Reflection

At midnight, the wind blew violently, and the full moon in the sky was already incomplete, floating obliquely between the looming curtains, and the light was faint.

After Xia Cen woke up, he didn't have the energy to speak at all, he could only listen to the movement outside the window quietly, his thoughts were empty, and he fell into a deep sleep unconsciously.

The next day, I woke up again because there was movement around me, but I couldn’t open my eyes. The voices were sometimes far away and sometimes near.

After a while of silence, her mother's voice appeared... She was worried that Ni Xian was working too hard, and wanted her to go to the hotel to have a good rest, but Ni Xian refused.

I also told my mother that the environment here is very good, and it is not hard at all. I have been traveling outside for so many years, and it is rare to be relaxed here.

These words……

Before I knew it, those words were far away again, as if there were no other voices in the room.

The sun rose in the east, and a ray of light came through the window, bringing thin warmth.It was also because of the dazzling that Xia Cen frowned and opened his eyes for the second time, but he had no strength to move his limbs except for his eyes.

Wanting to block the sun with her hands, such a simple thing, felt throbbing pain in the temples, there was a noise outside the door, it was Ni Xian who asked the nurse to fetch some hot water, and she was going to wipe Xia Cen's face.

At this time, Ni Xian had just had breakfast, and Xia Cen's mother brought it here specially for her, and then went to the market to buy vegetables, planning to make soup for Ni Xian at night.

When Ni Xian came back, he went to wash his hands first. The nurse came in with water, and suddenly he heard the sound of the basin falling to the ground. Ni Xian came out anxiously, and when he came to Xia Cen's bed, he found that she was already awake.

Woke up!

Excitedly, she asked the nurse to go to the doctor first, and then took out her mobile phone to notify other people.

In a daze, Xia Cen seemed to have not fully seen Ni Xian's facial features, and other strangers appeared in her sight. After a few times of tossing, she fell asleep again tired.

The doctor's rhetoric is different from before. As long as he wakes up, there will be new breakthroughs in many things.

Ni Xian's emotions have been restrained all the time. She is full of thoughts about Xia Cen's staring at her just now. Does she recognize herself, or...does she not recognize herself?

When Ning Ke and Xia Cen's mother came, she was still asleep, but upon hearing the good news, Ning Ke had asked Ren Zhen to contact the most authoritative brain doctor in China, and sent Xia Cen there for a detailed examination after making an appointment. , maybe a miracle will happen this time.

After busy nursing for the whole day like this, the doctor came to do a basic examination again in the evening. His expression was still the same as before, and he couldn't tell if he was happy or worried.Ni Xian was too afraid to ask more questions, so he observed the communication between the doctor and the nurse, and couldn't help but turn his attention to Xia Cen.

I wish she could wake up, I wish everything could return to normal.

"Doctor, will my daughter still wake up?" Xia Cen's mother asked.

"The patient has a head problem. We should all understand that this is not something that can be recovered in a few days or a few months. It is a good thing to have signs of recovery today, so you should take care of yourself. If you can't stand it Now, how to take care of the patient?" The doctor's tone was calm, and he understood the excitement of being a family member, "Anyway, I have waited for so long, why don't we observe for two days and take a good rest first, we will have people here to check in turn, okay? "

Ni Xian knew what the doctor said was reasonable, so he asked Ning Ke to go to work first. After all, tomorrow is Monday, or the beginning of the month, and there will be a large regular meeting, so we can't delay it.

Ning Ke nodded, then looked at Xia Cen's mother, "Auntie, let me take you back to the hotel, we can't help here, but will add to the chaos."

"Okay." Xia Cen's mother looked at Ni Xian, "Then I won't bring you breakfast tomorrow morning, and I'll bring you soup at noon."

"Okay." Ni Xian looked at Ning Ke, "Drive slowly, and if you have any legal questions, you should consult Lawyer Si in advance."

"Don't worry, I know."

When only she and the nurse were left in the room, Ni Xian helped Xia Cen wipe her body to keep her clean as usual.

At nine o'clock, she asked the nurse to leave first, while she sat quietly on the chair, holding Xia Cen's hand, and attached herself to the side.Her heart is still excited about the moment when Xia Cen opened her eyes, she didn't feel sleepy at all, she whispered a lot about the past between the two of them, the voice was very pleasant, as she talked, Ni Xian couldn't help it. Consciously revealed the little thoughts that I had never told her.

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Near midnight, Ni Xian lay on the side and fell asleep in a daze.So when Xia Cen woke up again, he felt the breathing of the person beside him was low.

Worried that she would light up, I wanted to help her cover it, but I didn't expect that the raised arm had no strength at all, and fell heavily again.

Ni Xian woke up suddenly, only to realize that it was not a dream, but Xia Cen really woke up.He couldn't help standing up excitedly, and carefully looked at the figure who had opened his eyes on the hospital bed.

"... Xia Cen?"

This time, even though it was dark all around, Xia Cen finally saw her clearly, and the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, "How long... have I been asleep?"

Hearing her voice reappear, one's heart trembled.Ni Xian's emotions were complicated, he didn't know whether to cry or laugh, he put his hands on his chest, a little at a loss.

"Do you remember who you are? Do you remember who I am?"

Even though she was weak all over, she couldn't help but make people laugh, "What a silly girl, can I really lose my memory..."

Hearing what she said, Ni Xian burst into tears with excitement. The fear and worry for so long was finally let go at this moment.

Xia Cen lay there, quietly listening to her cry, not knowing how to comfort her, but felt that it was a good thing to let her cry.

"I'm so afraid that you will leave me too. I'm so afraid... I will be alone in the future." Ni Xian hugged her excitedly, and stopped crying in the middle, "By the way, I want to talk to the doctor Tell me..."

"No need." Xia Cen held Ni Xian's hand weakly, "I probably know why I fell into a coma, and I probably know... I shouldn't be comatose when I wake up this time."

"really?"

"Let me sit up first." Xia Cen waited for Ni Xian to adjust the width of the bed, and then said: "I seem to have been wandering in the void for a long time, and I confirmed that my coma is not a price, and waking up is not a cause and effect."

"What do you mean?" Ni Xian sat beside him half understanding, and wanted to turn on the light, but she stopped her.

"If the news about me waking up now is exposed like this, I still have to return to the entertainment circle, and I still have to face the same life as before." Xia Cen was really tired, even physically and mentally exhausted, "I'm really want to quit the entertainment industry."

"Then quit." Ni Xian completely agreed with her thoughts and decisions.

"But you don't need to." Xia Cen pursed her lips and changed the subject: "Xiao Xian, I want to rinse my mouth and drink some water."

Ni Xian nodded to express his understanding, and got up to get a cup and mouthwash for her. After cleaning up, he felt much more comfortable.

"You can drink a little water, but for food, you can only drink porridge in the early stage."

Xia Cen turned his head and looked at his thin body, "It seems that I have lost weight again, but my body is still in good condition. It must be because you often massage me so that I don't lose my shape."

"People who are about to quit the entertainment industry, are you still worried about this?" Wiping the corners of her mouth with a tissue, she looked disgusted, "You quit, what's the point of pushing me out?"

"Because I want to wait for someone." Xia Cen drank two sips of water, and felt his whole body come alive like a spring breeze. "This person, you and I know each other."

These words were a bit difficult for Ni Xian, but thinking about the people who had to wait, reminded her of the spiritual words that Feng Qingling told her before.

"Xia Cen? She..."

"I've already been born, I guess we have to wait more than ten years." Xia Cen's smile deepened, "I don't know what I live for, I always feel that everything has its own destiny, since protecting her is our responsibility, you can't quit."

"Understood, understood..." Ni Xian thought about the cause and effect before and after, and nodded, "She gave you a shelter, and you gave me a harbor to rely on. Naturally, I want to give her back a place of peace. There are so many people...how can I find it!"

"...I will always meet you." After talking for a while, Xia Cen was a little tired again.After all, just waking up, every time I utter a word, I need strength.

"Rest when you're tired."

"Well, I'm really a little tired." Xia Cen's bed was laid flat, she looked at Ni Xian, and the corners of her mouth curled up, "You should rest too."

Ni Xian looked at her, her eyes were red again, "I'm going to rest, I have to tell auntie tomorrow, Ning Ke..."

"Don't say anything for the time being, let my mother and Ning Ke stay normal, and help me go through the discharge procedures in two days. I want to leave the entertainment industry in a low-key manner." Xia Cen was really tired, and fell asleep again within a few seconds after the words fell past.

Ni Xian got up gently, afraid of disturbing her rest, she covered her slipped quilt again, quietly came to the side, took out her mobile phone and sent a message to Ning Ke and Si Shengxia, telling them Xia Cen Already awake.

In order to prevent them from coming over immediately because of excitement, another content was added at the end.

[She meant that she didn't want to say anything, so you don't have to come here specially, and in three days I will transfer her to another hospital and go home to rest. ]

Si Shengxia knew this information, but Ni Xian didn't tell Xia Cen's mother, and asked: [Where is Auntie? ]

Ni Xian thought for a while, and replied with nimble fingers: [I will tell her tomorrow, let her old man rest first. ]

Ning Ke: [You should also pay attention to rest, I will take care of other things and arrange them. ]

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Three days later, Ni Xian helped Xia Cen go through the discharge procedures, and the news was naturally caught by the reporters guarding outside.

When they followed up and inquired, Ning Ke had already found out an excuse in advance, and he was taking her for an examination, but just a little news made it into the headlines.

Fans are worried about Xia Cen's physical condition, and they want Ye Meng, the president of the fan association, to greet them on their behalf.

When Ye Meng was going to visit Xia Cen's follow-up hospital, he didn't see her in person.Not only that, but there was no information about Xia Cen's follow-up consultation, including major hospitals.

Was it sent abroad?

With such an idea, she didn't dare to delve into it, because she was afraid of being scribbled by the media. When she was at a loss, she received a call from Si Shengxia and conveyed Xia Cen's decision.

Ye Meng put down the phone, sat there and looked at it for a while, and was about to drive away.

After walking along this commercial street for a while, I saw the cover of a clothing brand on the right, which was my favorite idol Xia Cen.

Going forward, Xia Cen can be seen in the photo of a watch endorsement and the dynamic advertisement on the big screen in the distance. Even though she has been silent for more than half a year because of this incident, the movies she released one after another , TV dramas, and commercial endorsements, she was always placed in the first-line traffic.

And Xia Cen's smile seemed to only stay here.

Ye Meng's eyes slid over Xia Cen's portrait, and finally turned his head, and continued to drive into the crowded traffic.

I drove it on, and suddenly my nose felt a little stuffy.

Thinking about the explanation on the phone just now, and the possibility that she will not be able to see her information on the screen in the future...

Ye Meng continued to drive for a while, and finally parked the car slowly on the side of the road, lying on the steering wheel, tears falling down uncontrollably.

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The author has something to say: the next chapter, the last one.

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Recently, my cervical spine is uncomfortable, which has tortured me for several days. I can't straighten my mind at all, and I can't buffer it after sleeping for more than ten hours.

It's better now though, and I'm trying to wrap it up this week.

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感谢在2020-02-0920:07:13~2020-02-1319:36:48期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 4 smiles;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: there are 50 bottles of mushrooms in the flowerpot; 10 bottles of NaughtyCat;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!