "Definitely not."

Staring at Si Shengxia's tear-filled eyes, Xia Cen gave a soft "hmm", and raised his hand to help her wipe away the tears, "It's getting late, don't make people wait too long, I'll leave the house to you."

"Well, leave the house to me."

Looking at the back of getting off the car, Si Shengxia, who has always been calm and rational, had a rare fear in his eyes.

……

A week later, Xia Cen officially entered the crew of Director Hu Liang.

After joining the group, all emotions will be swept away, and I will devote myself to the shooting. The teacher who taught Xia Cen the water sleeve dance is very satisfied with Xia Cen's temperament. The stylist has ordered more than a dozen sets of appearance settings for Xia Cen. Director Hu After choosing and choosing, I still feel that the first plan is the most suitable.

"Director Hu has a good eye, and I think this suit is the best for her."

Also because she is the heroine of the third story, Xia Cen has been learning dance from the teacher during the filming of the first two stories.

And remember the essentials of every movement, not daring to be sloppy.

Many people think that the most difficult part of filming is memorizing lines and emotions. There are no lines but only emotions, which is a simple matter.

Xia Cen also thought so at first, until he met the demanding Director Hu, and felt unprecedented pressure.

He attached more importance to this role than Xia Cen had imagined, which inspired all her fighting spirit.

Ren Zhen looked at the hard work of her own artists, especially the beautiful and gorgeous sleeve dance on the stage, which can be described as a unity of body and rhythm, swaying body, and the charm is necessary, which amazed everyone.At first, the investors thought that Xia Cen was too young to support this character with a story and forbearance.Now that I have seen this dance and the previous acting skills, I have to admire Director Hu Liang's vision in casting roles.

Such an actor, not only the director, but also the choreographer, including everyone present, silently gave a thumbs up in their hearts.

It's really not easy for a rookie who is only 21 years old to perform like this.

……

It's still early today, and Xia Cen didn't rest when he returned to the hotel. Instead, he was studying the content of the script for tomorrow's shooting, looking in the mirror to find the most correct feeling in his eyes.

The phone thrown on the bed made a buzzing sound, and Xia Cen, who was in the role, didn't pay attention at all.

Ren Zhen, who was helping Xia Cen wash the fruit in the bathroom, came out with the fruit and looked at the ringing mobile phone, glanced at it, and said, "Miss Cen, it's Mr. Chen."

Xia Cen, who was in the show, picked up the phone, hesitated for a while before connecting, and heard a somewhat impatient voice on the phone, "I was wondering, you are a young star who just came out, why are you so busy that you can't invite me out?" , or do you say you won't give me face?"

Hearing Mr. Chen's complaint, Xia Cen responded with a smile, "Hi Mr. Chen, it's not that I don't give you face. It's because I'm a newcomer that I'm busier. I'm on the set now, otherwise why would I reject you?" ?”

"How did I hear that you had been resting before, learning some dance?"

Xia Cen didn't expect this man to really miss her, and she was very curious, who told him this?

"Every class is accompanied by someone, and there is no private time at all, so the manager is still not satisfied." Xia Cen said helplessly, "But don't worry, when I finish filming this movie, I will treat Mr. Chen to dinner whenever I have time. as an apology."

A beautiful woman naturally has many labels, and at the same time has a lot of power.You can be willful, you can be arrogant, even if you do something wrong, you will be forgiven soon, not to mention that this beautiful woman has a good voice.

Even if Mr. Chen was dissatisfied with Xia Cenduo before, thinking about her appearance and listening to her voice, how could he not be willing to pay the bill?

"...That's what you said."

"Of course, as long as the manager agrees, I will naturally treat Mr. Chen to dinner." After comforting him, Xia Cen set the phone to silent, and went back to the bed to let him sleep peacefully.

"Miss Cen." Ren Zhen was a little worried. Anyone with eyes could tell that the so-called Mr. Chen wanted to take advantage of Xia Cen.

Opening his eyes and facing Ren Zhen in the mirror, he smiled, "What's wrong?"

"Why don't you just reject him... I'm really afraid..." Ren Zhen didn't dare to say the rest, after all, she didn't have the qualifications.

"What are you afraid of? Afraid that he will eat me?" Xia Cen got up and came to the side, took a bite of the strawberry that Ren Zhen had washed, and took a bite, refreshing his throat, and said: "The reason why he is anxious is because of my advertising contract with him. There is only one episode left, he wanted to continue to cooperate, but was rejected by Ning Ke, because he let me dedicate myself to acting."

"I think Brother Ning just saw through this guy's ulterior motives."

"But now, we are still a cooperative relationship, and we must not lose our sense of proportion." Xia Cen ate three strawberries and sat back. "Besides, as I said, I will only see her if the manager agrees."

Ren Zhen knew that her artist was smart and a capable actor, but she hated that kind of stalker, and was afraid that she would suffer, "Sister Cen, tell me... do I want to talk to Brother Ning?" Tell me, find another male assistant to protect you."

"No, I think you're fine."

Ren Zhen was dubious, "Really?"

Xia Cen suddenly thought of something, looked at her and said seriously: "I lived with a friend before, so it's not convenient for you to go there, but I have already rented a house, which is near the company, and I will move there after filming this movie. There are many things that need to bother you."

Ren Zhen's eyes lit up, and he said happily, "No trouble, no trouble at all."

Xia Cen just smiled and said nothing.

……

Because Director Hu's movie is going to be released at the end of the year, the shooting of the movie is almost in sync with the post-production.

It is also because of this that Hu Liang's requirements for every actor, including extras, are higher than before.

If there is any dissatisfaction, stop and start again.

Under the tense rhythm, every actor is forced to perform with all his strength. In Xia Cen's view, even the well-known old actors have made breakthroughs in acting under Hu Liang's strict requirements.

The content of today's scene is the scene where the male second drags Xia Cen to escape and is chased and killed in the woods.

Due to the cumbersome costumes of the ancients, running in the muddy woods in the rain is a test of the actors' daily training.

The male second was finally killed by the chaser for Xia Cen, and the sky began to rain.With nowhere to escape, she stepped on the ground, walked over step by step, knelt down and hugged the second man's body, and roared silently to the sky.

In this scene, what Hu Liang asked for was a change in his eyes, from pain and despair to a determination to revenge, so that people can see that he is completely different and has become another person.

After filming the scene where the second male lead is being hunted down, Xia Cen, who had been preparing, was notified to shoot in half an hour.

The sky was artificially raining, Xia Cen was dressed in gorgeous white clothes, without an umbrella, and slowly moved towards the male second with heavy steps.

Just these few steps, I walked many times.Because of the grasp of the artificial rain, if it is too small, there is no feeling, and if it is too large, it will easily cover up Xia Cen's emotions and affect the effect.

After several times of groping, Xia Cen finally hugged the dead body of the male second.

When Xia Cen was brewing her emotions, the only person talking to her was Director Hu Liang. Just looking at the girl's eyes, Hu Liang was surprised.

"What do you think about this?"

"I may have to brew it slowly, because the change in the trajectory of life, although it is a moment, but it takes a fast and slow process to make up my mind... Finally, I burst out with all my strength, but I have no way to speak out, I can only rely on Use the strength of your body to release it." Xia Cen said, "I may need to brew it a little longer."

"You brew it first, and I'll see the effect."

The man-made rain started, and Xia Cen, who entered the role, was full of eyes. She knelt on the ground and hugged the second male lead, put her cheek against him, and opened her mouth in despair. She wanted to say sorry and don't leave, but she felt even more painful because she couldn't explain... …

The sound of approaching footsteps in the distance made her give up running away, her hands clenched tighter and tighter, and her tense body trembled slightly in the rain.

Until the last scene, Xia Cen roared silently to the sky, but it was louder, showing so unwillingness and hatred.

Such Xia Cen surprised Hu Liang, holding the walkie-talkie, and shouted loudly: "Good! Very good!"

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After repeated exertion and excessive rain, Xia Cen, who had just returned to the hotel to rest, immediately fell ill.

The author has something to say: I have something to do at home today, so it's a little late.

Tiring day.

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