Reflection

Xia Cen's eyes were deep, and memories, goals, and plans were churning in his mind... Looking at the blood left on the edge of his nose, he didn't show any sadness.

It's not that she's not afraid, but she can't believe that the price will be fulfilled on her body in a simple and rude way, without any warning, and it is directly surprising.

I always feel that these two words, fate and cause and effect, always appear euphemistically in people's lives. It turns out that I have misinterpreted the meaning of their existence.

Or is it because the world misunderstands fate and karma too deeply?

Xia Cen walked out of the bathroom, stood in front of the window, facing the sunset in the distance, but the light in the sky was not empty, it seemed to fall in the sky, like the fate behind him, he could see it...but he couldn't touch it arrive.

Looking at the sunset glow, Xia Cen slowly stretched out his hand and stroked it lightly.Strangely, there was an intriguing smile on the corner of her mouth.

Because no matter what your fate is, it is rare luck in the world to be able to see the beauty of sunrise and sunset again.

How can she blame it?How can you complain?

The door behind him was pushed open, and it was Ren Zhen who came in with something to eat, and put them on the table one by one, "Miss Cen, it's time for dinner, here is your favorite West Lake beef soup, and two red date cakes .”

"Oh?" Xia Cen turned around with his expression restored, and smiled slightly at Ren Zhen: "Actually, I like to drink West Lake beef soup, mainly because I like the taste of the tofu and beef in it. If it's just pure beef soup, I might not like it." I like it so much."

Ren Zhen understands this reason. Many people like to eat a dish, but what they mainly like is not the dish included in the name, but another side dish.

Ren Zhen had an idea, "What if it's seafood tofu soup?"

Xia Cen pursed her lips and shook her head, "Maybe as an actor, I have developed a habit of not eating fishy dishes and soups. For me, beef is already the limit of the limit, otherwise it is the limit for other people. Actor's disrespect."

Ren Zhen understands this truth, but not many people can abide by it, especially those male actors, listening to other actors helping to complain, some male actors don't pay attention to the details at all, eating garlic before filming, almost killing their artists.

Because I am a senior, I can't challenge it, otherwise I will be said to be unprofessional, so I can only endure it.

Thinking back to being with Ren Zhen for so long, I have never seen her eat seafood during her acting, let alone garlic. Fortunately, because of her identity and background, the actors she worked with were all fairly dedicated .

Knew it!Dedication is not just talking about it, nor seeing it with your eyes, but feeling it with your heart and time.

Xia Cen is a really dedicated and good actor.

"But Sister Cen, you are already in the rest period. When you can relax, you still have to relax. Food is the most important thing, so naturally you can't miss it." Ren Zhen spread the food and put away the environmentally friendly tableware she usually used. set aside.

"It's not that I still have to participate in activities. When... I have a complete rest, it's not too late for me to eat!" Xia Cen didn't say much after that, but sat gracefully on the chair, picked up the tableware and tasted slowly.The heat of the beef soup is just right, and the jujube cake is also sweet enough, both of which she likes.

Knowing Xia Cen's eating habits, Ren Zhen didn't eat or sleep, so she left naturally to help her put away the clothes she was wearing outside today, but just after she picked them up and folded them, she noticed the color of blood in the wastebasket.

I took a few glances to confirm that it was indeed blood.From the appearance of the tissue circle, it should have just had a nosebleed.This reminded Ren Zhen that she had also seen this scene two days ago, and asked Miss Xiao Cen with special concern, and her answer was that she got angry recently.

So at that time, she didn't pay attention, but focused on her daily diet.But these days all her diet is very light, if it is meat dishes, this day would be considered this bowl of beef soup.The quality of sleep is also good from what she said. Autumn is a season where people are prone to get angry, but it doesn't stop nosebleeds all the time!

Could it be that there is something wrong with the body?

According to her past personality, Ren Zhen would definitely turn around and ask, but thinking of the previous answer, Ren Zhen decided to tell Mr. Ni about this in advance, maybe Xiao Cen would go to the doctor obediently.

With an idea, Ren Zhen didn't linger long, bagged the clothes, held them in her arms and said, "Miss Cen, then I'll send this clothes over first, and when I come back, can you buy me a fruit box?"

"This season, the pears are ready, it's hard work."

"okay, I get it."

Ren Zhen left the room and sent the clothes to the second assistant first, and asked him to prepare the clothes that Xia Cen needed for tomorrow's event, and take them to the makeup artist to make a styling before sending them to his room.

After arranging everything, Ren Zhen went to buy fruit, cut it and sent it to Xia Cen's room. At this time, she had already eaten, so Ren Zhen didn't stay long, packed the lunch box and left.

Back in her room, Ren Zhen went around three or four times before calling Ni Xian, and reported to her Xia Cen's physical condition in the past two days.

When Ni Xian heard this, it would be a lie to say that she wasn't worried, but Ren Zhen told herself that this incident obviously didn't happen once or twice, otherwise with her caution, no one would find out.And Xia Cen didn't tell himself, which means he just didn't want to worry himself.

"I see. You have watched her carefully these two days. If she doesn't want to talk, we don't have to ask. It's best for you to meet face to face." Ni Xian said this because of her concerns, "I hope you can understand me the meaning of."

"I know, don't worry, Mr. Ni." Ren Zhen nodded, and then emphasized: "I will definitely take good care of Xiao Cen, but except for her nosebleed, everything is normal."

"Well, I'm going to attend the press conference of "Hua Ting Banquet" soon, and I have to go everywhere, and I will go there too, don't worry too much." Although these words were meant to appease Ren Zhen, she still couldn't help but worry, and even wanted to Stop all this now.

But when she thought about everything Xia Cen was carrying, it was impossible for her to stop now.It can be seen that she is bound to win this year's best actress, because she won this title not for herself, but for the real Xia Cen.

She is using her own way to thank Xia Cen.

And then use the way she thinks is the most comfortable to get along with Xia Cen's mother, with distance and warmth.

But what if you understand everything!

Ni Xian still couldn't help worrying about her physical condition, but the more she understood everything behind it and what Xia Cen was going to do, the more she couldn't bear to stop her.

It cannot be stopped.

Holding her hands tightly, Ni Xian looked at the photo of the two of them on the phone, a tear fell on the screen, she really didn't know what to do.

……

Since the first half of the month, Xia Cen felt that her body was a bit heavy every day when she woke up. Even though she went to bed early and got up early, insisted on running every day, and had a healthy schedule, but this faint sense of fatigue made her Clearly, it has nothing to do with me.

Looking at the time on the phone calendar, there are still two and a half months before the Golden Flower Awards, and she will soon be involved in the promotion of the "Hua Ting Banquet". No matter what, she must find a way to get more tickets.

So at the first stop of the "Hua Ting Banquet" press conference, Ni Xian could feel that Xia Cen was different from the past, and she worked hard to promote it.

Even if Director Hu's movie has no shortage of box office at all, and it can get a bottom of 30 billion casually, she still feels that it is not enough.This kind of Xia Cen infected every actor around him, even Ye Meng could feel that his idol attached great importance to this drama.

Of course, there will be reporters who know her well and will come forward and ask: "Xia Cen, you work very hard at every station, do you want to work hard to become the Golden Flower Queen?" '

Even if she thought so in her heart, Xia Cen would not admit it, and she replied with a generous smile: "I'm just very excited, I can be in the same frame as my occasionally, perform side by side, I want more people to see my idol's Acting, that's all."

The reporter saw that the direction of the question was this way, so naturally he would not let go of any opportunity, and asked again: "If the actress is between you and Ni Xian, if you choose one of the two, who do you think is more suitable?" '

How deep is the hole in these words, a discerning eye can see clearly at a glance, thinking that Xia Cen will answer tactfully, but she did not expect her to say bluntly: "I think this year's actress will definitely have the name of my idol Ni Xian."

Because the interview time was very short, Xia Cen was taken away by the assistant after answering this question. She kept smiling throughout the whole process, until the nosebleed came out without warning and dripped on her red dress, which surprised everyone present up.

'Xia Cen, are you okay? 'The reporter followed up and asked.

'Is there something wrong with the body? '

Xia Cen took the tissue that Ren Zhen handed her, looked back at the media with a smile and said, "I'm sorry, I've been in a hurry recently, I haven't had a good rest, I'm a little angry, thank you for your concern."

Seeing Xia Cen's leaving back, the media refused to let it go and wanted to take as many pictures as possible.

This piece of news quickly became a hot search topic, 'On the self-cultivation of a dedicated actor', 'Xia Cen got nosebleeds from being tired of publicity'.

Some people feel distressed, and naturally some people will say 'this is just a hype', but no matter what, it is a good thing to see the popularity of "Hua Ting Banquet" soar.

Back at the hotel, director Hu came to see her as he got older, and even invited his private Chinese medicine doctor to help Xia Cen feel her pulse.

What I got was the deficiency of qi and blood caused by fatigue, so don't worry everyone, Xia Cen was also relieved to hear this conclusion.

Director Hu told her to take a good rest, and they will go to the next stop, and they will meet again at the next stop in Guangdong.

Xia Cen had no choice but to agree. When everyone left, only one person left and returned. Although he was prepared in his heart, seeing Ni Xian's expression, he felt her uneasiness and worry.

"What's the matter, even Director Hu's personal doctor said I'm fine, don't worry." Xia Cen smiled and said to her.

"You're still keeping it from me, aren't you?" Since Ren Zhen told herself last time, there have been three or four times, but each time it was not in front of Ren Zhen, she couldn't speak rashly, this time it was in public Next, she must ask to understand.

Xia Cen looked at her seriousness, and played with the things at hand nonchalantly, "Secret...what are you hiding from you, don't worry...I'm really fine."

"Are you really okay?" Ni Xian sat on the edge of the bed, making her face herself, "If it's really okay, why didn't you tell me that you had nosebleeds before?"

"Little String..."

"If it's just getting angry, if it's not the worry in your heart, wouldn't you tell me?" Ni Xian's eyes were flushed, and he suppressed his emotions, "I knew about your nosebleed before, I didn't ask at the time, it was I want to wait for you to tell me... It turns out that you are still like this, you only share happy things with me, and you are still used to being alone when things are difficult."

Xia Cen was completely stunned by these words, and shook his head in denial, "I didn't want to hide from you."

"Not yet?" However, no matter how entangled she was, how angry she was, how she became angry from embarrassment, she still couldn't really get angry with her or annoy her.

The corner of Xia Cen's mouth hooked slightly, and he stretched out his hand to gently hold her hand, but said: "Don't be angry, isn't this still something you can't hide from you?"

"If it wasn't for so many people seeing this time, when are you going to tell me?" Ni Xian looked at her seriously, "Could it be...do you want to be like last time?"

Leave without saying goodbye.

She took a deep look at Ni Xian and let go of her hand.

Following her movements, Ni Xian followed her body forward, closing the distance with her, word by word, "I understand why you work so hard, I know what you want to fulfill, but I will never allow it, you will never Leave me without saying goodbye."

Xia Cen looked at her in surprise.

There are you and me in the eyes.

The author has something to say: Can you understand this feeling?

Xia Cen's persistence and Ni Xian's worry had to be fulfilled.

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感谢在2020-01-2621:14:26~2020-01-2918:32:02期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the shallow water bomb: 1 nima drop aiming fish;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 smile;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 4 smiles; 1 dream and wind;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 6 bottles of Jiangjiu; 3 bottle of NaughtyCat;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!